Wandao long distance

Chapter 1020 Bitter life

The thin woman fell down directly.

Li Qi was shocked!

What kind of start is this? Why not just let yourself be born in the toilet of a vocational school?

However, he could also feel that his mother did seem very weak from taking care of him.

We have the grace of giving birth and the grace of raising us.

Moreover, the surroundings were not an illusion. He could conclude that this space and time was definitely in the real universe. This was a 'neutral zone' and was not constructed by the devil.

  Is it because the inner demon can’t do it?

Maybe so.

Let’s not talk about that. After Li Qi found that his mother fell down and fainted, he immediately started to save himself.

  Even if you were really born in the toilet of a vocational school, you can't just wait to die, right?

Besides, looking at my mother, she is probably only about 18 or 19 years old.

Well...it seems that she has a low level of education, gave birth to a child out of wedlock, and her husband died early.

Life is a bit hard.

No, she is my mother now, and I am the one who is suffering.

A helpless bitter smile appeared on Li Qi's little face, which was very adult-like.

Weigh your own arms and legs.

Forget about standing up. My muscles make it difficult to even turn over. Now even rolling over is a difficult task.

Then there is only one thing to do.

That is - crying!

Li Qi sank his qi into his dantian and used the breathing method he was familiar with to vibrate the sound waves and regulate the frequency.

The property of sound waves is actually that particles vibrate near the equilibrium position along the propagation direction. In other words, the propagation of sound waves is essentially the transfer of energy in the medium.

The greater the amplitude, the louder the sound; the higher the frequency, the farther it travels; at the same time, sound waves also have a resonance effect.

In industrial society, most things are made of specific materials with high purity. Specific materials have a certain inherent frequency. When a certain energy is close to their inherent frequency, these materials will release energy more easily, which will amplify the vibration effect.

At the resonant frequency and wavelength, a very small periodic vibration can produce a very large vibration because the material itself stores kinetic energy.

If it is a composite material, such as bones or soil, and the material is mixed relatively heavily, it will not be easy to resonate.

But correspondingly, if it is a high-purity material, such as a steel frame or glass, it will easily break due to resonance. Similarly, the water surface will easily produce strong ripples due to resonance because the purity of water can easily become very high.

Through a specific breathing method, Li Qi adjusted the frequency of his crying.

Soon, the floor began to vibrate.

Then, Li Qi continued to adjust the frequency.

After a while, there was a bang and the glass shattered.

Immediately afterwards, there were knocks on the door outside. Li Qi then restrained the sound waves and instead made the normal crying sound of a baby.

The baby's crying seemed to make the people outside more anxious, and the knocking on the door disappeared.

But soon, the manager of this cheap apartment came and opened the door with a key.

What happened afterwards was a natural progression.

The young girl was rescued but not sent to the hospital because she was shaken awake. Fortunately, it was nothing serious. She just fell asleep due to weakness and fatigue, and her sleep was a bit heavy.

But after she woke up, she apologized to everyone very apologetically. After being scolded by the administrator, she was told to remember to fix the glass and then left.

As for how the glass broke, no one investigated.

After everyone left, the young girl, about eighteen or nineteen years old, sat down tiredly.

Her name is Xia Xingxue. She just graduated and did not continue her studies, but chose to work.

She calculated the price of repairing the window and couldn't help sighing.

Fortunately, she was not sent to the hospital. If that were the case, things would have been difficult and she would definitely have defaulted on next month's rent.

And now, she had to quickly add some food to her meal and couldn't eat those cheap sprouts anymore, otherwise something might really go wrong.

After calculating her savings and current paydays, she found that she had three jobs, all of which were odd jobs. She used the salary from one to pay rent, another for living expenses, and another for raising her children.

child……

Yeah, kid.

The young girl looked at her child.

The cute little baby was lying on the bed, not looking distressed as usual, but staring at him with his big watery eyes.

A few months ago, when she saw this little life, her heart was filled with joy, even though she was exhausted and unconscious when she gave birth to the child, she had heavy bleeding and had two blood transfusions, but she was still full of joy.

But now, she only felt pain.

Xingxue felt like she had no strength left in her body.

A few months ago, when she was discharged from the hospital, she walked out holding her son, and she thought she would usher in a happy life. Although she left home and rejected her father's warning to marry her current husband, at that time, she thought she would not regret it.

But her husband fell off the scaffolding a month later, and the compensation was taken away by other people. When she wanted to ask for it back, she was almost killed. She was so worried that she left her child to be taken care of by the child's grandparents and tried hard to save some money.

Those people rushed into her home and threatened to burn down her house if she dared to come again. They also sprayed paint on her door. During that month, every time she returned home, she would see a few gangsters squatting at her door.

So, during that period, she closed the door tightly every day and blocked it with boxes.

This was the case every time she came home from work. During those few months, as soon as she returned home, she began to suffer from terrible claustrophobia. She always felt that the walls around her were locking her in, as if to crush her and she couldn't breathe.

She was extremely nervous and could not stay at home for long. Every time she was at home, she could not help running down the stairs, across the hall, and into the street. At least there were no walls on the street. She really could not stand staying at home.

She was almost going crazy and felt like the whole world was spinning.

Finally she found a solution, which was to take the child back from his grandparents.

After she was brought back, all her illnesses suddenly healed.

She has calmed down a lot.

Although the child always cried incessantly at night and threw toys and bottles everywhere every time, the whole apartment was filled with the foul smell of the child's regurgitated milk, which could not be cleaned no matter how Xingxue washed it.

But she was miraculously able to calm down.

The apartment where she lived had old electrical wiring, which caused the air conditioning to work intermittently, so the heat and humidity in the house could never be removed.

The first thing she did when she opened the door every day was to pick up the child. She hugged him tightly and kissed him, completely ignoring the smell of regurgitated milk on the child. The child would keep crying and flapping his arms. Although she felt guilty, she could not put him down. She had to do this to persevere.

It's just that other problems arise.

She had to earn money and go out to work, otherwise she would not be able to support her child. So she chose to send the child to her grandparents during the day and pick him up at night.

This arrangement made the grandparents very dissatisfied. They hoped that the child would stay here instead of being picked up and dropped off constantly, which would not be good for the child. Xingxue herself knew that it was not good to be on the move all the time, but she actually knew that the grandparents wanted the child but not her.

They even blamed their son's death on the woman Xingxue. They loved their grandson very much, but were unwilling to let Xingxue live here.

Xingxue suspected that if she really didn't come to pick up the child for a few months, they would never let her see the child.

She could never accept this.

So she quit her job and took on odd jobs so she could take care of the child completely.

but……

After a few months, the stress of working three odd jobs and taking care of a child had left her miserable and debilitated.

A terrible thought now occurred to her -

She really hoped the child would die.

An idea popped into Xingxue's mind. She picked up the child, let him sleep on the table near the window, and then left... She hoped that he would suddenly fall out of the window and die downstairs.

She would not do that, but the mere thought of this impulse bubbling up in her heart caused a surge of guilt that seemed to send her to the guillotine.

Li Qi looked at her dazed mother, and two strings of tears slowly flowed out of her eyes.

uh-huh.

I won’t be strangled to death, right?

However, it can also be seen that my mother is under a lot of pressure.

Then, Li Qi suddenly burst into laughter.

He propped himself up and climbed up, and before he learned how to roll over he had already controlled his body to crawl.

In the surprised eyes of his mother, he crawled over, stretched out his chubby little hand, touched her nose, and shouted: "Mom——"

The voice is very childish.

Miraculously, all the resentment in Xingxue's heart was temporarily dissipated by this voice.

  She held the child's hand, tears streaming down her face. She couldn't really tell what these tears were, joy, pain, or something else?

But she certainly wouldn't put the child on a table near the window, nor would she hand him over to her grandparents.

Soon, when he turned one year old, according to the customs of this world, it was time to give Li Qi a name.

Many relatives were invited to the naming ceremony, including grandparents and even Li Qi’s grandmother, but his grandfather did not come.

Grandpa, Xingxue's father, is still upset about Xingxue running away from home, so he is unwilling to come to see him.

After grandpa and grandma came, they had a big quarrel with Xingxue. They wanted to take Li Qi away, but Xingxue refused to agree, and they ended up parting on bad terms.

But even so, Xingxue's mother came over.

She came here secretly without telling Xingxue's father, and walked up to Xingxue who had just had a quarrel.

"You are so young, and your life has been so hard," said her mother as she stuffed two bills into her hand.

"Keep all this for yourself, buy some new clothes, style your hair. Look, you took such good care of him, but you ended up like this."

As she spoke, she folded the money and put it into her wrinkled handbag, while holding Li Qi in her other hand.

Li Qi was clean and smelled sweet, but Xing Xue herself looked extremely haggard.

What is this old man thinking about?

What will happen to Xingxue in the future?

But all that was unknown. Xingxue's life was in pieces. The old man could only give her some money so that she could buy some new clothes and fix her hair. Apart from that, she could do nothing.

As for naming, it went very smoothly, but there was still a small episode.

Originally, Li Qi's new name was Xia Xiri, and Li Qi had no complaints about it, but he felt that keeping the name "Li Qi" would help him maintain his own cognition during the reincarnation calamity.

After all, this doesn't necessarily have to be just one round. Calling him Li Qi all the time can help Li Qi consolidate his self-awareness, even though Li Qi's self-ideology is rather weird.

So, Li Qi, who was only one year old, spoke and said that he wanted to call Li Qi.

This shocked everyone.

Who would have thought that a one-year-old could express his purpose so clearly and even give himself a name?

一顿鸡飞狗跳.

But in the end, with Li Qi's insistence, his name was really called: Xia Li Qi.

The ceremony is over.

Li Qi was held in Xing Xue's arms, teased, and told about his amazing performance today. Although he was tired, he was happy.

However, Li Qi said: "Mom, don't worry, when I grow up, I will definitely protect you!"

Li Qi's words still had the childish tone that couldn't be removed from his vocal cords, but his logic was smooth and his sentences were firm, which made Xingxue at a loss for a moment.

Li Qi was clearly still wearing a diaper.

There is no way around it. Li Qi is indeed at an age where he can't even hold his urine, and his instinct is still greater than his consciousness. After everything has become mortal, there is actually very little that willpower can do, especially since he is still a little kid.

But enough talking.

but……

At the age of one, Li Qi's body has begun to develop. He has started learning to walk and use tableware and has basically acquired the basic ability to move around.

enough.

After he was one year old, Li Qi's breathing method had already started to be practiced for a long time.

The innate energy, or according to some terms, the 'residual stem cell differentiation ability after birth', is what gives babies great vitality and allows all parts of their bodies to continue to develop because newborn stem cells are stored and the umbilical cord blood is deposited for the same reason, which may play a role in the future.

Now, the remaining innate energy in his body has been called upon. When he turns over to exercise every day, he consciously activates his muscles and bones to develop them.

When he was two years old, Li Qi was already stronger than his peers even though he did not eat well.

When he was three years old, Li Qi was already able to run and jump, but his internal organs were too immature to withstand strengthening, so he needed to grow a little more.

When he was five years old, Li Qi easily started with his own 15 yuan pocket money and used his mother's account to multiply the money 20,000 times in this civilized financial system on the Internet.

Any more won’t work. If there are any more, it will involve the dealer’s affairs, and then calculations and intelligence will not work.

When Li Qi took out several thousand yuan to give to his mother——

The tired Xingxue discovered something.

The child I gave birth to... doesn't seem to be an ordinary person.