One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 32

When I got home, my mood suddenly collapsed, and I simply took out the beer and swallowed it in one gulp, but my head became more sober.

The WeChat ringtone rang, and he came alive all of a sudden, and quickly picked up the phone, but he was disappointed after just a glance.

Wechat message from Mu Nan: "What are you doing, have you eaten yet?"

Turning off the phone, wiping away tears, I wasn't going to reply, but after thinking about it, I replied. "I'm thinking about how much to drink before I get drunk."

It's been a long time since I've experienced the feeling of being drunk. The last time I got drunk seemed to be the night I was with Brother Rui. I tried to get myself drunk so that I wouldn't be so tired, but my whole body was even more tired.

Mu Nan was speechless for a moment. He didn't know what happened. He was so anxious that he quickly asked, "How much wine did you drink at noon? Could it be that you're on an empty stomach?"

"It's okay, I only drank four bottles, and I want to experience the feeling of being drunk." There was a sad smile on the corner of her mouth, and she was more like a charming fairy at the moment.

Alcohol is really a good thing, as long as you can't remember anything when you're drunk, it's not so uncomfortable.

"Where are you? I'll drink with you."

Lin Yuxi sent a string of addresses, then put down the phone.Mu Nan hurriedly picked up the car keys and went out, and ordered lunch on the way, drinking on an empty stomach is not acceptable.I was so worried that I frowned as if something terrible had happened.

Lin Yuxi disapproved and ordered another case of beer, making up his mind that he must get drunk today.

It didn't take long for Mu Nan to arrive. As soon as he came up, he snatched the wine bottle and said anxiously: "What happened? You can't drink on an empty stomach. You can drink later."

"A lot of troubles." Yu Xi laughed.

"Usually drinking is fun, why did you become so sad today?"

"Hehe, memories always hurt."

All of a sudden, I fell into the memory again, slowly telling my experience, sharing my life, and telling my pain.

"I grew up with my aunt's parents. They are my parents. I love them, but I never told them. When I was eight years old, my biological parents came to pick me up and my material life was better, but My life was ruined."

Mu Nan listened to her heart quietly, and also felt distressed, and wiped her tears. She has always been strong, but she did not expect that she was a fragile porcelain doll.

"Recalling the seven years when I was at home, my hands rotted and my forehead couldn't bear to look at it in winter, and I couldn't bear to look at it, and I couldn't stop bleeding when I put on clothes. Weeping silently, not daring to speak out, or beating and scolding. For seven years, no one took me to see a doctor. Only when I saw my aunt occasionally, she gave me medicine in distress. After returning home, they would not let me go with me When my aunt met, she forced me to change my name to call them parents. I have a stubborn temper. I didn’t say much for a whole year. Like a puppet, but a puppet that can cry and feel distressed!"

"I will always remember my aunt telling me: It's okay, my aunt is also a mother!"

This sentence has been supporting Oh through countless painful years.

"I don't have many friends, because I don't dare. I used to be a very good student and a good girl, but they said I was a super bad boy, beat me and scolded me and my only few friends. , and said that I was going to run away with the men outside. I was only 14 years old at that time. So I didn’t want to study anymore. It's just pretending, my mother will only say that I have no conscience, no brains, and no filial piety."

"But it's all because I can't express it!"

Lin Yuxi summed up her experience, and couldn't help laughing bitterly, feeling extremely uncomfortable.Every time I think of it, it hurts like a knife.

Mu Nan didn't know her family was like this, he was surprised and at the same time at a loss for words.

After a while, he comforted: "Now that you have grown up and worked, you can stay away from them, or you can choose what you want is my accident. We can't change the past, but we can create the future by ourselves, and everything will become beautiful!"

He patted her on the back lightly to comfort her, and looked at her red and swollen eyes with great distress.Her tears were like broken pearls, crackling and falling to the ground.

"The future?" Can there be a future? "No, I've already walked into a dark abyss, and I can't get out of it anyway." But I am reluctant to part with this abyss, because he is the only light in this world. leave.

"If possible, I would like to be your sun, to light the way forward for you and bring you warmth, okay?"

Mu Nan squatted in front of him, wiping his tears.

Yu Xi was stunned for a moment, but soon regained consciousness, looked at him with wide eyes, and hurriedly picked up the wine glass on the table and drank it down.He smiled uncomfortably: "What are you talking about? We are good friends for life, the kind that we can't get rid of."

His heart was three points cold, how could he not have noticed that this was a disguised rejection, but it didn't matter, a good friend for a lifetime, at least in her heart, had a different status.

"Okay, good friend for life, I will take care of you in the future."

"Okay." Yu Xi laughed, and looked at him seriously. Under the slightly curled eyelashes, there was a pair of embarrassing eyes. Although wearing a pair of eyes made her look a little more delicate, her petal-shaped lips were thin and fleshy. His face looks so lovely,

"Look, how good it is to smile like you are now. If you are upset, call your aunt and talk. Don't cry anymore. There are many people who will love you."

"I know, I was only affected by my mother's negative energy today, and now I'm fine, I'm fine, all the bitterness has been poured out."

"I'm just a trash can. But I'm willing to be your trash can." Since then, Lin Yuxi's brand has been put on.

"Cheers." The sky cleared up after the rain, Mu Nan must have come to save her in this life.

Mu Nan picked up the wine glass and took a sip. The bitter taste quickly ate a snack to overwhelm him. I really don't know why so many people love to drink.I really sacrificed my life to accompany the gentleman.

After this series of complaining, the two of them had completely exchanged their hearts, and after sharing it with others, Lin Yuxi felt much better in her heart. Except for Qingrui, only Mu Nan could make her complain.

Lin Yuxi's life is not very miserable, but it is sad enough. My friend said that as soon as he calms down, his eyes seem to overflow.But her parents only thought that they were a person who understood righteousness and fairness to the extreme, and never thought that they would hurt her, or that they would make her so painful that it was hard to breathe. The reality really made people feel sad. .

The long-term trauma of childhood will really stay with you for a lifetime

(End of this chapter)