After entering the infinite game, the full-level boss pretends to be new again

Chapter 295 Courage Training Camp [32]

Later, Lin Shushu's identity skills also have something to do with this obsession.

If it was Lin Shushu when he was a child, seeing this situation in front of him, his first reaction would be to feel flattered. His parents had never had such a pleasant moment with him, and he was the only child in the family.

Lin Shushu sat up straight, leaning his back against the door, he slowly put down his hand, looking at the sunlight in the room in front of him, he fell into deep thought for a moment.

He was silent for a long time.

When he looked up again, Lin Shushu sighed slowly.

"Illusion... not qualified?"

The boy laughed out loud.

Due to his skills, the little trick of sealing memory is of no use to Lin Shushu. When the illusion was dreaming, he only roughly saw Lin Shushu's childhood appearance, and it became his current appearance.

But in fact.

"I don't hate my brother." Lin Shushu raised his head slightly and said softly, "I never thought of letting him disappear."

Since Lin Shushu's work, his elder brother has a sickly face, sitting there pale and fragile, with black and soft hair, and a white paper-like face, as if someone touches him lightly, and he will shatter. up.

Everyone in the family treats his elder brother cautiously, fearing that his illness will suddenly relapse.

When Lin Shushu was young, he often opened the door curtain and looked inside. After his brother’s body stabilized a bit, he has been recuperating at home. He doesn’t go to school, but he likes to read books very much. Sit at your desk.

When the elder brother noticed that someone was watching him, he would turn around and rush to Lin Shushu to hook his hands, then put him on the small chair next to him, and read a storybook to Lin Shushu.

His eyes have been damaged since he was a child, and reading and writing are thousands of times more difficult than ordinary people. He has to use his fingers to learn to read, and his elder brother's voice is very slow when reading, because he has to read one by one with great difficulty. these words.

In fact, he has never been a quiet character, but when he listens to his brother reading, Lin Shushu will restrain himself a little, and then lie on the table to listen to him read the story. Occasionally, his brother will touch his little brother's head and tell him: " There is a big and beautiful world outside, Shushu should take a good look at this world in the future, okay?"

"But, wasn't I born for my brother?"

Lin Shushu was lying on his brother's desk when he was a child. He looked at the pale face in front of him and asked seriously.

This is something he has known since he was sensible. Everyone told him that he appeared in this world for his brother, and the purpose of his birth was to allow his brother to live.

The elder brother seemed a little surprised, he turned his head and shook his head slowly, and told Lin Shushu in a very serious tone: "No, Shushu came to this world because you were supposed to appear here, The world that I cannot see, books can read for me.”

"Shushu didn't appear for me. If I have to say it, I'm very happy that Shushu has become my younger brother."

Lin Shushu couldn't understand, he lay on the table and folded his arms, then lightly pressed his face on his forearms, turned his head to look at his brother, thought for a while, then nodded: "I'm very happy with you too It's my brother."

This is true.

Lin Shushu has never been taken seriously. He always eats in his own room with his back closed. There are not many things he can eat. He has never been picky eaters, and he can't help being picky eaters in that situation, but anything less will make him hungry .

My brother would often bring some bread, milk and snacks to his room. They were used by his parents to replenish his body. He never ate them. He knew that Lin Shushu would secretly come to him when his parents were at work. My brother left it to Lin Shushu.

Lin Shushu told him: "They said, I will give you my eyes in the future."

The elder brother seemed a little surprised, he shook his head: "No way. Shushu's eyes are your own, you can't give them to me."

"But, if I give you my eyes, won't you be able to see?" Lin Shushu said quietly, and he even analyzed: "If you can see, they will all be happy, isn't it Is it good?"

"But Shushu will be invisible." The elder brother told him: "I have been unable to see since I was a child, and I have been used to opening my eyes to darkness; you are different from me. You are born a healthy child. If you lose the light in the middle, you will be sad in the dark."

Lin Shushu was lying on the table, he didn't quite understand, but his brother said it seriously, so he didn't refute anything.

As far as Lin Shushu is concerned, he has long known that he is not living for himself. If he disappears, the people around him will be very happy, so why not?
Oh, probably not everyone will be happy.

When I was young, I thought to myself, this idiot brother should be very sad.

After all, he always said seriously that scholars were born to live for themselves.

But then something unexpected happened.

At that time, his parents were away from work, Lin Shushu went to elementary school, and met many other friends. On weekends, he was torn between whether to stay at home with his brother and listen to him study, or go out to play games with his friends.

The elder brother touched Lin Shushu's head tenderly, and told him, let's go.

When Lin Shushu returned home after playing ball with his friends, he was greeted by a slap from his mother.

He was beaten and the ball in his hand fell to the ground.

Then he saw his father running out of the house holding his elder brother in a daze. His elder brother's body was covered with blood, especially the blood on his wrist.

Later, Lin Shushu found out that his brother committed suicide by cutting his wrist that day.

After being rescued, my parents cried miserably in the ward, and kept asking my brother why, exactly why he did this.

With a helpless smile on his elder brother's pale face, he shook his head and never said why he did so.

Lin Shushu stood at the door of the ward and did not dare to go in. He suddenly understood that he would feel like a burden to his brother. He heard Lin Shushu calmly say that he was born for his brother several times. What are you thinking?

Lin Shushu stood still. He saw the thick white gauze wrapped around his brother's wrist. The child stared at it for a long time. He turned and walked to the corridor. Shushu grabbed the corner of his clothes.

The little boy raised his head and looked at the doctor seriously.

The child's voice is clear and serious.

"If I die now, can I give my eyes to that person in the ward?"

(End of this chapter)