My autobiography cannot be a tragedy

Chapter 302

[Things that are deliberately sought are often not found.

It's like my lost childhood.

The coming and going of everything in the world also has its time.

Like, his book...

I don't know what book is so important to him, it's just that on the day of climbing, I saw him so depressed for the first time.

"21:[-]:[-] p.m.", Weiwei was defeated and suffered serious injuries.

I don't know whether it was because Weiwei was injured, or because he lost the book suddenly, in short... he was very angry that day.

Then...he used what is said to be "the under-the-box stunt that is said to be "Twelve Road Tan's legs are usually not shot, and every shot is sure to kill", and won the title of "Hero of Guanzhong". (cover face)

It was only later that I learned from Weiwei that he was really a "Master of Energy Transformation".

"It's really not possible, uncle, I will go on the field in person, and beat those opponents to the top of the mountain for your sister Weiwei."

Originally thought it was just a joke of his, but it turned out that it was really his promise to Xiao Yu.

He surprised us again, as usual.

The surprises he gives are always so endless...

Although afterwards, he also felt that he was a little impulsive, and his methods were not open and aboveboard, which violated the way of chivalry.

But soon, he boasted that he was unparalleled in wit, and since then he has lost a lot of troubles of "being tired of being famous".

"The so-called great chivalrous ones serve the country and the people, while the small chivalrous ones serve friends and neighbors!

Thanks to the love of my comrades in the rivers and lakes, I can only make a proper choice. ’ he explained himself thus.

He didn't attend the celebration banquet that night. Under Weiwei's cover, the three of us "non-jianghu people" sneaked out through the back door.

I asked him curiously: "No. [-] in the world? This should not be the highlight moment of life. Is it really okay to be absent?"

He was quite serious, looking at me with a serious face, and then said the unexpected but expected answer.

"Because I always feel... that someone at the banquet is going to kill me!"

So, is the motivation for you to practice "No. [-] in the world" or because of insecurity?
That night, he was so tired that he fell asleep on the sofa.

I don't know if he was pretending to be asleep, but he didn't dare to fall asleep in his clothes and wrapped in a quilt.

Finally, in the middle of the night, I couldn't help but tiptoe to him and covered him with a blanket, looked at his sleeping profile, and recalled the little things since I met him...

I never told him that when he told Vivi about going on a night cruise, he lost sleep.

He also didn't tell him that he would occasionally take out that recording and cover himself in the quilt and laugh.

I won't tell him, although he can't help but be attracted, he always wants to run away with complicated emotions...

Do you like him?I like it.

Does he like me?Should also like it.

But I know that a man's love is only temporary.

In the end, together or not together, he will regret it.

On the day my parents divorced, I told myself not to lose myself in front of anything, even the hardships of life, even strange visions, even love...

But looking at his sleeping profile, she couldn't help but kiss him lightly on the cheek like a thief.

Just to say thanks.

Thank you for everything he has done for Xiaoyu and me along the way...

Um!That's it!

It's just...the heartbeat is a bit strong...

……

The day after the mountaineering meeting, we went to see the Terracotta Army.

He promised Xiaoyu, and always seemed to keep it.

No matter how incredible the promise may seem at first...

Sometimes I even feel that he cares more about Xiao Yu than me?

well!To be reduced to Xiaoyu's jealousy... I think I should be hopeless.

When buying ice cream, I rushed to pay for it.

Do you always feel like you can draw a line with him?

In the process of playing, we accidentally ran into an unexpected incident. A group of people surrounded an old man who fell to the ground and gasped.

...It's Master Li from Bajiquan!
Before the ambulance came, the person was already dying, and it was said that the old illness had relapsed.

A burly man like Li Lei cried like a child.

Originally, I wanted to honor my master and take the journey of traveling in the mountains and rivers, but I didn't expect it to be the last farewell.

Life is so unpredictable.

Yesterday was an opponent who was fighting with all his strength, but today he has been separated from Yin and Yang.

Afterwards, we found out that Master Li's old illness had no cure, and he went to all the big hospitals but couldn't do anything. He could only rely on traditional Chinese medicine to relieve his condition.

Because of such an unexpected situation, we suddenly lost the mood to play.

Perhaps it was the first time I saw someone die in front of my own eyes. On the way back, Xiaoyu kept her head down, as if she was a little depressed, and finally raised her head and said to me.

"Sister, what uncle said is right, life and health really cannot be bought with money, I don't want you to be like that old grandpa in the future...

So I decided!I'm growing up... to study medicine! "

I only thought that Xiaoyu was just a temporary touch of the scene, and I felt it, and it will gradually fade away after a while.

Unexpectedly, Meng Lang touched his chin with a serious face, and made Xiao Yu's life plan seriously.

"Yeah! Xiao Yuyou's decision won my heart, and uncle now feels that studying medicine... at least studying Western medicine is not enough!
I used to only pay attention to the universal therapy of Western medicine, but ignored the precious medical experience passed down by our ancestors for thousands of years.

As you can see, Western medicine also has problems that cannot be solved. Although Chinese medicine is not the current mainstream, it definitely has its advantages.

Western medicine overwhelms Chinese medicine, or Chinese medicine overwhelms Western medicine. This is a biased view.

So I think we can set a longer-term goal.

Western medicine doesn’t work, so let’s learn Chinese medicine!
Chinese medicine is not good, let's learn Chinese and Western medicine together! "

Watching the freshmen and juniors start to discuss Xiaoyu's future school and major plans enthusiastically, I was a little speechless at the time.

It wasn't until many years later that I realized that I had underestimated the execution ability of these two guys...

The future and the past are connected, the future is the beginning of past actions, and the past is the reason for future actions...

……

On the afternoon of returning from the Terracotta Warriors and Horses, a secretary named Zhao Guangming came to visit the "Heroes of Guanzhong" on behalf of the government with a pennant and bonuses.

I saw meng lang's surprise.

However, this surprise does not seem to be aimed at bonuses?

On the other side, Yan Feng with a somewhat complicated expression finally recognized the validity of the agreement, admitting that Weiwei had won three years for herself.

The biggest goal of this trip has been achieved, everyone is very happy, and everyone seems to have their own gains...

……

Before returning to Suzhou City, he suddenly said that he would stop by and visit us, and extended an invitation to us.

"I want to go!"

Under Xiaoyu's expectant eyes, we decided to take advantage of the May Day holiday to divert and set foot on the bullet train to Wushi.

Weiwei did not come with us on the grounds that she would stay with Lao Yan for two more days.

At the farewell station, she still smiled so heartlessly, but the trace of loneliness in her eyes made me feel a strong sense of guilt...

The train started slowly, and looking at Weiwei waving goodbye to us outside the window, at that moment, I made a decision in my heart...

……

Mengjia Village is a quiet and peaceful mountain village. I fell in love with it right away. Meng's father and mother were also very enthusiastic when they saw us...the enthusiasm is a bit overwhelming.

Only then did I know that Father Meng runs a large-scale ecological breeding farm.

Considering the economic size of a small mountain village, such a large investment is quite surprising.

"It was invested by Gao Yuan and I, um...you can think of it as part of the organization's strategy."

He didn't hide it, and told me the even more astonishing truth.

"What are you trying to do here?"

He pointed to the continuous Monsanto and said with a smile. "Here... will be a fortress that will never fall in the future!"

I do not understand.

"The secret must not be leaked. When the time comes, I will naturally tell you."

"When is the time?"

"Well... maybe, when this world comes to an end, or maybe, when I really win this life...

Don't ask, it's not that I don't say anything, it's just that the more you know about some things, the more painful it will be.

I'm doing it for your own good. It takes courage to bear everything alone, okay? "

"Aerophobia, bulletproof cars, you can't wait to put on a bulletproof vest when you go out, do you have some misunderstanding about courage?"

He smiled and said, "Yeah, I used to think that if a person pressed his finger on the nuclear explosion switch and dared to press it, that was bravery.

But now I think that the real bravery should be when you know you will lose before you start, but you will still do it, and you must stick to it no matter what..."

When he said this, he still had a hippie smile on his face.

I felt an inexplicable pain in my heart.

Couldn't help stretching out his hand, interlocking five fingers with him...

After Xiaoyu fell asleep that night, I summoned up perhaps the greatest courage in my life, and quietly entered his room...

……

After returning to Suzhou City, I quickly applied to the company for a long-term assignment to Beijing.

I didn't even have the courage to tell him face to face, so I had no choice but to leave without saying goodbye.

I wish you and Vivi happiness!
And... sorry...

However, these three words can only be said to him in my heart.

This is my decision.

I think before loving anything is realizing that you might lose it.

Since you can't make the most perfect ending in your life, let's make the best episode of your life...

During the days of working in the capital, the world seemed to lose color.

I think that's what lawyers are supposed to do.

Until, he appeared in front of me again...

He smiled and said to me that those who are lost are lost, those who meet will meet again, this is fate.

I don't know why no matter how I dodge, he can find me, but I know, it's definitely not fate.

I scolded myself in distress, why did I forget that this guy is engaged in intelligence...

I could only put on a cold look of refusal to be thousands of miles away, and I was cruel, playing myself as a bad woman who always abandons me and doesn't want to take responsibility.

Maybe it was because I broke my heart, maybe I saw my persistence.

He didn't say anything in the end, and left the capital anyway.

Later I heard that he and Gao Yuan started an investment partnership, and his net worth changed every year, and he soon squeezed into the list of Asia's richest people.

Medical care, film and television, entertainment, new energy vehicles, artificial intelligence, and even traditional Chinese medicine...

The fields involved are varied, just like the "hobby books" he put in his study back then.

I wasn't too surprised, but felt in my heart that this is the real appearance of that man...

……

I watched him silently and blessed him in my heart.

And the days are like the book.

Life may be just a few pages, and the poems that are constantly being revised and copied, from black hair to white hair...

Although I have experienced the baptism of years, I found that the sincere feelings have not faded away.

Life is short, but some things are eternal.

It makes me feel lucky that there is someone I can miss, and I am also very happy...

Until one day, I suddenly received a call from him.

"Sorry, I failed."

His first sentence made my heart skip a beat.

"Where are you now? What's wrong with you?"

"Hospital, but don't use it, acute viral encephalitis, I can't live for 24 hours."

pat!

The phone fell to the ground, and tears fell silently.

When I trembled and picked up the phone again, the voice inside seemed very relaxed.

"Don't be sad, I knew on the day I climbed the mountain that there will be a day sooner or later. In fact, living too long may not be a good thing for me.

I have just called my parents, relatives, seven aunts, eight aunts, and business partners.

Everything that should be explained has been explained, and there is no regret.

But now, I have something to ask you. "

"...You said." My voice trembled.

"Is it up to you to write an autobiography for me?"

"autobiography?"

"Well! It's the last thought, time... Let's start from the day of climbing the mountain."

"why?"

"Of course it is to record my failed life!
well!If Duan Xian didn't pay attention, I wouldn't be infected with multiple complex viruses, this is life...

Forget about these unhappy things.

Ha ha!The first day we met, you wanted to make a will for me, now it's all right, it's a prophecy!Do you think this is fate?

I still remember when I met you for the first time..."

Listening to the other end of the phone, he babbled about the past like an old man.

I could only suppress my sadness, like a good friend who has known each other for many years, with tears in my eyes, I chatted with him about the past scenes with a smile.

"You know? On the night I came back from climbing, I secretly kissed you, but I never dared to tell you."

"Is it……"

On the other end of the phone, he seemed to be holding back a smile.

In the end he sighed, and said to me gloatingly: If you really want to keep a secret from me, remember, it must be forever...

The sound gradually faded away...

……

The next day, when I arrived in a hurry, what I saw was the black and white photo on the wall.

In the photo, he is still smiling brightly.

Just like, the most beautiful scenery I have passed by in my life...

If only time could turn back.

I thought, I'll sing myself to him.

That should be a little love song...]

"Hmm~"

When meng lang woke up the next day from the sun shining through the curtains, he felt as if he had had a long, long dream.

Consciousness gradually went from fuzzy to lucid.

The first thing I did after waking up was to touch my face, which looked a little weird.

So last night... Did she kiss her or not?
well!Why do all the benefits of my life happen when I am unconscious...

God of river crabs!I hate you!

"Are you awake?" Lin Haitang wiped the water stains on her face and came out of the bathroom.

Seeing meng lang sitting up from the sofa, he looked natural.

"Go wash your face, we are going to eat."

Meng Lang thought about it, then sternly refused.

"Well... still not, the scientist said that washing the face too much is not good for the skin."

Lin Haitang: "..."

　What about the short essay you want, and the ticket I want?
　　
　
(End of this chapter)