I am the king of hard rice

Chapter 121 Find yourself

This is the first time I fell in love with a person of the opposite sex, like a closed valley suddenly opened, and a strong wind blows in endlessly——A Yi's "The Widow".

Of course Zhao Qingge is not the first opposite sex that Li Peifeng likes, even before Lao Zhao, he has experienced many opposite sexes worthy of his heart.But he never really understood the feeling described in this sentence, he just thought it was beautifully written, very good, very hazy.

But at this moment, in Zhao Qingge's office, Li Peifeng felt it.

The stronger the wind, the more my heart flutters.

It is like a speck of dust, dancing wildly with the wind!

So exciting!
Li Peifeng is sure that his experience is related to the current scene.

Usually when he was in this office, he was either scolded by Zhao Qingge, assigned homework by Zhao Qingge, or chatting with the other two junior sisters and Lao Zhao... Anyway, he never kissed Zhao Qingge.

This is worth cherishing, this is worth experiencing!

So Li Peifeng couldn't stop at all, kissing and kissing.

If you don't kiss until your lips are bald, and if you don't kiss until Lao Zhao pushes him away, he will never stop. This opportunity is rare, don't miss it!
"Da da da~"

Outside the door, there was a faint sound of footsteps, coming from far and near.

Li Peifeng was startled, and his movements slowed down. He wanted to continue the kiss and seize this hard-won opportunity, but he was afraid that the footsteps were coming towards Zhao Qingge's office. When he hesitated, Lao Zhao opened his eyes and pushed him away forcefully. Leave him, make the decision for him.

"Move the chair, hurry up!"

Zhao Qingge couldn't hide his panic in his calmness, and his lowered volume even became a little angry: "Open the door lock too! Quick!"

While speaking, she was still arranging her hair and blouse, which were not messy.

"Uh-huh."

Although it felt that the people outside were probably not coming to this office, but in order to avoid accidents, Li Peifeng could only put the stool back to the diagonally opposite corner of Lao Zhao, and then walked quickly to the door and unlocked it.

"..."

Covering his mouth with one hand, Zhao Qingge pulled out a paper towel from the desk with the other, quickly wiped his lips, and threw it into the trash can, while frowning at Li Peifeng's face.

"Oh!"

Suddenly, Li Peifeng wiped his mouth with his hand to remove all traces of lipstick stained on it.

Only then did Zhao Qingge's brows relax, he took out a book from the nearby bookshelf, and pretended to flip through it.

"Da da da~"

However, the sound of footsteps at this time went from far to near, without stopping at the door, and then from near to far, and left.

"Just passing by."

Li Peifeng breathed a sigh of relief, returned to the chair and sat down.

"Do you have anything else?"

Zhao Qingge flipped through the book, obviously still a little nervous, glanced at him, and said impatiently: "It's okay, let's go."

Li Peifeng didn't expose the fact that she held the book upside down, but directly grabbed the book with her hand, straightened it, and then tried to return it to Zhao Qingge.

"Crack~"

Zhao Qingge had no expression on his face. After taking the book, he closed it and slapped it on the desk with a loud sound.

"Let me go!"

Tongue out ruthless ah.

Li Peifeng pursed his lips, and said in a low voice: "If you have time tomorrow, go to Xiangshan with me for a stroll. Recently it is the time to enjoy the maple leaves. I will miss it in two days."

As the old saying goes, strike while the iron is hot!

If the iron is not hot, it will be cold.

Li Peifeng felt that the relationship between himself and Lao Zhao could already do some things that couples do, such as... a formal date!

The two people who went shopping together before didn't count, because he used an excuse of 'I give gifts to others, and you pick one for me'. Now the invitation is more straightforward, and it only belongs to two people.

If Zhao Qingge can agree, then the private relationship will be clearer, and you can try to do some more sexual things...

"No time to!"

Zhao Qingge refused resolutely, with a stern expression on his face: "What did I say just now? You should focus on your studies now! There is one and a half years left before graduation, so don't always think about having fun!"

How did such a warm little tongue say such cold and heartless words?
"clear."

Li Peifeng sighed and understood Zhao Qingge's subtext.

That is to minimize private contact until he graduates.Maybe it was completely frightened by the footsteps outside the door just now?Or maybe it's because you still have lingering fears about the last time you went shopping?
It seems that the power of fear is indeed quite strong!

But why am I not afraid?

Li Peifeng felt that even after hearing the footsteps outside the door just now, he was not very nervous, and even eager to continue.

"It must be the bold transformation that made me bolder!"

Li Peifeng recalled the wonderful feeling just now, said goodbye to Zhao Qingge, and left the office.

"click~"

After staring at the closed door for a while, Zhao Qingge withdrew his gaze, his originally straight back gradually curled up, his head slowly lowered, and his hands held his forehead.

Close your eyes and meditate.

About a minute later, Zhao Qingge let out a long breath, sat up straight again, picked up the notebook on the table, and wrote something.

"I'm lost, lost in this 18-square-meter office. It's like a poisonous current is transmitted from my lips to the tip of my tongue, and then to my mind. My body keeps falling and falling. The guilt and immorality in my heart The stimulation was so intense that it almost killed me, I actually thought I was going to die, but soon a sense of calm, of extreme serenity, overcame the wildest feelings."

"At this moment, I feel a kind of joy. My thoughts follow one after another. Memories of my life flashed in my mind quickly, and I stayed again four years ago, when I first entered this office."

Zhao Qingge stopped writing slowly, with a nostalgic look in his eyes, smiled helplessly, and continued writing.

"I'm high-spirited and uninhibited. I think I have unlimited possibilities for love and work. I think I have a lot of time to waste."

"But what I can't believe is that I am now in my 30s, and the people around me are moving forward, starting a business successfully, going public, getting married and having children. They waved their hands and abandoned me in this 20-year-old university. In time, I put on a teacher's unique mask, and I was alone, and no one knew my emotions. Time made me grow older, but it didn't make me truly mature."

Zhao Qingge punctured the paper at the last dot of the familiar characters, she paused the tip of the pen, sighed lightly, and started a new line, flowing smoothly.

"I launched a charge just now, but I didn't find the enemy. I thought that when I was in my 30s, I would be calm and self-sufficient, and someone would accompany me to see the mountains and seas and the afterglow of the sunset. Unexpectedly, when I arrived At this age, I’m actually still looking for myself.”

"But fortunately, there seems to be someone who is willing to accompany me to find myself."

After stopping writing, Zhao Qingge looked at it in silence for a while, and added a sentence at the end.

"I want to go to hell with him, to Paris, anywhere."

As soon as he finished writing, Zhao Qingge crossed out the whole sentence again, stared at it for a while, and only filled in five words.

"I want to find myself."

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(End of this chapter)