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Chapter 123 122. He Wants to Destroy Everything About Her

The next day, early in the morning.

Hirasawa Shintake stood in front of Kurose Izumi's bedroom door, knocked on the door, and shouted, "Izumi? Are you awake?"

After shouting, he waited quietly, but he didn't wait for a response, so he turned and left.

"Did you go to bed late again..."

Muttering to himself, Shintake Hirasawa returned to the main room, and after absent-mindedly finished his breakfast, he picked up his schoolbag and went out.

Not long after he left, Kurose Izumi in the bedroom of Pingze Mansion slowly opened his eyes.

He looked tired and his eyes were bloodshot, obviously he didn't sleep well.

Kurose Izumi dragged his heavy body and got up from the bed, just as he opened the door, he ran into Fengzi who was guarding the door again.

"Good morning, Master."

"Good morning." Kurose Izumi said weakly.

"Didn't you rest? Why don't you go to bed?" Feng Zi looked at his expression with concern.

"No, I'll go to school after breakfast."

No matter what, you have to go to school, right?

One day off is enough.

Kurose Izumi will face Chirei Shiraishi sooner or later, and meet her again.

"OK, all right."

Feng Zi nodded lightly, brought Kurose Izumi to the main room, and ordered the other retainers to prepare breakfast.

"Master, I'll take you there when you're done eating? This will save you some trouble, and you can also rest in the car for a while."

"...Well, then I will trouble you."

After some conversation, Kurose Izumi finished his breakfast slowly, and put on the school uniform that had been ironed without any wrinkles.

Then, he and Fengzi walked out of Pingze Mansion and got into the car parked at the door.

During the time of driving, Kurose Izumi leaned on the back seat, closed his eyes and meditated.

Fengzi drove the car very smoothly, without any bumps or ups and downs.

About 10 minutes later, the car drove up the cherry blossom ramp and stopped at the gate of Mingsheng High School.

Feng Zi turned his head and called softly: "Master, we're here."

"Well, thank you for sending me here, goodbye."

After saying goodbye, Kurose Izumi put on his schoolbag, opened the door to get off the car, and walked into the school gate.

Feng Zi followed him with his eyes until his figure disappeared from sight, then he withdrew his gaze and drove away.

Kurose Izumi, who was being watched off, went to the shoe cabinet to change into shoes, looked sideways at the corridor leading to the class, and was unable to move for a long time.

At this moment, an impulse drove him to leave the school.

He wanted to move forward, to meet and face everything, but he couldn't move forward no matter what.

Obviously, the people around him walked forward as if nothing had happened, with smiles on each other's faces.

At this moment, Kurose Izumi was at a loss.

When Mingming walked in from the school gate, he was surrounded by people who came to school like him.

Then why, along the way, why did he feel the silence?
It was as if, dead silent, only him.

"spring?"

When Kurose Izumi was dazed and unable to move forward, a soft call came from behind him.

This soft call was mixed with disbelief and joy.

The next moment, there was another call.

"spring!"

This time, it was no longer a whisper, but a cheer when it was hard to suppress.

But these two soft calls caused Kurose Izumi to fall into the bottomless abyss suddenly, making him at a loss for what to do.

He didn't even dare to turn his head to look at the person he always wanted to see but didn't dare to see.

Kurose Izumi clenched his hands, closed his eyes, exhaled lightly, and inhaled deeply again.

Seeing this, Shiraishi Qianrei who was behind him stopped her steps to go forward.

She quietly waited for Kurose Izumi to be mentally prepared so that he could turn around.

The wait is long.

At this time, every minute and every second is like a year.

At this moment, the worlds of the two of them became blank, and the students who walked by seemed to not exist.

Even if someone is stopping and watching them.

I don't know how long it took before Izumi Kurose turned his head extremely slowly and looked at Chirei Shiraishi.

For a moment, both of them were stunned.

The embarrassment, confusion, and bewilderment when they met were replaced by doubts and distress.

'Qian Lian, why do you look so sad? '

'Quan, you have changed...'

Shiraishi Qianrei looked at Kurose Izumi who looked tired and had a lingering sadness on his body, the pain in his heart suddenly climbed to the extreme.

——She caused Kurose Izumi to become like this.

And when Kurose Izumi was reflected in her eyes, Kurose Izumi's eyes also reflected her appearance.

His complexion was pale, his fair little face became pale, bloodless, and the corners of his eyes were red and swollen...

Is it.

It turned out that every sleepless night, Shiraishi Qianrei was also thinking about him.

But Kurose Izumi has fallen into an endless loop.

Even seeing Baishi Qianrei like this, he still couldn't believe Baishi Qianrei's love, not even the slightest bit.

They looked at each other, their eyes were full of complexity and worry, and they didn't speak to each other.

Boom——

I don't know how long it has passed, the bell of the first class breaks the silence.

Kurose Izumi took a deep look at Chirei Shiraishi as if trying to imprint her in his eyes, then turned his head and walked forward.

He came to the gate of class B of the second year, met Hirasawa Shintake's astonished eyes, walked to the seat and sat down.

Shiraishi Qianrei followed closely behind, sitting beside him.

But she did not choose to speak, but silently looked at the podium and blackboard, quietly waiting for the teacher's arrival.

The same goes for Kurose Izumi.

Their relationship seems to be back to the original point.

Before everything happened, they were like this, except for saying hello when they came to class every day, there was no communication.

The situation now is even more serious than then.

Obviously they both love each other deeply, but the relationship is so stalemate that they don't know each other.

Is it impatient?

Nature is intolerable.

Kurose Izumi was already trying his best to restrain the urge to leave this classroom and escape to a place where no one was around.

Also suppressed, he looked at Shiraishi Qianrei, and took a look at her desire.

But the more he suppressed this impulse, the more clear Baishi Qianlian's face became in his mind!
He couldn't forget that Baishi Qianlian he saw just now, she was so sad and depressed.

In the end, Izumi Kurose couldn't help but glanced at Chirei Shiraishi beside him.

Coincidentally, Baishi Qianlian also cast his eyes on him, and after their eyes met, they couldn't look away.

"sorry"

Shiraishi Qianrei moved her cherry lips and said these three words silently.

After Kurose Izumi understood the meaning, he turned his head away and stopped looking at her.

After that, he didn't sneak a glance at Qianrei Shiraishi again, but after that meeting, his face became obviously depressed.

When get out of class was over, Makoto Hirasawa, who had been suppressing himself, immediately came to Izumi Kurose, looking at Chirei Shiraishi like a thief.

"Quan, come with me."

Although he was talking to Kurose Izumi, his eyes were always looking at Shiraishi Chirei, in case she did anything.

"Ah."

Kurose Izumi responded in a low voice, and walked out of the classroom with Hirasawa Makoto, and came to a secluded place in the atrium outside the teaching building.

Shintake Hirasawa stood in front of the self-service vending machine and asked, "Izumi, what do you want to drink?"

"Whatever."

"Okay, let's drink some mineral water." Hirasawa Shintake put in [-] yen coins and took two bottles of mineral water.

Immediately, he pulled Kurose Izumi to sit on the bench beside him, and passed the water over: "Why did you come to school and didn't tell me?"

"I want to come." Kurose Izumi replied absently, unscrewed the bottle cap, raised his head and took a sip of water.

The clear water rushed through the throat, slightly relieving the stickiness of the lips and the dryness of the throat.

In the class just now, Kurose Izumi's mind was full of things about Shiraishi Chirei, and he didn't listen to a word the teacher said.

There was no way, Shiraishi Qianlian sat beside him, so she had to make him care.

Hirasawa Shintake looked at Kurose Izumi with a downcast face, opened his mouth, and hesitated to speak several times.

After hesitating for a long time, he finally gritted his teeth and said, "Quan, I have a suggestion, do you want to hear it?"

"Speak." Kurose Izumi lowered his head and responded weakly.

"How about... transfer to another school?"

"Transfer... to school?" Kurose Izumi's dull and tired eyes suddenly became slightly turbulent.

It's not that I feel moved and approved of this proposal, but I don't want to.

If he transfers another school, doesn't that mean——doesn't he want to see Qianrei Shiraishi again?
If Shiraishi Qianrei knew, what would happen?

sad?

Or will you just give up?

After all, she doesn't love herself either, right?

When thinking about this, Kurose Izumi couldn't help drinking another saliva, trying to relieve distracting thoughts with some meaningless actions.

But he suddenly discovered that the mineral water, which was obviously tasteless, suddenly became bitter.

"Izumi, what's wrong with you all of a sudden?" Makoto Hirasawa, who had been observing Kurose Izumi's face, suddenly saw his sad expression, and couldn't help but panic!
"I'm... fine." Kurose Izumi shook his head, but his tone was full of disappointment, and his voice was slightly hoarse.

"Did I say something bad? Sorry, I..."

"No, it's my own problem." Izumi Kurose interrupted in a low voice, "I'll think about the matter of transferring schools..."

Perhaps, transferring schools is indeed a good proposal.

Evasion is shameful, but useful.

Since it would be embarrassing to meet each other, it might be a better choice not to meet.

Izumi Kurose raised his head inadvertently, looked at the blue sky through the lush green branches and leaves in the atrium, and narrowed his eyes slightly.

always feel...

Since then, everything has become unreal and trance-like.

While the two were talking, Shiraishi Qianrei stood quietly on the guardrail of the top roof of the teaching building on the left.

She looked at Kurose Izumi who was sitting under the green tree in the atrium, her mood fluctuated.

At a certain moment, Baishi Qianlian grabbed the hand of the guardrail and clenched it tightly.

"Pirasawa Makoto, you want to destroy everything about me, don't you?"

(End of this chapter)