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Chapter 305

Love is bitter.

In order to escape this kind of pervasive longing, she had to put all her energy into her work and her children's homework. She didn't want to let her mind calm down. As long as she calmed down, the figure of that man would appear in her working place. In the field, in the children's textbooks, even a sentence on TV, a scene they had in the past...

Only at night, thoughts filled her whole heart like a wanton flood.

At this time, she is both happy and sad, and the figure that often appears in her dreams evokes her countless pasts.

When Yue Feng was about to leave, he hinted to her that he would never come here again. Li Yuxiang felt a pain in her heart, and then she felt relieved. It is better to break it than to break it...

For a while, I thought about it, and then I thought about it, if I really didn't come, what would I do?
When Yue Feng called Qu Lanlan, the two friends were climbing a mountain.

After climbing halfway up the mountain, Yue Feng called, and Zheng Xiaojian said nothing and refused to climb up.

She was so tired that she was out of breath, put her hands on her chest, and said that her heart was about to jump out.

Qu Lanlan said why don't you like sports?Am I busy?But I take a little time to exercise every day. If you continue like this, you will get fat and get sick.

Zheng Xiaojian said okay, okay, I will start exercising in the future.

Qu Lanlan put down the phone and glanced at Zheng Xiaojian. Zheng Xiaojian asked her what's wrong?
Qu Lanlan sat down next to her and said, "I really don't know whether I have found a husband or a child. No matter what, he wants me to worry about him."

Zheng Xiaojian fanned the wind with her hand and said: "Whoever made you strong, he is not a Ma Baonan, but he is not too far behind, such a man will never grow up.

If you want to be with him, the days of worrying will come later, that's fine, such a person is easy to control. "

Qu Lanlan took out a tissue, wiped the sweat off her face, and said, "This south is really not for northerners like us, it's too hot."

Zheng Xiaojian nodded and said, "Whether it is the scenery or the people in the south, it is not as bold and unrestrained as our north, especially the Wu Nong soft language of the southern women is so pleasant, it is a little more charming than the south of the Yangtze River.

It's just that the weather... is really unbearable. I must come to the south at the coldest time next time. "

Qu Lanlan took out a very small but unique fan from her bag, handed it to Zheng Xiaojian and said, "Here, use this."

Zheng Xiaojian took it over and said, "You are too delicate, I can't do such a thing, I can't think of it. What about you, didn't you bring two?"

Zheng Xiaojian wanted to say something else, seeing that Qu Lanlan was out of her mind.

Qu Lanlan looked at the mountains and rivers in front of her absent-mindedly, and said absently: "Sometimes I really want to give up this kind of life, get lost in nature, and live a chic and happy life, but I just can't..."

Zheng Xiaojian knew she meant something, so she asked, "What happened again?"

Qu Lanlan told Zheng Xiaojian about Yue Feng and Shu Lele one by one, and then said: "I don't understand, why is it harder for a man to love only one woman than climbing a mountain?"

Zheng Xiaojian felt that Qu Lanlan's life was almost perfect, but outsiders could not see her emotionally, and only she could lick her pain.

Zheng Xiaojian felt that she could not help her at all in this regard. She couldn't face such complicated emotions, so she had to watch her silently.

Qu Lanlan glanced up and said, "Let's go down, I don't want to climb anymore."

When going up the mountain, Qu Lanlan was high-spirited and determined to climb to the top. If it wasn't for that phone call, she would never have given up.

At the foot of the mountain, the two rented a tent, ordered some delicious dishes, beer and drinks.

Zheng Xiaojian lay on the "bed" and didn't want to get up, but Qu Lanlan grabbed her up.

Qu Lanlan drank a large glass of cold beer in one breath, and said it happily.

Zheng Xiaojian followed suit, and the two of them felt that the heat had subsided a bit after drinking two large cups.

Qu Lanlan tilted her head and asked her: "Little Jane, what will you do if your husband cheats?"

Zheng Xiaojian thought about it seriously and said, "I've never thought about it, I think it's unlikely."

Qu Lanlan said: "Of course I know he's fine, I'm just making an analogy."

Zheng Xiaojian said: "We talked about this topic before we got married. I said that it is impossible for me to forgive a cheating man. If there is something wrong before marriage, I can let it go, but after marriage, such things are definitely not allowed."

Qu Lanlan smiled wryly, and said, "What about me? Didn't I sign the agreement? That's 1000 million, is it useful?"

Zheng Xiaojian said: "We use marriage as collateral, you are money, we are still different."

Qu Lanlan said: "I don't believe it anymore. If something happens to him, can you just turn around and leave? Can't you forgive me once?"

Zheng Xiaojian glanced at her and knew what Qu Lanlan wanted to hear, but she didn't need to fool her best friend and said: "It should be unforgivable, I can't imagine that I can still accept him after he was with other women , you know that I have a mental cleanliness."

Qu Lanlan sighed and said, "Who wouldn't want to be like you? But the reality is different. Can you guarantee that the man you find won't cheat?"

Zheng Xiaojian said: "Then I won't look for it, why can't I live by myself? How many women live by themselves, and they have wonderful lives."

Qu Lanlan totally disagreed with her statement, and retorted: "A woman without a home is like duckweed. Not only will she not be successful, but she will also be ridiculed in her career."

Zheng Xiaojian said: "You just care too much about what other people think, we only live for ourselves, we can do whatever we want."

Qu Lanlan shook her head lightly, and said: "We carry different burdens, and I actually regret it now, if my status as a reporter continues until now, no matter what, I will have stepped up a few steps.

But at that time, I was really worried about him. Leaving his father's aura, he was... Well, how should I put it, he lived well without me, but I valued certain things too much.

No need for him to say anything, I believe he doesn't want to divorce me, but I don't know how much he still has for me and my family, he just can't leave me. "

"Is he really in love with someone else?" Zheng Xiaojian asked incredulously.

"Shu Lele was only temporarily addicted, but Li Yuxiang, I dare say, he was tempted."

Mentally and physically, Yue Feng is no longer his original self, but what can Qu Lanlan do?

He cheated on Shu Lele, under the guise of having a child, and fell in love with Shu Lele's youth. Spiritually, he also fell in love with Li Yuxiang now, but he is more mature than before and knows what self-discipline is.

Qu Lanlan knew that she couldn't be a person without bottom line, if Yue Feng was still obsessed with it, their disintegration would be a matter of time.

(End of this chapter)