My girlfriend is from the future!

Chapter 132 Where We Go

"Master, who are the people who will fall into the endless hell?"

"No one is wronged, and all love is evil."

"But the Buddha also said that the world is impermanent, and there are sentient beings."

"You know sentient beings from the place of impermanence, and you know sentient beings from the place of sentient beings. He benefactor, where are you now?"

"Master, haven't you seen that I'm still sitting here on the threshold."

In the ancient temple in the deep mountains, the tourists are sluggish. I sat on the threshold outside the hall with the old monk of the Dizang Hall of Quanling Temple, and we played with each other. It was very interesting to go back and forth.

The temperature in the mountains is exceptionally cool, and the fresh air is very comfortable to inhale. I stretched my muscles and bones lazily. The old monk looked at me with a smile and said:

"Congratulations to the benefactor, can you hold it now?"

I froze and looked at him.

The meaning of this sentence is to ask me whether I can keep the precepts or not.

There is a saying in Buddhism that precepts are also called liberation. If you keep the precepts well, you can also be liberated, and you can enter the Bodhisattva way from then on.

To put it more bluntly, this old man wants to take me as a disciple and become a monk with him.

How would I want to do this, I quickly waved my hands and laughed at myself:
"Hey, I can't hold on to this, mage, my six sense organs are full of filth, and I haven't experienced enough love and affection in this world."

The old monk was not annoyed after listening to it, he just smiled sarcastically and said to himself:
"It seems that the poor monk asked too early."

"It's getting late. I'm already 31. Even if I had roots of wisdom in the past, I'm afraid I'll be bald a long time ago. Master, please give up this idea."

I put down this sentence, but the monk didn't look at me, but looked at the other end of the corridor of the Buddhist hall. I followed his gaze, and a woman's figure appeared in front of my eyes.

I sighed in my heart, but kept my expression on. The old monk stood up, and we clasped our hands together and saluted each other.

Then, he entered the hall and walked towards his bodhisattva.

And I stayed outside the hall and walked towards that woman.

"It's really coming, what's the matter, you are so anxious, you don't hesitate to run to the mountain to find me."

I said as I walked, I came to Wen Liang, her face was full of fatigue, her chest was rising and falling and she was panting heavily, I guess she was climbing a mountain.

It's just that even so, I found that her gaze has been on my face since I walked over.

She stood there quietly, looking at me blankly, I touched my face and said, "Is there a flower on my face?"

She shook her head and asked, "Why did you make an appointment here?"

I smiled and said: "Recently I want to lose weight, but I'm afraid I don't have enough self-control, so I came to the mountain to eat vegetarian food for a while. You came just in time. The food in the temple should meet the diet of you, a big star, to keep in shape. We will wait for you." Let's try it together."

"……it is good."

Wen Liang hesitated for a moment, but still answered softly, in front of me, she never seemed to refuse anything.

This is not a place to chat. We walked side by side like tourists in the Quanling Temple. We didn’t communicate with each other during the period, but I knew that she must have something to say. Due to her identity, we walked to the temple. In an unoccupied kiosk in the back mountain, I leaned on the railing, overlooking the mountain scenery condescendingly, took out a cigarette from my bag, lit it, put it in my mouth, and took a deep breath.

"He... disappeared."

Behind him, Wen Liang finally spoke hesitantly, with a muffled voice.

"Who's gone?"

"...He Tianran."

"I'm right here."

I let out a puff of smoke and turned to look at her.

"I... I'm talking about another..."

Wen Liang looked at me, and it was a bit difficult to say this sentence.

I pretended to suddenly realize, "Ah, he... I know, I feel it."

"Feel?"

"Yeah, just like the description in "Journey to the West", when Monkey King killed the six-eared macaque, it feels exactly the same."

I made a metaphor, but Wen Liang was puzzled.

I didn't explain because I knew she was smart and she would understand what I was saying eventually.

"You don't like him?"

I know that Wen Liang also asked another He Tianran about this sentence.

"You should say, I don't like myself."

I corrected it, and Wen Liang's expression darkened.

I held the cigarette up to my eyes, carefully watching the flame trace of the burning cigarette, and the smoke was slowly blowing out from my mouth and nose.

"Actually...it's not that I don't like it. If we talk about it separately, he has more guts than me, regrets less than me, knows less than me, and believes more than me. He even interpreted my story. Well done, it’s false to say that you don’t like it, but it’s true to be jealous, but this kind of jealousy makes me unable to bring up a little bit of hatred, tell me, am I very contradictory?”

I analyzed my emotions, and as I talked, I even felt a little dazed. I rarely showed this state in front of Wen Liang, but I believe that in this world, only she can understand it.

In the small pavilion, there was silence.

When they were young, every boy longed to be the lawless Monkey King, but when he put on the tight band, he left the Huaguo Mountain called "Youth" and entered the society to experience those boundless nine-nine-eight-one After the disaster, someone became a Buddha, became mature and stable, and he was admired by others, but his words were full of vicissitudes.

And some people have become demons, in order to completely pry open the tight band, and get themselves covered in cuts and bruises. However, when they returned to Huaguo Mountain, they found that it had become desolate and dilapidated, and it was no longer what it looked like in memory.

As for the majority of people, they have neither the qualifications to become a Buddha nor the courage to become a demon. What's more, they are just wearing a tight band and are exhausted on the way to learn the scriptures with no end in sight.

But no matter which of the above Monkey King, he didn't hesitate at all when he killed the six-eared macaque.

Even if the Buddha saw it, he just let out a long sigh.

However, the lingering sound of this long sigh seems to have passed through countless ancient times, and it echoes in my ears for a long time.

This is how I feel about my other self.

"In the end, there will only be one He Tianran left in this world. The existence of the young man only proves that no matter how many times he reappears, he will end up with one thing, that is, he used his own disappearance in exchange for a correct future..."

I slowly revealed the truth, and the restored memory swept through my mind again.

"You... what are you talking about?" Wen Liang was at a loss when he heard this sentence.

"The story is very simple. In fact, another story happened in September 13 years ago. I met a girl who was born again. She turned a prank into a dream. We fell in love. However, she finally I left, leaving behind me who was changed by her, this is what was not written in that novel..."

"You know the story after that. I was with Cao Aiqing, but the ending didn't end here. I traveled to the future and met the other person I was thinking about. I don't know how she is. She was reborn from the future, but I know that she paid a heavy price to go back to the past, I feel sorry for her, and I don't want her to be born again..."

"It's just that I, who may disappear at any time after time travel, what can I do in this black and white world? After thinking about it, I finally came up with a plan - I want to start everything again, I want to become Another me, so I can continue to stop her."

"I went back to September 13 years ago. I forgot everything that happened. All the misfortunes began to happen to me again. I forgot my love for her. All that was left in my heart was the great humiliation... Hatred made me gradually become vicious, resentful, and unwilling, and in the end, I finally became the He Tianran I hated the most."

Having said that, the cigarette in my hand was burnt to the end, I threw it on the ground and stomped hard.

"Over the years, I have been using her guilt towards me to make her fall in love with me bit by bit. The pleasure of revenge blinded my eyes for a while, until one day, that dusty memory suddenly woke up, and I suddenly fell in love with me. I just remembered...I used to love her so much...I wanted to tell her everything immediately, but the memory that came back made me vaguely uneasy..."

"Not long after, when I was a teenager, I came to this world again. As before, he thought of everything, and then embraced the plan to touch 'myself', and resolutely jumped into the fire pit again, and that him, now standing in front of you."

After I finished everything with difficulty, my eyes were already slightly astringent.

Wen Liang was fascinated by what she heard, she walked up and hugged me slowly.

Her body is still so soft, I can't help but wrap my hands around her back, greedily hoping that this moment can last longer, but there is such a sentence in my ear——

"But...you know...this plan of yours...will fail, don't you?"

"..."

"From the moment you saw yourself as a teenager, or the moment your memory woke up, you knew that you would fail... If that girl hadn't turned that prank into a sweet dream, he wouldn't have appeared, you There will be no more memory."

I was shocked that she could understand all this so quickly, and hit the point with her words. In her arms, she raised her head and stared at me. There seemed to be a glimmer of water in her eyes, and her expression was full of apology. with regret.

"Natural... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry... Whenever I think that I caused you so much harm when I was young and ignorant, I feel ashamed... I have watched you miss a better life several times over the years , My heart was throbbing and throbbing...I know that you approached me to deceive me...but if you do this, you will live a more comfortable life. Your... I should pay..."

She tried hard not to let the tears fall, she smiled, and then looked away immediately.

"Naturally, do you know, from the time I saw that boy in this world, I knew he must be you, and I never regarded you as two people... because... the things you lack should be It's up to me to make it up..."

After Wen Liang finished speaking this paragraph, she seemed to have summoned courage in her heart. She wiped away her tears, her eyes were as clear as this green mountain, and what was hidden inside was full of affection.

She raised her head, smiled at me and murmured:

"Naturally... what I love is all of you..."

all of me...

I tried my best to turn myself into a bad person, thinking that love and hate can ebb and flow, and neither owes each other.

I tried my best to put the timeline back on the right track, and buried all the memories after waking up in my heart.

I hid in the fog and carefully put away any clues that I loved her.

But even so, when the fog cleared and my face was devastated, she still said to me,

Like all of me.

I felt her warmth in my arms silently, and said softly:

"Ah Liang, if there is a chance, let's get to know each other again. However, I don't want to start like this."

"natural?"

Wen Liang looked at me in surprise, my hands gradually passed through her body, until I couldn't hold her anymore, I was like another self, my body gradually became transparent.

It seems that my time has come.

Ai Qing should have already made a decision.

The belated sunshine cannot save the withered flowers, so she can only save herself.

This "I" owes too much to Ai Qing, she is innocent, and my disappearance means that she has returned to the past and is changing history.

In this world, from beginning to end, there is only one He Tianran.

Wen Liang desperately wanted to hold me, like a crying little girl trying to grab a snatched doll, she tried many times, but every time was undoubtedly in vain.

I smiled and looked at her, and she cried and looked at me.

She seemed to say a lot to me, but I couldn't hear a word of it.

I don't know how she will live after I disappear, how Ai Qing will live, and what kind of He Tianran will appear in this world.

But I know that this means a new beginning.

Yes, these two women, one is like a noble phoenix, the other is like a bright moonlight.

In this world, who has ever seen someone raise a phoenix?
And who can restrain the moonlight?
A meteor has its own direction of coming and going,
We, of course, have our places.

(End of this chapter)