Endless Debt.

Chapter 743 Heart of Iron and Stone
Amyu never questioned Bologo's iron-like posture. To this undead man, he seemed to have no fatigue, no pain, and no rest, but now the iron man actually vetoed his tenacity, showing own vulnerability.

"Aimu...I have been thinking about these things for a long time. I always thought I had found the answer, but in fact I didn't. When Church was lying in front of me like that, I faintly realized the real answer."

Burrog clenched and loosened his hands uneasily in front of him. From Amy's point of view, Burrog was nervous like a graduate preparing for an interview.

It was the first time for Aimu to see such a Burlogo.

"Well, I'm listening."

Aimu listened to Burlogo's thoughts, allowing such an iron man to explain his inner thoughts to himself. It can be seen how the pressure of Burlogo should be condensed at the moment.

I need to help Burrog, just like he helped himself.

Yes, that's right, Amy has always had the feeling that she has done something wrong. She wants to make up for Burrog, but she doesn't know what to do, so she can only work hard to maintain the equipment for Burrog, tirelessly.

"I thought I was a very responsible person."

Burrog paused as he spoke. He was thinking about how to tell Amy about this, about his unknown side.

"I seldom promise anything, but as long as I promise, I will definitely do it. This is what I feel, and I am responsible. But in retrospect, I find that I am very resistant to making promises to others, like this The formation of the temporary action team is the same."

Burrogo didn't know how to describe his emotions specifically, "I am very responsible, I will force myself to do it no matter what, but I resist these..."

"When I acted as a team member before, I was able to handle all of this easily. I was only responsible for the work and myself...I didn't need to worry the least, but when the temporary operation team was established, others would take care of them. When my life was in my hands, I felt unimaginable pressure."

Burrogo recalled, "It's not the first time I've held other people's lives like this. During the war, I saw too many people die beside me. I have no emotion about it, but now it's different..."

"Now they have become a part of your life. If any one of them falls, your complete life will be broken again."

As Amy spoke, she approached Burlog, their arms were tightly together, and Amy was so close that Burlog could feel her breath.

"Is that right?"

"Or... maybe."

Bologo looked up at the sky, and there were some things he didn't say, not only the lives of the team members, but under the control of the devil and the appointment of the people, in the future, maybe the direction of the world will all fall on his shoulders.

Deciding the fate of the world sounds too grand for a little guy like Borrog.

"So I think, I may not be a person with a strong sense of responsibility as I imagined, on the contrary, I am a coward, I am afraid of responsibility and evade responsibility.

Whenever a responsibility came my way, I would do whatever it takes to get it done and get rid of it. "

Burrog covered his face, his voice was low, "When I saw Church's appearance, I suddenly saw many people, this time it was Church lying in front of me, next time it might be Hart, Palmer... …you."

A gust of cold wind blew by, and there was a tone like laughter, as if someone was laughing at Borrog.

"Sounds surprising?" Burrog put down his hands and looked at Amy wearily, "I actually am such a person."

"No... I'm not surprised."

Aimu suddenly grabbed Burrog's hand. With the existence of the gift, the axis of time tracing, Burrog will always return to the most perfect posture. For this reason, there are no scars or rough calluses on his hands, but Ai Myuu could still feel the cracks that seemed to be carved into the soul.

"You are not afraid of responsibility, Bologo."

Amy emphasized that she had to make Burlogo realize this, "What you are really afraid of is that this hard-won good life will be shattered again."

Burlogo's pupils constricted slightly, as if someone had touched his heartstrings.

"Just like what happened to you..."

Amyu's voice became lighter. If a person has a good impression of another person, then she will definitely try to understand everything about the other person, and the same is true for Aimiao.

From the collected information, Amy can vaguely piece together the life of Borrog. He has gone through hardships, long prisons, and in his darkest moments, he was rescued by his old friends without waiting for him to repay All this, the old friend left.

Burrog's heart became cold again, like a stone, until that crazy rainy night, when he personally executed the addict and smashed Thorndike's head, the pain was slightly relieved.

In the later life, more and more friends softened Burogo's heart, made him regain that beauty, and made him feel infinite fear of losing this beauty again.

Burrog had already suffered such a fear once, and he was so terrified of the possibility that he even mistakenly believed that the root of his problems was avoidance of responsibility.

"You see what I mean? You are not one to shy away from responsibility, Burlogo."

Amy struggled to come up with a suitable sentence, and then she realized that for a stubborn guy like Burlog, he needed more intense treatment and stronger words.

"You just...just love other people too much."

"Love?"

When Burlog heard the word, he asked, "Are you serious?"

He felt that he was about to be amused by Amyu, "You know mine, whether it's a party at home or the club of the undead, I always sit on the sidelines and never try to blend in..."

Amyu interrupted, "Are you trying to prove that you don't love other people?"

Burlog was momentarily dumbfounded.

Amy moved closer to Borrog again, those delicate and magnificent eyes were so close, floating floodlight rings hovered around the edge of the pupils, against the dim light, Borrog saw himself reflected in Amy's eyes , His expression is so terrified.

"Tell me, Bologo," pressed Amy, "do you mean to say that you are a cold, unloving person?"

Burlog said nothing.

Amy knew that she had won, and she pretended to be sad, "Others, especially Palmer, will be very sad to hear that, but he is still your roommate."

Burrog remained silent, and Amy's words were too scary for Burrog.

Love, how is this possible?

But Bologo couldn't do it if he vetoed Aimu. That would be too cruel, no matter for other people or himself.

"That's it, Bologo, because of the past, because of your damn personality, because of everything in this world...you twisted love, and regarded it as some kind of deformed sense of responsibility, and you It’s still fun.”

Amyu's words made Burlogo's mind go blank. Before Amyu proposed this possibility, Burlogo had never thought about these things. He was like a numb person bent over the ground, never Hold your head up and look at the sky.

"Haven't you realized it yet? Burrogo, think about the vengeful anger that supports your battle." Amy asked back, "Why do you desire revenge?"

Burrog replied dreamily, "Those bastards killed Adele."

"Why did Adele's death cause you such pain and make you furious and revenge?"

Burrog wanted to say something, but no sound came out, his lips trembled slightly, and a feeling that he had never felt before came to his heart.

"Because...because I love her."

How could Burlog not love the one who gave him warmth?

"What about Church?" Amy continued to ask, "Why does he make you feel this way?"

The distorted mind has witnessed the birth of the light, although it is so close to him, but he has been ignoring its existence.

Bologo looked at Amy in horror. In addition to being terrified, there were many expressions in his eyes that he had never seen before. It was something Amy had never seen before, and it was also Bologo who had been suppressed in his heart and never appeared. passed.

"Because you love them too, love all of them, and you feel the pain of their pain, and you feel the pressure of holding their lives."

Amy looked at Bologo puzzled, as if he didn't understand why Burlogo was troubled by this kind of problem.

"That's the answer to the question, very simple."

Amy added, "But for you, it's very difficult."

This time, Bologo was silent for a long time. He was sometimes happy, happy for his true love, and always painful and angry, because of Church's injury and the upcoming war.

"This has nothing to do with responsibility, but you have never faced up to your emotions. You are a human being, not a machine. Your distorted mind will only suffocate to death in this repressed spiral."

Amy looked at Burlogo with some relief, and said to himself, "I felt something was wrong a long time ago."

She reached out and stroked Burrog's back.

"Obviously you are made of flesh and blood, why is your heart like iron and stone?"

After a long silence, Bologo's eyes cleared up, and his voice was somewhat relieved and enlightened.

"Thank you, Amy."

"You're welcome."

Amy was happy for Burlogo's recovery, and then she thought of one thing, some small selfishness, a trap laid early in the morning.

She leaned against Burlogo, speaking in a very low voice and a gentle tone.

"That means you love me too, right?"

Burlogo replied naturally, "Naturally."

As soon as the words were spoken, Burlogo looked at Amy in confusion and surprise as if he sensed something was wrong with the atmosphere, and Amy let out a sly laugh, making people confused.

During the long time of getting along, Aimu has been so obedient that Burlogo forgot that she is actually a fox-like cunning guy.

Burrog froze in place, a storm of thoughts rolled up in his mind.

(End of this chapter)