Fall into the abyss and get killed 99 times

Chapter 5 Girl
Images of memories appeared in his mind.

……

In the darkness, Qiming felt something approaching from behind, and instinctively shrank back, but there was no fright or dodge behind him, and he still leaned towards him.

He felt it, and the girl's back was against his.

For the first time, he was not killed by people in the dark, in the endless death, it was not the first time he met human beings, and it was not the first time someone spoke to him, but every time he was killed without exception died.

"elder brother."

Qiming heard the girl's trembling voice coming from behind him.

He who has been dead for a long time, now even his consciousness is on the verge of collapse, and he is completely unaware that there is a strange feeling in his body.

"You're scared too"

Hearing the voice behind him again, Qiming felt his consciousness pause.

are you afraid?

He raised his head reluctantly, looking at the darkness around him, his heart skipped a beat. He seemed to have almost forgotten the fear that the darkness around him would bring to him.

He curled up, the familiar sense of fear struck again, and he hugged his body weakly.

At this time, the girl behind seemed to feel his fear, and moved closer to him again.

After being quiet for a while, Qiming felt a trace of warmth transmitted from the body behind him to his back, a feeling that he had never felt before, which stimulated his body to twitch like an electric shock.

The thin body behind him didn't hide from him because of his strangeness, but just quietly leaned against his back, like a small boat finding a warm little harbor.

"I know"

"You must be"

The voice of the girl behind him came intermittently, but Qiming didn't hear all of what she said.

The girl didn't seem to mind that Qiming didn't pay attention to her, and she was still trying to keep talking.

Is she telling her own story?
Time passed bit by bit, Qiming only remembered that he heard more and more broken sounds.

I heard a bouquet of flowers, I heard the morning, I heard home, and I heard the girl's timid laughter gradually becoming less timid.

Gradually, Qiming could feel more and more warmth, he was a little immersed in it, and his vague consciousness seemed to be clearer at this moment.

Perhaps, I still long for someone.

He couldn't help feeling a little looser in his heart, and some complicated feelings were constantly being awakened in his heart at this moment.

It may be human instinct to be born as a human being.

At this moment, as if he had let go of something, he slowly leaned against the girl's back, and his heart also relaxed as he thought.

In the darkness, just like this, the two of them sat quietly on the ground with their backs leaning against each other. Although neither of them spoke anymore, the darkness seemed not so dark to them at the moment.

So comfortable.
Now his spirit is close to collapse, and even his hunger is covered, but he can clearly feel that his inner world has got a chance to breathe.

After an unknown amount of time, Qiming felt a movement behind him.

Qiming turned his head to look and found that the girl had stood up at this moment. This time, she was looking at Qiming directly, and Qiming could see her bright eyes in the dark.

Her eyes were so clear and moving, Qiming swore he had never seen such beautiful eyes, and for a moment he stared at her eyes, his body didn't move.

"elder brother."

The girl's voice woke him up, and only then did Qiming feel that he was separated from the girl's eyes. Through the light of the girl's eyes, he could clearly see the outline of the girl's face that was no longer so blurred in the dark.

Her face was not very clean, it was covered with a lot of mud, and there were many leaves and other things on her hair. In the darkness, apart from her eyes, the most clear thing was the blush on her face.

No, it's all flushed, Qiming thinks this description should be more accurate.

He saw the girl bent down, and in his confused and unbelievable eyes, he felt a warm and slightly fruity breath paving the way to him.

"Brother." The girl's voice became softer, and there seemed to be some shortness of breath in his voice.

Qiming felt that there was magic in her voice, and he could feel that the body she was approaching was as hot as a flame, just like the flush on her face.
The warmth approached his face, his dry lips gradually became a little moist and sticky, and soon, something soft and warm leaned against his lips.

So warm.
His whole body stopped thinking like an electric shock, and he couldn't think of anything except the warmth he felt.

But before he could feel the warmth, the next moment he felt the hellish coldness.

His chest seemed to explode. He could feel that his chest was pierced by a hard object, and in an instant he felt the pain that pierced his body.

Blood dripped from his mouth and punctured chest
Confused and puzzled, he looked in front of him, the girl was no longer leaning against him, and he felt the warmth in front of him instantly turn into the most real coldness.

Not only the physical pain, but he also felt that his spirit was disintegrating, bit by bit, fragmented.

In a blur, he seemed to hear the girl crying.

With the last bit of strength in his body, he tried to open his eyes, looking at the somewhat familiar figure in front of him.

He saw the vague figure of the girl lying on the ground weakly, and he saw that she seemed to be talking about something.

But he couldn't remember clearly, he seemed to smell a smell of aquatic plants, as if he was about to suffocate at the bottom of the lake, his consciousness was slowly disappearing, and he couldn't tell whether what he saw in front of him was real or his own delusion.

Darkness, still endless darkness.

This time, he was directly pierced through the heart in the chest, and he was already numb and died silently in the dark night.But he found that there seemed to be a little bug-like thing flying around in his heart.

What is it?
He found his body falling in the darkness again and again.

Fortunately, this time the fall was no longer completely dark, he seemed to see a tiny light source above his head, but what made him hopeless was that the light was too far away from him, and he was constantly Falling, that ray of light gradually became untouchable like the moon hanging high in the sky.

In the darkness that kept falling, he still chose to keep grabbing at the light source, and he couldn't understand why he did this. He obviously didn't want to see any light before.

As if, he caught something, he seemed to feel it.

And at this time, his previously broken and fragmented memories gradually became clear.
"I hate them, and if it wasn't for their brother, he wouldn't have died."

"They gave me a box and told me it was left for me when my brother died."

"I still don't know what's in this box, and I don't want to have any expectations, but I still keep it well."

"However, no matter where I hide it, I can't let it go. I'm afraid that the box will disappear suddenly, just like my brother has left my life. Then, I have to check every day whether the box is still there."

"I finally wondered what was in the box, so I opened it."

"There's nothing in the box."

"It already has feelings for me. I don't want it to remain empty like this. Every day in the future, I will write a letter in the box, as if telling my brother about my daily life."

"My brother can only receive letters with the same content every day. My brother will be very boring. Since then, I have started to go out. I want to live a different life every day, so that my brother can know a lot of interesting things."

"Brother, you look similar to my brother, your eyes are beautiful..."

(End of this chapter)