It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 205
Whiteheads overnight are not exaggerated plots that only appear in film and television dramas.

Shi Hai had heard similar things from his mother before.

It is said that a young woman who had been rescued before was paralyzed due to a traffic accident, and could only spend the rest of her life in a wheelchair.

After she heard about this incident, she received a huge mental shock, causing half of her hair to turn gray in one night... It is said that she is less than thirty years old.

Therefore, when undergoing major changes and under great pressure, the hair will really turn white.

Shi Hai knew about it before, and it seems that its principle has something to do with hair loss.

After all, the age of people with hair loss is getting younger and younger...

However, Kaname's hair is graying so quickly, it's so conspicuous and so thorough, it's still incredible to look at.

Even if the hair turns gray overnight, it cannot be 'all white hair', it should be partly white, black and white, it will look closer to gray.

What's more, Xiao Kaname is still sleeping at this time...

Is it related to high fever?
Or...was it something to do with memory?

At this moment, a face of a person appeared in Shi Hai's mind.

That was An Shengwei who I met for the first time yesterday.

Because the scene at that time was really impressive, the pure white girl in the ruins...

Yes, An Shengwei also had gray hair, and it was completely white.

And, Shi Hai also remembered that Tian Shui once said that the Bai Yue she had seen had white hair.

But the current Bai Yue is not white-haired.

Why hasn't Bai Yue's hair turned white now?
And whether it was Jian Sichun who had been reborn once, or Chu Chen and Ye Guang who had been reborn repeatedly, including Shi Hai himself, the hair color did not change.

Only 'Original Bai Yue' and 'An Shengwei' had white hair.

If it is assumed that the original Bai Yue had some kind of special memory, and having this kind of memory would cause her hair to turn gray, then it would not be surprising that An Shengwei, who also had Bai Yue's memory, would undergo the same change.

And now even Kaname's hair is starting to turn white...

Could this be considered an 'awakening'?
In fact, Shihai was still dubious about Bai Yue's judgment before, but now it seems that he is the only one who knows himself best?

"Well……"

Xiao Yao whimpered in pain, bringing Shi Hai back to his senses.

Anyway, let's take care of Kaname first.

It can be said that the process of Kaname's hair gradually turning white is 'reading the progress bar'.

When the "progress bar" is finished reading, you will know what kind of changes have taken place in her mind.

After thinking for a while, Shi Hai warmed up the ice towel in his hand, threw the wet towel into the ice water basin to cool down again, and then picked up a dry towel, ready to wipe Kaname's body.

Shi Hai is no longer an innocent virgin, so he won't be embarrassed or shy, and cleanly removes her nightgown, wipes the sweat with a dry towel, and restores her to a dry state.

After that, he wrapped Kaname with a bath towel to prevent her from catching a cold, then picked her up and moved her to the sofa in the living room.

Because Kaname was sweating a lot, the sheets and bedding were soaked and needed to be changed.

After changing the sheets and quilt, Shi Hai took Kaname back into the room and carefully put him on the bed.

Shi Hai thought for a while, but he didn't put on clothes for her, after all, if he sweated again later, he would wipe her off again.

If you put on clothes for her, you have to take them off afterwards, and it's too much trouble to do it over and over again.

Besides, it would be more comfortable to sleep naked, wouldn't it?
Otherwise, Jian Sichun wouldn't have been naked at home some time ago.

It's not that Shi Hai is afraid of trouble, it's just that he is afraid that if he tosses Xiao Yao so much, he may accidentally wake her up.

Once she wakes up halfway, this process of change might be interrupted...

Now Xiao Yao has become their group's only hope against An Shengwei, she must not be affected in any way.

To be on the safe side, Shi Hai even locked the door of his room.

Next, just pay attention to Xiaoyan's state all the time, and change her with a cold towel every once in a while to cool down her feverish mind.

After doing all this, Shi Hai can't do anything else, but can only wait for the result quietly.

In short, Shi Hai first took out the communication device that Chu Chen had given him, and sent a message to Bai Yue and the others to inform them of the current situation.

Then I immediately received a reply from Bai Yue, which only contained three words.

【Hold her】

It seems that Bai Yue also thinks that Xiao Yao is the last straw.

Now I'm afraid that An Shengwei will suddenly break in... Then it's really GAME OVER.

As soon as Shi Hai had this idea, Bai Yue sent another message.

【We will lure her away, she should also want to catch me even more now】

It seemed that he and Bai Yue were really in tune, and they even had the same worries.

Looking at it now, Bai Yue's provocation really played a key role, causing An Shengwei's attention to temporarily shift from Shi Hai to Bai Yue.

If Chu Chen was used as the bait, An Shengwei might not pay attention, but if Bai Yue was used as the bait, An Shengwei would definitely be hooked.

Even if An Shengwei's spirit has gone crazy, there are two people who absolutely cannot be ignored.

My favorite person, Shi Hai.

The person I hate the most is Bai Yue.

The three form another fantastic triangle.

There is nothing wrong with saying that it is the entanglement of karma in the previous life.

And whether it can be done in "this life"... It all depends on her.

Shi Hai looked at Xiao Yao on the bed again, judging from her stretched eyebrows, Shi Hai took good care of her, and it should have made her much more comfortable.

At this time, Kaname's hair had already turned gray by about one-fifth, and it felt like white highlights.

It will probably be over by morning.

Seeing that Kaname's state tended to be stable, Shikai folded his arms while sitting on the chair, closed his eyes, and prepared to take a nap.

He had been running around all night, and he was in a state of high tension. He had consumed a lot of energy and was indeed a little tired.

Remaining half asleep and half awake, time passed by, until it was six in the morning, and there was the sound of birds singing outside the window.

Its daybreak.

"..."

At the same time, Kaname's hair has also turned completely white.

Shi Hai touched her forehead, and the fever has subsided.

Then, it's time to wake up...

Not long ago, the contact from Bai Yue was cut off.

I'm afraid Bai Yue and Chu Chen have already been caught by An Shengwei.

The situation is not optimistic.

For the first time in his life, Shi Hai clasped his hands together and prayed in front of his forehead.

"Please, wake up..."

As if answering Tokikai's prayer, she opened her eyes.

Sitting up from the bed, the quilt on his body slipped off, and he looked out the window and fell silent.

Shi Hai stared at the divine Kaname bathed in the morning light... This feeling is both familiar and strange.

It was like the suffocating beauty that I felt when I saw An Shengwei last night, and the wonderful feeling that could not be expressed in words.

After searching the thesaurus in his brain, Shi Hai finally found a suitable word...'destined'.

Perhaps this is the 'fateful encounter'.

She raised her hands to her eyes, looked back and forth, and then spoke the first sentence.

"The skin color is different... Well, it seems to be successfully 'activated'."

This sentence made Shi Hai realize that the person in front of him was not Xiao Yao.

Who is that 'she'?
Shi Hai already had an answer to this question in his heart.

If Bai Yue really left insurance on Xiao Yao's body, what kind of insurance was it?

Is it some kind of strategy, or a way to break the situation, or knowledge...

Now it seems that it's all...

Because she left 'herself'.

"Time Sea..."

At this time, she finally turned her head to look at Shi Hai.

Shi Hai also looked at her, and their eyes met.

She looked at Shi Hai's face, slowly stretched out her hand, stroked his cheek with the most gentle way, and said with a gentle smile.

"Hehe... I saw you just after waking up. It seems that today will go well."

Shi Hai opened his mouth and didn't know how to respond, so he asked after holding back for a long time.

"who are you?"

She asked back with a smile.

"Don't you already have the answer in your heart?"

"...Bai Yue?"

"Well... I miss you so much..."

She opened her hands, wanting to hug Shi Hai, but Shi Hai took the lead to hold her shoulders.

Because there is one thing that Shi Hai cares about...

That is... where is the original Xiao going?

Shi Hai asked with a serious and serious expression.

"Did you...replace Kaname?"

'Bai Yue' shook her head and said with a smile.

"No, you will hate doing that kind of thing, and I'm not the kind of vicious woman who would sacrifice my sister."

"Phew...then what is this..."

"Dual personality, you should have heard of it, you can treat me as another personality of Yao'er."

It turned out to be a dual personality?
So it's actually a swap?

"how did you do that?"

'Bai Yue' said, nodding her chin.

"The principle is quite complicated...but it basically reproduces that woman's ability."

"An Shengwei?"

Hearing that Shi Hai actually mentioned that woman's name, 'Bai Yue' looked a little surprised and asked back.

"That's right, have you actually met her?"

"I saw it last night, I was chased all night, and it was almost over."

"It seems that the situation is very urgent... But you guard the key, it seems that I have lost my memory and asked you to come."

"Well, she guessed that Xiao Yao may have a key memory of you."

"After all, she is me. Even if I lose my memory, my IQ has not decreased. After knowing the existence of An Shengwei, I can still think of it as long as I clear my mind."

"But I didn't expect you to keep 'yourself'."

"Hehe... Are you curious how you did it?"

"Ah."

Shi Hai nodded honestly.

He really wanted to know how it was possible to conjure up another personality in the mind of a sane person.

"As I said just now, I forged An Shengwei's ability."

"Input memory? But how can memory form a personality?"

Speaking of which, Shi Hai didn't know how An Shengwei managed to 'assimilate' other people.

Even if you pour your own memories into others, it won't affect the other person's personality, right?

"Of course you can't do it just by typing it once, but you can do it by 'repeating the same memory'."

"Repeated input?"

Shi Hai still wanted to ask more questions, but 'Bai Yue' changed the subject.

"Speaking of which, I think Yao'er has already noticed that the women in your family have become unlucky. You should have noticed too, right?"

"Ah."

"Then you should be wondering what kind of memory An Shengwei passed on to them, right?"

"yes……"

"Actually, An Shengwei didn't input any redundant memories into them, what he gave them was 'their own memories'."

"what?"

"Human beings will forget, but the process of deleting memories is not instantaneous, but a continuous process, and in this process, if you try to 'remember', the process of forgetting will be interrupted, and the The memory is 'refreshed', so sometimes the more you want to forget the memory, the more memorable it will be."

"It's true... When you break up in love, the more you want to forget it, the more you can't let it go, and you will always brood on it."

"That's right, and the feelings will be deeper than when the relationship was not broken, right? This is the 'emotional purification effect' brought about by the 'repeated memory'."

"I see, so An Shengwei just helped them remember?"

"That's right, they repeatedly recalled the memories of being in love with you, and their feelings were purified, so they became very sick."

"So that's how...personality is formed in this way, too."

Shi Hai knew that personality is formed based on experience, that is, memory.

So human beings don't actually have a complete personality when they are babies, because they can't remember anything at all.

The personality that really begins to differentiate into is from the 'record'.

That's why it is said that a newborn baby has the purest soul.

"As expected of you, you know everything. It is by repeatedly exporting a certain memory to form the personality of others."

"But An Shengwei covers his personality. How did you manage to create a second personality without affecting Xiao Yao?"

"I used the 'forgotten part' to fill in my memory in Yao'er's 'memory gap', but after all, it is a memory that Yao'er has forgotten, so if she can't remember, I won't appears, the risk is very high.”

'Bai Yue' nodded her chin and began to think. After looking through the memories belonging to her younger sister, she said in surprise.

"And... now it seems that it's 'failed once'."

"what?"

"Now there is an extra memory in Yao'er's head. This should be what happened in the last week."

"What? Kaname is also a reborn!"

Shi Hai was really taken aback, 'Bai Yue' tilted his head and asked.

"Yeah...you didn't notice it?"

"I don't know at all..."

"That's it... no wonder, after all, from Yao'er's point of view, you are more like the instigator, so I didn't dare to tell you."

Shi Hai scratched his head and asked.

"Did something happen last week?"

'Bai Yue' said, nodding her chin.

"Well... it's quite heavy-handed. In order to keep you by my side, those women removed their hands and feet, and you also accepted them with disabilities, took care of them every day, and then responded to their love , still use... you know what I mean?"

"That's really serious..."

"But I think it's a good ending, isn't it? I'm not very good at losing my memory, and I can't even accept this."

"I see that you are also quite heavy-tongued..."

"This is already showing mercy to An Shengwei, huh? You let them retain their personality, and they didn't assimilate the whole world, which shows that she is willing to share you with them... This is already the biggest thing for her." If you make a concession, you and they should accept it gratefully, right?"

"No, are you serious?"

Shi Hai originally thought she was being sarcastic, but seeing her expression was very serious, as if she really thought so.

Shouldn't she and An Shengwei have an incompatible relationship, or even be said to be 'dead enemies'?

But now she is still speaking for An Shengwei, what's going on?
"Of course it is serious. If it were me, I would probably have accepted it happily."

Then'Bai Yue' said with a happy smile.

"If I can be taken care of by you every day, let you feed me, sleep in your arms, and be loved by you, I think I will be very happy. Why don't you agree?"

"..."

Shi Hai understood.

The 'Bai Yue' and An Shengwei in front of him are 'the same kind'.

Their three views, cognition, and spirit are beyond ordinary people...

Two crazy women.

(End of this chapter)