Endless Debt.

Chapter 100 Stone Friend
"Kedning, in fact, you are not suitable for this job."

In the dark alley, Kedening was squatting in the corner, breathing rapidly. On the opposite side of him, David was leaning against the wall nonchalantly.

"me……"

Ke Dening looked at the blood in his hand, it was so bright, and there was a burst of warmth on it.

There was something squirming in the field of vision, and Kedening looked at a corner in horror. The man whimpered and crawled towards him.

He should have died, he had been stabbed several times in the abdomen, but driven by the will to survive, he was still crawling tenaciously, longing for some hope.

"Although you brought me into the industry, I still have to say that sometimes your heart becomes cruel."

David played with the dagger in his hand, which was still dripping with blood, and stepped on the man heavily, like stepping on a rotten tomato, squeezing out more blood from the man's body with a little force.

"It's cruelty, not numbness, numbness means that you can't feel anything, but under the gray shell, your heart is still cowardly.

You have to be vicious, Kedening, you can't say that you did all this for Jinny, you need to be for yourself, for yourself and Jinny, so that you can be cruel enough, and only in this way can you survive. "

David taught Kedening, although he did not kill people a few times, but his childhood experience gave him a vicious heart very early on.

"I have never met my father, and my mother passed away very early. I spent most of my childhood in an orphanage. In many story books, the author described it as a warm place. Poor kids keep each other warm."

David squatted down, and while speaking, he looked at the dying man, his gradually cloudy eyes, and the deep howling fear.

"A sad story is a story after all, it's not warm there, and the kids usually fight over what they have.

Speaking of which, you also know my character. When someone came to provoke me, I beat them up hard, even if I couldn’t beat them. Over time, I began to be respected. They respected my fist and knew I'm not easy to mess with, a big bad guy.

But after a long time, I don’t want to be like this, I also want friends, but everyone is afraid of me, I started to show some kindness, once I got a few pieces of candy, I gave it to other people, I thought This is a good start.

But at night, I was pressed on the bed and beaten. They felt that my behavior of showing kindness was subdued. I began to be afraid of them. After beating me, their boss stood by my bed and said to me Ruthless words, surrounded by his little brothers, I know that if I do anything, I will be beaten again. "

David's voice paused, looking at his blood-stained hands.

"I was young at the time, not strong enough, and my fist was far from hard enough, but I put a rock under my pillow with a ridiculous pattern drawn with a crayon, and whenever people asked, I said it was my stone friend. .

My stone friend protected me and I picked him up and smashed the guy's face. "

David laughed.

"Those brats have never seen such a battle, blood and teeth are flying, that guy even peed his pants in pain."

The laughter stopped, and his face remained expressionless.

"But after winning, I'm not happy."

Ke Dening was silent. He had known David for many years, but he had never heard David talk about it. Sometimes when asked from others, everyone only knew that David often wandered on the streets.

"I'm not telling you about a rough childhood, I'm telling you an example."

David handed the bloody dagger to Kodening.

"So do you understand? Ke Dening, you have no chance to be a good person. Look at the blood on your hands, and don't think about the so-called kindness. The feeling of being indifferent will only harm you.

You are villains, we are villains, total villains, villains with no way out. "

Ke Dening slowly clenched the short knife, looking at the man below him, the man looked at himself as if asking for help, the man knew very well that David was a complete lunatic, but Ke Dening had some remnants of humanity, and he could only rely on him if he wanted to survive. Kodnin's mercy.

Mercy... For the wicked, the last thing they need is meaningless kindness and mercy.

Under the man's horrified gaze, Kedening swung his short knife and slit his throat as if he had made up his mind.

Blood gushed out, and the man fell to the ground completely dead.

"It's not bad," David looked at all this with satisfaction, his eyes fell on Kedening's face, "I just hope that you are really hard-hearted, instead of closing your heart so that you can't feel anything. "

Ke Dening did not speak, maintaining absolute silence.

……

"Kodning, Kedening."

A familiar voice called, she stretched out her hand, and gently stroked her face, dispelling the coldness.

Ke Dening slowly opened his eyes. Although the surrounding light was dim, he could still see the woman beside him clearly. She leaned against him, gently stroked his forehead, and wiped off the sweat with a handkerchief.

"Did you have a nightmare?" Ginny asked.

Ke Dening recalled the dream just now, his expression was a bit complicated, but he still nodded and responded.

"Basically, a nightmare, a bad nightmare."

"Don't be afraid, it's okay, I'm by your side."

Jinny hugged Kedening's head as she said, and the real touch came from the skin, which dissipated the illusion of the dream a lot.

"It's nothing, it's just a dream."

Ke Dunning patted Jinny's hand lightly, and sat up from the bed.

This is not a familiar home, but a strange room, a safe house that Kedening had prepared for himself a long time ago.

There was a sharp pain in his mind, and Ke Dening made a grim expression, raised his hand to cover his head, and kneaded vigorously.

Probably this is what the world should be like. Everything is changing rapidly. Yesterday Kedening was an eye-catching actor, but today he is a mouse running away in a hurry.

He couldn't remember how he left the theater, and he didn't even know how he felt at the time.

It was like a shattered dream, when Kedening woke up from it, he had already stayed here.

Jinny looked at Kedening, she knew exactly what happened, but Kedening didn't say anything, and she didn't ask anything.

She still remembered the scene of last night, she was rarely sober, waiting for Kedening's return, and told herself about the success of the show, but when the door was opened, what appeared in Jinny's eyes was not Kedening, but a mouse that had lost its soul.

Ke Dening didn't even have time to change his clothes. He was wearing a performance costume, with heavy makeup on his face, and hugged Jini. After a short pause, he left with Jini.

Something bad happened, but Jinny didn't want to doubt Ke Dening, Ke Dening had done enough for herself, and she could give Ke Dening nothing but trust.

"Anything to say?"

After Kedening calmed down, Jinny asked softly.

There was silence at first, and soon Ke Dunning's voice sounded.

"Sometimes I can't tell the difference, just like a person who is too deep into the drama, sometimes I can't tell what is reality or illusion, and it seems that everything is reality and everything is illusion."

Ke Dening said expressionlessly.

When "People Love" was established, he was ready to die, but when someone around him really died, Ke Dening was deeply saddened.

He was a little confused whether he was a cold-blooded villain or an ordinary person who had gone astray.
But soon, Ke Dunning no longer thought about it.

"It's nothing, I'll take care of everything and wait here for my return."

Ke Dening gently kissed Jinny's forehead, got up and straightened his clothes, opened the door and left.

The sky outside the window was bright, Ke Dening didn't sleep for a long time, his pupils were bloodshot, in fact he really wanted to hold Jinny and talk, but when the words came to his mouth, Ke Dening couldn't say anything.

He couldn't tell Ginny that you were a hungry demon, that the medicines you take every day had souls in them, and he couldn't tell that he was a murderer with bloody hands who gave so many lives for it.

In the end Kedening couldn't say a word.

There is no need to say.

The phone was dialed, Ke Dening said straight to the point.

"I need two tickets to leave Opals. I will leave tonight without attracting anyone's attention. The price is not a problem."

After a brief silence, the phone rang.

"Of course, this is what we do," the other party agreed, "Please explain the address, I will send someone to pick you up before midnight."

Ke Dening moved his gaze out of the window, looked at the metal nameplate on the wall of the opposite building, and out of vigilance, he reported another address.

After doing all this, Ke Dening thought about the plan. He couldn't pin all his hopes on these gangsters. There was no essential difference between them and Ke Dening. Ke Dening understood them just as he understood himself.

Kedening was planning his escape trip, when another voice rang in his ears.

"Kedning, you have to live with a certain identity, have you figured it out?"

The man appeared next to Kedening at some point, and Kedening recognized the makeup on the man's face, it was Bart.

No...something is not quite right.

Before Kedening could say anything, the weird hallucinations in front of him disappeared, and there was nothing left. His expression was dull, as if everything just now was just his imagination.

The headache was splitting, like a sharp nail stuck in the brain, but fortunately the pain was relatively short-lived, and Kedening recovered after a moment.

"You can't be a good person, and you can't be a pure villain. What do you think? Ke Dening."

"me……"

Always failed to give an answer.

"It's so pitiful..."

The man seemed to be talking to himself, or talking to someone, falling into madness in the silence.

(End of this chapter)