One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 21 Still Friends
Suddenly she turned off the light, because she tried hard, but still couldn't restrain her emotions, couldn't control her tears, she didn't want him to see her ugly appearance.

"Hey, turn on the light."

She defended: "The lights are a bit dazzling."

"Be obedient, open it." How could he not know what she was doing in the dark, what should be done with this distressing appearance.

After hesitating for a moment, he turned on the desk lamp, quickly put away his emotions, pretended not to care and said, "I'm fine. I'm very happy that the person I love loves me too. Don't worry, I won't be sad."

She inadvertently covered her eyes with her arm, leaving only a little tear stain, and her eyes seemed to be clearer and brighter.

Lin Yuxi looked at the man in front of him who couldn't love him reluctantly, and used the only remaining pride to put an end to this relationship that shouldn't have been.

"I thought you would be happy knowing that the person you like also likes you, but I didn't expect to make you cry. I'm sorry." That's what he really thought, and he didn't expect that the result of careful consideration was still wrong.

In the end how to do it?
"Needless to say I'm sorry, but two people who like each other can't be together, and I feel even more uncomfortable. It gave me hope and then let me down, how can I be happy?" Will it feel good to be hit in the head?

He didn't want to make her feel so uncomfortable and disappointed, but there was really nothing he could do: "Hey, don't cry. At least your love has been reciprocated, but I can't give you anything else right now."

"I really love you, but I never thought that one day I would be naked in front of you, and suddenly I don't know how to face you."

Unknowingly, the pillow was already wet. Even though Yu Xi tried hard to control her emotions and talk to him like a normal person, she couldn't control her tears. The emotions she had held back for so long finally vented today come out.

Han Qingrui looked at her tears and felt very distressed. He was eloquent and suddenly felt at a loss for words. He didn't know how to comfort the sad girl in the video, but all the sadness came from him, so what right did he have to say? What.

He felt the same pain in his heart, because he hated himself for being helpless.When you meet someone you really want to protect at the wrong time, what should you do and what choice should you make so as not to hurt others?No matter how difficult the choice was, the answer was given in a short period of time: "I love you too, but we can't be together..."

love and family he chose family

Yu Xi smiled bitterly, but the tears in the corners of her eyes were more vivid and pitiful under the light: "I know, we should just get along like before."

This is her last wish, but the two hearts will only get further and further apart in the future, and finally they will slowly fade out of each other's world, forgetting each other in the rivers and lakes.

I really don't dare to expect anything extravagantly, I am already satisfied with your love, life is really a trick of nature.Going round and round and embarking on a road with no future.

"Hey, don't be sad, okay, your life is still long, don't delay your life because of me."

She was in her youth, and he was just a small episode in her life. Looking back in time, she would meet someone who belonged to her wholeheartedly in her later life.There is no future with him.

"I know," I couldn't help but sniffed, not daring to look at his face again: "Then, let's do this, goodbye."

It was an extremely bleak voice, and the hands trembling uncontrollably while holding the phone.

When he was about to hang up the video, Lin Yuxi couldn't help saying goodbye again.

"Thank you, Brother Rui, we will still be friends in the future."

In the end, he took a deep look at him, and it was wrong for a lifetime.

"good night!"

Han Qingrui didn't answer, but she quickly hung up the video and got under the covers.The emotions that had been suppressed for a long time finally vented out, his mind was full of bits and pieces of the past year, his smile was lingering in his mind, what should he do now.

Half a year ago, she realized that she might have fallen in love with a man she shouldn't have loved, but now, everything is over, finally over.Never suffer so hard again.

But her heart really hurts!

Han Qingrui held the phone tightly, looking at the static chat page, he was really distressed.How could he, Han Qingrui, He De, make this girl fall in love with him?She illuminated his heart like the sun, but now the sun was dimmed because of him.

Is he really right to do this?
But no matter how she chooses, she will be hurt, which is unfair to her.

Only then might she feel better.Time always heals a person and makes one forget everything.

Maybe they really didn't meet the right person at the right time, and they were destined to have no ending.

When she took over the shift in the morning, she had a pair of red and swollen eyes, holding a water glass to catch water, pitiful like a fragile porcelain doll.

He came over and handed the yogurt he just bought to her, and she still had to eat it for breakfast.

Yu Xi looked at him as if nothing had happened, with a weak smile.

"Thank you, Brother Rui."

The same address is no longer the intimacy of the past, only polite and alienated.

Han Qingrui smiled bitterly: "Why are you so polite today?" After all, he did something wrong and hurt a girl who loved him.

"No."

The faint words, passing by, she quickly fled this place, she was afraid that she would cry in front of him.

I secretly cheered myself up in my heart: Come on, Lin Yuxi, it's no big deal, and there are no hurdles that cannot be overcome.He is just a passer-by in life.

So be it.

In the office, he is filling out the form,
He smiled and looked at her, unchanged from the past: "I've filled out all your forms, go and rest."

"Okay, thank you Brother Rui, I'll go first!" She didn't stop.

One of the saddest things in life is when you meet someone who is the most important to you, but the reality tells you that there is no fate, you have to let go.

Reality is always shallow and unforgiving.

Looking back on the past, no matter what time she would always obediently stand aside, waiting to go to and from get off work with him.But now, it seems that there is no reason.

He quietly clenched the pen in his hand, and watched her leave quietly, his heart aching and powerless.

Back in the dormitory, he sat weakly on the sofa, his eyes dimmed quickly, his fingers were crossed tightly, and the veins on his hands were exposed.There was only one thought in his mind.

Her little feather went away.

But he didn't want her to go!

Now, he would rather they are like two parallel lines that will never intersect, but he can always want to forget to keep that beauty.But once the intersection crosses that point, it will become farther and farther away, and there is no possibility of intersection.

(End of this chapter)