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Chapter 980 Zhao Mingyang's Computer Crashed
After Zhao Mingyang read the information on Little Gourd, he didn't find anything there. It could only show that this person was more delicate and meticulous in his work, and he didn't leave any effective information, which meant that he couldn't find anything online.

This part of the information is his overseas information, all of which are information about his work in a security company. As for the domestic information, as Lao Wu said, his ancestral home is a county town below Hu Jianfu City.

But when they were very young, their family moved to the urban area. Parents sell fruit. There are three brothers and sisters in the family. One older sister is married, and the younger sister has just graduated from university and started working.

His parents had an accident after Xiao Hulu took the high school entrance examination. The couple wanted to buy a truck. They used to use three-wheeled motorcycles to pull fruit from towns and towns to sell in the urban area, but there were too few tricycles. They wanted to buy a big truck The husband and wife decided to take the driver's license test together, and then took turns driving to the next-door market to collect and sell fruit. The fruit in the next-door market was better in appearance and taste than theirs. The purchase price was similar, but the selling price was different. After all, many people buy fruits to give away based on their appearance and taste, so it doesn’t matter if the price is more expensive.

As a result, something happened when I went to the driving school to practice at noon one day. When the driving school instructor drove them on the road to practice, they were side by side with a big truck, and the big truck turned over. It was a large truck with four front wheels and eight rear wheels. It turned over, and the top was full of steel.

Anyone who runs a big car knows that pulling steel requires extra money, and the risk is too great.

The coach was also responsible. He lost his mind while driving, and got distracted by chatting with a beautiful female student sitting in the co-pilot and went the wrong way.

As a result, the rollover sent all the people in the coach car away. The most embarrassing thing was that the insurance of the big car was not bought in time, and the driver didn't know that the boss didn't buy the insurance in time, and the driver was also sent to the first aid.

The owner of the big truck ran away and was caught later. He was only willing to pay 100 million yuan in compensation. Originally, he only wanted to pay a maximum of 70 yuan, but he added it to 100 million yuan in the end. Is this a lot of money for a truckload of people?Human life, several families.

Without the financial support of his parents, the family collapsed in an instant. Xiaohulu’s eldest sister just finished the college entrance examination. She wanted to drop out of school to support her younger siblings. The younger sister was only in sixth grade. Xiaohulu disagreed. A large part of it was paid back to the house. The house had just been bought and the mortgage had to be repaid.

He checked a lot of information, chatted with some foreign netizens, and got some information. He knew how to get money quickly, that is to earn money.

Before he left, he left a letter at home, asking his sister to take good care of her sister and wait for him to come back.

I can't tell, but at such a point, Zhao Mingyang seemed to be dead, he lost his spiritual pursuit, woman?He has no shortage, he even has the woman that men all over the world envy, the car that men like, he can buy a garage of limited-edition cars at his fingertips, and he has a career.

The rest of the money was returned to relatives. It is not easy for parents to raise three children, let alone provide for three children to go to school. The family bought a house for the children to go to school and have a place to live. Moving back and forth will affect the children.

This is dangerous, because if you start thinking about the universe or gods and Buddhas, you may delve into yourself. Many people go to become monks just to study something new?

Zhao Mingyang thought about it, what new goal should he set for himself?
Become a superhero and punish evil?Zhao Mingyang wanted to laugh, indeed, everyone would think about this goal, but they all knew how ridiculous and unrealistic it was.

For example, some children from rich families have bad habits and do illegal and criminal things. They just want to use this method to eliminate emptiness. This is a very wrong way. "

Zhao Mingyang nodded, he understood what Wu Zhonghua said, he may have reached the bottleneck of life, breakthrough and decline appeared at the same time in this period, the choice is very important.

Everything seems to be a dream, Zhao Mingyang has been confused recently, he doesn't even know what he should do next, whether to get married and have children, or travel around?Or live in seclusion and make trouble.

Xiao Hulu's sister now runs an education and training institution in her hometown, and Xiao Hulu paid most of the money.

Perhaps this is the benefit of getting along with wise men. As long as there is a slight change in Zhao Mingyang, Wu Zhonghua can see through it at a glance, and can point out some solutions to Zhao Mingyang.

Wu Zhonghua asked Zhao Mingyang to accompany him to climb the mountain. He is now in a good state of mind. Zhao Mingyang walked up the mountain with him, walking very slowly. At this time, it was [-]:[-] in the morning, and the weather was a bit cold, but after walking, he felt much warmer .

So what is the goal?What is the next goal that I really want to do?

At this moment, Zhao Mingyang deeply understood that when Rebs became famous when he was young, he lost himself, clubbing every day for more than half a year, hanging out in online groups, and feeling empty in various ways, not knowing what to do with himself.

what do you need nowIt’s to play as much as you want, and when you’ve had enough, you can rearrange yourself and start. You can’t really keep playing while you’re playing. It’s about looking for new things while playing. This is what I once saw a young man do. , he is also considered to be famous at a young age, at the age of 26, he has already reached the limit of what others can pursue in his life.

"I don't have your experience, because when I was at the peak of my career, I always had an obsession, which was to find children, so I climbed faster than others. After dreaming, you will basically fall into a strange circle, that is emptiness, that is, feeling that everything in this world is meaningless.

Finally he came out of this state, think about it, you have no direction now, you have to decide what you want to do in the future, just do one thing, one thing you can do all the time Now, set a very big goal for yourself, even if you can't achieve it, you must set it down. "

But Zhao Mingyang didn't want to become a monk, but sooner or later this state might lead him to an unknown path. Fortunately, Wu Zhonghua stopped Zhao Mingyang in time.

And his younger sister is currently working in a company, and the background of Xiao Hulu's family is much better than that of Old Wu's.

But Xiao Hulu had plans before he went. He knew that the fellow countryman used to move bricks and wash dishes, but he didn't do it. He knew that the fellow countryman could take him out, so he chose to come with him, but he also Knowing that you can't make any money with him, maybe you will be drawn by him.

You have to be clear, your life can be speechless now, but what about them?They just started. You, the helmsman, don’t want to move on anymore. You disembarked, but they are still on board. There are still huge waves waiting for them. Without a captain, a ship has no backbone and no direction. , it is easy to capsize.

The money he earns is fighting for his life. In fact, this kind of person is easier to control and control than Ning Dongsheng, because the road is narrow, and the premise is not to push him into a hurry. If he is pushed into a hurry, he will be scary.

The two stopped at a gazebo, sat down to rest for a while, and Zhao Mingyang handed Wu Zhonghua the thermos in his backpack.

Every day when I have nothing to do, I go to play chess, drink tea and practice calligraphy with Wu Zhonghua, and my life is flat.

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Taking classes and teaching at school with peace of mind, Zhao Mingyang found that his life was basically stable now, without too many accidents.

This family is actually very stable, and there is nothing that Little Hulu needs to help and worry about.

People change anytime and anywhere, and Zhao Mingyang can't escape it. He was reborn with clear goals and pursuits at the beginning. When these things are realized, Zhao Mingyang can't escape the lack of spirit, and he doesn't know what he is. What to do.

Zhao Mingyang looked at Sister Xiaohulu's current information again. Her husband works in a private factory. The family structure is that Sister Xiaohulu is strong. Her main income is earned by her sister. My sister is good, and his sister has a daughter who is currently in the first grade of elementary school.

Wu Zhonghua's words once again pointed out a direction for Zhao Mingyang. He has been a little confused recently. He feels that there is no need to fight anymore, but he has nothing to want. Humans are nothing more than emotions and desires. He really seems to have got everything. , I don’t know what to do, but this state makes him feel very painful, because he has been delving into philosophy and metaphysics recently.

Zhao Mingyang fell into deep thought. He returned home and sat in front of the window sill alone with a glass of whiskey. It turned out that it is such a pain for people to lose their direction in life. In his previous life, he still had a goal to strive for. They are all motivated, earn another [-] million, and live with money.

The main reason is that Xiao Hulu knows foreign languages. He continued to go to high school for more than a year to strengthen his English learning. He went to school every three days to ask the teacher about some grammatical errors and pronunciation errors, and asked the teacher to correct them. He, he will give the answer, and he can ask other substitute teachers?

After arriving in Taiguo, Xiao Hulu and that fellow countryman changed planes to another area, and then took the route [crossing mountains and crossing borders] to a certain place in Europe, in fact, they were illegal immigrants.

The final compensation of 40 yuan, 10,000+ to pay off the debts of the family, and 10,000+ to repay the bank, at least it can last for a few years, this home cannot be lost, there are memories of parents, and the remaining tens of thousands are given to my sister. Wan went to college, and the rest was saved for my younger sister to go to middle school. The little gourd knew that the money would be spent soon. He had his own ideas since he was a child. When this happened at home, he made a quick decision at the age of 15. Made some choices.

"Okay, let's continue climbing. This mountaineering pays attention to the scenery along the way. You remember that the higher you go, the more lonely you are, but the more you go up, the more you can see clearly. You can find a desired state of life, bow your head Seeing the scenery at the bottom of the mountain, you can find the place you think is the most beautiful to live in, as human beings, you always find yourself in the midst of entanglement and confusion."

Zhao Mingyang nodded and said: "I really don't know what to do. I have seen some entrepreneurs get lost after watching some successful young people. I don't know what to do, and I am indeed depressed. But at present, I can't get rid of this kind of situation. state, out of control."

Especially at the relationship level, unless he goes into business or something like a quick promotion, but he has missed some outlets and has no experience in this area, so he himself has denied this path.

For example, this younger sister accidentally made a mistake and caused the company to lose millions or even tens of millions. They will be held accountable, but the little gourd is unable to repay, and Zhao Mingyang helped to pay it back. This kind of thing can happen if it is not possible?

On the contrary, it is Xiao Hulu’s younger sister, who currently works in an average company. Little Hulu’s younger sister graduated from a college. Her learning ability is much worse than that of the elder sister and Xiao Hulu. the point.

Zhao Mingyang didn't deliberately need to do this, but he knew that in a family like Xiao Hulu, there would always be some problems in the family that couldn't be solved with money or not enough money, and needed some connections. At this time, Zhao Mingyang could help, once and for all. Just a favor.

My sister chose to study locally at university and did not go abroad. During this period, Xiao Hulu had an idea in his mind. He went to high school for more than a year, asked around, and finally went abroad to work with a fellow villager. The fellow said that he was an illegal worker. Make more money.

This plainness is what he has paid for for several years, because there are not many changes that can make him nervous.

Wu Zhonghua drank the red tea from the thermos cup and said: "Do you feel that you have lost your direction? You have basically struggled to the point where many people can't struggle in a lifetime at a young age. At the beginning, you don't know what to do, right? You should be cautious in this state. Because you will think about something you have never tried before, and you may end up feeling more empty, because if you lose a goal, you will start to go to a lonely state, and you may be depressed, or you may be completely distorted up.

In this way, his life changed in a real sense. After that, he sent money home every year and occasionally talked to his sisters. The money he sent home was enough for the two sisters to live a decent life without worrying about food and clothing.

This state is actually the most terrifying. It tortures the spiritual level of a person. If there is a problem with the spiritual level, it is the most terrifying, and most of them have to come out on their own.

The little calabash is most likely thinking about this younger sister. The younger sister has a very introverted personality, doesn't like to talk, and doesn't like to deal with people. In the future, she should pay more attention to this younger sister, and start from her to win the hearts of the little calabash.

There is also a small language in that high school. Although there is only one class a week, which is an interest class, but the teacher is at school, he has a thick face to learn. In addition to English, he also learned some Russian for daily communication.

I also understood why Zhang Sohu suffered from depression at the beginning. He had everything, but it was the most terrifying, because he didn't know what to do, and lost the simplest joy of life, the joy of living for pursuit, the spirit The spiritual emptiness cannot be filled with material things.

After arriving there, he chose the same path as Old Wu. Little Hulu planned to go abroad.

You see, these days, you are already in the same state as me, which is not normal, because if you continue like this, you will quickly enter the aging life circle, and you may need to be clean in the next step, and you will find a small place to retire, but Ah, can you let it go?
If you can't overcome this hurdle, your career will plummet, and it will be difficult to get back in the short term. Then the people who follow you will basically be torn apart, and even your former opponents will start to attack you.

Soon he became famous in their circle for his fearlessness and ability, and the money came in faster. It was Lao Wu who brought him into the industry and took good care of him. Both of them had concerns. , Most people have concerns, and most people are going to earn money.

What little calabash lacks the most is relationships. He has actually been living in a world where the jungle preys on the weak and uses force to solve some problems, but this kind of ability is useless in peaceful times. Apart from his strong personal combat ability, All other aspects are weak.

But now?I am not interested in money anymore, which is really scary. I also understand what Jack Ma said that people always have dreams, and I understand what he said that they are not interested in money. What I miss most is being a teacher and holding The years of tens of dollars were promising, hopeful, and bright in the eyes.

Putting down his wine glass, Zhao Mingyang wiped his face. He thought for a while, what else could he want to do and be interested in.

Xu Qingqing has a head start, she is busy with her career every day, Liu Bingbing, Qiu Shuhong and Gu Man have a head start, brother Hao Ren Xiao Sha also has a head start.

Zhao Mingyang suddenly became envious of these people, he thought for a while, picked up the wine glass and took another sip, then why not learn how to play with Rebus for half a year, how to let yourself go.

(End of this chapter)