My girlfriend is from the future!

Chapter 185 Unreturnable Youth ([-])
Wen Liang stood under the moonlight, his smile swaying in the evening wind, He Tianran felt a thud in his heart, he silently turned his head and stopped looking, he didn't know if he was really disappointed, or he was afraid that another prairie fire would be ignited in his heart.

Even if Wen Liang wanted to cry, she would not cry, she would not kidnap He Tianran's sympathy.

If, now, the soft side of human nature is used to gain feelings again, then what is the difference between this and them before reincarnation?

Deceit and charity, as long as there is contamination in love, will become a stain.

Some people don't take it seriously, and even make a living by it. They regard the words "rare and confused" as their standard, and feel that they are comfortable and can live a good life if they are not clean.

And Wen Liang is someone who has been here before. She once fell and rolled in the world of mortals. She was dragged all over her body in mud, so in this life, she wants to be decent, which is the biggest harm to He Tianran. respect.

"Of course, since we can make a comeback in our lives, then we shouldn't repeat them. You know, I don't like to see you like this..."

After all, Wen Liang did as she said, she found herself.

She couldn't bear to make He Tianran go against her heart, and for love, she didn't need the other's kindness.

He Tianran said that this time he will not back down, but is that enough?

If you don't want to take this step in the first place, then what's the point of me going forward?

"I'm so brave, it shouldn't be me who should regret..."

There was still a gentle smile on her face, she stubbornly kept the last bit of decency in her heart, and said slowly.

If you make me cry, I won't cry.

If you let me go forward, I won't go forward.

Now it's your turn, He Tianran.

Wen Liang raised her face proudly, with eyes clouded and a smile at the same time.

If you take a step towards me, then I will let go of all my worries and run towards you.

If you want to stay where you are, then I will be truly open-minded once, and I will not owe you anything.

The two just looked at each other at a distance of ten meters, and no one could tell whether they were waiting for the other to come forward, or waiting for the other to give up.

They seem to have lost their courage at this time, and they are the bravest ones.

In the night, the warm eyes flickered like stars, it was the uneasiness of secretly doing bad things and the expectation of breaking the barrier between the two repeatedly intertwined, it was the stubborn determination to turn around and be done.

It is true that in the eyes of the world, she is not worthy of pity.

But, she is cute.

She is a person who was willing to bury her youth together for love.

To He Tianran, her eyes were like wildfire on a meadow, and just one glance would make her heart burn like a year.

He Tianran lowered his eyes, clenched his fists, and moved his lips silently, as if silently shouting to the boy in his heart:
"What are you hesitating about? Even if you don't want to, can't you take a step forward now?!"

"If you don't move, she's really going to leave this time! The person you've been looking for, the one you love, she's really going to go!"

"You coward! Coward! No matter how many times you do it again, you haven't changed at all!!"

He Tianran crazily cursed the other self in his heart, his body trembled little by little, and his legs seemed to be filled with mercury, and he dared not move even a little bit.

"At the end of the story, did you beat the six-eared macaque to death?"

Finally, a long response from the depths of his heart instantly made He Tianran lose his mind...

This was the echo of his sigh in the long pavilion at that time when he faced Wen Liang, the disappearance of the boy himself, and the reincarnation he was about to fall into.

"You...you remember? You come out, I will give you my body, she is right in front of your eyes, you go there!"

"Why must 'I' face her?"

In an instant, the original youth seemed to have changed. He Tianran gradually bent down. He supported his trembling knees with his hands, and his brow was sweating profusely.

"You're blocking me...I...can't move..."

"I didn't hinder you, you were just afraid."

"you're lying……"

"You are lying to yourself."

"What am I afraid of?!!!!!!!"

He Tianran bowed and asked himself, his eyes were wide open, and he roared out, but in fact the answer...had been settled in his heart for a long time.

For the young He Tianran, the life he is currently experiencing is undoubtedly "sadness with joy". Wen Liang accepted him. Although the two of them could not be together in the end, it was such a baptism of regret that broke him. The cocoon has become a butterfly, ushering in a new life.

So, after this new life?
It was "joy with sadness", he traveled through time and space, made up for that regret, and made Wen Liang have a complete karma, but what about him?Butterfly became an ugly moth to the fire this time. He chose to start over and forgot everything. Wen Liang's refusal left him covered in injuries. When he remembered everything, his love with Wen Liang also became a flower. A flower of evil that grows in mud and dirt.

Moths chase light, but are born in darkness.

Wen Liang is the fire of this He Tianran.

The repeated reversal of sadness and joy runs through He Tianran's whole life. He is naturally close to Wen Liang, but he no longer dares to embrace Wen Liang with this attitude of a moth, even now he has become a flame .

This memory of moths flying into the flames was like a spell that made people have a headache, even if the bond was no longer tight, it still caused him to complain unceasingly.

However, this He Tianran has long since lost the courage to break through the south wall when he knew the ending was like this when he was a teenager, so he watched Wen Liang 72 times to find relief from the sadness, saw the fire in her eyes go out, and watched When she got there, she turned and walked away.

Wen Liang got rid of reincarnation, so what about his?
Even now, all he can think of and do is to push the qualification of a lover to his boyhood.

This is his, phase.

Warm and cool is He Ranran's tight grip.

So, he was afraid.

The sadness shown by He Tianran in front of her made Wen Liang, who seemed familiar with this scene, a bit unbearable. After all, she couldn't help but uttered a sentence, asking the question knowingly:

"Naturally... who are you talking to...?"

Who am I talking to?

He Tianran was dazzled for a while, and he couldn't help thinking, although the memory is different, but in this body of his, are there really two different souls of the so-called "boy" and "youth"?

Humans are complex animals, and the all-encompassing temptations of human nature cannot be carried through by just relying on a single belief.

In fact, when Cao Aiqing took out the string of Buddha beads, a thing called "desire" had already been aroused in He Tianran's heart. Those tempting imaginary instigations, lingering and lingering, were all caused by him. Now, I want to do it, but I can't do it.

He likes to be warm and cool, so a heart in his heart told him, you should do this, which is something you can't ask for.

He is loyal to Ai Qing, so a heart in his heart tells him, you can't cross the line, this is long-term love.

With thousands of people, fighting with one heart, the string of prayer beads is just the key to unlock reincarnation, it just gave him a chance to talk to himself, so even if the string of prayer beads is gone now, when facing the hurdle where he can choose the future again, he is gradually In his waking memory, in his heart, there would naturally be two voices lingering in his ears, one ebbing and the other ebbing and flowing.

Now, step forward and accept all of yourself.

Or, take a step back and be a whole new you.

Therefore, Wen Liang's knowingly asking became a blow to the head, He Tianran seemed to be enlightened, and all the voices in his heart stopped abruptly.

No matter how he chooses, he is He Tianran.

He Tianran remembered the Buddha's cry of "knowing sentient beings in the place of impermanence, and knowing sentient beings in the place of sentient beings" in the future. The old monk asked him where he was. Now that He Tianran saw the warmth in front of him, he felt, He should be here by now.

Then, he remembered the two words that the old monk gave him in the past tense——

Move too!

The scenes of life flew by in He Ranran's mind in a chaotic manner, the sunset outside the classroom window, the moon on the fifteenth day, and even the sun in the water on the side of the road after the rain.

In his ear, there seemed to be the sound of a siren coming from the sea, interrupting his memory.

He looked slightly sideways, under the silvery moonlight, on the gentle sea, a train was slowly running between the sea and the sky like algae, whales were swimming under the starry sky, and the siren was accompanied by the sound of the whales. It was ethereal and sentimental.

Knowing that this majestic scene is just an imagination in his heart, the young man dare not rub his eyes, for fear of wiping away the long-lost brilliance in his heart.

He is thinking far away.

Do you have to go to the snow mountain?

Perhaps, what is persistent is not the snow mountain, but the foot of the snow mountain, the wind in the wilderness, the miscellaneous peanut trees, and the flying warblers and grass growing.

A young man can be a fish in the lake, a grass under the mountain, or a flower on a tree, but he doesn't want to be himself standing still.

So, he withdrew his gaze and looked at the only truth in front of him, his eyes became clear and firm.

He took a step forward, as if he had crossed the mountains and seas in time and came to Wen Liang.

He slowly embraced the warmth that was crying without knowing it, into his arms.

The girl was in his arms, sobbing softly: "I'm making a mistake..."

He Tianran responded gently: "We are making mistakes."

Wen Liang raised her head. She thought she was a child who did something wrong. After stealing someone else's beloved thing, she looked uneasy and timid:

"Don't blame me..."

"Do not blame you."

He Tianran caressed her head, and said softly: "I'm just very strange...why every time we meet again...I fall in love with you like falling into an endless loop..."

The two hugged each other tightly again.

He Tianran knew that the relationship between him and Wen Liang was destined to be on this wrong road, gone forever, unable to turn back.

Maybe, the reincarnation is not over, they are just beginning.

Just like that sentence——

No one is wronged, and all people are evil.

But so what?

This world is bustling, and few people polish their souls.

So among all living beings, the girl only loves the natural one.

It's okay to behave politely and beautifully inside, and it's okay to be indistinguishable from turbidity.Although he loses his color when he walks in the sea of ​​people, but she only loves that dim light.

　After finishing writing, although the number of words in this chapter is not many, only [-] words, but it has been revised many times, [-] words are written every day, and [-] words are deleted. I don’t know if you like it or not, but this is what I really want One thing, the last dozen or so photos have been like this, I will restrain myself in the future, and I should not be so willful.

　　By the way, the book has been signed, and it’s on the shelves with inverted V. It’s a good thing. I will write a chapter about my thoughts later, thank you everyone!
　　
　
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