rebirth of change

Chapter 1 Car Accident (This chapter is free)

"Excuse me, do you still have a ticket to Pengcheng today?"

"Not here. To get to Pengcheng, you have to go to the terminus to take a bus. Today's bus to Pengcheng has been dispatched in the morning."

"Okay, thank you"

With a sullen face and frowning, Chen Kangjie walked out of the ticket office of Chengxi Bus Station in Deying City with heavy steps, dragging a suitcase in his hand with some changed clothes in it, his eyes were a little confused and dim, his face The color is yellowish, and it looks listless at first glance.He walked out of Chengxi Station, looked at the blue sky, and sighed deeply.Today's weather is actually very bright, the sun is warm on the body, very comfortable, the weather in the southern winter has been very good recently, but Chen Kangjie still feels a little shivering, this has something to do with his mood these two days.

This is Deying City, a county-level city with an urban population of only 10. It belongs to Qingyuan City in Eastern Guangdong Province. It is 0 kilometers away from the provincial capital Yangcheng. It belongs to the northern part of Guangdong Province and is relatively poor in Eastern Guangdong Province. In mountainous areas, Hakka is generally spoken.

On the 11th of the twelfth lunar month of 29, I went to my girlfriend's house in Deying City to celebrate the New Year. He didn't want to come because he had been in love with his girlfriend for more than four years. Leave him to play cards by himself.

This year, Chen Kangjie did not go home to celebrate the New Year. In fact, Chen Kangjie did not go home to celebrate the New Year for several years. After graduating from university, he went to work in Pengcheng, a special economic zone. , it was all because of some bad luck that failed, so I never went back to my hometown in Qianzhou Province to celebrate the New Year. This year my girlfriend originally promised to come to Pengcheng from Deshun to accompany her to celebrate the New Year. I haven’t seen each other for several months. He has been looking forward to it .As a result, he received a call from her in the twelfth lunar month, telling Chen Kangjie that she had gone home by herself, and asked Chen Kangjie to go to her house to celebrate the New Year. Hearing this sentence, Chen Kangjie felt cheated again. Li Tingyan's promise to him almost All fail.

Chen Kangjie was very angry, but he was also numb. Since they got along with each other, they have encountered this situation dozens of times. Every time, Chen Kangjie is in a trance. He has always wondered whether Li Tingyan loves him, and because of this, he broke up many times. , but every time he saw her resentful eyes, saw the tears in the corners of her eyes, and heard her say "I love you very much, I can't live without you", Chen Kangjie's heart softened again.

In fact, it cannot be said that Chen Kangjie is soft-hearted. The main reason is that Chen Kangjie loves her too much. Li Tingyan went to work in Deshun after graduating from middle school. They met on the Internet by accident.One night five years ago, Chen Kangjie was at home alone after work (Chen Kangjie is simply an otaku, he always goes home after work and rarely goes out to play), suddenly a QQ message popped up, and a girl added him as a friend, Chen Kangjie Very flat character, added without rejection.

Chen Kangjie went into this friend's space to browse, wanted to see which mm added him as a friend, opened her photo album, there were many photos, Chen Kangjie browsed slowly one by one, and found that this girl was very elegant and graceful , bright eyes and bright teeth, every photo is dressed in a fashionable and trendy dress, some of which are a bit cool, and some of her heavy makeup can be seen in some photos, but it still reflects her brilliance, although Chen Kangjie doesn't really like girls with heavy makeup, but as a young girl in the city, these are normal.After browsing Chen Kangjie gradually, I still felt some subtle changes in her demeanor. Compared with the previous photo, she had a more brilliant face, and a touch of melancholy in the back, and I could feel a trace of sadness in her heart. .

Of course, there are more than [-] million QQ users, and there are at least a few million who are always online. Chen Kangjie has seen many pictures of beautiful girls like this, so he didn't pay much attention to them. Before he finished watching the pictures, a message popped up.

"Hello"

Chen Kangjie saw that it happened to be sent by this beauty, so he also replied "Hello"

Just like that, they started chatting. Chen Kangjie was originally a very sincere and straightforward person, coupled with his peaceful and humorous personality, the girl also began to say hello politely and gradually became more talkative. From the chat, Chen Kangjie learned that this girl clicked to add at will, and also knew that this girl is called Li Tingyan, who is four years younger than Chen Kangjie. Because she just broke up with her boyfriend, she only started to chat online. Chen Kangjie also opened up about her failed feelings Experience, we chatted all night on the first day we met, and when we got off the plane, we dated and continued chatting the next day.

For the next three or four days, they talked late almost every night. With the deepening of communication, Chen Kangjie knew more about him. She loved her boyfriend very much, and she almost obeyed her words. Love, she paid a lot, but finally broke up because of Zong Zong.

Hearing her narration, seeing her resentful eyes and the tears falling down her cheeks, Chen Kangjie was deeply moved, and felt pain as if her heart had been cut by a knife. There was a strong urge in her heart to protect her Li Tingyan.Chen Kangjie has always wanted to find a frank girlfriend, a girl who gave her whole heart for love. At that moment, Chen Kangjie fell in love with Li Tingyan deeply, and secretly vowed in his heart to love her, love her, and tolerate her forever. She, give her another unforgettable love.

So a week later, Chen Kangjie proposed to meet her, but was rejected. She said that she was not ready yet. Chen Kangjie understood her thoughts. It is really difficult for a girl who just broke up with her beloved boyfriend not long ago. Accept the affections of a new man.Hearing the answer of rejection, Chen Kangjie's heart seemed to have fallen to the bottom, but Chen Kangjie still did not give up. He felt that he should not give up on this girl in this life. No matter what, he had to get her approval and acceptance, because Chen Kangjie wanted to protect her, I don't want her to be hurt by other men again.

In the next two or three days, Chen Kangjie hurried home after work and sat in front of the computer to wait for her arrival as scheduled. I seem to have a small factory, and the economic conditions are quite good), and I rushed upstairs after work to chat with Chen Kangjie. Chen Kangjie proposed to visit her in Deshun every day, but she refused the first two days, and the third night On the eighth day of their acquaintance, Li Tingyan finally agreed to meet him, so happy that Chen Kangjie didn't sleep well all night.

In this way, their five-year love began.

After Chen Kangjie walked out of Chengxi Station, he took a motorcycle and went to Deying City Bus Terminal. Perhaps because the Spring Festival was not over yet, the business was good, and the driver was riding the motorcycle like lightning. At this moment, Chen Kangjie was not in the mood to be afraid, let alone go Remind the driver to pay attention to safety. At this moment, his heart is ashamed, tears are rolling down from his eyes, and before they fall, they are blown into the air by the wind

The day before yesterday, Chen Kangjie and Li Tingyan went to the countryside to pay New Year's greetings. Li Yanting's family used to be in the countryside. They moved to the city after their three older brothers came to work in the city. However, there are two other uncles in the countryside. The earth house was also given to my uncle's family, and my second uncle's family built a new big brick house next door to my uncle's house.

As a result, I got up early yesterday morning, took a quick bite of food, dressed up carefully, and went to the class reunion with my cousin A Ling (my uncle's daughter) and my cousin Ayu (my second uncle's daughter).

The night before yesterday, a male classmate came to my uncle’s house to chat with them until very late. I don’t know if this male classmate’s arrival was a trick in her heart. She felt that her thoughts were all on this man. Although she was sitting next to Chen Kangjie, but Almost neither words nor eyes were on Chen Kangjie.

Maybe I also felt that it was not good to leave Chen Kangjie alone at a relative's house, so I took Chen Kangjie's hand and said, "Why don't you go with me?"

Chen Kangjie's personality is relatively easy-going, and he is also a very reasonable person. In addition, I knew last night that their classmates hadn't seen each other for a few years, so I wanted to give her some space to catch up with old classmates, so I said:

"You go, I won't go, have a good chat, come back early"

"Are you really not going?"

"Your class reunion, I went there and I couldn't 'cut in', just come back early."

"Then you can play with them later, I'll go and sit, and I'll be back in an hour or two." Li Tingyan said they were cousins.

After speaking, I happily got on my cousin A Bing’s motorcycle with my cousins ​​and went out. The meeting place this time was in the next village, and it took more than 40 minutes to walk. It was the man who came to chat with them the night before. classmate's home.

"Aren't you coming back for dinner?"

When it was dark and having dinner, Chen Kangjie frowned and called Li Tingyan. At this time, she had been out for more than six hours.

"I'm not coming back for dinner, you can eat by yourself"

"Then when are you coming back?"

Hearing what Li Tingyan said, Chen Kangjie asked very unhappy. He came back after an hour or two, but he didn't come back for six or seven hours, and he didn't go back to his uncle's house for dinner. No one would be happy if he changed it. , and the tone will not come back for a while.

"I won't be back until later, you have dinner with them first, and you can go to bed early after dinner"

At this time, Chen Kangjie also heard the chatter and laughter of many people and the sound of cars.Even more strange.

"Are you in the car now? Where are you going? Are you going back to the city?"

Then Li Tingyan's answer really made Chen Kangjie angry

"Let's go to karaoke in the city by car now"

Hearing this sentence, Chen Kangjie was speechless, and his heart was stabbed deeply. At this moment, he suddenly had an epiphany that Li Tingyan didn't care about him at all.

After Chen Kangjie hung up the phone without hesitation, he asked Ah Bing to take him to the town on a motorcycle, take a taxi back to the city by himself, and then planned to find a hotel for one night and return to Pengcheng by himself.

The younger uncle's family tried to persuade him to stay, but they still couldn't hold back Chen Kangjie's determination. It happened that Ah Bing's brother Aka and cousin A Xin (the second uncle's son) also had something to go back to the city, so a few of them rode two motorcycles overnight back to the city

When he came to the city, Chen Kangjie wanted to get out of the car and find a hotel to live in, but he felt that it was inappropriate. At least Li Tingyan's brothers and mother treated him well, and they should say hello as a courtesy. The motorcycle rode directly to Li Tingyan's elder brother's house, so he had to go to a certain place

After entering the door, only her elder brother, sister-in-law and her mother were at home.Sitting down with the elder brother, A Bing and the others chatted for a while and smoked a cigarette, Chen Kangjie found an excuse and went out by himself.

Walking to the street, she was about to find a hotel to stay in, when her elder brother called

"Ajie, where are you?"

"Brother, I'm walking in the street"

Chen Kangjie replied flatly.

"I know you have been wronged, come back quickly, I called Ayan, she will be back soon"

It should be Ah Bing and Ashin who told the elder brother what happened, so the elder brother thought that Chen Kangjie was angry, so he "run away from home".

Hearing the elder brother's words, I felt warm in my heart.Her elder brother is a very good person. Although I heard that he used to hang out outside when he was young, his personality has changed a lot after getting married. Strong and bulky, but the tone of his speech is always calm, which makes people feel comfortable.

"Okay, big brother, I'll be back after shopping"

Within 2 minutes of hanging up the phone, her mother called again

"A Song, Ah Yan is back, come back quickly"

Li Tingyan's mother can understand Mandarin, but she can only speak Hakka. Fortunately, Chen Kangjie has been to Deying City several times, and often hears their family chatting in Hakka, so "practice makes perfect", and Chen Kangjie gradually understands a lot Hakka.Every time I went to Li Tingyan's house, her mother was very kind and hospitable to Chen Kangjie, so Chen Kangjie always respected her mother in his heart.

Chen Kangjie replied with some emotion, "Auntie, I'll be back in a while"

When Chen Kangjie walked to the door of his elder brother's house, he met Li Tingyan rushing back. When he saw Chen Kangjie, he walked home without saying hello. Maybe he was angry that Chen Kangjie insisted on going back to the city from his uncle's house in the countryside, or maybe it was because of his anger. The anger made the family know that she left her boyfriend and went out to play by herself. No matter what the reason is, it can be seen from her face that she is very angry

After entering the house, only the eldest brother, A Bing, and A Xin were drinking tea and chatting in the living room, and Li Tingyan, her mother and sister-in-law were not seen.

Chen Kangjie could only politely sit down to drink tea and smoke with his elder brother and the others, but he didn't talk much. The elder brother may also be out of embarrassment, so he didn't ask Chen Kangjie further about what happened. After a while, the three of them got up and went to the eldest aunt's house to play. Now, only Chen Kangjie is left smoking in the living room

The more I thought about it, the more unpleasant it became, and I felt my mouth was astringent. After a while, I heard the voice of Li Tingyan chatting with her mother and sister-in-law from upstairs, but I couldn't make out what they were talking about.

Sitting quietly until after eleven o'clock, smoking almost half a pack of cigarettes, the whole living room was filled with smoke, and her mother came downstairs to ask Chen Kangjie to go upstairs to take a shower and sleep.

That night, Chen Kangjie was sleepless. When he came upstairs, he saw Li Tingyan taking a towel to the bathroom to take a shower. She passed her by without saying hello. After returning from the shower, she went to bed by herself without even looking at Chen Kangjie.

Countless sorrows flashed in Chen Kangjie's heart. She had such unhappiness on the third day of the Lunar New Year, and felt that her family had to watch her face, the loss of no one's love and no words to express it. The night got colder and colder.But Shen Kangjie didn't feel sleepy, sitting in front of the window smoking a cigarette alone, feeling a lot of depression and no one to tell.Many thoughts tossed and turned in my mind, and finally decided that in order to prevent similar things from happening again and again, I should break up with Li Tingyan and go back to Pengcheng by myself after dawn.

After waking up this morning, Chen Kangjie told Li Tingyan that he had returned to Pengcheng. Li Tingyan might also feel that he was a bit wronged, but he only tactfully persuaded him to stay. Li Tingyan felt that he had done nothing wrong, that Chen Kangjie was too stingy.

In fact, no matter whether she did something wrong, Li Tingyan would never admit it. After knowing each other for so many years, Li Tingyan never felt that she had done anything wrong in front of Chen Kangjie. She is a very stubborn person, which Chen Kangjie knows well

At the bus terminal, Chen Kangjie bought a bus ticket back to Pengcheng at 02:30 noon. On the bus, watching the rows of street trees outside the window fly away to the back of the car, Chen Kangjie's eyes were blurred again, although they have been in love for five years. We can only see each other every two or three months, but the happy moments of getting along with each other still pop up in my mind like a movie. When we are together, Li Tingyan is always very good to Chen Kangjie. She is good at cooking and doing laundry. , play together and walk together, Chen Kangjie’s most expensive suit so far is also a gift from Li Tingyan on Valentine’s Day, of course, every quarrel caused by her indifference keeps shaking in front of his eyes, as long as she is in Deshun, she basically disappears It’s the same, she can’t find anyone, she often refuses to meet him for the sake of friends, and never celebrates his birthday with him (after she broke up with her ex-boyfriend, she lied and went to another city to attend his ex-boyfriend’s birthday party)...

Chen Kangjie was very contradictory in his heart, but since he turned around and left Brother Li Tingyan's house, he had already made a choice. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Although he has always loved her deeply, he thought that one day she would come back and live together forever, but until At the moment of breaking up, she did not agree to his countless invitations to work in Pengcheng together.Chen Kangjie sighed in his heart, hey, I don't think so much anymore, if she can go out for a whole day and leave him alone to go to karaoke, she probably really doesn't love herself.

Just when he was confused, there was a loud "boom" sound suddenly, and then there was a continuous "sizzling" sound of rapid braking, and Chen Kangjie's head hit the ground heavily. On the backs of the seats in the front row, the whole car became nervous, and the piercing screams reached Chen Kangjie's ears.Chen Kangjie just raised his head, trying to shake himself to wake up, when he saw a large truck passing through the isolation belt in the middle of the expressway, hitting the shuttle bus he was riding at a fast speed, and then only heard a louder sound. With a loud noise, Chen Kangjie lost consciousness.