The girl is not good in this life

Chapter 10 Regret
In less than ten days, Zhao Xing replied in front of Empress Zheng, and set the day to go to Ru Parallel Palace on November 22.

Zhao Yi was banned in the mansion by the order of Emperor Jinhe, and Zhao Yu did not go to the palace with them because of these incidents in the capital.

On the day before departure, I got up early, the east was turning white, the sky was only hazy, mist was everywhere, and the cold wind was rustling.

Jiang Wan had nightmares the first night, tossed and turned throughout the night, and woke up several times. Rao later, Chang Ning replaced the white jade gilt incense ball hanging on the canopy bed with soothing incense, but it didn't have much effect.

When she went out, she almost couldn't keep her eyes open. She was wearing begonia red and softer than her armor, and the white rabbit fur showed a circle, which made Jiang Wan's small face even more white, and made her black and blue eyes stand out. .

Zhao Xing had been waiting for her outside the palace. Seeing her going out, he greeted her, saw the black and blue color at a glance, and rubbed his fingertips: "Did you not sleep well last night?"

Subconsciously, he wanted to raise his hand to tidy up the white rabbit fur on her collar that was a little messed up by the north wind, and only then did he move his long arm, and then hung back to his side.

Jiang Wan had a panoramic view of his little movements, hummed, and wrapped himself up twice.

She came out with her hands clasped on, and she stretched out her small hand, and in an instant, her fingertips turned red.

Fearing that she would freeze, Zhao Xing moved two steps to block her from the howling north wind, and felt sorry for her appearance of not sleeping well: "It will take more than an hour to reach Ruping, walk slowly on the road, and you can wait in the car again." sleep.

I have already sent people to various prefectures to spread the message, telling them to set off at the beginning and go to Ruping on their own, or if you are really sleepy, you can go back to the mansion to catch up on sleep, and then we can start when we wake up? "

Jiang Wan shook his head again and again, he had just taken two mouthfuls of cold air, and he was much more awake.

She frowned, and Xiao Huya pointed straight at Zhao Xing: "I won't be sleepy when I see my second brother. I will take the car of my second brother. You can talk to me for a while, and I will wake up when I leave the city."

Zhao Xing paused for a moment, hesitated for a moment, did not refute her, stepped aside, motioned her to get in the car, protected her by his side, and got into the car with her.

When she was young, she always liked to follow behind him, and she also liked to ride in his carriage when going in and out, because his carriage was decorated according to her preferences from food to use, and he was more considerate than her brothers.

What he is lusting after now is nothing more than her temporary closeness.

I'm afraid that one day she recovers, or forgives Zhao Yi, and everything will return to the previous alienated and indifferent appearance.

There was a small stove burning in the car, and it was very warm, and Jiang Wan casually put aside the white rabbit fur in his hand.

Zhao Xing put it away for her, and poured a cup of hot tea for her: "Two days ago, I came to deliver something to the emperor's uncle, and I heard that the emperor said that you can eat and sleep. It's very good, because you are going to play in Ruping Too happy, so you didn't sleep well?"

Jiang Wan really came alive: "Second elder brother came to the house, why didn't you look for me?"

In fact, after seeing her in the troupe that day, Zhao Xing never came to see her again.

She originally wanted to look for him, but it was too cold, and the snow continued to fall for several days. My aunt would not tell her to go out, fearing that she would freeze, or that the road would slip and fall to her.

She didn't even know that Zhao Xing had been to the county palace.

Zhao Xing saw that her cheeks were swollen, and she refused to take the cup of tea, so he explained with a smile: "My father asked me to deliver things, and I just came here for a while. I know you are good, so I am relieved. If you want It's very troublesome to meet you in the back.

My hands are sore, why don't you take a sip?Just for you. "

Also.

It seemed that everyone didn't believe that she wasn't sad, and carefully maintained her so-called self-esteem, even her aunt didn't go to see her very much, allowing her to "self-heal".

Jiang Wan is also used to it.

It was like this in the previous life.

And regardless of past life or present life, Zhao Xing sent a lot of nourishing medicinal materials and folk gadgets, all under the guise of Zhao Yu's name, as if she was afraid that she would throw it out.

Only then did she take Zhao Xing's cup of tea: "A few days ago, His Majesty sent some things over, and I didn't look like his handwriting, did you send them?"

Zhao Xing pinched his eyebrows and did not speak.

Jiang Wan was not thirsty at the moment, so he took a sip of tea and put the small cup aside: "Look, I said that you have a relationship with me, why am I sick now? Sending things here, and you still have to use the name of His Highness?"

"I was afraid that you would be even more unhappy if you saw it."

Zhao Xing's voice was very shallow, but it hit Jiang Wan's heart hard.

Her heart trembled, and her throat tightened suddenly.

Dryness and bitterness welled up on the tip of the tongue.

"I'm not happy if you don't come to see me or give me anything." Jiang Wan said softly, "You think that I always had a good time with Zhao Yi in the past few years, and I didn't feel good when I alienated you. .”

"Zhuzhu..."

She raised her head suddenly, with mist in her eyes, as if she was about to cry at any moment: "I made my second brother sad, didn't I?"

He still gets along with her cautiously, her sudden intimacy and kindness seem to have been stolen from him, and he will have to return it at some point.

So it is both greedy and fearful.

She can't see Zhao Xing like this.

He was wronged like that, and her heart ached.

It's bullshit to have a lifetime to heal his sadness and grievances in the past few years!

She should have made it clear to him as soon as possible.A lifetime is just that long, and now Zhao Xing has been hurt by her for several years.

Zhao Xing panicked, and even felt that his fingertips were warm, which was probably the temperature of her skin, but he obviously didn't dare to touch her.

He barely heard a sigh, and took out a clean handkerchief from his sleeve, which was also Jiang Guan's favorite material and color, and handed it over: "I haven't said anything yet, why are you about to cry, don't cry, After a while, I got out of the car and saw the wind-injured skin, and wiped it off by myself.”

Jiang Wan twitched over and wiped away the moisture from his eyes: "I think I've made you sad, can't I be wronged for you? No wonder you don't believe me... I don't feel that way myself, I thought I treated you all the same."

She lowered her head, clutched the handkerchief that wiped her tears in the palm of her hand, imitating how she used to be unreasonable in front of him: "He is a fresh face when he came back to Beijing late, and I find it rare. What I hear is different from Shengjing, I like to hear those local customs, so I always ask him to tell me, if I knew that my second brother would be sad, I wouldn't pester him to tell me those things!"

Zhao Xing was completely helpless.

What the little girl said and what she did were two different things.

Whether the girl he puts on the top of his heart is deliberately alienating him, he has really noticed since the first day that she is different from usual.

It's been almost five years, and she's playing rascal again.

Zhao Xing finally rubbed the top of her head, and didn't want to provoke her to cry, so he simply coaxed her half-jokingly: "Could it be that you have regretted it in your conscience, and feel that you should not alienate me for Saburo, and you can't save your face and apologize to me, so that's it. Do you want me not to care about you if you act like a coquettish girl and act coquettishly to play a rascal?"

Jiang Wan's heart trembled, and he looked over with burning eyes: "I regret it, second brother, will you forgive me?"

　The female goose really felt sorry for her second brother, and she cried for him, not because she felt wronged.

　　It's all the stinky man's fault!Deceiving people's feelings, thunder strikes from the sky!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)