imperial psychologist

Chapter 60 You worked hard
All three of them looked sideways, and saw a group of palace people rushing towards this side, with Zheng Shu at the front, followed by... Qu Xiu.

The alarm bells rang out in Bai Ling's heart, and she quickly turned her head to look at the turret behind her, her eyes almost bursting into sparks when she looked at Fourteen——

Stop him!
Stop him!
Stop him!
Wei Shishi jumped out from the shadow of the window eaves on the second floor, and rushed towards Qu Xiu from the other side of the city wall.

"Moon Shadow! Moon Shadow!!"

Qu Xiu almost used all his strength to shout Qu's name while running wildly. The crown on his head had gone crooked, and half of his hair was about to fall loose.

They have been here for some time, if it wasn't for the guards under the tower blocking them, they wouldn't have come so late!

But Qu Shi is still there, Qu Shi is still alive!

Zheng Shu felt a throbbing pain in her heart, but at this moment, she couldn't care less about the pain in her heart - the hem of the imperial concubine's clothes fluttered in the wind, like a kite hanging on the wall with broken strings, it would be blown off at some point.

On the way, Qu Xiu didn't go any further, but quickly climbed up the city wall on the same side.

Everyone stared at him with bated breath, unable to understand what Qu Xiu was doing for a while.

I saw Qu Xiu riding on the concave part of the city wall with his legs, tightly hugging the stone in front of him with both hands, he was out of breath.

"What do you want to do, Qu Yueying!"

"What time are you going to be so self-willed! When will you understand something!!"

"Isn't it just death! If you want to die, I'll die with you! The worst thing is to make Lao Qu's family die forever! Let our old lady send the white-haired man to the black-haired man!"

Ten thousand wild horses whizzed by in Berlin's heart.

I'm afraid it will happen!

In the end, I was afraid of something!
Qu Shi on the other end laughed.

She didn't hide the smile in her eyes—or rather, she had waited too long for this moment.

There is nothing more relaxing than jumping in front of Qu Xiu.

She looked at Qu Xiu's white knuckles because he hugged the stone wall tightly, looked at his legs tensed because of fear, and suddenly felt that this scene seemed familiar.

"Okay, then let's jump down together, whoever doesn't jump is a puppy." Qu said with a slight smile.

The wind on the city wall was noisy, just like many years ago, Qu took him to play in the shallow lake in his home.

The young Qu Xiu was not familiar with water, and he was most afraid of swimming. He refused to follow his sister to the lake, but he kept saying that he was an idiot in the waves, but he didn't bother to show off his skills in front of her.

Qu Yueying, who was still a child, also laughed and said this sentence——

"Okay, then let's jump down together, whoever doesn't jump is a puppy." The memories of the past overlapped with the reality for a while, Qu Xiu seemed to have been tapped on the acupuncture points, and he stayed there unable to move.

It was this moment of trance that allowed Wei Shishi to find a flaw. He quickly stepped forward from the side and rear, lifted Qu Xiu's back collar like an eagle catching a chicken, and dragged him to the ground vigorously.

The two wrestled together.

The crowd was in a mess.

Screaming, crying, struggling, threatening...

Qu Shi laughed, she hadn't smiled so heartily for a long time.

She looked at the boundless sky in the distance again, and there were large clouds under the overcast sky, showing a different kind of tranquility and gentleness. Even the gray rocky ground beneath her feet seemed no longer as scary as before.

Qu Shi looked at his feet, only felt that the way of liberation was in it. "Ma'am!"

Bo Ling's voice pierced through everything and caught Qu's heart again.

Qu Shi smiled, she found that she really liked this girl.

But now it's time to say goodbye.

"Actually, I'm not sick. I know that I'm not sick at all. I'm just tired, really." Qu said with her head down.

She glanced at Bai Ling, "If you really understood what I said, you wouldn't persuade me now..."

Then he shook his head again and murmured, "If you don't understand, no one will understand. I don't hate anyone, and I don't blame anyone. It's all my own fault for getting to where I am today, but I don't regret it either... "

Qu said a lot intermittently.

Bo Ling nodded, echoed, and sighed from time to time, responding to Qu's murmur.

Everyone heard Qu Shi's words.

Everyone also watched helplessly as Qu's body gradually moved to the edge of the stone wall. She had already let go of her hand, as if a gust of wind was enough to blow her off.

The crowd dared not even cry out.

Many people have closed their eyes.

With the last of her strength, Baoyuan almost cried, "Mother! Think about the old lady! Think about the little prince!! Are you really willing to part with them!!"

Qu Shi turned his face away.

Bai Ling had already stood up, her voice was not too loud, but it was clearly heard by everyone.

"My lady... I don't know how you survived all these years, but... it's really hard for you to bear so much by yourself."

The three words "Thanks for your hard work" are like a big hand, suddenly grasping Qu's whole heart gently.

Qu's eyes gradually filled with tears, she turned her head hesitantly.

"What did you say?"

"I said, I feel that my mother has lived a very hard life these years. She has paid a lot and endured a lot." Bai Ling said softly.

Qu looked at Boling.

She breathes gently.

"...Do you think so?"

"Yes, that's what I think." Bo Ling nodded solemnly, and whispered, "It's hard work that makes people feel distressed."

Qu Shi took a deep breath.

Do not know why, tears fell down.

Qu Shi stood there in a daze, her eyes were red, her nose was red, and the ups and downs of her heart gradually became violent.

She never realized that crying is such a carefree and comfortable thing.

These years have indeed been...very hard work.

At least someone spoke up for her.

There was a faint smile on Qu's face, but after a moment of silence, she still shook her head, "Thank you."

"Why did your mother shake her head?" Bai Ling asked.

Qu's tears were in his eyes, but he still smiled softly, "I know you said such nice things, but you just want me to come down...but I'm really tired, don't use these words to keep me anymore."

Bai Ling said softly, "Ma'am, I'm not coaxing you, that's what I think.

"Because I've met many, many people like you."

The movements of Qu's feet paused slightly.

Bo Ling's voice was very quiet, as if he wasn't frightened by the scene at all.

"...Really, what kind of person?" Qu asked.

Bo Ling took a step forward slightly, his voice still gentle.

"I once met a patient who was very similar to you.

"Once, I asked her how she survived her bout of depression.

"She told me she felt like a drowning person.

"She said that obviously she was struggling desperately in the water and calling for help desperately, but no one heard her voice.

"All those who love her and care about her stand on the shore one by one, comforting and encouraging, telling her 'you have to work harder', 'you have to be sensible', 'stop being self-willed', 'be considerate The difficulty of adults'...

"But no one saw her danger, reached out to her, and pulled her ashore.

"She said that there were countless times, she felt that she was almost sinking, but when she thought of the expressions of those who loved her after hearing the news of her death, she struggled to survive, and survived day after day.

"But everything went back and forth and over and over again, and she felt that she had no strength to struggle any longer, and she was really tired.

After Bo Ling finished saying this sentence by sentence, he looked at Qu seriously.

"So I understand, Ma'am, you are really, really tired. You have struggled for so long, and it's really hard for you."

Qu's tears welled up in his eyes.

Yup.

That's it.

Every sentence of Bo Ling's insight is like a gentle arrow shot in her heart, making her a little breathless.

Bo Ling looked at Qu Shi, moving forward slowly, she looked into Qu Shi's eyes intently.

"But ma'am, I won't do this again in the future, because I have seen you and heard you."

Bo Ling walked to Qu's side, and slowly stretched out his hand.

Bai Ling's voice was soft and soft, and almost no one could hear it except the two of them.

"Would you... take my hand?"

(End of this chapter)