My girlfriend is from the future!

Chapter 368 Golden hour

If we put aside the external factors such as appearance, He Tianran is compared to Guo Huai and Shen Qiuxu, he is on the same level as Guo Huai in knowledge, and his character is not as gentle as Shen Qiuxu, and the most enviable wealthy family background is Cao. Ai Qing looked down on the most.

A good girl who grew up watered by poetry and love since she was a child, naturally has a very good concept of the definition of the word "material".

So in this comparison, He Tianran doesn't seem to have any advantages, but among the three, He Tianran has one "disadvantage" that the other two have never had.

He is rare, even the only one, who can piss off a good-tempered girl like Cao Aiqing...

This is not the same as the kind of nonsense, the reason why the good girl prefers the bad boy is enduring, the point is definitely not how bad the bad boy is, but how good he is to the good girl.

If it's just purely bad, then half of the girls who like bad boys are childish, while the other half are shallow.

Obviously, Cao Aiqing is not in this category.

Therefore, He Tianran's badness is more of a vague expression of "good for you", and the way of showing this "good" is often contrary to the general form of caring. Fortunately, he has restrained too much now. Too much, at most, Cao Aiqing was subconsciously angry in this respect, and he would never do the same self-righteous and self-righteous behavior as in his previous life.

Cao Aiqing gradually calmed down after walking five or sixty meters. Turning around, she saw He Tianran looking at her with a smile. Only then did she realize that she was still holding the other's hand, and immediately let go.

"why are you laughing?"

"It's nothing, it's just a pity that I didn't see you excited. If that shot hits you, you should be very happy."

"It's as if you know me well..."

"We've all experienced so much together, isn't it strange to say we don't understand?"

Cao Aiqing was silent.

This timeline has been restarted for nearly two years without knowing it, the old grievances have long been cleared, and Cao Aiqing's treatment of He Tianran is no longer as tit-for-tat as before. They chat and socialize as friends, and occasionally participate in each other's life. Life, even holding hands in a hurry just now, will not notice any abrupt feeling.

They can face each other naturally.

As a friend, but still unable to go any further...

The two continued to walk on the seaside avenue of the amusement park. At this moment, He Tianran suddenly took a few steps forward, turned around and backed away, and said:
"Hey, have uncle and aunt ever told you that you are hard-spoken and soft-hearted, duplicity, sometimes very easy to get into the horns, so stubborn that you panic."

"You mean about the shooting just now? He Tianran, it was clear that you couldn't hit the shot just now, and you asked me to play with me..."

"No, I'm talking about Xue Yong."

Cao Aiqing was about to justify her gaffe just now, but He Tianran changed the subject.

"If you really don't like Xue Yong that much, then when Bai Tingting called you today, you could stop her and ask her to refuse this invitation, but you didn't, and you followed me, which shows that you have a crush on Xue Yong in your heart." Yong's impression is far less unbearable than what he said, you actually want to see the development of the two, right?"

Cao Aiqing said angrily:
"So you listened to me just now."

He Tianran teased and said:

"I haven't listened carefully to what you said to me? I just think that coming to the amusement park is for fun. There is no need to be so serious. We can chat while playing. If we have such a happy time If we can’t grasp it well, then we really deserve to go to hell.”

Cao Aiqing really didn't expect He Tianran to be able to tell Yuan back, the girl gave him a supercilious look:
"Then you know it's hell and come back?"

Sensing that the other party's mood has loosened, He Tianran said cheerfully:

"If the sun is shining every day, it's not really interesting. What I like the most is the wind, frost and snow sword outside the house, heavy rain and hail, and I hide in the house. I have nothing to drink. A few games, my heart is really comfortable; it's the same now, you say this world makes me feel depressed, but I believe I can have fun, whether it's black or white, does anyone remember me, hell Isn’t there a playground? Let’s play! What’s this called, it’s called detachment, it’s called chic!”

Cao Aiqing finally couldn't help it, and laughed:
"It seems that you didn't go back in vain this time."

He Tianran put his hands behind his back: "Tsk~ Actually, it's just like that."

After finishing speaking, he became a little bit embarrassed again, and continued:

"There must be some gains. For example, yesterday I went back to the film school to visit some good friends. One of the brothers who studied photography broke up with his girlfriend who studied acting. The reason is only because of their respective futures. This seems very realistic, but back then, my buddy loved him and his girlfriend to death, who would have thought it would end like this?"

Cao Aiqing immediately understood what he meant, and continued:

"So you arranged a date for Xue Yong and Tingting as soon as you came back?"

He Tianran nodded:
"After all, Brother Xiaoyong is different from Tingting. They are both locals in Hong Kong City, and they will not consider going to other places to develop in the future. This will save a lot of trouble. If they can continue their relationship, it will be the best. As for what may have gone wrong, it is probably because Xue Yong in this world has not suffered a severe beating from me, so I don’t know how well Tingting will treat him, but I think there will be opportunities in the future.”

Cao Aiqing smiled and said:
"You are a conscientious Yue Lao."

He Tianran tidied up his clothes on purpose, and pretended to say:
"Yue Lao can't talk about it, but as a gentleman, he will never allow a lover who is happy but suffering from far away to see each other."

Cao Aiqing was taken aback.

He can always arrange others properly, but has he arranged himself properly?
"Hey, are you thirsty? Do you want some juice? I'm so thirsty."

He Ranran pointed to a small shop selling freshly squeezed juice not far away, and Cao Aiqing, who was limited by his own thoughts, shook his head.

"I don't want to drink anything yet, you can just buy your own."

Unexpectedly, as soon as this sentence was uttered, He Tianran immediately rejected it:
"No, you have to drink, or I won't be able to say a line that suddenly occurred to me."

"..."

Cao Aiqing was really speechless, and asked directly: "What do you want to say?"

"You said you drink."

The girl hesitated for two seconds, but still couldn't resist, and granted his wish.

"……I drink."

"Okay~"

As if he had received an order, He Ranran rushed to buy a glass of peach juice and a glass of dragon fruit juice each.

A few minutes later, Cao Aiqing took her peach juice and saw that He Tianran had already sucked the dragon fruit in her hand. Curiosity aroused, she couldn't help urging: "Can we talk now?"

He Tianran smirked twice, "Hey, I suddenly feel embarrassed to speak."

"You!" Cao Aiqing stopped in her tracks and said angrily, "What's wrong with you? Say it!"

He Tianran: ""

Cao Aiqing: "(`へ≠)"

When the girl gradually couldn't hold back her anger, He Tianran finally let go, and he even sang a relaxing little tune without saying a word:

"The world is full of noise and noise, what is real, and I will buy a glass of juice for you when you stumble and smirk~"

"..."

"..."

The girl's face turned red visible to the naked eye, and she didn't feel ashamed or embarrassed. She first covered her eyes for a few seconds, then slowly moved down to reveal her eyes, and covered her mouth with her hands, covering her forced thoughts. The corners of her lips were raised, staring at the awkward man in the street.

"He Tianran...you...you really...what kind of shit is this..."

He Tianran didn't realize it, "Is it bad? Why do I think...you like it?"

Cao Aiqing couldn't help it, and punched him hard on the shoulder. After the punch, he still didn't feel satisfied, so he made up for it several times, and said angrily:

"You'll like it if you're told to pretend to be funny! What are you doing! It's so embarrassing!"

He Tianran was beaten back again and again, and while laughing, he shouted: "Hey, is that what you want to ask?!"

"It's not that you are pretending to be a monster!"

"To be reasonable, I used to be the lead singer of a band, so singing shouldn't be bad..."

"It sounds awful!"

"Okay, okay, my fault, my fault, stop hitting, stop hitting, take a break."

The girl didn't give up until the man subdued and begged for mercy, but her eyes were still fierce, and there were two clouds of clouds on her fair face. She was panting slightly, like an angry lamb, and she seemed to be still breathing. Nah.

He Tianran restrained his expression, stretched out his hand, and lifted up the fruit juice Cao Aiqing was holding.

"Oh, take a sip of juice to calm down, I will stop making trouble, okay, really stop making trouble."

Cao Aiqing couldn't be bothered to look at his playful smile, so she looked away, and really took a sip of her own juice angrily.

"It's delicious. I asked the boss specifically, and he said that the peach flavor is the sweetest." He Ranran flattered him as if asking for credit.

The girl gave him a sideways look, and said angrily, "It's okay."

"Look, let me say that you are duplicity, just now you said you would not drink or not..."

He Tianran waited until this kind of moment to turn the tide, co-authoring him has been waiting for Cao Aiqing to say this, the girl was stunned, how could she know that this guy's words went around a big circle, so he was waiting for him here, Now that I have drunk the juice and given the evaluation, isn't it because he has caught me, and if I want to refute it, I will refute it?

"Hey! God! Of course!"

The girl was furious, and her willow eyebrows stood on end.

Tianran, who was dancing on the edge of the volcano, was still unhurried, and even suggested:
"Ai Qing, why don't we go play roller coasters, big pendulums, etc., to find excitement?"

"Big pendulum? I want to give you a pendulum right now!"

"Hahahaha, don't, don't, spare me..."

The scene of boys and girls chasing after each other was staged as scheduled in the playground by the sea. Their figures shuttled among the crowd, hovered on the roller coaster, followed the swinging Trojan horse ups and downs, and then suddenly rose into the air and fell from the jumping machine. The moment, depicting a time curve that belongs to them alone.

……

Time passed by every minute and every second. I don’t know if it’s like this for sensitive and delicate people. Many things have already begun to reminisce before the scene is over.

When He Tianran and Cao Aiqing arrived at the Ferris wheel, it was already a few minutes after six o'clock. Fortunately, Xue Yong and Bai Tingting came to help them line up in advance, and the phone kept urging them, so finally at such a time, the two Entered the cockpit about to take off.

The door of the cockpit is automatically closed, and entering such a closed space, the men and women who were still in high spirits just now, immersed in the fun atmosphere, sat down face to face, but were speechless for a while, their moods slowly sank, quietly waiting for the lift. empty moment.

Cao Aiqing looked out of the window softly, He Tianran looked at her, and thought of a sentence for no reason——

The sun doesn't set suddenly.

Just like human emotions, it is impossible to explode suddenly, it is accumulated little by little, disappointment and open-mindedness, resentment and relief, and it is also the final choice of expression after the ebb and flow again and again.

In the final analysis, Cao Aiqing is the same girl as before, with many choices and results, compared to He Tianran, she is the one who sticks to it all the time...

Many times, the memory of the future made He Tianran feel painful, so that at first, he wanted to completely separate the present from the future, and then he wanted to try to be as harmonious as possible, so the boy's willful paranoid and The sophistication of the young people makes He Tianran, who is wandering at both ends, become more decadent and older.

A person cannot have youth and the feeling of youth at the same time.

Cao Aiqing let He Tianran go, so the hell she was in turned into heaven.

Perhaps, sealing up a period of time with blessings and tenderness is the best farewell.

The ferris wheel started slowly, and the two of them lifted off bit by bit. Cao Aiqing noticed He Tianran's gaze. She turned her head and looked at him, and asked softly:

"Why don't you stay there?"

He Tianran didn't evade any more, but asked back:

"Do you think I have any reason why I should stay there?"

Cao Aiqing was silent for a moment, and finally said a name that the two of them avoided as much as possible today, but if they wanted to talk about it, they couldn't avoid it no matter what.

"Because... it's warm and cool."

The moving position of the Ferris wheel slowly changed with the light and shadow shining from the window. The golden light at dusk drew a bright and dark line on the faces of men and women. He Tianran smiled slightly, and his body slumped down on the seat. , he raised his head, as if he was thinking about how to answer this question.

"It's not a reason, I think... now I can live well even without any of you by my side."

He muttered, as if to confirm that the answer he copied from Cao Aiqing was really what he thought, he said to himself with a heavier tone, and repeated:
"Well, I can live well too..."

When he said these words, the golden thread of sunlight just crossed the tip of his eyebrows, and his eyes full of reminiscence, looking out of the window, shone brightly.

"You and Wen Liang are both very strong and capable girls. Without me, they can actually live wonderful lives, but I want to say that I, He Tianran, are the same. You say that I am a big man, so I can't always Both are inferior to the two of you, have always been in love with each other, have been holding on to it, right?
Wen Liang taught me how to love, Ai Qing, you taught me how to love myself, this is the great favor you have given me, and it is enough for my life, so what else should I covet ? "

Cao Aiqing looked at the young man in front of him, and couldn't help asking:

"And what about your dream? The... dream of making a movie."

Perhaps the word "dream" is the deepest meaning represented by the name "Wen Liang". Cao Aiqing knew that He Tianran's return to this world meant what he had given up, and the most important reason for giving him the prayer beads was Also because of this...

Maybe sometimes, a person's name can really be bound to a certain thought. Once someone mentions it, many beautiful words can come to mind, such as "youth", "dream", "midsummer", "classroom" ".

So, what does the name Cao Aiqing represent to He Tianran?

The girl has never thought about this problem, and she may not be able to become a kind of realization of "dream" like Wen Liang, but once, she really loved the boy chasing his dream...

She still remembers that one winter, the boy standing in the center of the crowd asked her to help find the names on the list.

She looked up one by one from the end of the list, and only saw He Tianran's name at the end.

At that time, the throbbing in her heart was beyond words.

Cao Aiqing, who was only a friend at that time, was so excited that she grabbed He Tianran's hand and jumped for joy. She was happier than anyone else, and she also understood better than anyone else that He Tianran, who went from working in a tavern to film school, was so happy. How much effort has been put in.

She was really proud of this, because the person she liked in her heart was the same as herself, and they were all doing their best for a certain distant goal in their hearts.

That winter, there was a lot of snow in Hong Kong City...

He Tianran said:
"The day you took me out of the gray world, didn't you tell me that you can only fulfill your dreams if you stay on the other side."

Cao Aiqing sighed slightly:
"...I really thought so at first, but after getting along with each other for the past two years, I found that I still underestimated the influence of Wen Liang on you...It's like a writer without words, a painter without a brush, and a director without Camera, maybe she is such an existence to you."

"maybe……"

He Tianran did not deny this point. Throughout his past and present lives, although he has an infinite love for movies, no matter whether it is for revenge or to strive for strength, if there is one person missing in it, it will always be incomplete of.

But there was no trace of frustration on his face, he just paused for a while, then smiled again:

"Van Gogh said, I dreamed of painting and then painted my dream.

Then I also want to say that this experience of mine has surpassed any movie. I personally participated in it, and I have no stories to tell the world.

If Ai Qing, you feel sorry for me, then I want to tell you that in this world, there is always something more important than dreams leading me back here. "

"What is it?"

The motorcycle slowly climbed up and came to the mid-air section. Two young men and women were above the sky, talking about what was more important than their dreams. He Tianran's answer was extremely down-to-earth.

"Duty and... love."

Cao Aiqing seemed to have been touched by the four words. She frowned silently, and part of the eyes she looked at He Tianran was hatred, while the other part, she couldn't tell what it was...

The old grievances between the two were settled, but there was only one thing that lay between them, and it did not end well.

It was like a thorn, and it still hurts even today.

"..."

The boy once abandoned the girl who loved him deeply...

This was an irreversible fact, but now the past is repeating itself, and the grown-up boy finally gave an answer.

But this answer, which has been late for several years, can still be counted at the end of this youth?
Cao Aiqing's eyes were reddened by such a traumatic scene, but she still said stubbornly:

"I don't need you to take any responsibility He Tianran, I'm done with you a long time ago."

He Tianran, who looked directly into her eyes, slowly shook his head. He didn't deny or admit what the other said, but continued on his own:

"Not just for you, Ai Qing.

More than a year ago, Wang Ma's heart disease sounded a wake-up call for me. After experiencing reincarnation, we seemed to have less respect for life, but until we really witnessed the passing of life, until I heard He Panshan say Only when the news came out that Wang Ma was critically ill and admitted to the hospital, I truly felt the weight of life...

I have always been a very cold person, and I have been estranged from my parents since I was a child, but at that moment, this outsider who raised me was more important than anything else...

I think, I have the responsibility all my life, let her no longer worry about me, this is my responsibility.

Will I make her happy if I fulfill my dream?Yes, that's for sure, but it has nothing to do with my dream. Her happiness is only because I live a safe and smooth life, and I am happy because I am happy...

And my parents, my family, since He Yuanchong's incident was exposed by us, He Panshan seems to have aged a lot in the past year. Sometimes I see him very tired, but he still maintains his strength in front of others. With majesty, sometimes when I see her, I feel in my heart... somehow it's not a good taste.

The family is unlucky, the brother is against the wall, his ex-wife pokes his back from time to time, and has not forgiven him so far, the current parent is incompetent, the father and wife are separated, and he still manages the operation of a huge enterprise every day. , are enough to make an ordinary middle-aged man bend over, but he didn't...

Although I don't like his domineering way of getting along, I admire my father very much for this alone.

He has a hobby, which is to set aside a few days every month to go fishing on a boat. In the past, he would always call friends and go to sea to chat about family affairs or business. It was a rare leisure time for him.

However, this year, he often went to sea alone, and he went for a day, a night or even longer, during which no one could contact him. Sometimes I wondered if he would also pursue the journey of traveling around the world when he was young. Dream, sail alone, never come back...

Hey... My dream of He Tianran is a dream, but his dream of He Panshan is not a dream? "

He Tianran's voice is low, and he can't help but have fun while talking about the moving part.

"……natural."

Cao Aiqing wanted to say something, but was interrupted by He Tianran shaking his head. He took a deep breath, forced a smile, and continued:
"I once imagined that if I was born in a poor family with loving parents, I might be able to live happily, but if I encounter this kind of time-traveling drama again, I will most likely be like Guo Huai's mother expected. , go up step by step, use the knowledge of the future to accumulate a rich fortune, and realize the leap of class, I may also have dreams, but I will definitely not think so much in front of love, and I will not be entangled with you and Wenliang Between, who do I love more...

Because for that kind of me, the most important thing is to have enough food, wear good clothes, and support a family as soon as possible.

So sometimes I am also very glad that I cast a good baby. I was born with no worries about food and clothing. I have so much time to think about some old men who think it is hypocritical, but it is very important for you and Wenliang.

That’s great. When I was with you and Wen Liang, I never had any quarrels over rice, rice, oil, salt or trivial matters in reality. You are all kind and never put pressure on boys materially, because you are independent and outstanding enough. For you, love is a kind of spiritual resonance, a very pure thing, and it just so happens that I, who have not yet fallen out with my father, have enough time to appreciate, understand, and enter your heart, Instead of being bothered by mundane trivial matters, busy with exams, busy with work, busy with making money, busy with raising a family...

This may be... one of the few advantages I have as a rich second generation. If I switch identities with Guo Huai, I really may not be able to do better than him.

Now He Panshan's mental state is being tossed by me and Yuan Chong. As the eldest son of the family, I should shoulder part of the family responsibilities. I can't be in this situation. Those who are stubborn must always be a teenager, right?
Heh, although the contribution that I, a stunned young man in the business field, can make is insignificant to He Panshan, but...it should still make him happy. "

After He Tianran said all this, he didn't feel sad because he decided to shoulder these responsibilities, he was relieved.

He really found a direction for his future life besides his dreams.

At this time, the Ferris wheel also climbed to the top. He stared into the distance. The entire western sky was burned red by the setting sun. Everything burns itself out just for a moment of dazzling redness.

He Tianran is still naive, but he seems to have learned to be hypocritical; he is still unwilling, but finally made a compromise.

When a person is unseductive, unoffensive, and unshakable, there is something charming about him.

Cao Aiqing stared at him obsessively. Afterglow's fragments of gold scattered on the girl's cheeks, staining one strand of her hair. She had a lot to ask, but she didn't seem to be in such a hurry anymore...

After thinking about it for a moment, she just asked a simple question:
"Will you stay here?"

"I'll stay here forever, I'll stay with you."

It was the first time he'd said it to her -- ever.

"...Is it because of responsibility?"

"And love."

In the distant sky, the setting sun melts gold, and the evening clouds merge.

The teardrops in the girl's eyes that were crystal clear but still refused to fall were like a flower blooming between her pupils. It was the golden age that could only be reflected after the midsummer withered.

He Ranran stood up, and then knelt down on one knee under the eyes of the girl's teary eyes...

"Ai Qing... let's get married."

Let's get married.

This was what Cao Aiqing looked forward to most when she was a girl.

In her name, she witnessed the past and expectations of her parents. She was so eager to reap a sincere love, but all she had to wait for was the clean and tidy reality.

At this time, Cao Aiqing's tears couldn't stop flowing out. She kept wiping, but she couldn't stop anyway. Sobbing in her voice, she asked:
"You...you must...want to fulfill my long-cherished wish again, so...that's why you said that, didn't you?"

He Tianran stretched out his hand and gently wiped away her tears.

The generous hand stroked the girl's slightly cool soft cheek, and the warmth brought by the other party made Cao Aiqing feel the incomparable reality. In her ear, such a sentence resounded firmly:
"This has nothing to do with long-cherished wishes. This is something I want to strive for from the bottom of my heart. Ai Qing, this is the only time in my life where I can choose my family. For me, there is no compromise. Apart from you, no one else No one else."

In the end, it was Rose who held the bonfire and reenacted the sunset of her childhood love.

What is love?

Love is like a fleeting shadow, when the light passes through, the world becomes colorful.

Cao Aiqing looked at the sunset outside the window, and then at the man in front of her.

He once said that when the soul merges, it will see some magnificent scenes.

But at this moment, the sun in the sky pales in comparison to this lost and regained, but still hot and sincere love.

"Do you want to?"

"I...will."

(End of this chapter)