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Chapter 76 The Gap
Qu Lanlan has several houses in Changchun, anyway, every time Zheng Xiaojian comes to her house, she will go to different places.

As soon as she entered the room, Zheng Xiaojian took out the money and returned it to Qu Lanlan.

Qu Lanlan asked in surprise how she got rich?

Zheng Xiaojian said that her father gave it to her, and she didn't know how he got the money.

Qu Lanlan scolded her and said: "Didn't I tell you that I don't worry about my money, you are just too out of touch."

Zheng Xiaojian said: "I'm not seeing outsiders. It's only natural to owe money and pay off debts. Next time I need something, I'll come back to you."

When paying back the money, Zheng Xiaojian's heart was empty. Qu Lanlan really didn't take the 5000 yuan to her heart. She handed it to her, and she threw it in the drawer, as if what she lost was not 5000 yuan, but only [-] cents.

Zheng Xiaojian thought about how every time her mother got her father's salary, she had to count it over and over again...

The 5000 yuan, I don't know how my father worked so hard to get it together. Suddenly, the money was like a gap, pulling the distance between the two of them farther and farther.

Marriages of the right family are matched, and people with similar economic conditions are comfortable to be friends together. Such a gap makes people feel that there is no gap in their hearts, which is impossible.

Fortunately, Qu Lanlan was considerate and never showed off in front of her. If so, Zheng Xiaojian would not be able to stand it for a day. Everyone has a terrible vanity and self-esteem.

Qu Lanlan knew that Zheng Xiaojian liked to drink tea.

Just pull her to the small table in the restaurant.

She took out several exquisite small pots and said that they contained various teas.

There are chrysanthemum tea, Tieguanyin, Maojian, Dahongpao, Lapsang Souchong... and asked her which one she likes to drink.

Zheng Xiaojian's body and mind sank together, sinking to a place where she couldn't even see it. Qu Lanlan asked twice before she realized, and said Tieguanyin casually.

She really likes drinking tea, but she really doesn't know anything about these varieties. In her world, there are only black tea and green tea, and she likes green tea.

Whenever she sees Qu Lanlan's exquisite life, Zheng Xiaojian always has an unspeakable fragility. Should she be like her and choose a man with strength, even if she can't reach her height, at least she won't As bitter as it is now.

She likes Qu Lanlan, and Qu Lanlan treats her sincerely, but she has to admit that there is an invisible gap between them.

Qu Lanlan put the tea into the teapot with a small spoon, and then turned on the electricity, and soon the water boiled. Qu Lanlan also said not to drink too much, because she would not be able to sleep well at night...

If this scene didn't happen right in front of her eyes, Zheng Xiaojian felt that it should be a scene from a certain movie.

Drink tea and take a bath.

After the two of them washed up separately, they lay on the bed and began to enjoy their most intimate time together.

The two were lying on their backs, and the only sound in the room was the sound of the wind blowing the curtains.

There are unique laces on the purple gauze curtains on the window, they flutter and roll, embellishing it grandly, like the past years, and also like their current life.

Zheng Xiaojian feels that she is a girl with ideals and ambitions, but only in front of Qu Lanlan, these things seem to be very ethereal, she can't put ideals, distance, future and love together.

She suddenly realized that Qu Lanlan had already owned everything she believed in, and she was vulnerable in front of her.

Qu Lanlan never shows this in front of Zheng Xiaojian, of course, she doesn't like to show off in front of others, she is the most elegant and low-key in the world.

The female classmates like to get along well, and they like to write about their lives at the class reunion. Those who are on Weibo also regard their occasional life as a daily routine.

Zheng Xiaojian has seen Jiang Mei's Weibo, it is simply the life of Mrs. Fu, but if compared with Qu Lanlan, it is not a million miles away...

Qu Lanlan, the most convincing, never shows these things in front of people. She really complied with that sentence, the more she lacks, the more she shows...

After Zheng Xiaojian graduated from university, she came to Changchun Qu Lanlan's house more than once. In fact, the things that Qu Lanlan eliminated were more fashionable than Zheng Xiaojian's current ones, but Qu Lanlan never once said that she would give these unnecessary things to her. She was afraid that she would hurt her self-esteem.

Zheng Xiaojian doesn't care about this in front of others. With a classmate in the same city, they often give each other things they don't like.

But for some reason, Zheng Xiaojian couldn't do it in front of Qu Lanlan. The condescending feeling made her feel too uncomfortable. Qu Lanlan had never done it before, so she knew her mentality.

Qu Lanlan took the initiative to stretch out her arm, held her hand and said, "Can you believe it, I miss you very much, and if I don't contact you for a long time, I will panic."

Zheng Xiaojian was a little moved, and felt that what she was thinking was too boring. Everything about Qu Lanlan was the result of her efforts, so what did it have to do with her?
She felt the same way as Qu Lanlan, that is missing.

It turned out that she still didn't believe it. She said that women miss each other, but she really did, and it was very strong.

It was impossible for Qu Lanlan to lie to herself, her feelings were real, and Zheng Xiaojian was really moved.

Zheng Xiaojian narrated her own experience, Qu Lanlan was still gentle and soft just now, she quit after hearing this, and said somewhat dissatisfied: "What's wrong, this bad luck has caught up with you?
Forget it, just pack up and come to my house. Our company lacks talents like you. We are close, and we have a support for each other. "

Zheng Xiaojian shook her head and said, "If I wanted to escape, I would have come here long ago. If I were to work in your husband's company, no matter what I did, I would feel that I was being taken care of. I feel uncomfortable."

Qu Lanlan smiled and said: "You, it's still too idealistic, can someone take care of it? How many people hope that there is a towering tree behind them, why can't it work when it comes to you?

I don't understand, there is a shortcut to Nanshan, but you still want to dig mountains and wells with a hoe, do you want to be a contemporary Yugong?Those only exist in mythology, let's be more realistic. "

Zheng Xiaojian kept shaking her head, saying that she would never be a Yugong in her life, and she had no ability to move mountains.

Qu Lanlan knew that she couldn't convince her, so she could only listen to her feelings.

Zheng Xiaojian said everything she could and couldn't say, and she felt much better after complaining about her pain, she said: "Don't you think it's strange, when the accident happened for the first time, I felt like the sky was going to collapse, and I even wanted to die.

Really, I didn't say anything to anyone, if I really want to die, forget it, don't people have to die in the end?Carrying such a heavy burden and being pointed at everywhere, it would be better to settle it once and for all.

But I am really innocent, and such an innocent person will die at the hands of villains?No matter how you say it, you are not convinced.

However, I just thought about it, but after all, I have such an idea, but I don't care so much about the material department, although the blow is not less than that of the headquarters. "

(End of this chapter)