It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 161 Intimacy

Kaname shook her head, and said with starry eyes.

"No! I really like listening to you, senior. These analyzes don't sound boring at all. It's better to say that I really like listening to these words that can broaden people's knowledge!"

"Haven't I told you these things before?"

"Well! This is the first time... because this question is also the first time I ask you senior."

Then Kaname hugged Shi Hai and acted coquettishly.

"Let's talk more! Since you don't think you will be immortal, senior, what will happen to you when you die nine years later?"

"I'm not very clear about this... Speaking of which, if I could figure this out, I would have already escaped from the sea of ​​suffering."

Shi Hai said with a wry smile.

"Well, it's really not that simple...Speaking of which, I'm still trapped in the time loop, and it's not my turn to worry about you, senior...Are we a pair of fateful couples? Suddenly there is a kind of It feels like destiny! It's romantic!"

Seeing that Xiao Yao was happy, Shi Hai was a little bit dumbfounded.

"I think... Destiny shouldn't be a stupid and rigid system."

"Oh? Senior, do you mean that the change of fate is actually very complicated?"

"Yeah, after all, fate doesn't just affect one person or something, but a huge system that affects everyone and everything. It can't be so simple that it can't handle even a small accident."

But Shi Hai did have some inferences about fate.

Especially after knowing that Kaname is trapped in the time loop, he can deduce the "law of change" backwards from Kaname's experience.

"Xiao Yao, let me ask you, today, that is, on October [-]th, I came fishing. Is this the first time this happened?"

"No, it happened several times before. After all, there are not many recreational activities in the village. If you get tired of playing in the water, you can only come fishing."

"Then do I come fishing every time?"

"No, it doesn't happen every time that you come to fish, senior. It should be said that you started to come fishing after I asked you to die for love... because they saw me and senior After you go back together, you will be in a bad mood, and I won’t talk to you all day today, so leave me and you alone, senior."

"Is that true..."

Shi Hai showed an expression of 'as expected'.

Today he will ask Xiao Yao to go fishing together, the intention is because he saw Xiao Yao's lonely expression, and the trio is still angry, so he came out to avoid the limelight, and just to accompany Xiao Yao to relax.

That is, not on a whim or a whim, but for a reason.

If the Shura field last night hadn't happened, Hai probably wouldn't have come out to fish today.

It is more likely to be pestered by them to do other things.

"Well, but at the very beginning, I proposed it first. I said that I could teach you how to fish, sir, and then you agreed."

"Sure enough, you taught me fishing too."

"Because you taught me a lot of things, senior, so I also want to give you something in return, and the most important thing is... I was really ecstatic when I knew that you can retain part of your memory, senior?"

Shi Hai could understand her feelings.

Trapped in a time loop that resets every time without leaving a trace, it will only slowly sink into despair.

If it weren't for the persevering and obsidian-like person, he would probably have already collapsed.

"So you're taking me as 'positive feedback'?"

"That's right, after teaching you senior, even if you don't remember me, senior, you can always remember the skills I taught you. It's like I gave a part of me to you senior. The motivation to keep going is coming..."

Saying that, Xiao Yao hugged Shi Hai's neck, and lightly bit his ear.

"That's why... I have become very fond of leaving my mark on you, senior...hehe~"

The atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous.

"It's a pity that I know it and you don't, senior. There are so few things...and you can't remember the intellectual things...~"

I always feel that this sounds dirty, and it seems that men and women have opposite positions.

"I can get better because of you, senior? Because at the beginning I was running around all the time. I didn't know how to develop. What is the right thing to do. There are too many changes. The only constant possibility is Every time I have to come to the seaside to offer my first kiss... Well, can I smell it again? If you don't refuse, I will accept it."

In fact, before Shi Hai could give an answer, Kaname had already started to "steal" openly.

"You really don't hide your desire..."

Kaname said proudly, puffing out her chest.

"Of course, senior, you are my first love, that's why I like you so much that I want to die in love with you!"

"This sick girl's speech sounds really scary."

"Master, you don't seem to be afraid at all."

"Because you're not scary at all... It should be said that you are quite cute. You were obviously lazy before, but now you suddenly become energetic."

That's right, Shi Hai wasn't afraid at all, and even admired Kaname's candid attitude.

Is it because Shi Hai has big guts and rough nerves?

Maybe there was this factor, but more importantly, Shi Hai didn't feel embarrassed.

Because whether it is expressing love or proposing to die for love, it just seems heavy, but it doesn't mean to ask Shi Hai to bear it.

Probably because Xiao Yao knows that Shi Hai will not really fall in love with her, so she no longer expects Shi Hai's reply.

To put it simply: It doesn't matter if you don't like me, anyway, you are my first love, and I like you.

This also resembles Kaname's style.

When we first met, this girl gave him a lazy attitude of not caring about anything.

To use the buzzwords of the future, it is: put it badly.

Anyway, you can't get out of the time loop by doing anything... Then it's better to just open it.

It's just that it was like this before he proposed to die for love, but after Shi Hai said that he would think about it again, Xiao Yao's attitude changed 180 degrees.

Showed a particularly intimate attitude towards Shi Hai.

"I will become like this, and it's all your fault, senior!"

"Did I do something?"

"Just when I was trapped in the time loop, didn't know what to do, and was on the verge of mental breakdown, I was discovered by you, senior."

"This... If you were in a really bad situation at the time, it would be hard for me not to find out. After all, you came to save me in this state. I will definitely care about it."

"In short, after being discovered by you, senior, I couldn't help but tell you everything."

"So that's the case. After knowing this, I'm probably doing all kinds of reasoning like I am now, and then I will tell you."

"Yes, at first I was really overwhelmed... But then I learned to be like you, no longer just focus on the eyes, but look down from a higher place, think from multiple angles, and suddenly feel Everything suddenly became clear.”

"Switch your perspective and think differently. It seems that you have learned the essence."

"Yeah... Maybe you think that I saved your life, so you have to repay me... But in fact, the kindness has already been paid off? Because you not only saved my soul, but also the church I learned more important things, let me 'grow up'..."

Xiao Yao tenderly held Shi Hai's cheeks, the smile on his face was like a summer breeze.

"So... you are my 'senior'!"

(End of this chapter)