My autobiography cannot be a tragedy

Chapter 41 Scream
"This feeling of being claimed by someone..."

Meng Lang, who returned to the rental house, was still a little confused, thinking of Yan Weiwei's slightly warning eyes just now...

So, am I being treated as a mistress by a woman?

The gender is a bit messy, and it's a bit unclear, but... is this the reason why my relationship line was missing in the last episode?
If I can spark sparks in this situation, even I can't help but want to say a word to "myself" - high!

"A sin!"

Meng lang couldn't help but lamented like the bald manager.

Meng Lang checked the time. At 2 pm, he took out his autobiography from his pocket.

At first glance, the cover has become black and red, and the color is much brighter than before, giving people a strong visual impact.

On the cover, at the junction of the upper black and the lower red, the two wild grasses of "Scream" are vividly displayed on the paper!
Just from the unrestrained and unrestrained handwriting, Meng Lang seemed to be able to understand the author's heart-piercing roar.

"My life... Is it going to be a moth again?" Meng Lang drummed in his heart.

"My Struggle" you can make me cry behind bars, this "scream" is full of unwillingness to life and accusations of reality.

Could it be a comedy?

With doubts about the title of the book and a little apprehension, Meng Lang turned the pages of the book.

【We are great because of our dreams, all successful people are big dreamers.

Thinking about the future of human beings and worrying about my own health gave me the idea of ​​abandoning my studies and becoming a doctor when I was 24 years old.

With the great ideal of promoting the progress of human society and promoting the development of medical science and technology, I embarked on a journey of striving for it all my life! 】

Huh?This opening... is surprisingly positive, isn't it?
Keep looking down.

[If you want to enter the medical field and get in touch with various cutting-edge medical technologies, the best way is to join this circle!

So under the puzzled eyes of all my relatives and friends, I resigned from my job in the world's top 500 companies, and prepared to take the first step back to the ivory tower and was admitted to Soochow University's School of Medicine.

I successfully joined the postgraduate entrance examination team and made a series of advanced life plans!
However, at the starting line of my dream, I encountered many obstacles.

First of all...medicine is not something you want to learn, you can learn it if you want...

As a subject with strong professional requirements, it is almost impossible for a non-medical major to take the medical postgraduate entrance examination under the existing rules.

If I start from scratch with my undergraduate degree... then I will be required to take the college entrance examination again...

I don't think about social death, and I don't have the confidence to compete with the post-00s. I decisively chose to find another way.

That is to become a Minke!
All roads lead to Rome, my pursuit has never been a paper diploma!
I began to hang around the top medical forums and websites, bought top medical journals, opened "HowNet" and "Wanfang Data", and became a VVIP customer of "Knowledge".

Start collecting information on various fields related to viruses and cancer from various sources.

I also went over the wall and consulted foreign cutting-edge medical papers.

Because of the terrible language barrier, I could only pick up English again, relying on an "English-Chinese Dictionary" and "English-Chinese Medical Dictionary", wandering in the ocean of knowledge with difficulty like a dog.

According to the "7-hour law", it takes about [-] years for a person to become an expert from a beginner.

It took me two years, with mediocre talents, to become a well-known Minke Daren by virtue of my behavior on many forums.

Because of his generosity, he often throws coins boldly in the forum, and people give him the nickname "Meng Changjun"!
In short, on the way to my dream, I have taken a big solid step!

After all, if you want to live a long time, pension is essential.

Two years later, the pandemic arrives...

At this time, I was finally able to barely understand medical papers after a small achievement.

I started a new round of intelligence gathering.

Judging from the published experimental data, after entering the human body, it will rapidly replicate and proliferate, destroying the lung tissue of the patient, preventing the alveoli of the lungs from exchanging blood and oxygen, and affecting normal respiratory function.

This in turn leads to symptoms such as chest tightness, cough, shortness of breath, fever, and fatigue.

If it is not treated in time and effectively, it will lead to sepsis, acute respiratory distress syndrome, and clinical death.

This is a cunning and extremely ferocious virus.

Out of lack of confidence in my own luck, for safety reasons, and in order not to disturb the normal world line, I hardly ever go out.

Because living to the end is my goal in life!

However, in such a tide of the times, I am lost...

When the news of Ou Lu's unfortunate death came, I realized that the direction of my efforts seemed to be wrong.

Originally, I could have done more...

Yes, I became a medical officer, but my original dream should be to be a policeman.

Looking back suddenly, I realized that the people and things around me had changed a lot, as if I was the only one standing still.

Does everything I do matter to me?Does it make sense to those around me?
Is my life just a memoir?

The lost life cannot be saved, and the lost youth is gone forever.

Even if the investment income has doubled again and is approaching a small goal, the nearly nine-figure balance has not been able to fill the endless emptiness in my heart...

Time cannot be reversed.

Even if the thread of the spirit may still be concerned about you in the past time... what's the point?

I am a traveler in time and space.

And you... are just a spectator in time and space!

Whether you are poor or rich, who you are with forever, where you are buried, everything is your future, it has nothing to do with me...

Those mottled memories of the past seem to be just screams flickering in the heart.

Screaming is necessary, even if only one person hears it in this life, the echo will be agitated for a long time...

I want to shout: My life is not your game!
I want abundance, I want to bloom, I want to see the vastness of the world, no matter if the breeze comes or not!
The next day, feeling remorseful, I booked a ticket to the capital...]

"emm..."

After reading it, Meng Lang fell into a long silence.

Although every autobiography will surprise me.

But all the shocks added up were not as strong as this time.

The author of "Scream" is indeed accusing, but the object of the accusation...is me?
The key is……

What about below?
(End of this chapter)