The girl is not good in this life

Pei Qingyuan never thought about such a scene.

The kit given by Abbot Jueming seemed a bit hot.

She held it in the palm of her hand and looked down many times, but she never opened it.

Zhao Ran rubbed his hands and stood by the bed, anxious in his heart, but dared not urge her.

Zhao Xing protected Jiang Wan and sat on the round pier at the end of the bed, seeing Zhao Ran's disappointment, he looked away helplessly, and didn't bother to care.

The elders naturally sat and waited in the outer room, which was Zhao Ran's request.

I was afraid that after entering the inner room, he would talk about Pei Qingyuan again, which would make Pei Qingyuan even more uncomfortable.

It was Jiang Wan who spoke first: "Cousin, Abbot Jueming is an eminent monk, you should believe what he said, it is impossible for us to have such a great ability to collude with Master Abbot to deceive you.

This kit, you open it and have a look.

You have been taking it for a long time, what are you afraid of? "

"I'm not afraid."

It's just stubborn.

Jiang Wan didn't expose her either.

After all, she has been in a bad mood since the accident.

I used to hear people say that people who have experienced major changes are always extra suspicious, sensitive, and paranoid.

If she is not careful, a thorn will easily grow in her heart, and it will get deeper and deeper over the years.

And when it comes to Pei Qingyuan's matter, Jiang Wan is indeed quite patient: "Cousin, I just told you so much, this is what I have experienced, otherwise I wouldn't let the second brother take his cousin to the university on purpose." Xiangguo Temple made another trip.

And you also heard from your second elder brother and cousin that they will go today, and they will go if the abbot will arrive early..."

"Zhuzhu, stop talking."

Zhao Ran pursed his lips, and interrupted Jiang Wan softly: "Let her choose, this bag, if you really don't want to read it, just put it away first."

There is no one in this room who is not good for him or for Pei Qingyuan.

Logically speaking, he wished he should tear down the stage at this time.

It's just that he could see Pei Qingyuan's hesitation and struggle.

I really don't want to force it on him.

He said he could wait.

What's more, after the words of Abbot Jueming, his heart is full of affection, and he will never force Pei Qingyuan to make a decision at this moment.

Zhao Xing frowned.

Just didn't say anything after all.

It was clearly for the good of Zhao Ran, so he came to disrupt the situation first, but the situation is excusable and can be forgiven.

Zhao Ran bent over slightly, and when talking to Pei Qingyuan, his voice became softer and softer: "Are you tired after talking for a long time? Why don't you take a rest first?"

Pei Qingyuan looked up at him.

The affection in his eyes is too strong, so straightforward, they are all members of his family, there is really nothing to hide.

She watched, her heart trembled.

Abbot Jueming's words are indeed credible, but as for Zhao Ran, he completely regards it as the golden rule.

It was already hard to persuade him to let go, but now that he has the relationship with Abbot Jueming, it is even more impossible for him to let go.

Pei Qingyuan withdrew his gaze, leaned on the soft pillow, squeezed the brocade bag, and pursed his lips: "I want to talk to Zhuzhu for a while, okay?"

Zhao Ran and Zhao Xing retreated together, and when they reached the outer room, they persuaded the elders again, and took them out together with the elders.

Even the little girls who were serving on errands around her were dismissed by Pei Qingyuan.

Changan and Changning did not stay either.

When only Pei Qingyuan and Jiang Wan were left, she handed over a hand.

Jiang Wan picked it up, got up and sat down on the bed.

She also sighed: "Cousin, after hearing what Abbot Jueming said, are you still afraid?"

"Not afraid."

Pei Qingyuan had a rare faint smile on his face.

She squeezed Jiang Wan's palm twice: "That feeling is very subtle, so I want to talk to you.

After my accident, I originally made up my mind, so let it go.

A Niang and A Ye went to Beijing, and I told A Niang that they would never marry. Could it be that A Ye would drive me out of Pei's house and refuse to support me?
I didn't tell her that I really didn't think about getting married anymore.

Think about what I have experienced in the past two years?
I am an ordinary girl, I don't have such a broad vision, let alone such a mind, unlike you, I think a lot except for the love between men and women.

For me, caring for a husband and raising a child is the most important thing.

Furthermore, it is family glory.

I don't have any direct-born brothers. Although I will be a married woman in the future, I still have to consider the family behind me.

But since I came to Jingzhong, the Han family divorced, and my cousin seemed to have a good result, and I fell off a cliff and got into trouble again.

For these, I really dare not hold expectations. "

Jiang Wan is not Pei Qingyuan after all.

She can understand, but she really can't fully empathize.

Hearing what Pei Qingyuan said, Jiang Wan only felt a pain in her chest, and she didn't know how to persuade her.

"You should believe Abbot Jueming's words. Of course I know. I myself believed in these things to a certain extent. Even those of you who don't usually believe in Master Jueming, let alone me? It's just..."

She prolonged the ending and sighed herself: "Some changes come too fast, and it is difficult for people to accept them in a short time.

I can't turn around.

That's why I said so sternly that I would never marry, and told my cousin not to wait for me.

I even made it very clear to my cousin, telling him not to waste time on me.

Why don't you tell me to change the subject immediately and say that's fine, you guys go to prepare for the marriage, I am willing.

What has become of this? "

Tossing and turning, not believing what she said, she probably wanted to say this.

After all, I feel unspeakable.

Jiang Wan finally figured it out.

But also because I understood it, I breathed a sigh of relief and completely relaxed.

It's all little things.

Slowly it will be fine.

As long as her previous knot can be untied.

This trip to Daxiangguo Temple was not in vain.

Jiang Wan smiled and rolled her eyes: "I understand what my cousin means, so let's not worry about it. Anyway, the most important thing right now is to recover from your illness. The most important thing is to keep your health healthy. Didn't your cousin also say that he won't force you? Look at him That attitude, everything goes with you, if you don't let go, he won't even dare to ask more questions.

Aunt and little aunt will not say anything, no matter how bad it is, there is a cousin who will carry it for you, let him be scolded for you.

You just don’t care about anything, don’t think about anything, just concentrate on recuperating. "

She shook Pei Qingyuan's hand instead: "How nice this is. A few days ago, you were always unwilling to talk, and you didn't have much energy. It looked scary, but I was pregnant with a child, and my second brother always didn't want me to come. Like I'm afraid I'm tired.

If I knew this was the case, I should have thought of Master Jueming and sent the two of them to Daxiangguo Temple early in the morning, and you would not have been like this! "

Actually not.

Even now, it will take some time to really let go of the knot.

It's just that for Pei Qingyuan, she is willing to accept and learn to let go.

After all, Master Jue Ming said, for her, it was like a new life.

In the past, she had a rough life, and her life was full of hardships. After going through this hardship, the rest of her life was smooth.

If everything goes smoothly and healthy in the future, then in comparison, being disfigured doesn't seem particularly unacceptable.

She has never been the person who values ​​her appearance the most. Although there are no young girls who do not cherish their appearance, cherishing it does not mean that they value it very much and regard it as life.

What makes her sad is only her own encounters and experiences.

It seemed that all accidents happened to her.

There are too many things happening, and it will always make people lose confidence and hope in life.

Not to mention that she is not a very optimistic temperament.

Seeing that her face was soft, Jiang Wan asked her tentatively, "Do you want me to report to the elders for you, or tell my cousin in private?"

Pei Qingyuan didn't intend to hang Zhao Ran, so she just wanted to open up in her heart, and she could tell Jiang Wan about it, so that she wouldn't have to hide it from others.

Privately told Jiang Wan that it was nothing more than the girl's petty thoughts, and she was somewhat embarrassed.

Hearing Jiang Wan's question now, she nodded almost without hesitation: "Say it for me, I... I'm embarrassed."

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Coming out of Pei Qingyuan's courtyard, Zhao Ran was waiting outside the gate of Yuedong, and Zhao Xing was also there.

He stepped up quickly, but before he could touch Jiang Wan's clothes, he was separated by Zhao Xing.

Zhao Ran curled his lips and asked her: "How is it? Are you okay? Qing Yuan didn't say anything bad to you, did he? Have you read what Master Jueming wrote in the kit?"

He asked a lot of questions, Zhao Xingjian frowned, put his arms around Jiang Wan's shoulders, and stared at him: "So many questions, which one should she answer first?"

Jiang Wan tugged at Zhao Xing's cuffs, and then asked him, "Where are your aunts and aunts? I just want to answer a few words for my cousin."

"I went to the flower hall, and I will accompany you there."

Zhao Ran yelled, and Jiang Wan had already opened his mouth: "Cousin, let's go together, and talk to you as we go."

Only then did he stop, and followed Zhao Xing and Jiang Wan to the flower hall.

On the way, he really told Zhao Ran about Pei Qingyuan's attitude and those words.

Turning around, seeing his face full of joy, Jiang Wan also laughed: "Now are you relieved?"

"Don't worry! Don't worry!"

But he was thinking about the kit, and asked again: "Where is the kit?"

Jiang Wan shook his head and said he didn't know: "My cousin didn't open it either. When you have a chance in the future, you can ask her yourself. Maybe—"

She prolonged the ending and looked back in the direction of the small courtyard: "Cousin is a person who is easy to be satisfied and satisfied. With Master Jueming's words, she is willing to let go of her knots slowly and learn to accept. She feels that now The situation is good enough for her, as for what is written in the kit, she may not want to know that much."

She didn't say it clearly, but both Zhao Ran and Zhao Xing could hear it.

That's because I'm afraid that there will be some changes in the kit.

Better not look.

She had been through a bit of bitterness during this period, and she finally got some sweetness, so she didn't want to make any more troubles.

Zhao Ran was so distressed that the smile on his face faded.

Zhao Xing saw it in his eyes, and looked over with a cross eyebrow: "You have the mentality to understand this, why don't you free your hands and help Yuan... the third brother investigates the matter of the cousin falling off the cliff together.

A few days ago, you were worried and had to take care of others. Later, she woke up and became alienated and indifferent to you. You felt even more uncomfortable and always wanted to be with her.

Now that it's all over and she wants to open it herself, you should think about the details of her falling off the cliff.

It's been such a long time, and the third brother has also found many new clues. You can ask him, he will tell you, and you can help him find out the truth, so that you can support your cousin and save you from being stung by scorpions. sting.

Don't look back, my cousin has taken care of her body, and her heart knot has been completely untied, so you have a heart problem. "

As soon as he talked about Pei Qingyuan's falling off the cliff, Zhao Ran's face suddenly changed: "Have you found a new clue? You know a lot of things, why don't you tell me?"

Jiang Wan became dissatisfied: "That's not what you said, you are so focused on your cousin, I told you that you couldn't spare your hands, and you didn't have the energy to care about it, what did you tell you to do?
Isn't it too late to tell you now?
We worry about you every day, and try our best to persuade you to reconcile your cousin. The second elder brother even took you out of the city early in the morning and galloped to the Daxiangguo Temple. Why do you have this attitude? "

She pursed her lips, not very happy, and was about to put her hand on her stomach when she suddenly let out an ouch.

Zhao Xing was so nervous that he hugged him even tighter: "Stomach hurts?"

"kick me."

Jiang Wan muttered something, then cast a sideways glance at Zhao Ran: "My boss is very dissatisfied with your behavior, and I want to sue you in my stomach!"

Zhao Ran was stunned for a moment.

This is too unreasonable.

How old is the baby, in her womb, can the fetus move?

What a joke!
It's obvious she was talking nonsense, and she just used this to gag him.

Forget it.

He couldn't explain Jiang Wan's reasoning.

What's more, she is still pregnant with a child.

Zhao Ran accepted the softness, apologized to Zhao Xing, and then turned to look at Jiang Wan: "I said something wrong, please comfort my little nephew, don't just treat me as an uncle if you are still in your stomach It’s not okay to bear grudges, huh?”

Jiang Wan snorted: "Okay, since your attitude is so good, I'm also looking at it for my cousin's sake, so I don't care about it, I don't care about it with you."

Zhao Ran rolled his eyes in his heart and stopped talking.

By the time I spoke, I had already arrived at the flower hall.

The doors on both sides of the hallway don't matter, Mrs. Gu, Mrs. Jiang and Mrs. Jiang are sitting under the hallway, so they can just see them coming.

After entering the room, Zhao Xing helped Jiang Wan to sit down first. Gu didn't wait for him to meet Zhao Ran, looked sideways at Jiang Wan, and asked her directly: "Is your cousin okay? What did you say? Yes?" Did you ask you to speak back for her?"

Jiang Wan said yes.

Zhao Xing didn't dare to say anything to Gu Shi about you having so many problems.

Zhao Ran curled his lips: "Brother Wang is capable, why not..."

"Cousin, you stop me. I won't answer for my cousin. You can answer it yourself? But let my cousin know later. If I annoy you or get angry with you, I don't care about you."

Okay, if he is talkative, he shouldn't talk.

Zhao Ran waved his hand: "I said the wrong thing again, you answer, you answer yours, I shut up."

Jiang Wan then took over the previous words, and told the elders exactly what Pei Qingyuan said to her.

After she finished speaking, she added a few more sentences: "I saw that my cousin looks good now, much better than a few days ago, although she may still have some knots in her heart, but she will gradually get better, and she can finally get better now." Take it easy for now."

Little Jiang's eyes turned red again: "Is it true? Zhuzhu? Did she really say that? That is really Amitabha, my ancestors blessed me!"