imperial psychologist

Chapter 453
"I would like to thank my father-in-law for telling me the story about my life experience.

"I still remember the time when I first arrived here. I lived in panic every day. I was worried that my identity would be discovered-just a few days after I came here, I saw the nearby villages with my own eyes. A young daughter-in-law in the village was said to be a "ghost upper body". She was scalded with boiling water by her family, she was not given food, and she had to drink tea made from mud and dust every day.

"I was terrified until I found out that the younger brother in the family was from the same place as me.

"Until I came to Beijing, I never had the real feeling of living here. Living here is like a dream, or in other words, the days before were just dreams. I dreamed that I had a long life, and now I really wake up. gone."

Speaking of this, she thought of Bai Yi and the companionship of each other over the years, and lowered her head again.

"No, not a dream. Both sides are real."

Berlin was silent for a while.

"People should know who they are, where they come from, where they are going...At least for me, these stories gave me some answers, and it is the same with many things in life. Until this moment, you can't know the next moment. .

"If the couple in the flames of war hadn't been saved because of my father-in-law's mercy, I wouldn't have survived until now;
"If my father-in-law hadn't recognized their identities and made up his mind to save my life, I wouldn't have survived till now;

"If it hadn't been my father, who was always soft-hearted and merciful, who passed the mountain road in the flames of war and met my father-in-law, I would not have survived to this day;

"And if...he hadn't been adopted by Keat Tzu Church and became a benevolent doctor, I wouldn't have lived to this day...

"Every time I think about these things, tears can't help but fall...

"'Our lives are more than our own, and every encounter holds a new or potential direction. From the womb to the grave, we are bound up with other human beings, every evil deed, every good deed , will determine our future rebirth.'

Bo Ling's voice trembled slightly, "Thank you..."

She lowered her head again and sniffed.

"A few days ago, I went to my uncle's house in the country, and I heard the story of Keats Hall there... I feel like a kind of omen of fate, as if before I really want to carry out my plan, there is a voice Tell me in a dark way, all this is possible. Because all I want to do, someone has done it in this world.

"I'm not the first, and probably won't be the last. I will also be a part of the fate of others... Although I haven't figured out what to do after I leave here...

"But I know a new life is waiting for me, and I have to be very careful to get it."

Burling wiped away tears.

She calmed down for a moment, waiting for her choppy breathing to settle down.

"That's pretty much all I want to say."

Bo Ling looked at the stele, at the three characters "Huang Chongde" scalded with red paint on it.

"Speaking of which, before I came here, and after I came here, I especially like reading novels, biographies of celebrities, especially the kind of stories that are so long that they tell a person's life.

"Every time I read the stories of these people, it's like living their lives myself.

"In these stories, the part that moves me the most will always be the darkest moments of their respective lives.

"When they were not recognized, understood, or even suppressed and trampled, everyone tenaciously held on to their beliefs. In the end, the bitterness came and the ending was happy."

"I often feel like, this is amazing, this is really amazing.

"How do they know that there will be a turning point in the future? How do they believe that the hurdle in front of them must be overcome?"

Bai Ling frowned slightly, then smiled softly.

"Maybe there are some things that just need to be believed before they can happen."

Bo Ling bent down and kowtowed slowly in front of Huang Chongde.

"Eunuch Huang, if you have a spirit in heaven, please look at me. Please bless me to overcome all difficulties this time."

……

After leaving Huang Chongde's cemetery, Qiu Shi sent Bai Ling out of the gate of Yongling.

It was still early, and Qiu Shi watched Bo Ling get into the car. He found that Bo Ling's eyes were red after returning from Eunuch Huang's cemetery early in the morning. There are moments of silence.

Qiu Shi just watched Bo Ling's carriage go away, he suddenly felt that he also had something to say to Eunuch Huang, so he tightened his robe, and walked slowly towards the cemetery.

On the way back, Berlin did not open the window.

It was very warm in the carriage, she hugged the small hand stove that was still warm, and half curled up on the soft seat.

Having been frozen outside for a long time just now, Bo Ling felt a little unaccustomed to coming back here suddenly.She no longer looked at the scene outside the window, just thinking about her own affairs silently.

Suddenly, there was a violent neigh, and the entire carriage began to slow down, but the entire carriage suddenly moved sideways.

Bai Ling staggered and almost fell off the seat, but the next moment, the carriage accelerated rapidly again, causing Bai Ling to fall backwards.

"Boss medicine!! Boss medicine!! Stop! Stop!!!"

The coachman's voice came from behind, and Bo Ling's heart tightened. He held on to the window sill of the carriage and leaned out to see - the coachman was chasing him behind.

Bo Ling quickly turned his head, and the person driving the car now is——

nobody!
This is a mountain road, with mountains on one side and steep slopes on the other...

Bo Ling suddenly felt that her mind was blank. She almost didn't think about it, and instinctively opened the car door—she saw that the reins of the horse had already fallen on the ground, between the hooves of the galloping horse, which was beyond the reach of her hand .

There must have been a stone under the carriage, and the entire carriage was jolted, and Bai Ling fell into the carriage again, and the door of the carriage was closed again.

—Then jump now! ?

The mountain road is narrow, and you must not jump to the side of the steep slope, only to the side of the mountain, but the side of the mountain is full of exposed jagged boulders.

Falling on this kind of thing, is it really unbearable...

But hesitate any longer——

Suddenly there was another neighing sound from outside, and only a dull whip was heard. The whole carriage slowed down rapidly, and then slowly stopped at the side of the road.

It wasn't until this time that Bo Ling opened the door and jumped out of the car in shock.

"Fourteen?" Her voice trembled with shock, she looked around, "Fourteen, is that you? Did you follow me?"

On the quiet mountain road, no one answered her.

(End of this chapter)