Dawuyi

Chapter 7 The Last Stubbornness
I saw the oncoming vehicle speeding up and turning right, using the wheels to crush Chen Ming's legs that were mopping the ground.
Chen Ming fainted again, and when he woke up, he was already lying in the hospital.And beside the bed was his old mother's red eyes, tears fell down again when she saw Chen Ming wake up.

Chen Ming watched his mother struggling to raise her hand to call the police, but Chen's mother didn't understand his thoughts. Chen's mother gently grabbed Chen Ming's arm and cried:
"My son, why did you accidentally run so far away and get run over by a car? What should you do for the rest of your life?"

The information revealed by Chen's mother's simple two-sentence words made Chen Ming even more angry and collapsed. Due to his weakness for many days, Chen Ming was unable to speak, so he fainted again due to shortness of breath.

Another half day had passed when he woke up again, and Chen Ming didn't try to explain anything.Quietly finished eating the porridge his mother fed him, looked at the ceiling and wondered what he was thinking.

Chen Ming didn't tell his mother the truth until one month later after he was discharged from the hospital, because he knew that even if he told his mother, he wouldn't be able to change anything, and instead made her feel sad again for no reason.

Chen Ming was pushed back to the community by Chen's mother in a wheelchair, and Chen's mother came back to get something during the incident.And Chen Ming's cell phone didn't know where he dropped it, because Chen Ming went out after get off work, and the work unit fired Chen Ming directly in disguise.

The next day Chen Ming asked his mother to help him go downstairs.Then he said that he had some things to deal with and bought a new mobile phone by the way, and then pushed the wheelchair to the police station to call the police, but he never thought of it.

He was slapped by this reality again, and the face of the director of the police station instantly made Chen Ming aware of his dire situation.

And the sentence of the director of the police station, "There is no evidence for what you said. You were obviously knocked off by a car and lost your mind. If you call the police again, be careful, your family is wrong, and send you to a mental hospital."

The words of the director of the police station have been echoing in Chen Ming's mind.

Chen Ming was silent for a long time on the side of the road, looking at his empty legs.Chen Ming fell into unprecedented fear again. At the moment Chen Ming was about to go back, Chen Ming found Wang Zihao's car parked in the backyard of the police station.

Chen Ming just pushed the wheelchair back to the downstairs of the complex by himself, while Chen's mother was waiting anxiously outside the window.

"You're finally back, and you didn't buy your phone. I'm too worried about you."

Chen Ming didn't make a sound, and Chen's mother continued to worry: "It's really unexpected that such a thing happened, you have to be strong, son."

At this time, Mother Chen took out a bank card and handed it to Chen Ming.

Chen Ming looked at Chen's mother inexplicably, and Chen's mother said, "This is the money paid by the driver who caused the accident. The insurance paid 30, and he paid an additional 20 for a total of 50."

Looking at this bank card, Chen Ming was instantly disgusted and wanted to kill someone. Seeing that he didn't say a word, Chen's mother put the card on the table and went to make dinner.

Chen Ming looked at the bank card in a daze for a long time, and just like that he made the last decision in his life.

The next day, Chen Ming withdrew 10 yuan from the bank card, replaced the mobile phone, and handed the bank card to Chen's mother.Chen Ming waited downstairs in the community for Xiang Wanqing to come out early in the morning, only to find that she didn't seem to be at home. After Chen Ming's phone was fixed, he turned on the phone and found a bunch of text messages and WeChat messages.Dozens of concerned inquiries to late Qing came into view, the last one was half a month ago.It turned out that Xiang Wanqing had left the country.
Looking at the message sent by Xiang Wanqing, and the busy mother in the kitchen.Chen Ming's decision wavered again, but when he looked down, he saw the empty trouser legs and his teeth were already creaking with hatred.
After calming down, Chen Ming took out his mobile phone, and carefully read the message Xiang Wanqing sent to him word by word. Perhaps this was the only smell of love in his life.
Three days after the incident: "Chen Ming, are you on a business trip? I haven't seen you for several days and your clothes were confiscated."

A week after the incident: "Chen Ming, we agreed to have dinner together, why haven't you come back?"

Half a month after the incident: "Chen Ming, is something wrong with you? I just found out that you can't get through the phone either."

"Hey, I don't know why I'm so worried about you? But I'm going to country Y tomorrow, and I hope to see you after returning home in a month."

Chen Ming took the phone and typed a long paragraph, repeatedly deleting and deleting.Finally, it exists in the draft and has not been sent.
With the help of his old mother, Chen Ming went out again, leaving a suicide note under his pillow.The suicide note explained the whole story and the bank card and asked the mother to return to her natal home as soon as possible after reading the letter.

And Chen Ming pushed the wheelchair to the side of a trash can, and took out the black package that had already been placed inside.

Inside the package were detonators bought by Chen Ming through the black net, and the ten detonators from the black market cost all Chen Ming's money.

As night began to cover the city, Chen Ming waited quietly by the corner of the road with the detonator in his hand.Under the red light on the street corner, Wang Zihao appeared on the way to the nightclub as usual, and Chen Ming saw Wang Zihao's car appear from a distance.

Chen Ming hadn't laughed since the accident, but at this moment he laughed.The red light is counting down, the countdown is Chen Ming's life and the trial of Wang Zihao
At the moment when the green light turned on, the accelerator of the car roared as if it was preparing to speed forward as usual.And when I turned right at the intersection, I had to slow down my speed reading. At this time, a person in a wheelchair suddenly sprang out.The car nearly hit the brakes habitually, but Wang Zihao still hadn't seen who was blocking the road.

Chen Ming didn't know where the strength came from, and he had already climbed onto the hood with the lit detonator.Wang Zihao in the car was frightened by the sudden Chen Ming and was on the spot
With a loud explosion, Chen Ming left this world.
At this time, Mother Chen's eyebrows jumped and she felt a particularly bad premonition, so she hurriedly called her son.

But she found out that the phone you dialed had been turned off. Chen's mother seemed to sense something. When she walked into Chen Ming's room, she found Chen Ming who didn't like to tidy up the room.

This time, he actually limped his legs and cleaned the room cleanly, and the quilt was neatly folded.

And the letter under the pillow let Chen's mother know everything, tears and annoyance occupied an old face.But it was too late. The TV news had already broadcast the news that a young man in the car was blown to death by a man in a wheelchair with a detonator.

And 2 minutes before the accident, Chen Ming also sent a message he wrote to Xiang Wanqing:
Late Qing, allow me to call you that for the first and last time.Getting to know you is the most beautiful scenery in my life. It's a pity that I didn't get to eat the meal you invited. It's my own inferiority that makes me regret. If there is an afterlife, I think I don't care whether I am qualified or not.I want to pursue you. I'm gone. I don't blame anyone. I only blame myself. I didn't work hard!Take care of yourself!
In the roar of the explosion, Chen Ming felt that his body was being torn apart and burned little by little.Unprecedented calmness, all the scenes of this short life are like a slide show.One by one emerges and one by one leaves.
Chen Ming's soul felt as though it had left his fragmented body. This life was really useless.If there is an afterlife, you must be an indomitable self.
(End of this chapter)