My girlfriend is from the future!

Chapter 201 This love has no failures

As the Bodhisattva said in the dream.

Cao Aiqing already knew the answers to some questions, but only when He Tianran said it himself, everything would be settled.

Now, Cao Aiqing finally got the answer she wanted, and she was not as sad as she imagined.

Because He Tianran still chose to be honest with her, he didn't violate his own heart, let alone lie to himself.

Cao Aiqing's eyes crossed the calm lake and stared at something unconsciously. He Tianran looked into those eyes and couldn't figure out what she was thinking.

Then the girl murmured and asked:
"Naturally, you said...why is that?"

"...It's the wrong order of appearance in life." He Tianran endured the pain in his heart, and hit the nail on the head: "Ai Qing, if I fell in love with you first, then if Wen Liang asked me this question today, I would answer the same way .”

"What if you could do it all over again?"

"what?"

Cao Aiqing slowly took out the string of beads, with a slightly tired expression.

He Tianran's heart tightened, he stared at the string of Buddhist beads, his expression changed from uneasy and entangled to calm and steady.

He was struggling in his heart. After two time travels, He Tianran knew that their lives might have one more chance to start over than ordinary people. This is certainly something that others dream of and yearn for.

However, every thought and every action after crossing will continue to generate new problems, just like the string of Buddhist beads, although it implies perfection, each rosary in it also constitutes the world's greed, hatred, ignorance, and arrogance. , Doubtful hundred and eighty troubles.

He didn't want Cao Aiqing to use the mighty power of this string of beads. He finally got a clue of the so-called "reincarnation". The person who went to dissuade Cao Aiqing.

I can make September come back because of the coolness, so why can't Cao Aiqing?

He Tianran hesitated to speak, and finally returned to calm. He waited for Cao Aiqing to speak again, just like a prisoner on trial, waiting for the moment when the gavel came down.

"Naturally, do you know much about the future me?"

Suddenly, He Tianran heard the girl ask such a question unexpectedly.

"She's had a...very bad life."

"Then what do you think of me?"

He Tianran was speechless as if there was a lump in his throat.

Cao Aiqing continued to ask: "Naturally, did you use it when we were not together?"

He Tianran shook his head, firmly said, "No."

"I knew it, otherwise you wouldn't have allowed me to face that coercion by Xia Qiao alone."

"Of course I won't!"

After the man said this, he was also taken aback.

It suddenly occurred to him that Cao Aiqing didn't need Guo Huai's or her own help at that time, because she already had the courage to break the boat.

Instead, one of them became her future burden, and became restrained in order to be grateful; while the other protected her under her wings, but always covered her own dazzling brilliance.

Cao Aiqing stared at the beads in his hand, and smiled softly:

"Naturally, you're actually wrong, the order of appearance between me and Wen Liang is correct.

If I really go back, I may not be able to do what Wen Liang did for you. In this regard, I am not as good as her...

If I really replace her in your heart, even if I still love you, I may lead you to another road, and by then, you may not discover your talent in art, nor I won't be doing what I really want to do as I am now.

And in that case, do we meet too early?
I met Guo Huai just now, and he was worrying about changing his major. He said that he envied us because we are the kind of people who have our own opinions and have plans for the future.

I think, for you, this impression must be due to Wen Liang's contribution!It is really my luck to meet such a you...

By the way, do you remember the correction fluid we used when we made a typo in our homework? "

Listening to her words, He Tianran had mixed feelings in his heart, and he recalled:
"Of course I remember. Didn't the two of us, Bai Tingting and Xue Yong, often study together? At that time, you praised me for writing a good composition. Let me explain the technique to you. Hey, whenever I brag about this When I was talented, you looked at me with admiration, and in the end I was a little swollen...

In fact, I am also very envious of you. You write very well, and you never make typos. You said that your bottle of correction fluid can be used for three years. When you come to me, you can’t hold it for three months. Let me use it all. It's over. "

Cao Aiqing stood up with her hands behind her back, and turned to look at the lake:

"Do you know why you use it so fast?"

"why?"

The girl glanced at him, raised the corner of her mouth, and blamed:

"You, you always like to write typos, and you don't check them. Sometimes you don't distinguish between 'land and gain'. When I said you at the beginning, you like to put out what you want to write in a coherent way, and you are old-fashioned and say What, typo, good writing, enough.

But the teacher doesn't think that way, the test scores that should be deducted will still be deducted, and the details of the 60-point composition, 55 points and 58 points are in it.

I said you don’t listen, I’m angry, so I can only change my strategy, I’ll just praise you, change your sentence with a typo to your sentence, it’s really well written, I didn’t expect you to really eat this , to show off that you found some mistakes, and you could write better, and then took my correction fluid to correct it. I didn't expect this, and the test scores were deducted even more. I regretted it to death... "

Listening to his girlfriend's memories, He Tianran laughed, but he smiled and felt that this was not a good taste.

Cao Aiqing was also laughing, but her smile at the moment made He Tianran feel a hundred times more uncomfortable than seeing her cry.

After the girl finished speaking, she looked away, turned around, stretched out her hand, and opened her palm to reveal the Buddha beads. The autumn wind of Pinghu was wrapped in her voice, and she said softly:

"Naturally, do you know that this thing is like the correction fluid for our lives, we all want to erase those typos one by one...

But... I'm not you... I'm not Wen Liang... I can't brew some soul-stirring and unforgettable sentences on the basis of the original... I can only write according to my thinking... What should I do? How many points is it, how many points...

Naturally, during the time we spent together, I wrote the pen seriously and joyfully, and what I wrote was sincere and divine...

I don't know how to use this correction fluid, and I can't use it, maybe I'm stupid, or maybe I'm stubborn, just because until now, I firmly believe that the youth between me and you has no failures! "

After all, Cao Aiqing turned around without any nostalgia, she raised her hand, and under He Tianran's shocked gaze, she resolutely threw the string of treasures in her hand, which countless people dreamed of, into the lake Heart!

Would it be better if life could be repeated?

The girl's answer is that she already has the best, even if she once had it.

She doesn't need any better.

Just like when she cut off her long hair, now, she is desperate again and chooses to save herself.

The extraordinary Buddha beads entered the water, and the ordinary world bloomed a lotus.

Cao Aiqing still had tears in the corners of her eyes, but there was a smile on her face, and she said slowly:

"Naturally, thank you..."

He Tianran staggered to his feet, staring absentmindedly at the circles of ripples in the middle of the water, and then at the girl beside him, his heart was pierced, he felt ashamed...

The girl by the lake walked up to the bewildered boy, slowly put her head on his chest, and hugged the He Tianran she still admired with both hands again.

She said softly: "Let's break up."

In the lake, the reflection of their embrace became fragmented with the sparkling waves.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." He Tianran opened his mouth, his jaw was trembling, and he wanted to say a lot, but at this moment, all the thousands of words, through the gradually hoarse and obscure voice, turned into three words that were repeated repeatedly: " sorry Sorry sorry……"

He hugged the girl tightly with both hands, as if he could hold tightly the last flashback of their love, his tears finally came out of his eyes, and big drops fell on the girl's shoulders...

He finally cried.

It's just that girls now don't need tears anymore.

"He Tianran...you have to suffer like me...to be considered an apology..."

A sentence that seemed to be a sigh or a babble reached He Tianran's ears, and the "I'm sorry" that he kept repeating stopped abruptly in an instant, and he was defeated.

Cao Aiqing put down her clasped hands, gently pushed the young man away, took two steps back, and took a deep look at him.

Finally, with the determination on his face like when he discarded the beads, he turned around and left.

That delicate and independent figure gradually drifted away until it disappeared within He Ranran's sight.

He stood there blankly for a long, long time.

The sun in the distance has only a little afterglow left.

The man sat down on the stone bench again, looking at the afterglow, but the setting sun had already lost its temperature.

He unconsciously fumbled a shriveled cigarette case out of his pocket, struggled to pour out the only crumpled cigarette, smoothed it with his fingers and put it in his mouth, lit the fire, took a deep breath, his body seemed to be smoked After losing all his strength, Xu Xu slumped on the stone bench. He lifted his head feebly and sprayed out a cloud of white mist.

Then, with moist eyes like this, he watched the cloud of fog dissipate in front of his eyes bit by bit.

(End of this chapter)