One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 14
Yu Xi looked at his tough eyes and nodded heavily: "I know. I'm adjusting myself now."

In the third year of junior high school, in order to survive, she resolutely made the most important decision in her life, going to other places to study a useless technical secondary school.Just to hide and heal her wounds alone, desperately adjust, she is not good at words, and she tries to make friends with others, just to change herself.

Her family said she was an idiot with no brains and no future.

But she wanted to say: If there is no life, then there is nothing.

Even if she will regret it when she climbs desperately in the real society in the future, but if she goes back and chooses again, she will still make such a choice.

She just wants to have a quiet life without so many traumas!

She couldn't help laughing, as if recalling something interesting, she continued to talk: "My family has said that I am not sensible since I was a child."

"Not sensible? I never called my aunt 'Mom' again."

"Not sensible? In their indifference, I never complained of pain when I was sick, I just hid alone."

"Unreasonable? I have no friends to talk to under their coercion."

"Not sensible? I don't even dare to leave the house to obey their wishes."

"I don't know how to be called sensible."

"I don't even know how sensible and rational it is to suppress the unwillingness and pain in my heart!"

"So, I hate the word sensible, because I didn't have a good life because of being sensible, but because I was desperately sensible, I made myself so hurt and suffered so much pain."

"But also because of the process of being sensible, I understand a lot of things, and I don't want to be 'sensible again'."

Han Qingrui looked at her calm appearance, as if she was telling a story, but it was his own.I have seen through life since I was a child, so I am so mature now.

He said: "It's okay to be sensible, but you can't be too sensible. People who are too sensible often cannot live their lives well. Because there are too many scruples. If you want to live your own life, you must first let yourself be real. Forcibly suppressing yourself, even if you end up living the way others expect, you will also lose yourself. Your life should be in your own hands!"

If I could have understood these truths earlier, the result would definitely not be what it is now.Fortunately, it was not too late to understand.

Suddenly exclaimed: "Okay, I'm done talking about being unhappy, let me tell you a secret, but you have to promise me not to tell anyone else." Yu Xi said mysteriously, and Han Qingrui was also aroused by her Curious, agreed.

"Okay, don't say it."

"Wang Yi and Zhou Wenwen are a couple. They were together before they were transferred. Xu Yi's brother saw them hugging each other in the boys' dormitory. It was so embarrassing. Not many people knew about it. You must not speak out."

Han Qingrui was so surprised that he didn't react for a long time.I am completely speechless, Wang Yi is five or 60 years older than him, the old man in the Mediterranean has no money, and Zhou Wenwen is young and beautiful, but only in her 20s, how could she be a mistress with him, such a thing is too unreal Bar.

"I really didn't expect such a thing to happen." Too exaggerated.Can't figure out what to draw.But things about love really make no sense, and no one has the right to question the feelings between others.

"There are a lot of unexpected things, but they just exist somewhere. It can only be said to be true love. Love is never something that outsiders can understand."

Hey, I really want to have such a desperate love, but it's hard to come by.

"Hey, I also made up my mind that Xu Yi and I are going to break up. We have no contact anyway. He and his sister love to talk bad things. My friend said I like to drink and drink well. His friend said that I just like to stay out at night. I They are all speechless."

"Does he believe it?" A relationship without trust is destined to not last long, and it is a miracle that he has come so far.

"Yeah, it's hard not to break up."

"A relationship is nothing without trust." Like him, life is so hard.

"Everyone wants to meet the right person at the right time, but it's all the same as buying a lottery ticket and guessing the blind box." "Maybe if you're lucky, you'll win." Yuxi laughed, and her silver bell-like laughter rang Throughout the entire pavilion, Qing Rui was also rendered with a faint smile on his face.

"You are beautiful, I hope you will win the lottery in your next relationship." Qing Rui sincerely wished that a good girl should have a good life.The first half of life is too hard, so let's make up for those wrong time in the second half of life.

She has put away her thoughts for a long time, and now she has a good wish, her smart eyes are shining with an unknown light: "Thank you for your good words. I also want to hold someone's hand and walk through my day and night! Taste the ups and downs , joys and sorrows together!"

Han Qingrui was happy, and the originally boring and tiring time became relaxed and cheerful, and she looked forward to this kind of working time without knowing it, because she was here!
Until I realized that this relationship seemed to have changed in nature.His eyes always involuntarily stay on the girl, seeing the girl's cheerful face, he couldn't help laughing too.

With her presence, his life seemed less tiring.

As night fell, their workplace was in the middle of the expressway, so there was always the sound of cars speeding and honking outside the window. When she returned to the dormitory, she and Han Qingrui played the video for a while, and the dormitory became quiet again.

She stood in front of the window, the moon tonight was covered by dark clouds, the trees downstairs moved with the wind, as if the rainstorm was coming at any time, how much she wanted to have a good rain, but when she thought of life Still alone, she dismissed that crazy idea.

After thinking about it by herself for a long time, she still didn't want to say those two words. She couldn't understand how painful it was to be hurt, so she was afraid.

I am afraid that my actions will hurt others, and I would rather wait for others to hurt myself.

But a sour relationship is like rotten milk, which is useless except to be poured into the sewer.

After a long time, I finally sent the text message I had been thinking about for a long time.
let's break up!
How many youths are there in life?Why waste it on someone you don't love.

May each be well in the future.

Watching the misty clouds disperse little by little, the incomplete moon in the sky gradually revealed its light, and suddenly recited the poem he liked.The voice was low, as if overflowing with deep sadness.

"Slender clouds make tricks, flying stars spread hatred, and silver men are far away from darkness."

"Once the golden phoenix and jade dew meet, they will win but there are countless in the world."

"Tenderness is like water, good times are like dreams, bear to look after Queqiao's way back."

"If the two loves last for a long time, how can they be in the morning and evening?"

(End of this chapter)