My autobiography cannot be a tragedy

Chapter 240
With a sharp weapon in the body, the murderous heart starts from the beginning.

He doesn't know what other people think, anyway, he really thinks so now...

Sitting on the sofa, looking at the notebook in front of him, Meng Lang couldn't help but rubbed the space between his brows.

"It's obvious that last night's style was still Rebirth Entertainment, but today it's going to be a crime suspense? My unpredictable life path..."

If the Night Demons are a threat in the distant future, then this Xu Jinsong is a threat that is at hand right now.

And it's the kind that is enough to threaten your own life!
Lin Wei in the police station, Yuan Li in the prison, and even Han Li who is out of control...

Once my role in the divorce case is leaked, it is bound to provoke wild revenge from the other party. Even if the cooperation relationship with Gao Yuan is exposed, there may be a disturbance.

And in front of him... there is a once and for all method.

I just need to move my fingers...

Last time I divorced him, this time I can make a will for him!
If you don't kill people, they may kill you, how do you choose?
As the saying goes, be a rich man with a black heart, and be an emperor with a murderous heart!

When a person kills another person, he is a murderer and a bad person in the eyes of the world, but when he kills thousands of people, he is a great hero admired by the world!

Boys do it, be violent!
Work and benevolence are incompatible!
To kill one is a crime, to kill ten thousand is to be a hero, and to kill nine million is to be a hero among heroes!
Either don't kill, or everything can be killed!

Throughout history, there are always those who have made great achievements without sacrifices. Now I want to achieve great things, shed blood and sacrificed...since Xu Jinsong!

Rubbing the smooth emerald shell of the notebook in front of him, the coldness in Meng Lang's eyes became more and more intense...

After all, it is the same person, and the ideas are naturally similar.

It is only natural that I will make the same choice as in the previous episode...

"Dong dong!"

There was a sudden pause in opening the notebook.

When he saw the half-opened screen, Meng Lang was startled, and his eyes immediately regained some clarity.

His back was instantly drenched in cold sweat!
Fuck!What was I doing just now?
Take it for granted?

Of course ass!
If it was my former self, would I take this kind of thing for granted?

What did you just do?
Convince yourself to kill by citing extensive references and classics?
Do not!This can't be me!
right!It must be the ghost of the hyperspace radio wave!
Could it be... I just walked through the mental journey of my "predecessor" from the beginning? !

Meng Lang broke out in a cold sweat.

elder brother!Although I thought that I might eventually choose to kill, but now I'm not fully prepared for it, please don't make a surprise attack like this!
What's the difference between you doing this and forcing me to drink and be irrational?
Doesn't it have to be responsible after drinking? !

If he hadn't been awakened by the knock on the door just now, Xu Jinsong would have appeared on the front page of the Suzhou Evening News tomorrow...

……

"Crack!" Meng Lang opened the door, only to see Lin Haitang standing outside the door.

Black hair like an ink shawl, long trousers, a slightly tight white V-neck cotton home clothes, and a black cartoon cat printed on the chest.

Um!Cats are cute.

"It's so late, why don't you come over for dinner? Huh? Why are you sweating profusely?"

"Oh! It's nothing, I was doing exercise just now." Meng Lang wiped his sweat.

It's time for dinner, how about exercising at this time?

Lin Haitang looked inside the door suspiciously, but didn't ask any further questions.

"Come and eat quickly, the food will be cold in a while."

"Oh! Okay, thank you, Lawyer Lin!" Meng Lang expressed gratitude.

"Thank you, I just called you over for dinner." Lin Haitang smiled.

No, I mainly thank you for letting me put down the butcher knife...

Following behind Lin Haitang, watching her turn around to open the door of 1103, his eyes naturally focused on the other party's astonishingly curvy waist and buttocks...

Then quickly look away.

Don't see anything wrong, don't hear anything wrong, don't speak anything wrong, don't move anything wrong!
Meng Lang chanted sutras in his heart, which finally distracted him.

However, I still feel a little shocked.

It's just one life, and I already faintly feel that killing someone is a matter of course, so add a few more times...

My worst fears have come true!

Reincarnation again and again, the superposition of autobiographical consciousness can bring him rich knowledge, experience and other rewards.

But it also amplifies some of his emotions.

Like love, like friendship...

However... Desire is also an emotion, so it can naturally be magnified!

Pornography, gambling, and drugs are desires, but the pleasure of killing people is probably even worse than that!

After all, it's so hard to fight wits and courage with others, how can it be as simple and direct as killing people directly?
After the first blood, there will be double kills, then triple kills, until crazy killings!
Killing is fun for a while, killing is always fun!

However, this may be a shortcut in life for others, especially for your own brethren!
As long as you overcome the obstacles in your heart and do it without anyone noticing, the achievements of the brothers will definitely be improved to a higher level!

But... for me, the central signal tower, this is simply a dead end!

It was not unacceptable for meng lang to start killing.

What he couldn't accept was that he became like Ye Shenyue, who insisted on the justice in his heart on the surface, but actually regarded human life as nothing, until he lost himself completely in the end and became a murderous lunatic...

It is easy to blacken, but it is difficult to whitewash.

It's like some kind of irreversible heavy metal poisoning.

As long as the degree of blackening of my basic disk only increases, the situation of the subsequent brothers will only become more serious one by one, falling into a vicious circle.

Until the end, what I think about will never be to solve the problem, but to solve the person who created the problem!
Thinking of the killing intent that was filling his head just now, which did not belong to him at all, meng lang felt a chill down his back.

Maybe it's not just the predecessor's "justice theory" that is affecting him, maybe the "revenge mentality" of the previous brothers is at work?

Although Xu Jinsong threatened himself, it was only a possibility in the future.

However, strictly speaking, the meng lang of this world has no direct contact with Xu Jinsong at all!

If I start this way, then I am afraid that if I meet anyone who threatens me in the future, even if it is only in a certain possible future, I am afraid that the choice will be "once and for all".

There are countless possibilities for my own future, so in theory, even if a certain passer-by has not threatened me in countless lives, as long as he poses a threat in one life, he will also be my target of elimination!

The conflict between people, in addition to irreconcilable contradictions, also has its own accumulated hostility.

If I don't want to control this hostility, I will only be swallowed by waves of murderous intentions in the end...

Fight for land and kill people.

Fight the city with war, kill people to fill the city,
According to this logic, if I go to extremes...

If you want to compete with the night demons for an earth, you will have to kill people with "balls"!

In this way, at the expense of oneself, the returned earth is saved...

For myself... Isn't it still a tragedy?
The honor on the left, the shame on the right, represent at the waist, harmony at the chest, people block killing, Buddha block killing Buddha?
That's not the life I want!
Inexplicably, a sentence jumped out of Meng Lang's mind...

Put down the butcher knife and become a Buddha on the spot!
Could it be... this is the hint that senior gave me?
By analogy, this is just breaking the mere precept of killing. How complicated are human desires?

Luxurious and lustful...

If I let my desires flow freely, then under the infinite magnification of my autobiography, will I become a lunatic swallowed by desires in the end?
In other words, this book, in the wrong hands, could easily create a paranoid...

Then he is afraid that he will not wait for Alzheimer's disease at all, but will soon embark on the road of self-destruction?

According to Buddhism, this should be called...

Heart demon!

(End of this chapter)