The same table is actually my sick reader

Chapter 88

Silence spread between the two, they looked at each other, each other's faces were full of pain.

"I'm sorry, Shiraishi." Izumi Kurose lowered his head, "I don't expect you to forgive me, I also know that it's only right to be hated by you."

"Then why do you do such a thing?"

"Because... I was just afraid that you would be hurt by Kuchiki. She threatened me that if I didn't go to see her, I would attack you again." Izumi Kurose said bitterly.

Even if this reason would make Baishi Qianlian angry, he had to say it.

If you don't say anything, Shiraishi Qianren will only be more sad, and their relationship will become worse.

"I don't care!" Shiraishi Qianlian shouted loudly, "I'm more worried about you going to see her alone than being found by Deadwood again!"

"Sorry, I didn't think carefully, I was just too scared, I was really afraid of what Kuchiki would really do to you."

As he spoke, Kurose Izumi thought of Kuchiki Toko's sick and crazy appearance last night.

As a result, his stomach began to twitch, and a wave of nausea followed.

"vomit--"

Once again, Kurose Izumi retched and his face became distorted.

Seeing this, Shiraishi Qianrei panicked for a moment, and immediately stepped forward to help Kurose Izumi, and took him indoors.

"Is there any discomfort? What did Kuchiki do to you? I'll call 120 now."

After she helped Kurose Izumi to the sofa in the living room and sat down, she took out her mobile phone from her uniform pocket and was about to dial 120.

"No, no need!" Kurose Izumi grabbed her hand and shook his head, "I just feel a little sick for a while, it's nothing serious, it will be fine after a while."

"Is that so..."

Baishi Qianlian put down her hand, got up and poured a glass of warm water to him, and then said: "Drink some water first? By the way, have you had breakfast, probably haven't?"

Kurose Izumi took the water glass, took a sip, and replied, "No, I'll be right back when I wake up."

"...Did you spend the night with her?" Shiraishi Qianrei's face turned slightly gray, and her tone was full of disappointment.

"I...well, yes." Izumi Kurose opened his mouth, wanting to veto it, but he didn't want to hide it from her, so he nodded in affirmation.

"yes……"

This time, Shiraishi Qianlian was even more disappointed, her hands tightly clutched the hem of the uniform skirt, and her cherry pink lips were so tight that they turned white.

"Shiraishi, I don't want to lie to you, so I will tell you what happened to Kuchiki and I yesterday..."

After that, Kurose Izumi spent about 5 minutes explaining what happened yesterday to Shiraishi Chirei.

But—the fact of keeping in touch with Kuchiki Touko was concealed.

If he said it, Chirei Shiraishi would definitely not let him maintain contact with Toko Kuchiki.

In this case, Toko Kuchiki will definitely attack Chirei Shiraishi!
'Sorry Shiraishi, I lied to you...'

Izumi Kurose apologized to Chirei Shiraishi with mixed feelings.

After listening quietly, Baishi Qianlian was silent for a long time before saying in a trembling voice: "...don't see her again in the future, okay?"

"……it is good."

Izumi Kurose nodded with difficulty, and lowered his head unbearably, not daring to look at Chirei Shiraishi's face.

"I'm not afraid that the rotten wood will come to me." Shiraishi Qianre put her tender little hand on Kurose Izumi's and held it gently, "compared to my own safety, when I hear you are looking for rotten wood, let me It’s even more sad and unacceptable.”

"..."

Kurose Izumi lowered his head and remained silent.

Shiraishi Qianrei's words were too harsh, and it made him feel ashamed.

Yesterday won't be the last time he looks for Kuchiki Touko.

From then on, Kuchiki Toko asked him to come out, so he had to come out without telling Shiraishi Qianren, other than that, he had no choice!

"Kurose, look at me, I... have something very important to tell you."

Chirei Shiraishi's gentle voice suddenly reached Izumi Kurose who was in pain, causing him to raise his head.

When he looked at Baishi Qianlian's tense, slightly shy expression, hesitant to speak, he said in his heart - don't.

Because if Baishi Qianlian said the words that he dreamed of hearing, it would only aggravate his sin.

As for Baishi Qianlian, she closed her eyes and took a deep breath, as if she was trying to realize something.

When her eyes were opened again, her eyes were full of firmness and her seductive lips, and she slowly said something that caused Kurose Izumi a lot of pain:

"Kurose, you told me you liked me the other day, didn't you?"

"Now—I want to give you my answer, may I?"

Izumi Kurose looked at Chirei Shiraishi with empty, desperate eyes, and wanted her not to answer, but it was as if she was dumb and couldn't speak.

"I……"

Chirei Shiraishi lowered her head, pretending not to see his desperate face, and said softly, "I like you, Kurose."

"..."

When Kurose Izumi heard that Shiraishi Qianrei really said these words, he was not happy, only despair.

So, how should he choose?

Is it to accept Shiraishi Chirei's intentions, choose to trust her, and face Kuchiki Touko with her?

Or--

refuse?
"...Please allow me to think for two days, can you? My mind is a little confused now, wait until I figure it out, okay?"

In the end, Kurose Izumi chose the most despicable and shameful escape.

Evasion is shameful, but useful.

Baishi Qianlian's gentle character will not force him to respond, but give him time to sort out his mind.

"Well, I'm waiting for you."

Shiraishi Qianren nodded slightly, and squeezed Kurose Izumi's hand tightly, as if wanting to comfort him and give him peace of mind.

"I'm sorry, a person like me is really..."

Before Izumi Kurose could finish speaking, Chirei Shiraishi interrupted in dissatisfaction: "Are you trying to belittle yourself again? It's not allowed?"

"I know. You didn't respond to me immediately. You have your own reasons. I understand."

"But please don't make me wait too long, okay? Because... I will be very disturbed, and I will also be afraid of being rejected."

At the end, Shiraishi Qianrei's tone was mixed with helplessness and anxiety.

'Am I... an idiot?What am I doing?Why do I do things that make Shiraishi sad? '

'If you compromise with Kuchiki Toko like this, what will happen in the future? '

'Why, I can't choose Baishi, trust her, and face it with her? '

Hearing Qianrei Shiraishi's gentle words, Izumi Kurose suddenly had an impulse in his heart, which prompted him.

Faced with Baishi Qianlian's intentions, why should he consider gains and losses?
Just because you are worried about Shiraishi Qianren, afraid that she will be hurt?
Then what kind of man is he like this?
How about protecting Shiraishi Qianrei?

How can you say that you like her and you have to be worthy of her?

"White Rock."

Kurose Izumi opened his hand, and suddenly hugged Shiraishi Chirei tightly, and buried his head in the hair beside her ear.

"Answer, I'll give it to you now, I won't think about it."

"I—want to date you."

"I won't let you get hurt, I will definitely protect you, definitely."

At this moment, Kurose Izumi made the most sincere promise in his life, and will use everything to defend this promise, and will not break his promise.

But what he didn't notice was the astonishment on the face of Shiraishi Qianrei who was hugged in his arms.

'accepted? '

She never thought that Kurose Izumi would suddenly agree to herself.

Here, the plan deviates from the established track, and there is an unknown.

For the first time, Shiraishi Qianlian felt uneasy in her heart-feeling that the expected result had changed.

　Let me tell you an interesting thing. When writing these two chapters, I also felt a little nauseous and wanted to vomit...

　　I may be dizzy. I have been staying up too late recently. I don’t go to bed until morning every day. I spend most of my time writing and saving manuscripts, waiting to be updated soon.

　　My coding speed is not very fast, and the average speed is about two thousand and two.

　　But it is very difficult for me to concentrate, and it is easy to fish for fish. If I am not satisfied with the writing, I will delete and edit a large section, resulting in very slow writing.

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　　(Actually, I am personally not very satisfied with the recent chapters, but I don’t have any good ideas, and I have to write them, and there is no one to discuss or chat, so I can only bite the bullet and write.)
　　(I will adjust my schedule later to make myself in a better state and write more interesting and worthwhile plots.)
　　(Of course, if you have opinions, you can raise them. I welcome everyone to communicate with me, but don’t come here with malice, and don’t raise an argument. You are dissatisfied with the hostess and hostess.)
　　
　
(End of this chapter)