The girl is not good in this life

After more than four months of marriage, Zhao Yu has never said such a thing, let alone his current attitude.

Soft, the hardness of the whole body has been removed, just in front of her.

Chen Ying didn't understand, nor did she understand.

None in previous months.

She's been doing that all the time as he wants.

Logically speaking, he should be satisfied, and naturally he would not have these words now.

Can……

Chen Ying pursed her lips and looked down at the hand he was holding her.

Zhao Yu's hands are pretty.

Although she had never observed the other family's husband's hands so closely, she could clearly recognize it.

Such a pair of well-articulated, slender and fair hands, why don't they look good?

But it's not the weak feeling of a frail scholar.

He is a martial arts practitioner, and he can't lose in riding and shooting. She knows Zhao Yu, and if he really talks about kung fu riding and shooting, even Jiang Yuanzhan can't lose.

Now this hand is holding her very tightly, and afraid of hurting her, he still holds back his strength.

Suddenly, she became a rare treasure in Zhao Yu's eyes.

"What's the matter today, Your Highness?"

Chen Ying still spoke softly and patiently, and asked him a few words: "Is it because I have a child?"

She tilted her head and leaned against the soft pillow behind her. Except for the hand held by Zhao Yu, the other hand still fell on her lower abdomen.

Covering gently, pinching fingers together, it took a long time to take a deep breath: "Your Highness doesn't need to be like this."

"No."

Zhao Yu was really in a hurry this time.

He knew that Chen Ying was stubborn.

The kind of energy in the bones.

She's going to be sure, and it's hard to change her mind.

It was his fault.

Although he himself still doesn't know what such a relationship should be.

It's just that since I was a child, I've been used to seeing the affectionate relationship between my father and my mother, and when I grow up, Erlang and Jiang Wan will still be there.

He can more or less taste it.

This kind of affection actually came suddenly.

He couldn't say when it started.

In just four months, his whole mood has changed.

What respects each other as guests, what desires and needs are all thrown away.

The moment the little eunuch said that she passed out just now, he was suffocated in his heart, now thinking about it——

"I didn't tell you this because you were pregnant."

Zhao Yu's tone was firm: "Aying, I was the one who was not good in the past. I have grown up so much, I have never met a girl who is happy, and I don't know what it feels like to like someone.

The father, the emperor, and the mother and the queen are deeply in love with each other. Although I have watched it since I was a child, I have never experienced it personally.

In the past, I always thought that I am the eldest son of my father, and I will bear the burden of the world in the future.

The burden on my shoulders is heavy, and I should not be entangled by the affection of my children. "

When he said this, he took a deep breath, thinking that he had to cut his heart out today, otherwise she might not believe it.

So after a moment's delay, he simply said it more directly: "You are in Runan, and you probably have heard a lot, that the father really loves the empress dowager, that's why he has repeatedly accommodated and tolerated the whole Zheng family for the empress mother's sake.

In the past few decades, how many wrong things the Zheng family has done. The emperor looked at the queen mother and raised his hand to cover the small things, as if he didn't know. …

If it's a big matter, the father doesn't want to let it go, and is determined to pursue it, but the mother comes and invites her.

After Jufan's mother opened her mouth, her father did not refuse, and just indulged the Zheng family for decades.

There are also Erlang and Aguan——Aguan has been very spoiled since she was a child, and when she was a little older, she relied on Erlang to bully others outside, but Erlang never felt that she was wrong, even if she bullied others, Erlang They all felt that she had been wronged.

I have seen too many such things, so I have always warned myself that it is best not to be contaminated by the love of children.

It's better if there is no love between men and women.

I have to be a wise king, and I can't go astray for the sake of the people around me. "

He clenched Chen Ying's hand even more tightly: "I say this, can you understand?"

Why didn't Chen Ying understand?

Zhao Yu has Zhao Yu's considerations, as well as his responsibilities.

He just hasn't experienced it, so he doesn't know.

Emotional matters are not up to him.

Chen Ying was happy inside.

Now that they are husband and wife, even if she felt that Zhao Yu's attitude was not worthy of her sincerity, she will still understand Zhao Yu from various aspects.

He is not one to bow his head easily.

The royal family is born with pride.

It's not that he won't admit his mistakes, but that most of the time he won't think it's a mistake.

Many people think that this is conceited and arrogant, but in Chen Ying's view, it is two different things.

How can someone like Zhao Yu be said to be proud?

Zhao's family is the best in the world, even if he is a dude with high eyesight and bullies, he seems to be right.

It can only be said that the education he received was like this.

After all, he will be the emperor in the future.

Since ancient times, there have only been ministers who have made mistakes, so where is the king who has done wrong things?

Even if he feels that he has done something wrong, he will use other methods to make up for it, instead of bowing his head and admitting his mistake.

Chen Ying knew that what he said was the truth.

He really regretted it.

Chen Ying's eyebrows stretched, becoming more gentle: "Your Highness means that you are pleasing to me now, regretting those words of treating you like a guest, and want me not to treat you so coldly?"

She made the point clear, but Zhao Yu was a little bit uneasy on the face.

He covered his lips and coughed twice: "Just... I think you are angry... Just now I heard from the imperial doctor that you have a stagnation in your chest, so I am more sure. This matter... Anyway, I was wrong. You put my Forget about the bastard's thoughts, let's live a good life, shall we?"

Such a grown-up person, who will be Aye's person for another eight or nine months, feels embarrassed now.

Chen Ying noticed with sharp eyes that the tips of his ears were red.

For the first time, she thought Zhao Yu was a lovely person.

Not interested?

Perhaps when Zhao Yu handed over the Token Talisman of King Su's Mansion to her for the first time, his heart was already moved.

When she defended her in the teahouse, and later went to the gate of the princess mansion to warn the Duke, Chen Ying knew that she was trapped in this life and could not get out.

She's just being reserved.

Because her husband, the person on the tip of her heart, only wants a wife who is respectful and respectful, not a girl who is sincerely in love and affectionate.

She didn't want Zhao Yu to find her annoying and worried that she would be entangled. …

It is indeed a gamble.

Knowing his intentions now, she is of course happy.

But he pretended to be unhappy on the face: "Isn't it up to His Highness to say what he says? I can't be tempted if His Highness wants to be a husband and wife who respect each other. If His Highness says you like me now, I have to forget about it." What have I become because of what you have said and done?

Zhao Yu said aloud: "Then... that's not to be afraid! Anyway, you know my intentions, so don't feel unhappy about it. I'm afraid that you will be unhappy and hurt your body. We...we are a serious husband and wife , the future will be long, you always know my heart, I can influence you!"

What a dork.

Probating people, is that called true love?

Chen Ying couldn't hold back any longer, and let out a chuckle: "It turns out that His Highness is as wise and wise as you, and you will be crazy when you encounter love affairs between men and women."

Zhao Yu was startled for a moment, and soon realized that she was just pretending to tease him.

But he didn't feel annoyed, his eyes were full of joy, and soon there was a warm color: "It's not a big deal if I meet you, just stay for a while, just make you happy and smile, it's good."

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It was already cold when Chen Ying gave birth.

Emperor Jinhe's health was getting worse and worse. Zhao Yu was out of skills every day. He had to take care of the palace and run the government, but he couldn't worry about Chen Ying. He was so busy that he had to squeeze out time during the day to accompany Chen Ying for a walk every day. The imperial doctor said that walking around before giving birth will help the delivery go smoothly.

Fortunately, the imperial concubine has given birth safely, and Zhao Xiyue's wedding is approaching, but she is not married yet.

After much deliberation, Zhao Yu simply went to discuss with the noble concubine, and took Zhao Xiyue to live in the East Palace, so that she could stay by Chen Ying's side all the time.

Although she herself was still a half-grown child, after returning from Chen Jun, she returned to the palace and took care of the noble concubine for several months, so Zhao Yu could finally feel at ease with her.

On the day of delivery, Chen Ying started it for a long time, and it took a whole morning.

The courtiers knew that the Crown Princess was about to give birth, and they didn't come to Zhao Yu to talk about anything important, so he had a lot of leisure today.

It wasn't until after lunch that Chen Ying's fetus really started to move and was about to give birth.

Wen Po was prepared early in the morning, and the imperial doctor also lived in the East Palace. Because she had activated too many times today, Zhao Yu sent people into the palace again early in the morning, and spread the news that the imperial doctor had come to the East Palace.

He didn't go to the front hall either, and stayed outside the bedroom hall.

Zhao Xiyue accompanied him.

Jiang Shi also came after hearing the news.

I'm afraid that he will be unstable like Zhao Xing.

Anyway, before Jiang Wan gave birth, Zhao Xing almost rushed into the delivery room.

In the past few months, his sincere elders have all seen him, and of course they are afraid that he will mess up.

Chen Ying's first birth went smoothly.

That child seemed very caring, and he was not willing to make his mother suffer too much. In less than two hours, the child fell to the ground, and the mother and child were safe.

Chen Ying was very competitive, and gave birth to a boy in her first child.

Jiang was also pleased to hear that.

After all, Zhao Yu is the prince of the East Palace, and he will be the emperor in the future.

Now the young couple are very affectionate, but in the future the palace will have to add someone.

If Chen Ying's stomach was a little bit less upbeat and gave birth to a girl, the courtiers would have more to say. Those memorabilia that invited Zhao Yun to be a side concubine would probably be full of Zhao Yu's books before Chen Ying came out. …

How good it is now.

With the eldest son, Chen Ying is still young as long as he is carefully cultivated. After a year or two, he will raise his body and have a few more children. As long as there are boys, the courtiers will shut up.

Anyway, there are not many people in the official harem, and they are all served by the queen mother when she is there.

"She gave birth safely, so I don't worry. You go and see her, and watch it. A woman's childbirth is usually exhausted. She is the first child. Although the birth went smoothly, it is also very tiring. , falling asleep now, you stay by the bed, she is happy to see you first when she opened her eyes, I will watch the child for you."

Jiang patted Zhao Yu on the shoulder, then turned to pull Zhao Xiyue back: "Let's go, go and see your little nephew."

Zhao Xiyue let out a cry, with the brightest smile on her face, and bowed to Zhao Yu, "Congratulations, Brother Wang!"

Of course Zhao Yu was overjoyed, he couldn't say anything at the moment, ordered his servants to take care of him, and went into the inner room by himself.

The smell of blood in the hall has not yet dissipated, but the windows cannot be opened now, for fear that the cold air will freeze Chen Ying.

The earth dragon is burning in the house, if it is incense, the smell will be mixed together, and the smell will be even more unpleasant.

With a sullen face, Zhao Yu ordered his servants to cut and bring in the fresh melons and fruits that had been prepared earlier, and then asked people to fetch ice from the ice mirror. , but the diffusion of ice air will make the aroma of melons and fruits more scattered.

After about half an hour, Chen Ying woke up leisurely.

She knew that she was in a state of embarrassment and looked very ugly. Seeing Zhao Yu, she felt a little awkward: "Your Highness doesn't go to see the child, why is he guarding by my bed? I am very ugly now. You have been looking at it for a long time, and you are ashamed to death. "

Zhao Yu felt that she was so cute, and grabbed her hand that was about to cover her face: "Nonsense, I think you look very good-looking, otherwise how could you give birth to such a beautiful child?"

When Chen Ying heard him say it looks good, her heart sank slightly: "I was exhausted during the delivery, and I gave birth with my last breath. As soon as the baby fell to the ground, I heard a cry, and fell asleep drowsily. Did I give birth to a girl?"

She was somewhat worried, and Zhao Yu didn't blame her.

They are not a couple of ordinary people. It is very well-known to have a boy and a girl. She actually cares about this very much if she has the eldest son and can shut up the mouths of all officials.

Realizing that what he said just now made her misunderstand, he rubbed her cheek: "No, my Aying is very capable and gave birth to my eldest son."

Chen Ying frowned, and let out a long sigh of relief: "Your Highness deliberately scares people! You know I care about this."

In fact, it is not the child who cares, but him.

She didn't want to let Baiguan have something to say, and forced him to accept his side concubine into the East Palace. They were in love with each other, and she didn't want to share him with other girls.

Others may think that she is not tolerant enough, not a good mistress, let alone a crown princess, the future queen of the palace.

But Zhao Yu fell in love with her petite nature.

"Yes, I was wrong. Don't worry, now that the child is born and is very healthy, I will teach him well, and the courtiers will not have the opportunity to force me to accept the concubine in the future."

Chen Ying said warmly in his heart: "That's a good deal, if His Highness doesn't keep his word in the future—"

As she was speaking, she sighed again, dragged the end of her voice, and said forget it: "Your Highness is very honorable, if you really don't keep your promises, and put these words behind you in three to five years, I won't take His Highness for granted." Method."

She was acting like a baby, and Zhao Yu's heart was so soft that he took her hand and held it in his palm: "No. I am the prince, and I will never break my promise to you."

His eyes were burning, so determined.

She was the firmest choice in his life, never anyone else.

Chen Ying lowered her eyes and smiled, and it took a long time to respond to him shallowly: "Okay. I will accompany Your Highness, life after life, and grow old hand in hand."