What to do with a full-scale life

It was only after going through a circle that Ms. Jin fully understood Brother Zhang, why he was so cold and why he was so lonely, because for him, loneliness was the only way of eternity and self-protection.

He is immune to all harm in the world, but he cannot be immune to the emotions in his heart. Part of his halfway is because it is boring, and the other part is because it may cause him to become emotionally dependent, and this dependence is not only love, but also friendship. With family.

So everyone around him, everyone... will be transformed into a long-lived species at a certain moment, or the dying people will be resurrected due to bizarre reasons.

This is not his subjective behavior, but it is a thought activity in his consciousness, so the best way for him is to live alone, wandering in the vast world alone, and go sightseeing like a revolving lantern in the vast river of time browse.

Even if he had to enter a plot, like the one they just experienced, he would only minimize the emotional factors, and burying his head in work became the only way to get rid of emotional constraints.But even so, when the news of Su Shi's departure came, he still sat in the yard alone until midnight, presumably at that time he could feel what it means to be "three people in pairs".

It's not easy for him.

This idea has been circling in Miss Jin's head, but she didn't say it, because Brother Zhang himself said that he has nothing to be sympathetic to, on the contrary, he can have everything in this world, if it needs Poor, then there is probably no one in the entire multiverse who is not pitiful.

But it is also true that all living beings are suffering, and it does not hinder others.

Brother Zhang sat in front of the bonfire for a while: "What time is it?"

"Only 5 minutes have passed, we have experienced a lifetime in 5 minutes, and there is still an era."

Brother Zhang hugged his knees and looked at the bonfire. The firewood added to it didn't even change much, but it was the whole life of many people in this short period of time.

"You are inexperienced in this kind of game. If you play too much, you will get depressed." Brother Zhang sat there with his knees folded and looked at the endless waves in the distance, whispering softly: "Especially for those who have never experienced it."

"Now I know, you must have experienced many different types of life."

"You can think of it."

Brother Zhang took out a small notebook from his pocket, opened the seventh page and handed it to Ms. Jin. After looking at it, she realized why Brother Zhang would hardly be disturbed by such a virtual life. The grids represent a period of life he has experienced, and there are almost everything he can think of in it.

"But it's actually useless, because in the end there are nothing more than three different situations appearing alternately, with the ability but no memory, with the ability and memory, and without the ability and no memory. And I made a conclusion, that is, the life of ordinary people is actually It’s somewhat fatalistic. Why do so many people like novels and film and television dramas so much? In fact, it’s because they can’t control their own lives, so they can only put their emotions on other people’s lives, and want another life to resist their own helpless fate. "

Miss Jin looked at Brother Zhang with her chin resting on her cheek: "What about you? Are you fighting too?"

"No, I just go with the flow. I never fight against myself, but I can adjust. Fighting will lead to anger, and anger will bring misfortune." Brother Zhang said: "And since I have nothing to do in my life If it changes, then it’s better to take time out to enjoy what I want to enjoy.”

"But……"

Miss Jin's words came to her lips, but she swallowed them back. She didn't know what to ask Brother Zhang. She always felt that there was a lot she wanted to say but couldn't say, and she didn't know where to start.

"Don't worry about me, I'm fine." Zhang Ge smiled and waved his hand: "Since I have been chosen by the world, all my results will be the best."

"Ok?"

"It's just... I won't have a bad end. I won't even have regrets. I can travel through time and modify the time, but after the modification, you will be out of luck." Brother Zhang still smiled: "I tried When I was 14 years old, I prevented my father from being martyred, and the result was that he activated Qing Lingzi ten years in advance, and then used the power of the Kyushu seal to throw the upper three realms into the range of the mountain and sea forever. Can you imagine that scene?"

"hard to imagine."

"Flesh and blood." Brother Zhang's simple word, like a light sentence in a history book, "Drought, people eat each other", came with a strong smell of blood and rancidity.

"I also tried to organize my own birth, and then there will be the destruction of universe zero. The invasion of other universes will cut down this cosmic tree before universe zero has the ability to protect itself."

Miss Jin blinked: "Can't we all do it?"

"No, you don't even have a star rating, it's too weak."

It has been 19 years, and Miss Jin has lived for 19 years. Although she was in standby mode most of the time, she was called a weak chicken for the first time in 19 years, which took a big blow to her self-confidence.

"So the cost of modifying the time is too high, I dare not try it lightly, and this is why all my results are the best results, if you insist on asking if there is any better result, this is It seems that you pointed out one hundred from one to one hundred and asked me if there is any other number greater than this, but in fact there is none.”

"Aren't you selfish then?"

"Okay, of course. It's just the result of selfishness that you may not know what it is. Let's use the fact that I prevented my father from being martyred. Regardless of whether he was martyred or not, I will be selected on time at the age of 14. After being selected , there is nothing I can do now. Without my father incarnate, at 14 years old, I will change the world into the way I want it to be."

Miss Jin was stunned: "Isn't that very good?"

"Is it really good? A 14-year-old boy, his ideal world is so extreme that you can't understand it, because when I was 14 years old, I didn't have the concept of being with the light, and I couldn't accept imperfections. I will Erase all the things I feel bad about, and my mind and stand are not firm, and I am easily influenced by others, which is extremely dangerous."

"Only when I have lived for a certain period of time without any redundant emotions, can I slowly accept all imperfections with a peaceful attitude. My father is protecting me and everyone. Because 14 years old Time is irreversible, and have you ever heard of blackening strong three points?"

"I know, because I don't have to worry about the consequences."

"Yes, the 14-year-old me with the same ability and strong personal emotions, are you afraid?"

Miss Jin pursed her lips and said nothing, but Brother Zhang pinched her cheek: "I was afraid myself, I couldn't even guess what I would do next, but I knew what he could do."

Saying it this way is indeed a bit scary. Miss Jin thought about it for a while, and it was indeed as he said. Although the process was not perfect, the ending was the best ending.

It's just that it's really impossible to have a perfect thing in the world, even in Brother Zhang.

The two chatted on the beach for a long time. When the day was getting dark, there was already a blue light on the sea. This was the kind of blue jellyfish that would fly from the sea to the sky during the day when it absorbed sunlight and accumulated energy. of the dim light.

This is not a remarkable spectacle in the world of mountains and seas, but it is indeed very beautiful.

"What are you going to do after that, continue to follow the game?"

"No." Brother Zhang shook his head: "I have other things to do. It will be spring soon, and I'm going back to the farm to farm."

"Planting? I'll go too."

"Your work is done?" Brother Zhang asked curiously: "Didn't you say that the competition is about to start? I still have a few months of vacation. You don't have any vacation, do you?"

Miss Jin smiled: "I don't care anymore, just treat it as a loss."

And while they were sitting here planning what to plant in the spring, in a small mountain village at the moment, the Jade Rabbit Spirit was beating Zhang Xu until his nose was blue and his face was swollen. In the eyes of the three gods of war who eat melon seeds, he is still too weak, but he has finally seen progress.

Finally, when it was time to rest, Zhang Xu leaned against a big tree in the village and ate. He had been beaten to the point where he could no longer hold chopsticks, so he could only eat with a spoon.

In the past, he still complained, even when he was beaten and cried, but now he is used to it, and the almost numb day-to-day training made this young man with the inheritance of the Shanhe Sheji Map no longer look good in his eyes up.

At this moment, I, the monkey, strolled over while eating a piece of fruit: "Would you like to eat?"

Zhang Xu nodded: "Ang."

The monkey looked around, and then took out a palm-sized peach from his arms: "Don't tell the two of them, eat it."

"Peach?"

"What peaches are not peaches? This is the queen mother's flat peach. I sneaked to find my good almond girl yesterday. She got it for me. I'm fine if I tell it. My almond girl will be out of luck." .”

"What kind of names do you give to others... Miss Xingren."

"Stop talking nonsense, eat it quickly, this thing has infinite uses."

Zhang Xu let out a cry, and put the peach in his mouth, but he could still bite it, the peach melted in the mouth, but he didn't have the same situation as Fairy Shui Lin, because the two demon gods on him were too edible, It sucked all the energy of the flat peach almost instantly, and he only got a very pitiful amount.

But not long after the monkey left, the third prince Nezha also came here. He fumbled around in his bag for a while, then threw a bead to Zhang Xu, and said in a spirited voice: "This is I don’t need my water-repelling beads anymore, so take them.”

"what?"

But before he finished, the third prince walked away like a dog, for fear that he would look like a monkey if people saw him.

Zhang Xu looked at the two of them one in front of the other, and still murmured in his heart, thinking that Master Yang might have to come later.

Sure enough, just as he was pondering, Yang Jian brought the dog boss with his hands behind his back, and came over with the attitude of an old man casually walking the dog. He came slowly to the big tree, glanced at Zhang Xu and said casually : "Yo, what about eating?"

"Hmm..." Zhang Xu nodded, "Do you want to give me something too?"

"also?"

"No, mantra."

Yang Jian just nodded, and took out something wrapped in silk cloth from his pocket: "Chen Xiang, my eldest nephew. He got a golden pill from Taishang Laojun some time ago and said it was filial piety." Me, but I don’t need it, you just use it, it should be fine.”

Zhang Xu is no longer a rookie who allows them to fool around. When he saw that there were words on the golden elixir, it was not the golden elixir of the Supreme Lord at all, and it was not the filial piety of Chen Xiang, but Donghua. The emperor's exclusive elixir.

Master Yang Jian Yang has boasted about this thing more than once, saying that when he traveled westward with Emperor Donghua, Emperor Donghua gave him a Golden Elixir of Duhua, which is the only one in the world. The things left to him by the Holy Mother of the Yuan Dynasty are top-level spiritual treasures even in the ancient prehistoric times. It is said that they are refined from the fruit of Donghai Jianmu. The specific effect is unknown, but they are all called Duhua Golden Pills.

"This is too precious..."

"Take it!"

Yang Jian frowned: "I don't know how to take it. Don't eat it indiscriminately. When the opportunity comes, there will be a clear indication."

Zhang Xu wanted to say something, but Yang Jian just waved his hand: "Don't talk nonsense."

After speaking, he took the dog and left...

These three bosses are suddenly so abnormal, Zhang Xu is a little surprised, but it seems that they are determined to give him something, which makes him confused.

But if you can't get a result from asking them, then ask that dead rabbit...

After Zhang Xu ate, he found the Jade Rabbit that beat him up all day long. He was sweet, and he called Jade Rabbit very well.

When Yutu knew what the three of them had done, she didn't have any surprised expression: "It should be time for you to be a teacher, let you choose one among the three of them, you also know that this group of people has reached their age, inheritance more than anything."

"what?"

"One of the three of them came out of the Three-Star Cave of the Oblique Moon. The spells in the Three-Star Cave belong to the sect of teaching. The other is the Taiyi School, and Taiyi is a disciple of the Yuanshi Tianzun, so he can be regarded as a disciple of the Yuanshi Tianzun. Although Yang Jian taught The mentor is Daoist Yuding, who is also a disciple of Yuanshi Tianzun, but in fact he got closer to Emperor Donghua later, and now his routes are basically Donghua's routes, so these three guys are now planning to be in Donghua. Fighting for inheritance."

Don't look at the little jade rabbit that usually looks harmless to humans and animals, but it is a cute rabbit in the Guanghan Palace. There are a lot of things to know, so Zhang Xu probably understands it.

"Then sister Tutu, who should I choose?"