imperial psychologist

Chapter 87 The future is out of reach

"During the initial treatment, my friend's resistance was very serious. She resisted all treatment methods, but she was obedient on the surface. This passive resistance was quickly discovered by the counselor, so the counselor temporarily stopped her behavior Therapy focuses on talking and consulting in the consulting room.

"The consultant was really patient with her... In the first few consultations that made no progress, he also gave full support and companionship, so that my friend had another chance after many years. The feeling of being fully understood.”

"That's rare." Wei Shishi said. "It's rare." Bai Ling nodded, "In those years when I was growing up, my friend kept thinking, is my aunt still alive? Is my aunt free? Did my aunt live the life she wanted with her lover later on? ?Until there are answers to these questions, she can't let herself get better, she can't let herself live a normal life alone."

"I understand." Wei Shisi bowed his head and took a sip of wine, "Sometimes it is easy to forgive others, but it is extremely difficult to forgive yourself."

Bai Ling's lips and teeth were slightly stiff, and she suddenly turned her head to look at Shishi—she really didn't expect Wei Shishi to say such a thing.

In other words, she didn't expect Wei Shishi to understand this level shortly after hearing it for the first time.

Seeing Bo Ling's slightly surprised expression, Wei Shishi smiled and took off the black brocade cap on his head.

"Can I understand that these are strange?" Wei Shishi's pale hair was shining in the moonlight, and he said softly, "I am not a normal person at all."

Bo Ling was stunned for a moment, then smiled with a little distress.

She doesn't know how the white-haired and white-faced Wei Shishi grew up, but from these words, she understands that it must be very difficult.

Wei Shishi put the hat by his feet, "Then, did she understand?"

"Well," Bo Ling nodded, "but it was only after a long time that I realized that she was repaying the debt to my aunt on behalf of her parents. Not to mention that the debt was never repaid, and even if she had to repay it, it would not be her responsibility I understand the truth, but I still can't stop self-torture."

"She shouldn't bear this burden, but she did." Wei Shishi's voice didn't fluctuate much, "As for those who should bear the burden, they probably only feel that they are righteous."

Bo Ling's eyes were heavy, but he didn't answer immediately.

Fourteen was indeed right in his words, and the parents never had the slightest introspection from the beginning to the end.

Perhaps human beings' sorrows and joys are not interlinked, but Berlin is more willing to understand it as the arrogance and fear of the majority towards the minority.

She sighed and continued, "But after finding the crux of the problem, the treatment effect began to progress rapidly... The whole process took about one year and four months. This consultant is also my teacher, and later became a doctor. under my supervision."

Saying that, Bo Ling leaned back, "I don't know why, I've been dreaming about this friend of mine recently, dreaming that when she was 13 years old, she stood alone on the podium and watched people rush in Take people away."

As soon as the words fell, Bai Ling suddenly felt a big cold hand pressing on his head.

Wei Shishi patted Bo Ling on the head, "Don't be afraid, no one can take you away under my nose."

Bo Ling laughed, but suddenly felt a little sour.

There are friends who can set others free even when they themselves are in heavy chains.

"Then please take care of Fourteen." Bo Ling said softly, holding his face.

……

When the moon rose above the two of them, Wei Shishi turned off the fire and took Bo Lingzhao back the same way.

It's almost midnight, and the palace is still awake at this time, except for the insomniac masters, I'm afraid there are only palace servants who are on duty in sleepiness.

Bo Ling still lay on Fourteen's back, and followed him across the half of the palace lightly.She looked up at the moon moving with her above her head, and suddenly tapped Wei Shishi on his back.

"By the way, have you ever thought about what you would do if you quit Jinyiwei?"

"No." Wei Shishi said softly.

"Why don't you want to?"

"Because this is impossible." Wei Shishi suddenly raised his hand in the air, signaling Bo Ling not to speak.

In silence, a group of soldiers passed by their feet.

It wasn't until they completely disappeared from the sight of the two of them that Wei Shishi took off again and walked towards Chengqian Palace along the undulating palace walls and scattered big trees.

"There are so many accidents in life." Bai Ling smiled, and continued, "Like me before, I definitely never thought that I would enter the palace one day. Think about it, and you won't suffer if you think about it."

Wei Shishi was silent for a moment, then jumped onto the branch of an old pagoda tree, and then dodged and fell into an empty corridor.

In the steady rush, he suddenly said, "If I don't become a Jin Yiwei, I might go north."

"North? Why do you want to go north?" Bo Ling asked.

"I also heard from some old people who lived in the north," Wei Shishi replied earnestly, "They said that in the extreme north, there is always night after autumn, and the spring and summer are often cloudy. I don’t like the sun, so I’ve always wanted to see it... It’s not bad to be a hunter galloping in the snow.”

Burling nodded.

"You can raise some dogs, build a house near a water source, or find a small village to settle down." Wei Shishi thought for a while, "But places that are too cold can't grow food, and how to make wine is a big problem... I've heard that locals make wine out of potatoes and corn, but I don't know if it will work."

Burling nodded again.

This is more than just thinking about it, this is clearly thinking about it carefully.

Wei Shishi lowered his eyes slightly, and continued, "Occasionally, I do think about these things, but I just think about them. My life was saved by the Queen Mother. As long as she is in the world, I will obey her orders for a day; If she is Bin Tian, ​​I will go to watch for her old man, this is the duty of the secret guard."

Berlin was silent.

Not long after, Wei Shishi had brought Bo Ling back to the window of the east side hall of Chengqian Palace.

It was already late at night, except for the occasional few crows, everything was quiet.The window was still open as they had left, and Burling rolled over and jumped in.

"Wait!" Bo Ling suddenly yelled at the back of Fourteen who had turned around, "There are two more things I want to confirm with you."

Wei Shishi turned around and signaled that he was listening.

"Who is that boy in guard uniform this morning, does Fourteen know?"

"So you don't know him..." Wei Shisi frowned slightly at this moment, and said softly, "Then how do you know that he is distinguished?"

Bai Ling scratched his head, "He appeared in a place like the Royal Garden twice in a row, and last time he said that he was a guard, this time he can come here directly wearing a guard uniform... His status should not be low... Which prince is he? ?”

"It's not the prince." Wei Shishi directly denied Bo Ling's conjecture, "It's the grandson of the emperor—the son of Prince Gong's mansion."

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