Fall into the abyss and get killed 99 times

Chapter 2 Darkness
In the dark wooden house, Qiming trembled crazily.

For him, who is sick of being afraid of the dark, the little light in the window is simply insignificant. However, if there is not such a tiny bit of light, he might not be able to stand it long ago.

No, I want to get out of here immediately.

Qiming really felt uncomfortable in his heart. The dark and oppressive environment around him made him very uncomfortable, especially the occasional gust of cold wind that came out made him feel very uncomfortable.

What about the light in front of you?
The illogical and sudden ray of light in the crack of the window in front of him disappeared, as if it had been cut off by someone.

Qiming was puzzled, especially when he felt that the faint lights nearby seemed to have completely disappeared, he felt like he was going crazy.
It's as black as printing ink here, and as black as the inside of a hat that people wear all around.

Living in the darkness, Qiming could clearly feel his heart twitching crazily, and his brain nerves were also trembling.

"Ah... ah..." He could hear the horror and crying that he kept suppressing.

Right now, the light is completely lost... In the depths of the boundless darkness...

Suddenly, Qiming felt as if his body was being grabbed by someone, and he was falling crazily.

"Ah!!!" Qiming was frightened, and this sudden fright made him forget his fear of the dark. He instinctively crazily grabbed at the sky, trying to grab something, even if it was a tiny thing. !

but he caught nothing
What's going on here?What's happening here! ?

Qiming is still grabbing upwards, trying to grab, even if it is good to grab anything, don't keep falling down again.
"father!"

"mother!"

Qiming kept roaring hissingly, as if he was calling for the last straw to save himself.

no respond
Qiming felt that he was really going completely crazy, he started to keep pulling his clothes, hair, and anything within his reach, as if these actions could make him feel the possibility of survival.

Don't Have
Nothing works.
hopeless...

At this time, Qiming's body was still falling, and he seemed to know that any resistance he made now would be futile, and gradually his strength in struggling was almost exhausted.

He began to look into what had put him in this situation.

Why did I become like this?Why should I come to this kind of place?Blame that man!It's all Keiji's fault!If it wasn't for him, it wouldn't be what it is now!

After he stopped struggling, he felt the dark and oppressive darkness around him again. He was afraid, he was terribly afraid, and he wondered if he was going to die?
At this moment, his mind was like glue mixed together, and it began to become chaotic.At this time, whether the surroundings are still falling or not is not so obvious to him now, or he is used to it.

At the moment when the idea of ​​death first appeared, he was still in the moment of instinctive survival and confusion.Now, he began to seriously think about whether he was no longer alive, whether he was dead or still alive.

live...

correct……

Qiming recalled that his whole life seemed to be very sad, as if it was meaningless. He tried again and again, tried hard again and again, tried to make his life meaningful, but failed in the end. .Even, I almost lost everything, four years, probably no one will remember me anymore.

Well, this way, maybe we can be freed.
At this time, he felt as if his feet had stepped on the ground, and there seemed to be a faint light in front of his eyes, but the light was very dim and extremely limited.

Is it the light from the window?

No, Qiming looked at the empty surroundings blankly, the chilly wind slowly blowing away, this faint light seemed to come from within his body, but this light was really too dim, except for that sliver of light, he could see No other lights were seen.

This is where?Am I no longer in the original world?

He is indeed no longer in his own world, but at this moment he doesn't care anymore.

Thinking of the moment of death, it seemed that all the past appeared in front of his eyes.No matter how beautiful the picture, friends, confidantes, relatives, dreams, everything is finally covered by the iron cage-like North Courtyard.

Maybe, I'll never get out of there
No, in fact, I just need to step out one step, but, thinking that I am not tolerated by the world, even if I step out, it will be nothing, but it will only increase the struggle.

Hehe, it turns out that this life is lived like this, nothing is achieved, nothing is achieved, it is just a meaningless struggle, maybe this is fate.

He has never believed in fate, but now, all he can feel is relief, as if he has figured everything out.

Now, he really doesn't want to live anymore.

"what!"

Suddenly, Qiming yelled in pain. At this moment, his thoughts were completely torn apart, and he seemed to be completely awake, because he felt that the back of his spine seemed to be pierced by something sharp. A piercing pain welled up in my heart.

Instinctively, Qiming crazily swung his hands backwards, but he couldn't touch anything, and he turned his head to look behind him in horror, terrified.

monster!

At this moment, Qiming had his last thought, and then he was pierced severely by the dagger, and as his body twitched, he felt his life passing by.

died?This time he really died completely, it was so uncomfortable, he felt that he had already cried in pain earlier.

This is his first death.But what's ridiculous is that when he died, he didn't feel any sadness except the pain in his body, as if he had already been tolerated by the world.Gradually, he couldn't even feel the pain in his body.

He doesn't even want to think about his life...

Yes, it seems that my life is meaningless, I have nothing to commemorate, and now I am dead.
Seems to be fine.

He felt that past memories seemed to slowly emerge in his mind, and he felt hallucinations in his brain.The phantom appeared, accompanied by some strange sounds, messy like a mess.

However, before he could start thinking about it, he inexplicably woke up again.

Am I dreaming?

Then Qiming quickly denied himself, he clearly felt such a real sense of death, if he was dreaming... Well, he is not sure whether he is dreaming now, and he has no way to explain how he woke up .

Or is this hell?
There was no answer, and what he could see was still only a faint light.

The black mist enveloped him, and in an instant, the surrounding black mist enveloped him, and the pain on his body miraculously disappeared as if regressing.

I'm still alive...why?
Qiming thought suspiciously, he didn't understand, obviously he felt the feeling of death after piercing his body so real, why did he come back to life again?However, everything I encountered now seemed to be incomprehensible with common sense, as if I didn't know where I was in front of my eyes.

Now, the darkness around him was less terrifying to him, or rather he didn't care where he was.

Can people who are not even afraid of death still be afraid of the dark?
Although his body was resurrected, his heart was already dry. He thought, maybe his heart seemed to have died a long time ago. When will it be...

In a trance, he seemed to recall a cave and a pile of wooden toys.

"Hey! There's someone up ahead!"

"Hush! He seems to be asleep."

Qiming heard people talking around, but it didn't matter to him anymore.Afterwards, he felt something approaching suddenly around his neck, and when his neck became cold, he lost his breath.

He, died again.

This is his second death...

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