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Chapter 268 You Can Think About It

Si Ningning couldn't accept it.

"Other people came forward to confirm your previous statement. The county made a decision overnight to sentence Wu Yong to Han City Prison with a suspended death sentence and to be shot in March next year." Huo Lang's tone dropped, "The others were punished for the same crime. Seven to 14 years in prison."

Because other witnesses appeared, this matter has nothing to do with Si Ningning.

In other words, this is the final end of this matter.

How sloppy.

Si Ningning's mood suddenly became heavy.

"Don't be sad, at least because of your bravery, you have promoted many things." Huo Lang's voice was hoarse and soothing, "You know? The county has issued a new policy, and all brigades must form security teams. In the future, such a situation would be largely avoided."

What kind of bravery is that?
"The implementation of the new policy should not be at the cost of sacrificing lives." Si Ningning shook his head, "If this issue is taken seriously from the beginning, or the captain of the Zhou Gang Brigade is a diligent and responsible official like ours, Perhaps such a tragedy would never have happened."

In other words, if Wu Yong hadn't been transferred from the third team of Jiling to Zhou Gang, wouldn't such a thing have happened?

Si Ningning was depressed, and Huo Lang soon realized that she was digging into a dead end.

Not wanting to see Si Ningning continue to slump, Huo Lang kept silent and originally wanted to talk, but he heard a vague conversation coming from the direction of the main room.

Others at the educated youth spot got up...

Swallowing back the words, Huo Lang fumbled in the pocket of his coat, and finally took out something that was accurately buttoned on the round neck of Si Ningning's half-sleeved shirt, "I have something very important to say to you last night. I said, but I didn’t have time, and now it’s better and a bit inappropriate.”

"I'll come to you again at noon." Huo Lang sighed helplessly, when Si Ningning withdrew his hand, he felt his neckline sink slightly.

The emotions of hurting the spring and autumn were temporarily transferred, and Si Ningning raised his hand to touch the neckline, and touched a small and hard metal bump, which should be something like a pin or brooch.

Seeing that Huo Lang stepped back and wanted to leave, Si Ningning stepped forward and grabbed his sleeve, "Well, Huo Lang, there is one more thing!"

"Ok?"

Si Ningning's Yinhong lips twitched slightly, "If Comrade Yan hasn't left yet, can you introduce me again?"

Huo Lang frowned deeply, and a little doubt flashed in his eyes.

Si Ningning explained: "I was a little anxious that day, and some words were not very good. I want to see Comrade Yan again and explain the situation at that time, is that okay?"

Huo Lang probably recalled what happened before and after, and felt that there might indeed be a misunderstanding in the process.

He didn't understand the affairs between the girls, and it was not easy to intervene. After thinking for a while, he nodded neatly, "Okay, when do you have time? I'll let her wait for you."

"It's fine in the morning...and you pay attention to your words! We communicate friendly, why did she wait for me?! What does that look like? It's not an appointment..." Si Ningning said anxiously, stomping her feet.

"……okay, I get it."

The voice of the educated youth pointing towards the door became clearer, and Huo Lang stepped back a few steps while responding.

The man retreated into the tree shadow path, and he still didn't forget to tell Si Ningning: "I have something very important to tell you, just today, must be today."

"understood!"

"...you must come."

"Come on, definitely come." Si Ningning waved the back of his hand outward, "Hurry up and go back!"

"Ah."

Looking at Huo Lang disappearing into the bushes, Si Ningning took off the things on the collar with slightly twisted hands, then looked down at the palms, and couldn't help being slightly startled when he saw the things clearly.

I thought it was a pin, a brooch or something, but it wasn't.

The golden ears of wheat surround a half circle, and in the center of the ears of wheat surrounds a five-pointed star that is also shining.

It's... a flower.

Holland's military uniform collar.

When he came back from the county, Si Ningning had seen it before.

In the 70s, it was unfashionable for soldiers to wear collar badges, and most of them wore collar badges, but the iconic badges such as collar badges were not absent, and they met certain requirements. For example, soldiers with special military ranks would all be issued.

The meaning of receiving flowers is extraordinary. It may represent the recognition of military life, or it may be exchanged for half life...

This is both precious and an honor.

And now, Huo Lang handed over one of the pair of collars to Si Ningning.

Si Ningning only felt that the thing in the palm of his hand seemed to be hot, and it was even more like a heavy weight.

She clenched it tightly for fear of losing it, and at the same time raised her head and took two steps towards the tree-lined path, and stopped after a few breaths.

Huo Lang has long legs and fast travel, where is the one she said she could catch up with if she wanted to?
and……

Si Ningning lowered his head and slowly spread his palms, looking at the collar flower lying quietly in his palm, he already understood what Huo Lang meant.

No fake sincere feelings...

That person valued her far more than she imagined.

"..."

Si Ningning pursed her red lips complicatedly, put the collar flower into the space, and walked back with heavy steps.

After only two steps, he ran into Mo Bei and Song Shuhan who had just come out of the house with their bags on their backs.

Song Shuhan said hello, "Educated Youth Si, why did you get up so early today? It's rare!"

In the past, Si Ningning was in charge of the work of the pigsty and didn't have to go to the field. Usually it was Xu Shuhua and the others who got up sleepily when they were all out.

Song Shuhan didn't mean anything else when he said this, it was just a joke when he got acquainted.

It just happened that Si Ningning was in a bad mood, this time he just nodded slightly and didn't tease him back as usual.

Song Shuhan only thought it was too early, and Si Ningning was still confused, but he didn't take it to heart. On the contrary, Mo Bei saw something wrong with Si Ningning at a glance.

"Si Ningning..." Mo Bei called Si Ningning to stop.

"Huh?" Si Ningning raised his long eyelashes listlessly, "What's the matter?"

"..." Mo Bei frowned slightly, and then let go.

Throat rolled, and what finally blurted out was not concern, but another sentence, "We're going to town, do you have anything to bring?"

"No." Si Ningning shook his head.

Speaking of going to the town, Si Ningning belatedly remembered that the stitches were removed from Mo Bei's wound today, "Oh, look at me... There are a lot of miscellaneous things, forget about this."

Si Ningning patted his forehead in contradiction, his porcelain white face was a little embarrassed, "Are you in a hurry to leave? If you are not in a hurry, wait for me to cook?"

I originally planned to go with Mo Bei, but I was interrupted by Yan Wenshu when I went to Zhao Hongbing's house yesterday, and then I forgot...

After all, Mo Bei's injury was suffered for her, so I have to do my best no matter what, and take care of me more during the recovery period. Even if I can't go to town with me, I shouldn't miss breakfast. Now this matter...

Si Ningning was annoyed and a little bit sorry, coupled with the matter of receiving the flowers just now, all kinds of emotions were in a turmoil, and she stood there in a daze for a while, not knowing what to do.

"It's all trivial matters." Mo Bei shook his head, and took the initiative to resolve Si Ningning's embarrassment, "Let's eat in the town."

"Let's talk when we come back." Mo Beichong said to Si Ningning, and then turned his head to look at Song Shuhan, "Let's go."

"That educated youth, see you later!" Song Shuhan waved at Si Ningning.

Si Ningning nodded, his eyes followed them, "Slow down on your way."

"understood."

Watching Mo Bei and Song Shuhan go away, Si Ningning turned and went back to the house.

Xu Shuhua and the others usually got up early at this time, and they had already eaten half of their breakfast. Today, because of the cancellation of breakfast, they started to pack up and get up.

Si Ningning didn't do anything special, everyone didn't eat breakfast, and she went to cook alone to attract everyone's attention, she wasn't that stupid yet.

Do whatever you need to do, Si Ningning followed everyone behind to fetch water to wash up, and after everyone went out to work, she cleaned up everything that needed to be washed and wiped.

After everything was arranged, I took out some ready-made things from the space to fill my stomach, and finally carried the water bottle and went to the team with the red head rope weaved last night.

While walking on the road, Si Ningning was still thinking about his words.

For a while, Si Ningning was talking to Yan Wenshu and Huo Lang, but Huo Lang had been thinking about this all the time, and he didn't go home at all after patrolling. Ben is squatting there.

Seeing Si Ningning walking forward with his head buried, Huo Lang squatted on one side and threw a small clod forward, Si Ningning kicked the clod away, and continued to move forward Walk.

"..."

Huo Lang was speechless for a while, and this time he threw a bigger broken tile.

Just like before, Si Ningning kicked the tiles several meters away, lowered her head and walked forward, not realizing that Huo Lang was not far from her side.

Huo Lang couldn't squat anymore, if he squatted down again, Si Ningning would disappear without a trace.

Huo Lang followed in two steps. Si Ningning didn't let him have a braid, so he flipped Si Ningning's braid to one side, "What are you thinking? So engrossed?"

His sudden appearance frightened Si Ningning. Si Ningning stopped abruptly, and before he could say anything, he gave him a stare.

Huo Lang's peach-blossom eyes were bent, not only he was not intimidated by Si Ningning, but he felt a sense of ease when he touched his nose, and teased himself: "I didn't scare you, I just threw two stones to remind you , you didn't even notice."

"Hmph." Si Ningning snorted softly, and turned sideways unhappily.

Huo Lang brushed her hair and continued to ask, "I haven't said anything yet, what were you thinking just now? So engrossed?"

Si Ningning was stunned for a moment, ignoring the matter behind her head and being brought up by Huo Lang again, she hesitated to answer, then she opened the topic and said, "Don't worry about what I think, aren't you going to tell me again? This is what I want to talk about, right?"

Si Ningning pursed her small lips, her heart froze, and she mustered up the courage to look at Huo Lang frankly, "Now tell me!"

"..."

Huo Lang wasn't fooled by Si Ningning's stare just now, but now he was thrown into disarray by this sentence.

Rubbing back the tip of his forehead and hair, Huo Lang was a little puzzled, how could a girl who is usually quite well-behaved and shy suddenly become so powerful?

Si Ningning saw that Huo Lang's words were poor, and the embarrassment in his heart suddenly faded away, and he was vaguely proud, "If you have nothing to say, quickly take me to Comrade Yan!"

Why have nothing to say?

Holland certainly had something to say.

Clutching Si Ningning's slender wrist, Huo Lang took Si Ningning to the side.

"Hey, what are you doing?"

"Speak from another place."

The literacy class has doors and windows installed, but they are not locked yet. Huo Lang pushed open the wooden door and pushed Si Ningning to sit on the first small desk near the door.

He looked at her and said, "Did you see what I gave you this morning?"

Si Ningning's lips parted, his pupils flickered and he nodded honestly, "I see."

"Do you know what that is?"

Si Ningning nodded again, and then slowly lowered his head.

Huo Lang frowned lightly, looking down at Si Ningning's hair from above. He was silent for a while, and his voice was hoarse and deep: "Would you like to hear me continue?"

Si Ningning looked up hesitantly, and stared at Huo Lang with deer eyes.

Her dark eyes reflected Huo Lang's serious and earnest face, and she stared blankly for a long time without expressing her willingness or unwillingness.

Si Ningning looked forward to it, but was also afraid.

It is even said that the inner fear is far greater than the expectation.

Because he realized how good Huo Lang was in front of him, and had a premonition that he would never meet someone better than this in the future, Si Ningning felt very lucky, but at the same time felt very sad.

The memory fragments that flashed through his mind touched the sadness deep in his heart, and Si Ningning's eyes glistened, and the end of his eyes turned red for no reason.

There are some things that Si Ningning has always longed for, but when he really wants to touch them, he is afraid...

Because I was afraid that I would lose this kindness, the person who was kind to her in front of me.

She hated the feeling of worrying about gains and losses, and was even more afraid of being abandoned again.

Willing or not is just a few words, but Si Ningning is hesitant to say it.

"Don't cry." Huo Lang bowed slightly, and wiped away the teardrops at the end of Si Ningning's eyes with his rough thumb. Without Si Ningning needing to say more, he explained on his own: "There is only one pair of collar flowers for soldiers. A symbol of glory."

"If possible, I hope you can consider giving me a chance. From now on, as my honor and my responsibility, I will advance and retreat with me for the rest of my life."

Serious and sincere words like an oath made Si Ningning's palms tighten, and the feeling of oppressive tension struck again.

Si Ningning's lips trembled and she didn't answer Huo Lang. Instead, she lowered her head in inferiority as crystal tears rolled down her eyes uncontrollably. At the same time, she narrated a past she was reluctant to bring up:

"I lived in a single-parent family when I was a child, and my father was always busy, and I was surrounded by all kinds of people who were not related by blood."

"At that time, I always wanted to get my father's attention and love, and I wanted to be hugged by my father like other children, and then sit down and have a comfortable meal together."

"But I never got it."

"It seems that no matter what you do, no matter how you do it, you will always only be hated and hated."

Si Ningning raised his index finger and wiped away the tears at the end of his eyes, and briefly explained the pain that he had been unwilling to mention in a relaxed tone, "Later, I gradually grew up, and I set my sights and vision on a farther and broader world. The world, not just confined to a small home."

"At that time, I thought, no one loves me, I can love myself. It may have something to do with the living environment since I was a child. I told myself that my other half must be absolutely loyal to me, and I must be loyal to me for a long time. Accompany, or do not mix any false love."

(End of this chapter)