It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 135 Crazy Woman

Only then did Shi Hai discover that they were not blind because of love.

He originally thought that they would value him so much, but it was only because Xi Shi's love for her was in the eyes of the beholder.

After all, it is said that a woman in love has a zero IQ.

But in fact, on the contrary, they were sober that they could no longer be sober.

Shi Hai remembered that he had explained his views on love with Jian Sichun before, and at that time he still felt that his views might seem conservative and backward.

But now it seems that they not only know this clearly, but also like it most.

At the same time, Shi Hai was also a little emotional.

It seems that I have been consistent.

Many times, people unknowingly become the person they once hated.

Stained with the worldly smell and the stench of money, the persistence of the past has long been lost.

This is actually due to the family where Shi Hai was born and his good mother who is open-minded.

It is precisely because Shi Hai did not bear too much pressure in life that he has the right to choose freely.

Shi Hai didn't know what kind of era the future would be like, but he could already see some clues based on speculations from Zhu Lingjie's words.

With the popularization of the Internet, we will see many other people's lives that we never imagined, but we will also be disappointed to find that their lives are far away from our own.

The virtual world shortens the distance between people and increases the distance between people.

People who lack social interaction in reality can only seek attention on the Internet.

The same is true for Zhu Lingjie and Jian Sichun.

They have never been loved by anyone other than their family, but they met Shi Hai like fate and got real emotion from him.

If the memories of their previous lives were regarded as a dream, Shi Hai is undoubtedly their dream lover.

It is even more dreamy than Prince Charming.

And first love is always impressive.

"This kind of love is too extravagant for us...but for women, they just like dazzling luxury..."

Zhu Lingjie looked into Shi Hai's eyes, starry.

Shi Hai was speechless.

He opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.

Even he felt that in the face of this level of sincerity, it would be too stupid for him to find an excuse to refuse.

And they are looking for true love, why not Shi Hai?

He also thought that maybe he could meet a woman who would make him willing to give everything in the future...

Now it seems that they have really met, or they are destined to meet in the future.

And have met in every different future.

Perhaps this is some kind of 'rule'...

The most terrible thing is that they are all reborn back to the past.

It was as if all the lottery tickets that should be won in the future were suddenly discounted and entered into Shi Hai's account.

For Shi Hai who has not been reborn, this seems too dreamy.

It was so dreamy that he even felt that they were just my delusions.

And the more illusory and groundless the existence, the more disturbing it will be.

Shi Hai finally understood that he was dating two beauties at the same time, and was being targeted by a rich senior sister. He was in a situation similar to opening a harem, but there was always a feeling of being stuck in his throat...

The source of this feeling is anxiety.

"what……"

Shi Hai sighed helplessly.

To put it mildly, he is conservative and stable, but to put it badly, he is simply cowardly.

It turns out that I am a narrow-minded coward...

If there is only one, I think there is no problem.

But more than one will not work.

Because of the fear of losing any of them.

It's like doing a full collection and suddenly discovering that you have missed something, and there is no way to collect it this week, it will make people feel uncomfortable.

But Shi Hai couldn't enter the second week to continue playing.

Shi Hai suddenly realized that there was nothing wrong with what his mother said.

He didn't have the courage to open the harem at all.

"It seems that you really like me."

"Of course, I like you the most."

"But what you like is the single-minded me, so now I have to say something that will disillusion you."

"Oh... are you going to start persuading me?"

Zhu Lingjie tilted her head with a smile.

Compared with her when she was just reborn, she seemed more at ease.

Because she has already determined that Shi Hai will not change.

Even if he has no memory, he is still the same...

The man who deserves all her love.

"Yeah, your turn is over. I already understand how important you guys think of me. Then it's my turn. Of course I will try to refute it."

"Please, if you can really convince me and Sisi, it might be a relief for us."

Zhu Lingjie didn't panic at all.

Now she is not afraid of Shi Hai saying anything to reject her anymore.

Because no matter what Shi Hai said, it must be for their sake.

This man's gentleness is not reflected on the superficial surface, but at the root.

It can be said to be gentle to the bone.

"Look, I fell in love with different women in different futures, right?"

"Indeed..."

"In other words, I'm an 'anyone can' shit, aren't I?"

"Shi Hai, you can't do it for everyone, can you?"

"That's just because I didn't encounter other interference factors."

"Interfering factors?"

"For example, in your future in Lingjie, I didn't meet Sichun, nor did I meet Senior Sister Tianshui."

"Is that so..."

"Then suppose I met Sichun first?"

"In that case, you should fall in love with Sisi first, right? After that is the future she experiences..."

"That's right, the result still depends on who I 'meet first'. Isn't this proof that I just fall in love with someone according to the order of 'first come, first come'?"

"If it really depends on the order, Shi Hai, you should be infatuated with Tianshui-senpai by now. After all, she was the first one I saw, isn't it?"

Zhu Lingjie stretched out her index finger and pointed at Shi Hai's chest, looked up at his eyes and asked with a smile.

"So, now you, the person you love the most is Senior Sister Tianshui?"

If you answer 'yes' now, you will directly declare Tianshui to be the final winner.

Tianshui might never have dreamed of such a good thing like a pie in the sky.

And if the answer is 'no', all the foreshadowings Shi Hai said before will be falsified.

Moreover, Zhu Lingjie was still pointing at Shi Hai's chest... which was his heart.

It's like reminding him 'you shouldn't tell lies against your will'.

Shi Hai had no choice but to bite the bullet and open his eyes to speak nonsense.

"...It should have been, but because I received a warning letter, I knew that all of you are reborn, otherwise I might have fallen in love with Tianshui-senpai by now."

Maybe?
In fact, the sea is not so sure.

Because judging from Tianshui's attitude towards him, maybe in Tianshui's future, his relationship with Tianshui is not an ordinary relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, or a relationship between husband and wife.

It seems to be more special...

And in Tianshui's future, his behavior is also abnormal...

Still, the relationship must be close, that's for sure.

After hearing this, Zhu Lingjie put down her hand in satisfaction, and she knew that Shi Hai hadn't made a choice at all.

"There's no way to dissuade me at this level, because I know that in my future, Shi Hai, you chose me, so even if you meet Sisi later, or Senior Sister Tianshui, even Bai Yue... ...you will never fall in love with anyone else."

"That's right! That's it! This is the real reason why you like me!"

Shi Hai spread his hands and asked back.

"And yet you are now destroying your favorite parts with your own hands, isn't that contradictory?"

"It's not contradictory. We do like the single-minded you, but we don't 'only like' the single-minded part of you."

"But in this way, my specialness will be lost. What is the difference between me and other men who have lost the advantage of single-mindedness?"

"You are Shi Hai, this is the most special place."

It's almost like a materialist trying to prove to a religious person that 'your god doesn't exist'.

Play the piano on the cow.

It doesn't make sense at all.

"In the end, none of us could convince anyone..."

"It's just that you can't convince us."

"No way, you really want to turn me into a scumbag who can feel at ease if he likes two or three women at the same time..."

"Because in this world where everyone has been reborn, it is already impossible to monopolize it."

"So you choose to compromise? Why should you wrong yourself?"

"Because you are Shi Hai."

"..."

Shi Hai smiled wryly and shook his head.

It really doesn't make sense.

It's like a rabid fan saying 'because he's my idol, he's doing the right thing'.

"And in fact, you haven't made a choice yet, have you? You haven't decided who your right girl is..."

"If I can really fall in love with a woman under such circumstances, then there is really no cure."

"You see you are always so serious, of course we will like you more and more?"

"Hey……"

Shi Hai sighed again.

It turns out that cutting off a person's love is actually such a difficult thing.

"But I can't like you all at once..."

"I know, if you really liked all of us all of a sudden, we might be really disillusioned."

"Is that so...Damn it, if only I could be a little more scumbag..."

Zhu Lingjie smiled from the bottom of her heart.

Although they are indeed trying to turn Shi Hai into a playboy who can like all of them at the same time, she still feels very happy seeing Shi Hai's tangled appearance.

"Sure enough...Although Sisi is very anxious, things like feelings can't be rushed..."

"It feels like she just wants me to be addicted to your beauty. Obviously this is not what you want, I don't quite understand her thoughts..."

"Sisi is just trying to give you the lack of sense of reality in this way, and let the thought of 'ah, this woman is mine' appear in your head. This is indeed the fastest way now."

Zhu Lingjie held her chest in her hands, pushed her chest forward, then turned around, put her hands on her waist, and raised her buttocks backwards.

After showing off her bumpy figure, put her hands on both sides of her cheeks to show off her beauty.

"Our biggest weapon is to look beautiful and have a good figure."

So cute.

Shi Hai nodded in agreement with her statement.

"Actually, money should count? Speaking of which, I haven't tried it yet..."

Zhu Lingjie took out her wallet, pulled out a handful of bills and said.

"Excuse me, how much does it cost to buy your first one?"

"puff……"

Shi Hai couldn't help laughing.

It's interesting to see Zhu Lingjie making serious jokes.

"Why are you laughing, I'm serious..."

"I'm not a professional cowherd... Are you trying to turn me into a badass?"

"Look, you won't change at all in the end..."

Zhu Lingjie also showed a wry smile.

"Actually, I'm still a little dissatisfied..."

"Oh?"

Zhu Lingjie puffed up her cheeks and spoke her mind.

"I just wanted to enjoy the world of husband and wife with you... But I was pulled back to the past, and I have to share you with other women who have the same experience as me..."

"Objectively speaking, this is really too much."

"But maybe she's here to save you...and me too."

"Ok?"

"Shi Hai, I don't have the memory of your accident."

"Ah."

"But if you are safe and sound in my future, there is no need to send me back to the past."

"Indeed."

"Although it cannot be ruled out that Bai Yue is a woman with a bad personality who came to destroy my happiness because she couldn't get you... But I don't think she is that kind of person."

"Who knows that?"

Shi Hai felt that the most complicated and unpredictable thing was the human heart.

Even if I actually met, I don't understand what the other party is thinking.

"I'm willing to believe that there is a high probability that Bai Yue is the same as us."

"similar?"

"Well, she should have also been the woman who got your true love, so I don't have that memory, mostly because she helped me erase it... because of sympathy."

Zhu Lingjie bowed her head and said.

"Because if I still retain that memory... I will definitely go crazy..."

"This……"

"That's right, that is to say, she can 'selectively transmit memories'."

"...Wait, don't draw conclusions now. If Bai Yue has really been reborn many times... Her concepts, and even her mental structure, may be quite different from normal people."

Shi Hai patted Zhu Lingjie on the shoulder.

"Look at yourselves, the thinking has begun to become...um..."

Shi Hai thought about it for a while, and still didn't use overly straightforward words like 'abnormal' or 'morbid', but chose a relatively conservative word.

"It's becoming 'special', isn't it?"

But Zhu Lingjie knew what Shi Hai really wanted to say.

And she also knew that she had become abnormal.

However, for her now, this abnormal concept is what she needs most.

Once you become a normal person, you have to accept Shi Hai's principles, be persuaded by him and leave his side.

Only leaving Shihai is not among Zhu Lingjie and Jian Sichun's options.

Zhu Lingjie was also thinking, if only she could be as free and easy as Senior Sister Tianshui.

It's a pity that neither she nor Jian Sichun can do it.

After all, Tianshui was an 'extraordinary existence' from the very beginning, and they could only make themselves 'sick'.

When he is sick, even if Shi Hai really likes another woman, he will feel happy, not to the extent of jealousy...

And if it is said that Jian Sichun and Zhu Lingjie, who are reborn for the first time, have just started to get sick now.

That Bai Yue was undoubtedly a seriously ill patient.

She must have repeatedly witnessed the situation of 'Shi Hai falling in love with other women' countless times.

And in order to save Shi Hai, she even sent these women back to the past.

Created the current chaotic situation...

Just a crazy woman.

(End of this chapter)