One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 55 Electroshock

Part of her willingness to receive treatment was due to Mu Nan, he was so kind to him, she couldn't make him worry.

It didn't take long for Han Qingrui to see the WeChat message from Lin Yuxi. He couldn't recover for a long time, and he was so distressed that he was about to suffocate. He still tried to maintain a very normal and calm appearance, pretending to be really tired.He knew that Lin Yuxi had depression, but he didn't expect to be hospitalized.

She must be suffering. She pushed herself to this point, and part of it was her own fault.The little feather he knew has always been the strongest, with a bright smile and bright eyes at all times, did all the things pile up and explode this time?
"Take good care of yourself when you're in the hospital, and don't think about bad things. We'll wait for you to come back, come on! We believe in you, and we will overcome the illness as soon as possible." Han Qingrui replied, thousands of words were gathered in these few words, which seemed normal, In fact, there is a heart in it, Xiao Yu, I believe you will understand.

Little Feather, you must get better, come on!

When Lin Yuxi saw the news, she smiled, sincerely.Because his brother Rui still cared about her and was satisfied.

The doctor arranged for treatment, and my elder brother and sister already knew about the hospitalization, and soon everyone in the family also knew about it, but they didn't quite understand depression.On the contrary, the eldest sister's family came to visit at any time, and the aunt and second sister came to accompany Yu Xi from afar, but the parents never went to the hospital except for sarcastic remarks, and only showed up once at the eldest sister's house.

Tomorrow I will have an electric shock. The doctor said that I don’t know how much memory I will lose. I am still very scared. Although the memory will be painful, there are many good memories with him. She doesn’t want to start all over again. What if even he forgets it? How about doing it?
Sitting on the bed struggled for a long time, even talking to Mu Nan was absent-minded, the brothers sitting on the side seemed to see that she was preoccupied, and asked worriedly: "What's wrong? Are you afraid?"

Yu Xi came back to her senses, smiled and shook her head: "I'm not afraid."

It's just that this smile is like a flash in the pan, and the oppression in the whole room is a little lower.

After seeing off his older brothers and sisters, Lin Yuxi downloaded a software on the Internet-keep a diary.She recorded their beginning, the romantic words he said, the KTV they went together, the pregnancy miscarriage, and her love for him, all in the form of letters. She was really afraid that she would forget.

Mu Nan comforted, "Don't worry, it will be fine soon."

"Don't worry about it. I hope the treatment can really make me better. It's not in vain for me to trouble you for so long."

"Don't say trouble between friends."

"I see."

"Don't be afraid, we will be with you."

We will be with you, but these simple words are so beautiful. Isn't Lin Yuxi lacking the most companionship? Fortunately, this time he is not alone, with Mu Nan, his brother and his sister, that is enough.

At ten o'clock the next morning, it was time to prepare for an electric shock, and the doctor explained again:

"The side effect of electroshock is that it will cause amnesia, so make mental preparations in advance, but electroshock is currently the best way to cure depression, and it can basically be cured after a few courses of treatment. Shock once every two days, usually two or four times the effect There is a great improvement, and the idea of ​​suicide will disappear, which is an effect that drugs will never match."

"Will you really lose your memory?" Lin Yuxi murmured, it's hard to imagine what it would be like to lose your memory. If it's the most important part of your memory, what should you do?Will he still be in my heart?

"Yes, but it's not clear whether it's a good memory or a bad memory. Maybe the memories of recent years will disappear."

Looking at Yu Xi who couldn't believe it, Mu Nan must have fallen into a deep conflict again, and quickly comforted him: "Xi Xi, it's okay, we will create memories if we don't have memories. We don't want to think about the past, good or bad. Well, we can create a better future only when the illness is cured. So, Xixi, get treatment!"

Let the bad memories of the past disappear, even if you forget me, it doesn't matter, as long as the disease can be cured, I will not hesitate.

"Okay, I'll take the treatment."

"The family members should sign it." The doctor took a lot of notices and other things that must be signed by the family members.

"I'll sign." The elder brother and the others signed the agreement after they understood it. In the days to come, apart from the elder brother's signature, Lin Hao will sign in the name of the family, and the rest of the family members will forget it.

Lin Yuxi is ready to lose her memory and prepare for a new life.It's just Han Qingrui, I won't forget you.The moments between us, crying or laughing are my most precious memories, and I will definitely protect this memory.

On the hospital bed, Lin Yuxi watched the doctor take a syringe full of liquid and stab it into his buttocks. It hurt so much that his whole face was wrinkled.The doctor said that this is a liquid that must be injected before the electric shock, which means that it needs to be injected every two days. Such a long needle hurts.

"Don't be afraid, it won't hurt in a while." Knowing that she was afraid, Mu Nan quickly comforted her:

After finishing the drip, the nurse said, "Take a break, a nurse will take you into the operating room later."

"it is good."

Half an hour later, I walked into the operating room and lay down on the cold hospital bed. The doctors walked in one by one, holding a syringe full of anesthetics and injecting them into the drip. In the next second, I felt severe pain in my arm. , Yu Xi couldn't help but exclaimed.

"Ah...it hurts..."

"It won't hurt right away." When the doctor said this, Lin Yuxi was already unconscious, and he passed out as soon as the doctor spoke.

After the second electric shock, the memory became more and more blurred, and the names of aunts, aunts, brothers and sisters were unconsciously chanted in his mouth.Mu Nan was so distressed that he hurriedly called his brother.

"Brother, Xixi's memory is getting more and more blurred, she said she misses you, can you come here?"

"Come right away!" The elder brother didn't hesitate, he put down his work and took the eldest sister to drive to the hospital. Although she is not a blood related sister, they all treat her as if they are their own sister. As for her family, it's fine, they are the only ones. family.

In the hospital, my aunt watched the girl lying on the hospital bed and was still on a drip, and hid aside and secretly wiped her tears.

"It should be much better now?" Uncle asked distressedly.

Looking at the daughter they raised, who had suffered so much grievance for so long, they were helpless, because he was not his real father, which made her suffer from such a disease.Although he doesn't understand the meaning of this disease, he knows that his daughter is suffering from now on.

"Now it's just memory loss. The doctor said that two or three more electroshock shocks will be enough." Mu Nan explained, looking at the uncomfortable second elder really couldn't bear it.

Fortunately, with the company of my aunt's family, I finally feel better. Although I can't remember many things, it's good that Han Qingrui is still in my mind, my aunt, brother Mu Nan and the others are enough.

(End of this chapter)