Nogizaka's Synchronized Coincidence

Chapter 8
Nishino Nanase felt a little depressed, so she came to the park near the dormitory to observe her favorite fat pigeons, hoping to make herself feel better.

Sitting on a bench in the park, looking at those fat pigeons, Nishino Nanase's depressed mood improved a little, and she unconsciously recalled her own experience.

Since I grew up in the countryside of Osaka, my life is simple and carefree. Even if I am alone, I can be self-sufficient and entertain myself.However, since I entered elementary school, I found that it is so complicated and difficult to establish a relationship with a group of strangers. Therefore, I don’t know that from then on, I no longer like to actively communicate with others. I just want to be alone. As long as I have paper A pen and a pen are enough for her to draw.

I started liking to read comics and games, probably because of my brother, and I don’t know why I don’t like girls’ comics very much. On the contrary, I read those royal and bloody comics with great interest, such as "Legend of Silver Teeth", "Gantz" and " Jo Jo" has become my favorite.

I don’t need to talk to others, as long as I have comics and games, paper and pen, I can live in my own world and do what I like, and I am satisfied.

But since middle school, maybe my mother was worried that I would become more and more autistic, so she insisted on persuading me to join the basketball team.Those girls are always telling stories, wanting to divide parties, and asking me to take a stand. I hate these things and I don’t want to participate in them at all. In the end, both sides hate and reject me.

Fear and obsession made me insomnia, and I begged my mother to let me quit the basketball team, so I can be alone again, no one cares about it, even looking at the ants and insects on the ground is happier than getting along with people many.

In fact, deep down in my heart, I am also longing to have friends and partners, just like Wade in "Silver Teeth" has GB and Oyu Legion, Xuan Ye and his teammates in "GANTZ", and of course "JoJo Gold の风" "The Bugarati team in ", then when and where can I meet my own partners?

Originally, my own life would follow my mother's plan and enter high school to study nursing professional courses, and become a nurse as my mother expected since I was a child.

However, my mother, out of nowhere, persuaded her to participate in the selection of Nogizaka 46. I couldn't bear her mother's repeated bombardment, so I obediently filled out the application form on the computer.

The joke God made with me is too big, why did you choose it?Let’s not talk about contacting and dealing with more than 30 other girls. Idols have to face the crowd and express themselves in front of strangers. Are those things I can do?
But just giving up and admitting defeat like this, I am really unwilling. The protagonist of the passionate manga does not face challenges and difficulties. I, Nanase Maru, will surpass myself this time! (Jojo Standing)
At the beginning, I had to travel back and forth between Tokyo and Osaka, and I could only participate in training on weekends, and my progress was far behind other members who had already lived in Beijing.It is rare that I persuaded my mother to agree to live in the dormitory this time. It is a good opportunity for me to catch up. At the same time, transferring to a communication school in Tokyo has been put on the agenda. I can stay in Tokyo and work hard. I believe that Nogizaka46 can occupy One seat.

However, some things obviously cannot be brought about by hard work alone.The handshake meeting a few days ago is a good example. The number of fans who came to shake hands with me was very small.Unlike Xiao Shi who can talk endlessly when he opens his mouth, he himself is clumsy and tongue-tied, and he can't and dare not speak.They are not as good-looking as Maiyang and Kuijiang. Just standing up will attract everyone's attention and stare at them intently, so the number of people who shake hands with them far exceeds that of all members.

Not to mention the figures of Shiraishi and Kurokawa, Nishino Nanase lowered her head and saw her toes without hindrance, and suddenly became speechless, like a deflated balloon.

Fortunately, at least I was lucky enough to find the friend and partner I had been looking forward to in the team.For example, Xiaoshi, Aiwei, Youdan, etc., are all people who can give their backs to each other, although Xiaoshi and Aiwei's backs are the most comfortable.

In fact, I still have the person I yearn for the most. She is so beautiful, and her figure makes me even more excited as a girl. I really want to get closer to her, stick to her back and feel that perfect body. It's a bit high, maybe you have to sit down to lean on it.

Nishino Nanase, who was intoxicated in her imaginary world, didn't notice the figure approaching her.

"Na-chan? Na-chan!!"

The sound of calling awakened Nishino Nanase, who was intoxicated in her imagination, and saw that the person standing in front of her was the person who had just appeared in her imagination. Ear squirt.

Just bought snacks from a convenience store and was on the way back to the dormitory when she saw Nishino Nanase sitting on a park bench, Kurokawa Aoi who came to say hello, looking at Na-chan who seemed to be crashing due to overclocking and overloading the processor, she hurriedly Sitting next to the other party, put his hands on her shoulders, shaking slightly.

"Are you okay? Na sauce, don't scare me! I'll take you to the hospital if it's uncomfortable there"

"I'm fine! It's just that I was too absorbed in thinking about things just now, I'm sorry to make you worry, Aoi Sauce"

Nishino Nanase, who came back to her senses, responded hastily, with a pitiful expression in her apologetic eyes, so weak that it made people want to protect.

"Phew~ It's great that you're fine! Na Jiang, you were so engrossed in what you were thinking just now, as if you lost your soul. If you have something on your mind, you may wish to talk to me, even if I can't give you a solution to the problem, but at least We can do it together, okay?"

Kurokawa Aoi sent an invitation to Nishino Nanase softly, hoping that through mutual communication, the other party's thoughts will not get into the horns.

"Thank you, Aoi-chan! If necessary, I will go to you to talk about my concerns, and you will be fine if you don't think I'm bothering you. Just now I was thinking about whether I am suitable to be an idol or not."

Nishino Nanase responded half-truthfully, why didn't she have the guts to say what she had just imagined about Kurokawa Aoi.

"I don't have an answer to this question. Nogizaka46 is just starting now. There are too many things we don't understand and haven't tried. How can we know the results that we haven't tried?"

While talking, Kurokawa Aoi put his arm around the other's shoulder, trying to give comfort and support.

Nishino Nanase felt weak all over, and fell into Kurokawa Aoi's soft arms, sighing silently.

"The future is unknown. What we can do is to persevere and try our best to do the best we can. I see that Na Jiang works hard every time she trains, and she also doubles her training from time to time. I am quite impressed. And Na There are many bright spots in Chan, but it takes time to discover them, as long as you have more confidence in yourself, soon Na Chan will become a dazzling star, shining your own brilliance.”

"I think you may have become afraid of communicating with others because of some past experiences or other reasons, but I feel that you are a gentle and lovely, strong and unyielding person. I look forward to seeing that one day Na Chan is no longer afraid to show it real me"

The person who has never thought about his longing, actually has such expectations for himself, raised his head in the other's arms, looked at the pair of amber eyes on the flawless face in front of him, Nishino Nanase showed the purest The smile, the white front teeth and the smiling eyebrows healed the hearts of those who saw it.

"Na-chan will not give up and will not admit defeat. As Aoi-chan said, I will persist in doing what I can and try to make changes. I will discover my bright spots so that I can shine. Come to meet your expectations"

Although his voice was soft and soft when he spoke, the determination and refusal to admit defeat in his eyes seemed to confirm Nishino Nanase's determination.

Watching Nishino Nanase's emotional changes happily, Kurokawa Aoi felt satisfied. It was great that she could help the team members and thus bring happiness and pride to herself!
"Then Na-chan, let's go back to the dormitory? It's almost time for dinner, and there's an exterior scene for the physical fitness test tomorrow."

When being helped up by the other party, Nishino Nanase quickly pecked the other party's face, blushing and said: "This is a thank you gift from Na-chan to Aoi-chan." After finishing speaking, he took a step towards the dormitory .

"Wait for me!"

Shaking her head and smiling, Kurokawa Aoi chased after the opponent's back with her long legs.

(End of this chapter)