My autobiography cannot be a tragedy

Chapter 19 Motivation
He flipped through it again from beginning to end, and was sure that there was not a single word in it, so he was stunned.

Is it possible that I accidentally wrote a word, and I really died before I could write a word?
I just want to cook a meal by myself. Are the consequences so serious?
"That's not right, if death comes so unexpectedly that even a single sentence cannot be left behind, normally the entire book should cease to exist, but now the book is still there, but the content is gone..."

Could it be that the Space and Space Administration found out that this is a "smuggling book", so the content was 404?
and many more!It seems to have overlooked something...

He closed the book and found that the cover of the book hadn't changed at all, and the title was still "To Live".

"Alive...alive..."

Meng Lang chewed these two words carefully, and suddenly his eyes lit up.

……

If I say that I can continue to reverse the established future, I rely on this "autobiography through time and space".

Then the time point when the "future" changes is undoubtedly the moment when I read the "update" and my thoughts change.

Take a chestnut.

Maybe this little butterfly of mine originally wanted to flap its left wing, but after watching the "update", it immediately changed its mind and flapped its right wing.

As a result, the storm that should have occurred in the Eastern Hemisphere turned into the Western Hemisphere, and the trajectory of the entire world also took a different path accordingly...

Cogito ergo sum.

If I think differently, the world will be different.

Although such a comparison is a bit arrogant, who made Meng Lang now have the "autobiography" in his hand, the only "variable" in the world.

At a young age, Meng Lang, a little butterfly, could change the trajectory of his life with a flick of his wings.

On a bigger scale, where and how big the storm will blow in the future world depends on how Meng Lang chooses to fan his wings...

Then according to this butterfly theory, the reason why the future "self" "leaves blank" for himself is worth pondering.

Does this mean that the "future self" does not want to change my mind at this moment?

Because...he succeeded?
"Alive", from a certain point of view, these two words are indeed full of pessimism and the meaning of moving forward with a heavy burden.

But looking at it the other way around, is there no positive meaning?

Because living is the greatest victory!

05:30 in the afternoon.

When Lin Xiaoyu walked up the stairs with her shopping bags, what she saw was Meng Lang leaning against the door of 303, looking lost in thought.

"Hello, Uncle!" Xiao Yu greeted politely.

"Uncle, are you watching the sunset?"

"Oh, Xiaoyu is back? I'm waiting for you."

"Wait for me?" Xiao Yu was taken aback.

"Yes, this is a return gift from last time." Meng Lang smiled and handed over the two bags at his feet.

Xiaoyu took it suspiciously and took a look, and found that there were fresh shrimps and a grouper inside, which looked quite expensive.

"This……"

Xiao Yu was about to say the words of refusal, but Meng Lang continued with some embarrassment.

"At first, I wanted to prepare it myself and send it over, but my cooking skills, other people's cooking with an excavator, is probably better than mine, so Xiaoyu, you can do more work.

If you don't want it, then I can only waste such a good material and feed it to stray cats. "

Hearing Meng Lang's self-mockery, Xiao Yu couldn't help laughing.

"Then...well then, I'll send a copy to my uncle when I finish it later."

"Eh? Xiaoyu, you actually saw my idea? To be honest, the dishes last time almost made me swallow my tongue."

Seeing Meng Lang's appearance of making a lot of money, Xiao Yu's eyes rolled into laughter.

"By the way, uncle, last time you went to see my sister, what happened afterwards? I asked my sister, but she didn't say anything."

"Oh, I've seen it before, don't tell me, your sister's company is really magnificent."

"I mean, how is my sister?"

"Huh?" Meng Lang didn't realize it for a moment.

"My sister isn't pretty?" Xiao Yu looked at Meng Lang strangely.

"Beautiful...beautiful..." Meng Lang laughed dryly.

"Well! For the sake of this fish, I will help uncle!" Xiao Yu blinked, revealing a sly smile.

Meng Lang was stunned.

She thought that her gift in return was aimed at her sister?

Well, normally a single dog like myself, seeing a legal lady with a great body, good temperament, and one-in-a-million appearance, it is really hard not to have some ideas.

It's not surprising that Xiao Yu would think so.

But... Judging from the situation of the first meeting, if I don't go to prison for ten years, I'm afraid there is no possibility of catching up with your sister...

"Cough! Xiaoyu, you misunderstood, I'm just..."

"Xiao Yu! What are you doing?" A cold voice suddenly came from behind.

"elder sister!"

Meng Lang turned his head and looked a little unnaturally. "Lawyer Lin is back."

"Xiaoyu, didn't I tell you not to talk to strangers?"

"Oh!" Xiao Yu didn't argue, but nodded obediently, then blinked at Meng Lang, said "I'm going to cook", and got into 302.

"Cough! Lawyer Lin, they are all neighbors and have met more than once, so they are not strangers, right?" Meng Lang said with a dry smile.

Lin Haitang looked at him for a while, then opened the door.

"Come in with me!"

Meng Lang was dumbfounded.

There's nothing wrong with that, it's a very serious invitation to talk about something.

It's just... why did you enter my room?
You don't bring such a thing when you are familiar with it, right?

Meng Lang hurriedly followed in, and then found that Lin Haitang was looking around at his rental house.

"The room is rather messy, I'm laughing at you."

Meng Lang saw sweat on his forehead, and quickly put away a piece of SpongeBob SquarePants underwear on the bed.

It's okay, it's okay, it's better to collect a few rare magazines...

By the way, what is the tension of being raided by a girl?

Lin Haitang looked around Meng Lang's rental house expressionlessly, without the embarrassment of breaking into a single man's room.

It's just that when she accidentally saw the pile of indescribable black sticky matter in the pot, her eyebrows frowned slightly.

"Cough! I'm not good at cooking, so I laughed at it." Meng Lang said awkwardly.

The corner of Lin Haitang's mouth twitched, can this be described as a poor cook?

Can a normal person do this with their eyes closed?
But after looking at it for a long time, from the details of food and clothing, room decorations, etc., she finally believed that this was a room for a single dog with only basic self-care ability and extremely poor financial conditions.

"Who are you? An ordinary insurance salesman, it's hard for me to understand how he found out about the stalker, and where did he get such confidential information about the 'Xu Gao Divorce Case'.

If you don't solve my doubts, I won't be able to trust you for a day. "

Lin Haitang stared at Meng Lang.

"Even... I can still suspect that you are the stalker that the Xu Group specially sent to approach us!
The purpose is to distract me and disrupt the progress of my proceedings. "

Meng Lang was stunned.

Is this the conclusion you have come to after thinking for so long?

What makes people speechless is that Lin Haitang's reasoning can also be justified.

After all, the homicide did not happen, and Lin Haitang's greatest malicious speculation about the enemy was probably only to harass his own family.

Then the self who took the initiative to approach the two of them and behaved abnormally everywhere became the biggest suspect...

After all, the only person who knows that she has taken over the divorce case is the "enemy" besides Lin Haitang's "insiders"...

Intentionally leaking part of the information, it feels like not only did not increase the trust of the other party, but also pitted oneself into the enemy's camp?

This is a mess!
What's worse is that I have no way to reveal more things to the other party now.

Tell the other party that Xiao Yu's life is in danger?
Leaving aside whether the other party would believe him or not, if he did, if Lin Haitang ran away with Xiao Yu in fear, where would he find them?

With the energy of the Xu Group, it would definitely not be too difficult to find the two of them.

At that time, the situation will be even more dangerous.

You can't even reveal the murderer's real name. You already know who the murderer is before the murder happens?

This is no longer something that experts in criminal investigation and reasoning can explain, it is purely able to pinch and count!
"Hey, hey! I lived here first, and you and Xiaoyu are the latecomers, right? I couldn't have arranged for you to move here, right?" Meng Lang said speechlessly.

Lin Haitang looked around and said blankly, "It seems that you are short of money?"

Meng Lang covered his face.

have to!Does this imply that I might be bought by money?

After all, it's not because Lin Haitang is too defensive.

The main reason was that meng lang lacked something that convinced her.

motivation!I lack such a "warm-hearted" motivation!

Seeing that Meng Lang was at a loss for words, Lin Haitang's eyes became more suspicious.

I really do it for Xiaoyu...

In desperation, Meng Lang suddenly had a flash of light in his mind, remembering the quotations of a certain great god.

The so-called nothing is difficult in the world, as long as there is a "willing person".

As soon as he gritted his teeth, it was as if he was going all out...

"Okay! I won't pretend anymore. In fact... I've noticed you since the first day you moved here!" Meng Lang gave up on himself.

"Heh! Are you finally willing to tell the truth?" Lin Haitang sneered.

"Well! Although it's not very appropriate to say it on this occasion, but... I like you!"

Meng Lang gritted his teeth, and said something earth-shattering.

"What... what?!"

Lin Haitang was stunned.

This seems a little different from what she expected?
She had a weird look on her face.

"You know what you're talking about?"

"Of course I know, I like you, that's why I took the initiative to approach Xiao Yu, just wanting to save the country with curves, and it was only by chance that I discovered the stalker.

I like you, that's why I meet you by chance on the bus you take every day.

I like you, that's why I've been paying attention to you, trying my best to find out all the news about you.

I like you, that's why I want to protect you and Xiaoyu from bad guys! "

For this reason, I just ask you if it is enough! !
(End of this chapter)