rebirth of change

Speaking of regret, Shao Yi really regretted it. He was a little embarrassed when facing Chen Kangjie. If he hadn't had too many official duties to support him, and Chen Kangjie's consolation, he might have suicidal thoughts.

Before Chen Kangjie left Nanguo, Shao Yi had a brief exchange with Chen Kangjie. Chen Kangjie must leave Nanguo as soon as possible.

Even the embassy can't be kept. There is no guarantee for Chen Kangjie's safety in the southern country. The sooner he leaves, the better. This is why Vision didn't reprint the American news immediately.

"Xiao Chen, I'm sorry...I regret so much now, I regret so much. I...became a sinner of the nation. I'm sorry for the country, I'm sorry for those... compatriots." Standing beside the Tengfei car donated by Tengfei Motor Company, Shao Yi Yi choked up as he spoke, and tears fell to the ground.

Now the only remaining property of the Chinese embassy in Yugoslavia is this car, which was saved by the Russian side notifying it to pick it up. Otherwise, it would probably end up being burned.

"Uncle Shao, don't blame yourself too much..." Chen Kangjie's equally sad mood made his voice very low.

Shao Yi did not do enough, but speaking of it, he really can't be regarded as a big fault.Everyone is in a very low mood now, not to mention that Shao Yi's attitude after the incident shows that he is already suffering in his heart, and Chen Kangjie is not adding fuel to the fire.

The deceased is gone.

"Uncle Shao, none of us are willing to see this result happen. You can't blame you for this. If you really want to blame it, you can only blame the executioner who launched this air strike." Chen Kangjie calmly looked at the distant Night Sky said peacefully.

People who don't know him think that Chen Kangjie has changed his sex, and only the deep frown lines on his forehead can explain his true inner feelings.

"No, no." Like a child who has been greatly wronged, Shao Yi raised his head with tears streaming down his face, and shouted in pain, "It's because I was too stubborn and self-righteous, and you reminded me clearly , I am still indifferent, indifferent... I have lived in vain for so many years..."

The busyness just now made it too late for Shao Yi to vent, but now that he has calmed down, Shao Yi's remorse and self-blame surged out all at once, which was hard to control.At this time, Chen Kangjie was the most suitable person to confide in. He felt that if he didn't "repent" in front of Chen Kangjie, his heart would never be peaceful.

The last sentence Shao Yi said was very cold, which made Chen Kangjie have to chat with Shao Yi more, otherwise, Shao Yi himself would not be able to pass his level, and there would always be a shadow of pain in his heart.

In fact, no matter how much Chen Kangjie tried to persuade him, the shadow would definitely remain in Shao Yi's heart, which would never be erased no matter what.

"Uncle Shao, think about it, if it doesn't happen, it has already happened. It's useless for you to blame yourself. There are some things we can't control. Your colleagues are heroes. They sacrificed and were injured for the benefit of the country. The people of the whole country will always remember them. As for the criminals who hurt us, I believe they will be punished. Uncle Shao, you must cheer up now, there are still many things you need to face and deal with. We can only turn grief into strength, Only by doing a better job in our work can we be worthy of the spirit of the hero. If you continue to struggle like this, blame yourself and suffer like this, I believe they are definitely not what they want to see.” Chen Kangjie’s words were from the heart, and Some are within the scope of stereotypes.

In order to comfort the ashamed Shao Yi, Chen Kangjie had to hold his breath even though he was extremely sad.

Of the three people who died this time, one was the political counselor of the embassy. Afterwards, this counselor died for Shao Yi. It can be said that he exchanged his own sacrifice for Shao Yi's health. A factor that made Shao Yi extremely sad.

When the bombing happened, Shao Yi hadn’t gotten into the car yet, so he got down on the ground to avoid it by reflex. The political counselor who jumped out of the car behind him lay on Shao Yi’s body in order to protect him.As a result, Shao Yi was fine, but the brave counselor died. His waist and head were hit by gravel, and he lost all vital signs before he was sent to the hospital.

This incident had a great impact on Shao Yi. He felt that he was useless, and he had exchanged other people's lives for his own "survival".That's why Chen Kangjie said that Shao Yi's colleague is a hero when persuading him.

Shao Yi was still twitching, and Chen Kangjie lit himself a cigarette.Tonight was Chen Kangjie's most intense smoking. In the past, people around him would try to persuade him, but today no one spoke.Xiong Ziqiang and the others wandering around did not speak, but all of them were smoking dull cigarettes.

Many people oppose smoking, that is from the perspective of the impact of cigarettes on the body.No one will start from the perspective of the calmness that cigarettes bring to people's spirits. Now Chen Kangjie needs cigarettes to calm his spirit.

Breathing out a puff of smoke, Chen Kangjie leaned his arms on the roof of the car, "Uncle Shao, I'm going back, I hope you can take care of yourself, there are many important things waiting for us to do. Personally fell into blind blame and When you are sad, it will not help, but may cause more harm. Don’t hold yourself tight, believe that the country will find justice for us, you should go and have a good rest, there are still many colleagues who need your leadership And take care, there are still many reporters who need you to deal with. I suggest that you can discuss with the South to keep the relics of the embassy, ​​so as to remind us and inspire us..."

In the end, Chen Kangjie stopped comforting Shao Yi and started talking to him about work.

This time Chen Kangjie was obviously overstepping, but Shao Yi didn't think there was anything wrong with what Chen Kangjie said.

It was Chen Kangjie's impromptu thought to preserve the remains of the bombing of the embassy.Originally, such suggestions should not come from his mouth, and should be given instructions by the highest level.However, Chen Kangjie believed that if Shao Yi submitted his suggestion, the higher-ups would agree.

Not for anything else, just because this is the first time in decades that it has been humiliated, and the top management should agree.What's more, Chen Kangjie guessed that Wei Zhonghua also wanted to leave something behind under regret and self-blame.

As far as Chen Kangjie is concerned, he has personally risked his life for the country. Could it be that such a small request from the country cannot be met?And this is also a relatively good excuse. It seems that there is nothing wrong with Chen Kangjie wanting to leave a place to remember the historical events he personally experienced.

"The lesson is very profound, and it should be kept. It reminds us all the time to be prepared for danger in times of peace, and not to forget worries. Put an end to arrogance and paralyzed thoughts... That kind of state of putting swords and guns in the warehouse is still far away from us." After a while, Shao Yi wiped away his tears and said burningly.

Chen Kangjie stared at Shao Yi without expressing any opinion on his personal understanding.The remains of the embassy are preserved, and everyone will have their own feelings and understandings. Anyway, the role it should play is positive.

In addition to being an inspiration to the people of the country, Chen Kangjie believes that leaving the remnants of the embassy is also very beneficial to maintaining the relationship between China and South Africa.At least he can remind the people of the southern country all the time that the Chinese country has suffered an indiscriminate disaster for them.The friendship between the two peoples is truly forged with blood.

After talking with Shao Yi for 15 minutes, Chen Kangjie drove to the airport. Apart from the Tengfei sedan, he was also accompanied by a military truck provided by the South.

Chen Kangjie and the others were too many people to fit in a single car. What's more, the things exchanged from the south had to be transported back to the country with Chen Kangjie's special plane, so as to avoid long nights and dreams.

Before Chen Kangjie returned to the country, and the things on the same plane have not returned to the country, from the perspective of security, it would be more appropriate to release the news in a unified manner after Chen Kangjie returns to the country. <Called and communicated with Wei Zhonghua on the phone for 10 minutes.Then it is to report safety to the family.

After washing up and changing into clean clothes, Chen Kangjie lay in his rest room, his thoughts rising and falling.

In Chen Kangjie's mind, various thoughts popped up continuously. Although he was very tired, he didn't feel sleepy at all.

No matter how the government handles this matter, Chen Kangjie will take revenge. His own life is almost ruined, so he must not just let it go.Chen Kangjie is no longer the kind of person who will take revenge, but he is not yet open-minded to the point of swallowing his anger when he is threatened.

It's just that Chen Kangjie still needs to think about how to get revenge. It's difficult to discuss with other people. It can be said that there is no way to discuss it.

Why did NATO planes actually bomb at that point in time?Chen Kangjie still doesn't quite understand, but one thing is certain, that is, the person who gave the order should know that he is still in the embassy.

Since they knew that he was still in the embassy, ​​they resolutely issued such an order, which at least explained one problem, and the other party did not mind getting rid of him.This was unbearable for Chen Kangjie.

So far, it is still difficult for Chen Kangjie to be sure who directed the play, but there is one thing that Chen Kangjie has identified, that is, it must have something to do with Lao Mei and President KLD.

This war was originally led by the United States. Although many countries participated, other countries did not have the courage to make such a big move.A few years ago, Chen Kangjie had a rift with KLD again, and there was no shortage of reasons and motives.

For this outstanding president, Chen Kangjie had no ill feeling towards him before his rebirth, and even after his rebirth, he wanted to maintain a good relationship with him from the beginning.

Now, Chen Kangjie naturally has a lack of affection for him.

Chen Kangjie was pushed against the wall, how could he still like him?Some are just angry and gnashing of teeth.