It's like I'm not reborn

Chapter 9 Mother's Love
"..." x3
The silence continued, and the three of them had their own thoughts about this sentence.

Shi Hai read the letter over and over again, and even checked the inside of the envelope to see if there was anything missing.

However, it does not.

There is really only one sentence.

And this sentence can only refer to the two people present.

Received the letter in the morning, met Senior Sister Tianshui at noon, and Jian Sichun in the afternoon.

And Shi Hai is not an elm head with zero EQ, and he can feel that both of them have good intentions for him.

After all, their attitude towards themselves can be said to be very different from other girls.

So it would be too far-fetched to say that all this is a coincidence.

And these two people were also conscious, and even silently withdrew the hands that were on Shi Hai's shoulders.

Shi Hai shook his head, moved his shoulders, and asked as if nothing had happened.

"Then, what do you two think?"

Tianshui came back to his senses before Jian Sichun took a step, and sneered with a disdainful smile.

"Heh... junior, you don't want to obey the content of this letter, do you?"

"Before that, I would like to know if this letter was sent to me 'on purpose' by someone you know."

"So that's it, your brain is spinning very fast, let me think about it..."

Tian Shui narrowed his eyes, and immediately understood Shi Hai's meaning.

Because the content of this letter can be said to have completely predicted the actions of Tian Shui and Jian Sichun.

It can even be said that this letter was not written to Shi Hai at all, but to "people close to Shi Hai".

Because the other party has calculated his own thoughts in it, he made the outer packaging into a love letter, so that he will definitely want to confirm the content.

But because I didn't want to annoy Shi Hai, I didn't peek in advance... As a result, the contents of the letter were revealed when the three of them were present.

For Tian Shui, this was the worst possible time.

Thinking of this, Tian Shui's entire face darkened, and a murderous look began to brew in his eyes.

If she knew that the contents of the letter were such alarmist words, she would never return the letter to Shi Hai anyway.

If I had known earlier, even if it would annoy him, I should have opened the letter to confirm the contents...

However, it is too late now.

This sentence is equivalent to ringing the alarm bell for Shi Hai.

Afterwards, whenever he approached Shi Hai, he would instinctively think, "Is there any purpose for senior sister Tianshui to approach me?" '.

Now, Shi Hai is absolutely full of guard against himself and Jian Sichun.

The person who can calculate to this step must be a person who has a considerable understanding of himself and Shi Hai.

Then Tian Shui began to check the candidates in his mind.

Anger didn't make her lose her composure, but even Tian Shui, who was very confident in her memory, couldn't immediately decide on the candidate.

Not only because she didn't have much impression of the people at 'this point in time', but also because she thought of another possibility.

The person who sent this letter is very likely to be the same as himself, a reborn person who came back from the future to the present.

If this possibility is also included, then the range of candidates is too wide.

"How about it, senior sister, do you have an idea?"

Tian Shui frowned, he, who was almost omnipotent, was helpless by such a letter, and he couldn't even guess the other party's real body...

This sense of humiliation made Tian Shui bite his lower lip tightly, almost bleeding from the bite.

When Shi Hai saw Tian Shui's deflated look, he knew that this supernatural senior had no clue at all.

Mostly because he acted too ostentatiously and made too many enemies in school, so he felt that anyone could do it.

But here's one more person to ask.

Shi Hai turned to Jian Sichun and asked again.

"Jian Sichun, what do you have in mind?"

"..."

Jian Sichun hadn't come to his senses until now, and still stayed where he was, with a pale complexion.

Because the moment she saw the contents of the letter, her pupils shrank slightly, and she realized the true meaning of this sentence.

Mostly because she saw Shi Hai immediately after her rebirth, she was dazzled by the surprise, which caused her not to think about what it means to go back to the past.

It's also possible that Jian Sichun had realized it long ago, but she didn't instinctively think about 'that possibility'.

This is a warning, not to Shi Hai, but to himself, the reborn.

In the future, Shi Hai died to save Jian Sichun.

Then in this reborn world, will he die again to save himself?

Jian Sichun couldn't be sure, let alone be sure.

Because of this miraculous, second life...

In any case, she didn't want to see the tragedy happen again in front of her eyes.

If I lose him again... watching him die for myself in front of my eyes...

Jian Sichun felt that she would definitely collapse completely.

At this time, in Jian Sichun's heart, the excitement and joy after seeing Shi Hai had been washed away, and replaced by the sadness and pain that once made her fall into despair once again turned into an indispellable haze that enveloped her heart .

It turned out that even if I was reborn, I still couldn't get rid of the fear and darkness of losing an important person...

Maybe even if I am with him, the same thing will not happen again, after all, no one can predict the future.

But what if, that thing called 'fate' really exists...

If he really died to save himself again...

Just thinking of this possibility, Jian Sichun completely lost his courage.

If it's just her own life, she doesn't care.

But if she wants to bet Shi Hai's life...

She dare not.

Can't do it either.

However, there are still opportunities to change the future.

It's just... maybe, I have already lost the qualification to be with him.

Can no longer be the most important person to him, because he must never risk his life to save himself.

Thinking of this, Jian Sichun felt extremely wronged, and wanted to burst into tears on the spot.

But she held back.

If he cries out here, the gentle man will definitely come and care for him.

You can't make him worry, and you can't make him feel sympathetic, but to put an end to the feelings in your heart.

From now on, Jian Sichun decided to completely seal his feelings for him, so as not to be unable to restrain himself from doing outrageous things.

Although maybe the best way is to stay away from him completely and become a stranger from then on...

But Jian Sichun felt that he could not completely ignore Shi Hai.

She is very clear that she is not the kind of strong-willed person, but also has a 'terminal illness' emotional dependence.

This kind of dependence has become so serious that I have to see him first when I wake up every day, and I have to see him at the last time before going to bed. Only by holding his hand can I fall asleep peacefully.

Even if I didn't see him for an hour, I would call him to ask where he was, and wait until he came back to feel at ease.

To put it nicely, it's called 'glue like paint', but to put it bluntly, it's 'parasitic and sickly'.

Therefore, when he lost him, Jian Sichun felt that he was ushering in the 'end of the world'.

Since it's impossible not to see him and miss him at all... then you have to think of a 'reasonable' reason to stay by his side.

This is like, although you want to quit smoking, but you don't have the confidence to quit completely, so you put the cigarettes where you can see them.

It's completely a kind of thinking that deceives the ears and steals the bell.

correct!Since I can't be with him, then he should be with other women...

So what if he meets a bad woman who plays with his feelings?
What if the woman he likes cuckolds him?
What if he is used as a backup by the green tea bitch?
What if he becomes the receiver of the scum girl?
What if he realizes it and comes out?
What if he is single all his life?
No!

He is absolutely not allowed to encounter such a bad thing!
I have sworn that I will make you happy in this life!
At the very least, I want to find someone who is similar to me, cute and friendly, with good figure and good looks, has no reservations about him, will never lie to him, can cook, clean and make clothes, and has similar tastes with him, You can play games with him, go to comic exhibitions together, understand that he loves him, don’t be slutty or messy, but you can still boldly seduce him in front of him, any style of play is acceptable, you can act like a baby, you can serve, you can role-play, you can A good woman who pleases him will do!
As his 'ex-girlfriend', I have an 'obligation' to help him carefully choose a woman to associate with!
Jian Sichun finally found a 'reasonable' and 'legitimate' reason for herself.

Moreover, Shi Hai's requirements for finding a woman were ridiculously strict.

Shi Hai didn't know what Jian Sichun was thinking at all, and thought she was thinking about who the sender was.

But immediately he felt a feeling similar to his own mother from Jian Sichun who came back to his senses and looked at him...

That is, eyes full of maternal love.

(End of this chapter)