My autobiography cannot be a tragedy

Chapter 5 My Struggle
"Did the room next door move into a new resident?"

Meng Lang muttered as he walked in.

The rental house he lives in is located in an urban village in the old city. The people who live here are usually migrant workers from other places.

The living environment is not friendly, and the only advantage is that it is cheap.

"Cuckoo~" At this moment, the rumble from his stomach made meng lang realize that he didn't seem to have eaten well this morning.

Instinctively, he picked up a bag of "Master Soup" on the table.

After the water was boiled, just as I was about to tear open the package, my hands suddenly froze.

[I drank a lot of alcohol that day, and after vomiting blood and being hospitalized, the doctor found out that the stomach cancer was terminal...]

Advanced gastric cancer...

Late...

The words that suddenly appeared in his mind seemed to echo, making Meng Lang's heart tremble.

That's right, it's not just investment failure that caused my miserable life?
Some people exchange health for money, and some people exchange money for health. My life was so miserable that I had neither...

Like many college students, I started eating irregularly when I was in college. I often missed breakfast, often had spicy lunch, and had a roadside stall for dinner.

Meng Lang, who left home, was like a wild horse that had run free, enjoying his willful freedom wantonly.

When it comes to work, takeaway and instant noodles are even more commonplace.

However, all this does not seem to be without cost...

Meng Lang sighed and slowly put down the instant noodles, his eyes slowly becoming determined.

He decided that from today on, he would be a health-preserving person, lighting a fire, cooking, daily necessities, rice, oil and salt, and caring about food and vegetables from now on.

It is best to rent a room with a kitchen and a bathroom, facing the sea.

"Well... I'll look up some recipes to keep healthy, by the way! Dad, a young expert at group chatting, doesn't he often post this?
I was still too young before, and I didn’t have the desire to click when I saw the title. Now that I think about it, there is indeed an old man in the family. If there is a treasure, the experience of the elders should be used for reference. "

Meng Lang immediately took out his phone, planning to set a long-term health regimen for himself.

Farewell, fried chicken beer and BBQ!Farewell, Potato Chips and Coke Instant Noodles!
It's not that I don't love you anymore, it's mainly because I'm afraid of death.

"'Introduction to health preservation-teaching you how to maintain a Buddhist health!', this seems to be quite reliable.

Um? What? !Goji berries in beer, Coke... Codonopsis pilosula?

Does this work too? !

Wait, wait, it should be that I opened it in the wrong way!
'Advanced Health Preservation - Core Secrets of High-end Health Preservation', check this out.

Cordyceps sinensis in the left hand, bird’s nest donkey-hide gelatin in the right hand... As long as you don’t lose money, can you live to nine hundred and ninety-nine? !
next! 'Ancient method of health preservation - the method of health preservation through the eight meridians of extraordinary meridians'.

Ren Meridian governs blood, Du Meridian governs qi, blood is yin, qi is yang, dredging the two meridians of Ren and Du can regulate the balance of yin and yang, if the balance of yin and yang is out of balance, miscellaneous diseases will arise..."

Meng Lang remained silent for a while, then silently turned off his phone.

Dad, you are being naughty.

Below, such as "Qimen Dunjia Health Preservation Method" and "Yin Yang and Five Elements Reconciliation Health Preservation Method", Meng Lang felt that if he clicked on it again, he would be insulting the author.

I do not deserve!
Health preservation is so broad and profound... I'd better start slowly from the beginning.

Anyway, except for the entry-level health regimen, I either can’t afford it, or I don’t understand it...

Glancing at the rented house where there were no pots and pans and everything was scarce, Meng Lang heaved a long sigh.

Forget it, it’s unrealistic to cook by yourself in a short period of time, so let’s go out and eat a healthier vegetarian meal.

But...you have to hide the treasure first!

Meng Lang took out the book in his arms, but was stunned the next moment.

In just such a short time, the whole book has changed drastically.

The original black and white cover has now been replaced with pure black, and "Meng Lang's Tragic Life" on the cover has also been replaced with four other large characters - "My Struggle"!
This……

Even with a little psychological preparation, when this scene did happen before his eyes, Meng Lang still felt that his three views had been subverted.

If it wasn't for the book being in his arms all the time, meng lang would even wonder if someone had dropped the book.

Is this the butterfly effect?
But... the pure black cover, paired with the white square script in the middle, made Meng Lang inexplicably think of the quietly standing tombstones in the cemetery...

Meng Lang shook his head to get this weird thought out of his mind.

Now that I know the original future, I should have avoided the "initial cause" of investment failure, and the subsequent series of tragedies will naturally not happen again.

Look at the current name of this autobiography-"My Struggle"!
What a positive word?Just looking at it gives people a vibrant feeling!
This is completely two attitudes towards life, and what a miserable life is. It can be seen that the future self must have a pretty good positive life!

future!A bright future must be waiting for me!
Meng Lang opened the page excitedly.

【Once upon a time, my dream was to be an uncle of the police, but halfway through my dream, I became an uncle.

Later, my dream was to have an annual salary of one million, marry a beautiful mentor, and reach the pinnacle of my life. Later, when my annual salary was 5, the beautiful mentor married someone, and the groom was not me.

So I understood that a person should be down-to-earth, set a small goal first, and join the world's top 500!
……

i did it!I joined China Life Insurance and became an insurance salesperson!
……

In the end, I finally understood that being a person must not be down-to-earth, just like what Teacher Tony said, if you let money make money, you will not become a slave to money.

I borrowed money from my relatives, maxed out my credit cards, and increased leverage. I shorted Huaxia Energy with all I had, and then celebrated the 18-year stock market crash and earned the first pot of gold in my life!

However... and the last barrel...

Just when I was proud of my life and was about to show off my grand plans...Xiao Yu died!
That's right, that cute, sensible little Yu...is dead!
She was only seven years old, at the time of her innocence, she was just about to enjoy the best years, but she was brutally killed in the rented house!
The body was found from a nearby flowerbed, and it is said that he had suffered inhuman abuse during his lifetime.

When I heard the bad news, I felt sad, angry, powerless...

Especially when I saw the pale, bloodless little face in the news, I felt like I was about to collapse.

Angels are in the world, but so are demons!

However, the real bad news is yet to come...

The day after the body was found, the police came to the door.

Because after investigation and evidence collection, all the criminal evidence actually pointed to... me! !
The monitoring of the street, the fingerprints on the door, the murder weapon and the bloody clothes next to the corpse, and the hair and dander left by the murderer...

Yes, all the evidence points to me!
No arguing!

I still clearly remember the angry stares and insults from the crowd around me.

I even remember the pain of the landlady, Yan Weiwei, rushing over like crazy with red eyes, kicking me into the air with one kick, and my internal organs were all tangled together.

However, no matter how painful it is, it is not as good as one ten-thousandth of my inner suffering...

……

As a defendant, I was taken to court with no witnesses, no alibi, and no one to sympathize with me. The public opinion was overwhelmingly against me.

Facing Xiaoyu's elder sister's eyes that were so angry that she wanted to kill someone, I could only smile wryly.

Facing the heart-piercing cries of my parents, my heart ached like a knife.

In the end, due to the bad circumstances, he was sentenced to life.

If nothing else, I will spend the rest of my life in prison.

……

I can not be reconciled!

I don't want to be imprisoned like this!I am not reconciled to letting the murderer go unpunished!

So, I studied law in the prison, exercised my body, actively cooperated with labor reform to strive for a commutation of sentence, and even started to polish the spoon quietly.

I only hope that one day, I can walk out of this place in my lifetime, find the real murderer, and bring him to justice!
Revenge for himself and for Xiaoyu!

……

However, it turns out that movie plots are movie plots after all, and reality is far more cruel than movies.

Ten years later.

Due to the harsh environment of the prison and the overwork, I vomited blood and fell into a coma.

The diagnosis was advanced gastric cancer...

My struggle...is in vain after all...]

Meng Lang remained silent for 10 minutes.

Then, he finally couldn't help but uttered a swear word.

"Fuck!"

What about a bright future?

This is not as good as "a miserable life"!

(End of this chapter)