One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 61 Miscarriage
By the way, I haven't heard from Mu Nan for a few days, so I sent a WeChat to ask what he was doing.

"What are you doing?"

No reply, maybe busy.

It wasn't until the afternoon that Mu Nan replied: "I'm at work." As soon as he got home, he was urged by his family to go to work. After he had been idle at home for a few months, his family was very anxious, and they were afraid that he would be useless.

"What class do you have?"

"Government units, the wages are low and there are a lot of problems, and they work overtime." A while of complaining, if it wasn't for the arrangement of his family, he would not come to the government unit. It seems stable but it is very annoying.

Yu Xi asked suspiciously: "...then why are you still going?"

"I can't help it, my family forced me to."

"Thanks a lot."

All parents are the same, they will force you to do a lot of things because of you, sometimes they don’t want to but they can’t do anything about it, because most of the time they don’t want to worry their family members.

"I won't talk to you for now, pack up your things and prepare to leave work, and don't think too much about your health these days." Mu Nan said worriedly, now is an important stage of recovery, nothing can go wrong, the most important thing is Don't be stimulated by any more.

Lin Yuxi's heart warmed, and she quickly replied: "Don't worry about me, just take care of yourself."

"Okay, time to chat."

"Bye-Bye."

"Bye-Bye."

I can't do anything, I can't read my favorite novels, and my life is once again confused.Friends were already lost when they were sick, and even Xiang Wan hadn't been in touch for a long time, but this illness will make you lose everything, and there is nothing you can do if you don't want to.

It's like when the house leaks and it rains overnight, the boat is late and the wind blows.

Sitting on the window sill, looking at the drizzle outside the window with his head propped up, the corners of his mouth kept rising unconsciously, and finally he couldn't help but chuckle.The shadow of Han Qingrui is always in my mind and heart, always exuding a charming smile, a faint fragrance, what kind of happiness it is to be with this man, although the price paid is quite high.

Brother Rui, what are you doing, do you miss me?
I miss you again!
Lying on the bed, his mind is full of him, but he is now accompanying his wife and children. Without the joy just now, tears flow down his cheeks. At this moment, there is a thin choking sound in the originally quiet space, filled with a faint sadness.

An unspeakable love, an uncontrollable yearning, and an unexplainable pain.One second of laughter, one second of tears, all for him alone.

But, will he know?
"Ah!" A scream broke the tranquility of the night. Lin Yuxi immediately turned on the light in the room, with cold sweat on his forehead. He looked at the time and found that he had just fallen asleep, but suddenly woke up a few minutes later. It turned out that the scream The voice came from her.After calming down for a while, I lay down and continued to sleep.

Unexpectedly, he woke up screaming again a few minutes later.

I simply stopped sleeping and watched the videos with my mobile phone. I had fewer nightmares, but I still woke up with a start. This feeling was really scary and uncomfortable.

After a long time, I finally fell asleep peacefully.I slept until 12 noon, and it was still raining outside after eating. Looking at the messy room, I planned to clean it up again, and find something to do for myself, so as not to keep thinking about it.

I tidied up my things, rummaged through boxes and cabinets for a while, saw some folded papers in the depths of the cabinet when I was cleaning up the trash, and took them out to have a look in doubt.

"A checklist from the hospital?"

Obstetrics?
The picture above seems to be a B-ultrasound. I can’t understand a bunch of technical terms, forget it, and just look at the bottom.

His eyes widened, and he looked at that sentence in disbelief. . .Five weeks pregnant. .

Is she pregnant?
Quickly open the other checklists, the flow of people. .What's the meaning?
"Abortion?? It's his child... Hehe, no way. Why would I have an abortion?" Tears flowed down my face for a moment, not daring or wanting to believe the scene before me, and I sat down on the ground.

Desperately remembering what happened during this time, but there was a blank space, no matter how much she thought about it, she couldn't remember it.It's just vaguely what the reporter and nurse said.

"Now that I know it's uncomfortable, why don't you pay attention to yourself?"

"what!!!"

She could no longer control her emotions and broke down crying.

child. .my child. .Why do you have to have a miscarriage? .This is his child, why should I have an abortion. .

Does he know?

She was out of breath from crying, and it was difficult to accept this fact. Looking at these lists, she felt as if she was being torn apart.Now she finally understood why the depression that had been under control for so many years became serious.

Hehe, what is this?You can't live by yourself?Harm others and end up harming oneself?
This is his child?

Suddenly remembered something and quickly took out to eat one, and soon my mood slowly stabilized.This medicine is very effective and has the greatest side effects, but it is the best way to stabilize the mood.

She can't get sick anymore.

Sucking his nose and swallowing his tears, there was nothing he couldn't accept.I rubbed my stomach, but unfortunately there were no small things in it.If you lose it, you lose it, after all, even if you give birth to this child, you won't be expected, and it may even harm Brother Rui.Tell yourself not to miss what you have lost.

But my heart hurts, I can't stop it!
Kneeling on the ground, looking at a few checklists, he couldn't take his eyes off, stroking his stomach with trembling cold hands, as if expecting the presence of small things inside, wiped away the tears on his cheeks, eyes The flush seemed to bleed, and it hurt to breathe, but at such a heartbroken moment, she laughed out loud, but she couldn't hide the extremely desolate breath.

"Hehe, Brother Rui, will you know how much it hurts me? But I don't blame you at all."

How can a child come without love? Although it cannot be born, even if it is an abortion for you, it is because I love you.

A "love" in the world is really irresistible, there is laughter and sorrow, but there is no escape from a willingness.

I have been depressed for several days, and finally get better when I go to work, because there is Han Qingrui at the place where I go to work.

The time for the two to go to work is in the afternoon. After the colleagues in the opposite group went home in the morning, Han Qingrui quietly came to Lin Yuxi's room. Lin Yuxi opened the door excitedly. It's not painful.

Of course, nothing compares to Han Qingrui.

"Come on." Xiaoyu threw herself into his arms excitedly, wrapping her hands around his waist, because of fitness reasons, his waist didn't have a trace of fat, and the male god male god was not in vain, he was still handsome and handsome.

(End of this chapter)