One-man puppet Xi

Chapter 66

It was time to go to work again, and Lin Yuxi looked at Han Qingrui with joy. Although he didn't say anything, his eyes were already very deep. Fortunately, there was no one around, otherwise it would be bad if someone saw the clue.

"hug!"

"Come on." Han Qingrui opened his arms and waited for Xiaoyu to rush over.Xiao Yu immediately threw herself into his arms, no matter what time his arms were so warm, his body always exuded a unique fragrance that made her feel very at ease, very at ease.

"do you miss me?"

"necessary."

It was his standard answer again, and Xiao Yu had known that he would answer like this for a long time, with a slight smile and happiness written all over his face.

I thought I would spend the happiest four days, but I didn't expect that on the third day, I couldn't make it through, and I fell ill without taking medicine.Lin Yuxi, who doesn't remember anything, doesn't remember that he forgot to bring the medicine box.Nausea, dizziness, and nausea tormented Yu Xi, and he was so decadent that he had no energy at all.

Unexpectedly, it exploded completely on the last day.

Han Qingrui stood in front of Yuxi, seeing her suffering, and felt uncomfortable too. After a while, Han Qingrui thought about it and said to Lin Yuxi:

"I'm leaving early tomorrow morning, and she's coming to pick me up. I've made an appointment with my friend to go out to play."

"Oh..." She supported his head and answered his words nonchalantly, as if she didn't care at all, and there was no unnecessary expression on her face except the discomfort caused by dizziness.

"Well, go in and sit down. If you're really uncomfortable, I'll ask someone to come down and go to work for you."

Lin Yuxi smiled wryly and said: "It's okay, it will pass after a while." It's only four hours, it's no big deal, whoever told me to go to work without medicine, I'll remember next time.

Then the feeling of dizziness and non-stop vomiting was too uncomfortable, and I squatted on the ground for a long time and couldn't get up.

Han Qingrui looked helplessly at the stubborn Xiaoyu, and she couldn't listen no matter how much he said, his temper was too stubborn, no matter what he said, he would not let others replace him, and would rather suffer by himself.It's not the first time, the law of going to work now can't stop the medicine at all, but Xiaoyu doesn't listen at all.

"Hey, go in and sit down, your legs are numb after squatting for a long time."

"Okay." He raised his head and smiled slightly, but the smile on his face made people look so distressed.

Han Qingrui shook his head and returned to his post. He only hoped that Xiao Yu could bear it and go home and take the medicine tomorrow.

Not long after Han Qingrui left, Lin Yuxi got up slowly and sat in the pavilion, with his hands propped on the window sill, his eyes were empty and out of focus, his heart was abnormally calm but his heart was shattered and painful.

At this time, the dizziness caused by the lack of medicine was gone, and he was already covered by the feeling of distress.I kept repeating a sentence in my mind, 'she will come to pick him up, and they will go out to a party together. '

To be honest, she was jealous and unwilling.She has never dared to ask for extravagance. It may be because of her illness that she was so uncomfortable when she heard these few words. She broke down and cried in an instant. The tears could not be stopped, and all her emotions were exposed under the surveillance.

Why can they all be so happy, only she has nothing, but she has never expected anything extravagantly, but now a toxin called jealousy is crazily devouring her, more and more tears of grievance, in the end they can no longer tell each other Clear which are tears and which are snot.

There are more and more messy thoughts in my heart, as if they have been swallowed by darkness, and the distressed feeling in the past has not improved in the slightest. How many people can bear the pain of bone erosion.

The tissues were gone, so he wiped away his tears with his bare hands, and took the walkie-talkie to ask Han Qingrui if he had any tissues.

Sniffing, trying to keep calm, not wanting him to see anything strange: "Brother Rui, I need tissues, do you have any?"

"Yes, I'll bring it for you."

He got up and rubbed his sore cheeks in front of the mirror, trying to make a smile, and walked out of the pavilion towards Han Qingrui after seeing nothing unusual, but all his efforts were in vain the moment he saw him, "Thank you." After passing the tissue, he turned around quickly, tears streaming down his face for a second, and prayed in his heart that he wouldn't notice anything strange, but how could such a shrewd person as Han Qingrui not know, and he didn't care to follow her all the way to work.

"It's okay, I'll ask someone to pick you up early, and go back to the dormitory to rest."

Wiping away tears, he choked up and said, "I'm fine, don't bother them."

At first I wanted to pretend to be smiling, but the tears could not be stopped, and I squatted on the ground and collapsed to the point of collapse, with tears dripping on the ground one after another. Han Qingrui looked distressed, so he could only talk about his own experience to divert attention force.

"Okay, don't cry, you think about happy things, it's not a big deal, you see so many things in my family, and I'm happy even if I'm still in debt." Han Qingrui talked a lot about his bad experiences, I just want Lin Yuxi to feel that nothing is difficult, but Lin Yuxi will listen to it. Although she has always admired Han Qingrui's optimistic attitude, she will never be able to be like him in her life.

"You said these are useless. I have a hurdle in my heart, a hurdle that no one knows that I can't cross in my life. It hurts when I encounter it. The depression is so bad that these drugs don't work at all. I have tried three times. Ten times of electric shock, but only in the two months of hospitalization and the few days of discharge from the hospital, I slept well except for accidents and no thoughts, and the rest of the time was not good."

"What's on your mind?"

"A matter that no one knows and no one can solve." Lin Yuxi looked at him desperately, and didn't plan to tell him his secret, but Han Qingrui never thought that this secret was him, he was Lin Yuxi's heart. A thorn in the bone marrow will hurt if you don't pull it out, and it will be a bone-eroding pain if you pull it out.

Just because of a simple sentence, Lin Yuxi couldn't control her emotions like crazy, how dare she let Han Qingrui know her true heart, I'm afraid Han Qingrui will think about leaving him as soon as possible.

"neither knows?"

Han Qingrui stood aside frowning, feeling so powerless for the first time, he was really inexperienced in dealing with such a little girl, he didn't know how to coax her, he didn't know what to do.She could only talk about other things to divert her attention until Lin Yuxi came out of her emotions.

He stood aside and kept talking to coax her, divert her attention, and even compared his own case, hoping that she would feel better, but it didn't help.I could only watch her cry non-stop, and my heart was so distressed that I was about to suffocate.

He knew that the onset of depression would be very painful, but he didn't know how distressing it would be for a strong little feather to collapse, rejecting everyone's help, and enjoying the pain alone in his own world.

Lin Yuxi raised his head, and looked at him with tears in his eyes, aggrieved: "Can you hug me?"

(End of this chapter)