Endless Debt.

Chapter 674 Good Start

Burrog was back to his stern look, as if nothing bothered him, like an efficient and cold machine called an expert.

Amy knew he wasn't really cold, that Burlogo was a sentimental fellow, on the contrary.

She had heard Burlog tell Adele's story, and Burlog didn't mention that story many times, and the content was not detailed, but Amy could see Burlog's eyes and was telling that story At that moment, Burlogo's eyes sparkled.

Burlogo rarely showed that soft side.

When saying goodbye to Irving, Amy felt that an indifferent person would not write such an ending, let alone an indifferent person would not choose to save himself.

Amy felt that Burlogo had strong emotions, but he was not good at expressing them, so he always had a cold face, and often used words such as work and experts to relieve himself, like a seemingly Dead volcano.

Burlog kept living with this attitude, until Irving left a crack in his strong heart, and Burrog tried to make the crack bigger, and even broke the shackles completely.

After realizing this, Amy suddenly realized what he could do for Burrog.

Too bad I couldn't pretend to be drunk.

Amyu tried to deepen the conversation, with a sly look on his expression, like a little fox sticking out of the grass.

Aimu took advantage of the victory and pursued, "Then why did this happen?"

Bologo still had the same expression on his face, and he talked about his own thoughts without answering Amyu's question.

"You make me feel very strange, Bologo."

"why……"

Burrog didn't say it clearly, but Amy felt that he got the answer he wanted, and Burrog also cared about himself, so he would become so weird, hot and cold, because he didn't know what to do.

"Are you sure I had a good conversation with her?"

Amyu said, "But without some bold moves, no matter how sincere you are, it's hard to move on, isn't it?"

Seeing that Burlogo reacted so strongly, Aimu couldn't help but smiled, and then said in a cliché, "Then why? Because you hate her?"

"Are you really unwilling to drink because of some expert attitude?"

Burrog replied decisively, "No, there isn't."

"So Palmer is my roommate, in a sense, with him, I don't worry about him breaking into my world."

Before Burlogo could answer, Amy struck while the iron was hot, "Do I mean something different to you?"

"I don't like this, without any solid foundation for a relationship, too casual words make me feel...feel..."

Noble man.

Burrog's sudden counterattack caught Aimu by surprise.

"Then you and Bai Li also had a good chat?"

"So I care about your thoughts, and I will present myself as perfect as possible."

Burlog was sorting out his words, and at this moment he realized that he was very stupid, and Amy also noticed this, and she wondered if she was going too far.

"No, it's not that I don't care about Palmer, it's just that he doesn't need me to take it seriously," Burlogo said. "We are friends. No matter how close we are, there is always a distance, and that distance is not possible." Filled. That's Vossilin's place."

Aimiao was dumbfounded, not knowing what to say, she looked calm on the surface, but her facial expression was almost out of control.

"I don't have many friends."

Such a thought flashed through Burrogo's mind. He himself didn't understand how to become such a person, so he could only put shackles on himself one after another, and he was unwilling to take them off even in front of his close relatives.

"I don't know how to treat you. I'm not good at socializing, let alone with the opposite sex."

It's not that Burlog hates others, it's more like...he hates himself, and Burlog doesn't have the courage to show his true self to others.

"Amy, I'm not good at socializing."

"You can be more interesting, Bologo, like speech, and don't always look so cold and serious."

"When I was in the army, during that time I drank alcohol almost whenever I had time, and sometimes took some psychotropic drugs," Burlogo did not say clearly, "Some stimulants, only in this way can we maintain a high concentration for a long time. For hours, that's the only way to numb our fear of death."

"What's wrong?"

Amyu hid her face in the shadows, she felt that this topic would easily get out of control if it continued.

Aimu sincerely suggested this point. In the conversation just now, she felt like she was listening to Burlogo's experiment report.

"so?"

Amyu asked, "Well... are you unwilling to drink because you are afraid of showing your bad side?"

"Communication between people is more difficult than I imagined. Compared with these, I am better at speaking with swords, but I also know that this kind of thing is unavoidable, and I have to try it sooner or later."

"Am I right? You were relaxed when you were with Palmer, talking nonsense, watching some nonsense movies together. Is it because you accept him more? Or, you don't care about him, so you also Don't you care what he thinks?"

"After that was the first year of work. During that time, my mental state was very bad. Fortunately, everything passed."

Boluogo has experienced many things, his heart is as hard as iron stone, but emotionally his barren desert is like a desert, even if there are seeds falling, he doesn't know how to maintain it.

"Sometimes the more you care about something, the more you worry about what the other person thinks, the more reserved you become, and the more you want to make yourself perfect."

"When?"

Amy narrowed his eyes and looked at Bologo carefully. Bologo didn't understand why she suddenly mentioned this, so he responded casually, "I drank it for a while, and then I quit."

Bologo said and looked at Amy. He frowned, his eyes full of thoughts, and he obviously didn't drink, but his face was full of drunken distress.

Thurley stepped on the table and laughed at Palmer loudly. He had a lucky night and finally ushered in bad luck.

"It's also the opposite sex. Why can you get along with her peacefully, but you can be hot and cold towards me?"

Amy looked forward to what Burlogo would say next.

Burrog didn't answer. He thought that maybe it was difficult for him to fully accept others, just like Amy's own resistance when he said that he wanted to try the double image.

If it is not necessary, Burlogo will never talk to Bailey, and even say that he will take a detour if he meets her by chance.

"Sometimes it's very enthusiastic, and sometimes it's indifferent, making people confused."

Like scholars, the two were discussing strange issues in a serious manner.

"I feel like I'm going to be like Thurley, and I don't want to be like that," Burrog said. "I'm very demanding of myself."

Amy thought that being drunk was a good excuse for everyone to say what they usually couldn't say, but Amy didn't drink, especially Burlogo.

Burrogo asked back, "You became very cautious before, and why? Was the relationship unfamiliar? I think we were already very close at that time, and we were considered good brothers who went through life and death.

After about 1 minute, Burlogo spoke.

"One house, everyone lives in different rooms, rolls together in the living room when needed, but when the door is closed, no one can break into your world-except the one you can really accept."

Bologo thought deeply, until now he didn't realize the meaning of the conversation between Amyu and him, just regarded it as a normal discussion, and thought seriously.

During this period of time, she has seen the changes of Bologo, but with the limit of Bologo's personal ability, that is to say, it is just a joke. She wants to take him one step closer without the interference of external forces. It is simply a fantasy.

So what do you care about? "

"But not when you're with Palmer."

Aimiao took a deep breath. Since you want to conquer a high mountain, you must first have the courage to climb it. She controlled her expression and said, "It's just... hot and cold. I often feel that I've made you angry. "

Bologo stopped while talking. He was unexpectedly serious about this matter, thinking carefully about every sentence, but he couldn't think of an accurate answer.

"continue."

Amyu glanced at the cheering Palmer, who cast another miraculous value, as excited as a gorilla who only got the right to be a spouse.

"It's not really annoying either."

Yes, Bologo seems to be an undead person, but after careful calculation, the years he actually spent have not even reached thirty years, not to mention that most of the time was spent fighting and killing.

As Burlogo said, Amy was very concerned about how Burlogo viewed her, so she worked hard to learn and improve, and tried to show her own value in crisis actions. This is the same as Burlogo at this time so similar.

Burlogo didn't know how to describe that feeling for a moment, and then he heard another cheer.

Burrog fell silent, and his expression didn't change much from the beginning to the end, but Amy could see his trembling eyes, wandering around as if fleeing.

This seemed a bit difficult for Burlogo, like an unbreakable paradox.

Aimu was silent, and after a long time, she let out a long sigh, and reached out to pat Burlogo on the shoulder.

"At least it's a good start."

(End of this chapter)