It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 149

Calm down...Calm down first.

Shi Hai used the thumb of one hand to press the palm of the other hand, and after massaging for a while, he put his palms together and took a deep breath.

He also read stories about Time loop.

For example, the quite classic movie "Groundhog Day", or the novel "Killing Reincarnation" that will be made into a movie in the future, etc.

In short, it means that someone is constantly experiencing a period of time repeatedly.

If Shi Hai encountered this kind of thing suddenly in the past, he definitely didn't know how to explain it.

But now, if you think about it carefully, maybe it can still be classified as rebirth.

Because to put it bluntly, the time loop is actually a "rebirth" that "recurs" in a 'short period of time', isn't it?
So supernatural factors can still be ruled out. It is not Bai Key's special ability, or a special phenomenon that happened on this island, but 'someone sent Bai Key back from October 10th to October 6nd'.

However, if this was the case, Hai was a little puzzled at that time, why this kind of thing happened at 'this time'.

First of all, if you want to regenerate, you must first 'copy memory'.

Then transfer the copied memory to the past.

Only in this way can the process of rebirth be completed.

The most critical of these is the device for copying memory and transmitting it...

That is to say, there must be something called a 'rebirth device'.

But... right now, isn't the rebirth device not manufactured yet?

What exactly is going on?

If Xiao Yao, like Jian Sichun and the others, went back to the past from the distant future, it can be understood that she was sent back to the past...

But at this point in time, it should be impossible. After all, Tianshui, the big sponsor, has not even opened a company yet, let alone a scientific research team.

Could it be possible to manufacture it with only theory... Is the rebirth device something that can be easily produced with energy?
That was too scary.

Although with the advancement of science and technology, any invention will be miniaturized, just like the original computers and mobile phones are very huge.

But as the world's first rebirth device, its volume cannot be small no matter what.

In Shi Hai's imagination, he should first wear a helmet-like thing to copy and store the memory, and then use something like a super-large particle accelerator to transmit information such as memory through the miniature black hole and transmit it to the past ...

And it's not all delusional.

Shi Hai has read a lot of related theoretical books recently, and thinks this is the most likely design.

However, as long as you haven't seen the actual rebirth device with your own eyes, these are just speculations.

Maybe...the rebirth device is really a very small portable item.

Having said that, since the parties are all in front of you, why not ask her what kind of process she has gone through?

Thinking of this, Shi Hai turned his attention back to his eyes.

I found that Kaname had cleaned the fish for cooking and was peeling the skin and guts.

"Have you finished thinking about it? Come and help me deal with these oysters when you're done thinking about it."

"Okay...it seems that you are used to me."

Shi Hai has a bad habit of blocking out the surrounding information when thinking deeply.

And in the eyes of others, Shi Hai was in a daze, not listening to others at all, and seemed absent-minded.

And only those who are familiar with him know that he is actually thinking about some very important things, so they will not complain about it, but will quietly wait for him to finish thinking before continuing the topic.

In the past when there was only a mother, this kind of situation was not many, but as more and more women came back from rebirth, there were more and more mysteries around them, Shi Hai pondered more and more frequently, and they all Tacitly left Shi Hai with time to think fully.

This is one of the manifestations of 'Knowing Time and Sea'.

From this, it can be seen that Bai Key's understanding of Shi Hai is already very deep.

"Because I have seen it many times. Every time I tell you that I came back from October 10th, you will suddenly stand still like this. You must be thinking about some complicated and difficult things... ..."

"It's not very complicated. If you want to hear it, I can explain it to you. Of course, I may have already explained it to you."

"If you mean that the 'time loop' I'm encountering now is likely to be caused by the 'rebirth device', you've already told me."

"Sure enough... that's fine, save me the trouble of explaining."

Shi Hai folded his arms and nodded, he understood why Xiao Yao didn't have any defense against him, and even teased him in reverse.

After all, even if it is a guest, it is too unsafe to bring a man home directly.

It could only be that Shi Hai has visited her home countless times, so she is confident.

But it also means the same question, which Shi Hai has asked countless times...

She must have been impatient.

But Bai Yao didn't seem to be completely desperate yet, she said to Shi Hai while skillfully slicing the fish.

"I know you are much smarter than me, and you should be more aware of what happened to me than I am... So, if you have any questions, just ask."

"Really? It was a great help."

"But I can only tell you 'what I experienced', I can't tell you the reason, because I can't figure out what's going on..."

"It is enough to tell me what happened, and I will try my best to analyze it for you."

"Hey...Although I don't have any hope..."

Now Shi Hai finally understood why she wasn't panicking at all.

Obviously, she has already passed the panic period and accepted this unreasonable reality.

The first few times, she may be extremely flustered, trying desperately to figure out what to do to break the cycle, trying various methods.

And when she tried dozens of times and ended in failure, if she couldn't break the cycle anyway, she would become numb at this time.

Perhaps Xiao Yao didn't have this lazy and dull expression at the beginning, but because she had repeated it too many times, she couldn't feel any emotion anymore.

To put it bluntly, I gave up completely, and felt that nothing mattered.

This is too sad...

Shi Hai felt that he had to help her well, and it was her reward for saving him.

Otherwise, no one would be able to help her, and it would be difficult to even convince others to believe her.

"What happened in the end, do you remember?"

"I knew you were going to ask this... I've tried several times based on the 'possibilities' you told me about."

"Oh?"

"The first few times, I fell asleep and then opened my eyes and went back to the past... Then you told me, try not to sleep, stay up until night to see..."

"and then?"

"The result has not changed. As soon as midnight on October [-]th, the whole world will return to October [-]nd. Even if you don't blink, it is useless. It will still go directly back to October [-]nd, which is the early morning of today. "

"What was the scene like when you returned?"

"You've told me this too. I've also tried not to be at home, but to spend zero o'clock outside, and even tried to hold hands with you..."

Saying that, Xiao Yao turned her head to look at Shi Hai, her lazy eyes slowly widened, revealing a sad expression.

"But it still doesn't work... Eventually I will go back to my own home... Even if I open my eyes, my eyes will turn black, and then I will go back to the 'closed eyes state', and when I open my eyes again, I will find myself lying in bed ..."

"This……"

Only then did Shi Hai realize that her decadent appearance was not caused by laziness...

But because of 'tiredness'.

Suffering from mental torture, that's why he is depressed.

"I even wondered if all this was just a dream I had... In reality, I haven't woken up at all."

"...Don't think too much, this is reality."

However, Shi Hai's words were not convincing, and the girl's eyes were almost empty.

"Reality? If it is reality, why do these days keep repeating?"

"Why... only I have to go through this kind of thing?"

"I wanted to leave this island after graduation, so I worked hard to save money..."

"Shouldn't I have such unreasonable thoughts?"

"Is this my punishment...?"

In fact, there is no connection at all.

People will find a reason for all the unsatisfactory things they encounter.

'Why am I the only one suffering from this misfortune?Is the whole world against me? ', this is a very typical egocentric venting.

Shihai's secret path is terrible...

Because until just now, Bai Key's performance was normal, and it could even be said to be very reliable.

As a result, Shi Hai mistakenly thought that she had long been used to it.

But in fact, her mental state was already on the verge of collapse.

"If I am also dreaming at this moment..."

She slowly raised the kitchen knife in her hand and said close to her neck.

"Is it... that you can be freed by dying?"

Shi Hai reached out to grab the knife impulsively. At this time, grabbing the knife might lead to an accident, so he first reminded with the loudest voice.

"Hey! Don't do something stupid!"

"I……"

The girl slowly closed her eyes, and then pressed the tip of the knife to her throat.

Shi Hai couldn't watch anymore, he strode forward and stretched out his hand to take the knife from her hand.

Unexpectedly, she opened her hands suddenly, moved the knife aside, the expression on her face changed back to the original indifferent one, and she was talking.

"Kidding."

"...?!"

But Shi Hai couldn't stop the car anymore, and couldn't take back his outstretched hand, so a very clichéd romantic incident happened.

The warmth of his palms and the dampness of his lips made Shi Hai instantly understand what happened, and quickly stepped back and leaned back, trying to distance himself.

However, Kaname suddenly wrapped his arms around his neck with his right hand, continuing this 'accident'.

A faint mint flavor spreads in the mouth...

wrong!

Why did it become like this!
Shi Hai hurriedly pressed the girl's shoulders, forcefully separated each other's bodies, and then wiped his mouth with the back of his hand in disbelief.

It was a real kiss... and the touch is still there.

The person involved licked his lips with his tongue as if he had tasted it, and then stretched out his hand to Shi Hai again and said.

"Isn't it artificial respiration this time? Please pay."

"...?!"

Even if he is as stable as the sea of ​​time, he almost scolds his mother at this moment.

What the hell!
Is the look of 'I'm desperate, I want to die' just now a fake?

The real purpose is just to kiss and cheat money?
No, can this be considered cheating... I really kissed her...

Now, it was Shi Hai's turn to be confused, and he didn't know how to react...

As a result, he really asked that question as soon as his head twitched.

"Uh... how much does it cost?"

With a snort, Kaname held her belly and laughed out loud until tears flowed down her cheeks.

"You're really interesting... Are you really going to give me money?"

"So, was that a joke, too?"

"Otherwise? What's the use of asking for your money now? As long as I'm still trapped in these five days, no matter how much money I have, I won't be able to leave this island."

"So...you said you want to leave the island, is that true?"

"Yeah, I've been on this broken island for more than ten years, but my dad is running around all over the world, isn't it fair? So I wanted to leave this island after graduation next year... and it happened. It's really disgusting after this thing..."

"I see...but you really scared me just now, I thought you were really going to commit suicide."

Then I heard Xiao Yao raised the kitchen knife in his hand and said calmly while chopping the fish head.

"Ah, actually I was half serious just now."

"...!"

Shi Hai felt his heart twitch violently again.

This girl...is a bit scary.

"But since you 'already' stopped me, I won't do something stupid again."

"Again...? It seems that you have done something stupid?"

"Well, once before, when I wanted to end myself, you ran over to stop me just like before...and then you were accidentally injured."

"Uh, I won't die..."

"That's not true, it's just that the shoulder was pierced, and there was a lot of blood... But all your girlfriends are crying like tears, and they look at me as if they want to swallow me alive Same...it's scary."

Saying that, Kaname shrank her neck, hugged her shoulder and rubbed it twice.

"Okay, so now you have been convinced by me?"

"That's right... You said that no matter how you think about it, it's better to be alive, because now I can experience things that I have never experienced before, even if I will live forever in a cycle... Anyway, it's like this Why not turn it around and 'take advantage of the situation'?"

Kaname recalled what Shi Hai said to herself at that time, imitating his expression and tone and said those words verbatim.

"Don't think of it as 'stuck in these five days', think of it as 'got five days that can be repeated over and over again', you are not losing your freedom... Rather, you are now 'freer' ' is."

When Shi Hai watched his imitation show, he felt a little embarrassed.

Because it really seemed like something he could say... The tone and expression were all in place.

"I understand, no wonder you suddenly ran over to kiss me. I wanted to ask you why, but in fact there is no reason at all."

Kaname showed a big smile and said.

"That's right, because I wanted to kiss, so I kissed. Anyway, if it doesn't work this time, you won't remember it then. If that's the case, I can do whatever I want, right?"

"There are indeed no taboos..."

No wonder her mind was so out of bounds.

Maybe it's Shi Hai's fault here.

In order to enlighten her, Shi Hai instilled in her the idea of ​​'that's why she can do whatever she wants'.

That's why she became so casual.

Shi Hai didn't know whether it was good or bad, but he could only say that if she really accepted this set of rhetoric completely, it wouldn't be surprising if she did anything strange.

Like running around naked, or even killing people...

She turned her head suddenly, looked at Shi Hai seriously and said.

"But so far, I've only kissed you once?"

"Uh……"

"I think it's pretty good, no wonder men and women like to kiss after dating... Oh, by the way, you don't have to be troubled, it's just a kiss, I don't need you to be responsible, I also know that you have several girlfriends, yes For you, it’s just for fun, so don’t worry too much about it.”

"Even if you say don't care...it's still my first kiss..."

Hearing this, Xiao Yao looked at Shi Hai in surprise, and asked in surprise.

"Hey? Really? Haven't you ever kissed them before?"

"At least I don't think so."

"Oh~ so it's our first kiss for each other? Hmm~ I feel like I've earned it!"

Shi Hai scratched his cheek, not knowing what to say.

Originally, he thought that his first kiss would be with one of Jian Sichun and the others...

The result turned out to be an affectionate kiss with a girl who had just met...

But I have to say...

The feeling of kissing is really good.

(End of this chapter)