My life is full of pop-ups

Chapter 56 The Wind Will Always Come (Happy New Year)
People can never empathize with each other.

Chen Zui and Bai Zhi have completely different perceptions of their relationship.

Chen felt that the time when he and Bai Zhi should be together the most was the first year of high school. They held each other's hands during that time when the grass was growing and the warbler was flying, but failed.

And Bai Zhi got closer and closer to Chen Zui because Chen Zui didn't act beyond the thunder pool. After graduating from high school, she felt that it was time to be together.
Sometimes, the subtleties of feelings are always embarrassing.

Cognitive nuances are likely to lead to 'missing'.

And after missing it, when people reach middle age, they may recall this beautiful memory late at night, and then toss down a bottle of wine, while blurring their eyes, while muttering: "I loved it."

In youth, emotional matters are also the most troublesome.

Although the barrage from 2022 broke into Chen Zui's world.

They can popularize everything that can appear in front of Chen Zui in this world for Chen Zui, and they can also impart all kinds of knowledge to Chen Zui. They can even predict the future, telling Chen Zui what the world will happen in the near future what.

But the only thing is, they can't tell Chen how to take the most emotional path.

Of course they are not in shape
[I support single heroines! 】

[Multiple heroines are king! 】

[Fart upstairs, you are not allowed to trample on the values ​​of the new era. 】

[If you want a J, if you want it, I want a rich woman. 】

【I want Angelica dahurica.】

[Children only make choices, I want them all! 】

……

Watching the bubble frame that is still very clear in the dark appear on the ceiling and refresh constantly.

For the first time, Chen Zui pressed his temple thoroughly, he wanted to quietly
The world has really quieted down, except for the wind in the dormitory, only the sound of the roommates is left.

Chen Zui didn't feel sleepy at all. He lay on the bed and silently sorted out the bits and pieces between him and Bai Zhi, and kept feeling it with his heart, and then came to a conclusion about his relationship with Bai Zhi at present.

It can be a brother or a girlfriend
There are also good feelings, but it seems that because we are so familiar with each other in the past three years, the element of good feelings has been changing.

He can't accurately calculate how much of the love between a man and a woman is left, but if he wants to be a lover, there must be a slight difference...
It's just that after reaching a conclusion, what to do with this matter is the difficulty.

If you explicitly refuse, will you not be able to be friends in the future?

Euphemistically refuse, she won't understand
Is the scale in it that I can grasp?

How about pretending to be confused?
However, if you pretend to be confused about this kind of thing, then am I not the scumbag mentioned in the barrage?
Chen Zui thought about it for a while. Although after he bought his mobile phone, he did use his mother as a shield to look like a scumbag would do it, but it was because he was afraid of trouble, and it was difficult to distinguish between the first and the second. , Do not understand.

But at the critical moment, we still have to make a choice.

man can have nothing
But there is always a little bit of responsibility, a little bit of responsibility.
There are some things that are only right when you are ambiguous, but there are things that are more damaging if you are ambiguous.

then make it clear
Ok.

Make it clear.

……

When the morning light fell on the dormitory.

Chen Zui, who didn't sleep much all night, opened his eyes.

Then he pressed his temple, and the barrage returned to his world, so after everyone scolded for a full 5 minutes, someone finally started asking about Chen Zui's decision.

Of course, this kind of inquiry is meaningless. Within 30 seconds, all the bullet screens have their own positions, and the barrage mode is turned on again.

Chen Zuilin didn't say what he was thinking.

But he said: "If you repeat the machine again, carry it again, I will."

As he spoke, he looked at his left hand, which he compared to a pistol, and aimed his index finger at his temple.

This is certainly not a suicidal gesture, but it does have a threatening meaning in it
[Don't tell me, why are you so noisy that you just button your eyes? You don't even know that we haven't seen you all night. We miss you so much. 】

[Hands, don't just gesture at every turn, don't learn how old you are]

[Should I say that Chen Zui's fingers are beautiful, even and slender, they look like a girl's hands, they are white and tender]

……

A slap in the face always gives a sweet date.

Chen Zui has become more and more accustomed to the way of getting along with barrage.

So amidst the sound of snoring in sound sleep, he got off his upper bunk, tried not to disturb his roommates, and came to the small balcony outside the quadruple room, which was extremely narrow and the floor was a little dirty.

The sightlines are good here.

Under the blue sky and white clouds, you can see a standard 400-meter runway.

Although it was less than six o'clock at this time, there were already self-disciplined and hardworking seniors out for a morning run.

Of course the senior is not in Chen Zui's viewing sequence, but the senior is in
So he took a breath of fresh air, diverted his attention, and forced the topic to the barrage with a deep shadow: "This is no better than going to KTV to watch dancing!"

【I still remember Wenwen. It's really big. 】

[Actually, Xinxin is not bad, but this era has ruined their aesthetics]

[Don't mention those dirty eyes, Chen Zui, please move your perspective to the left, yes, yes, these big white legs are really tight and strong.]

Sure enough, the bullet screens are full of old critics..
In this way, there is no need to ask myself about Bai Zhi.

So, Chen Zui saw it at 05:30 from [-]:[-].

When the first roommate woke up, he took a deep breath and took out his phone to send a message to Bai Zhi.

"I'll go to your school to find you tonight."

Unexpectedly, Bai Zhi replied quickly at such an early time.

"Okay."

Presumably she didn't sleep much that night, did she?

……

……

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the military training ends.

Chen Zuo, who took a nap during the lunch break, regained his energy.

After the whole day, it was quite pleasant. Except for the girl who was temporarily elected as the squad leader in their class, she always had a downcast face, which affected the atmosphere a bit, everything was as usual.

Everything was as usual and Wang Donghe, after the instructor dismissed, he shouted: "Let's go, let's 404 gather in the cafeteria today!"

But the development of things is very similar to yesterday..
Shen Fei: "I'm not good enough today, my girlfriend invited me out for dinner again, I'll be back before bedtime."

Chen Zui coughed: "I still can't do it either. I'll come back before bedtime too. Call me if you need anything."

So, Wang Donghe and Zhao Xiaokai were left with bleak backs and walked towards the cafeteria. Seeing the tidy appearance of the family in other dormitories, they were a little envious...
Chen Zui and Shen Fei also came to the gate of the campus again to separate.

It's just different from yesterday, Chen Zui said: "Don't have an accident."

Shen Fei was stunned, he didn't know that Chen Zui had discovered the scene of him hugging his girlfriend in the street yesterday, and he did go to open a room later.

Therefore, he understood the endless sentence, but when he still wanted to ask, Chen Zui waved his hand, stopped a Bengbeng, and got into the car directly.

……

……

Go straight to Songda all the way.

After waiting for a while downstairs in the women's dormitory that he had been to yesterday, he saw Bai Zhi smiling like a flower, bouncing and rushing into his field of vision.

Today, she also put on light makeup. I don't know if it was done in a hurry back to the dormitory after the military training, but she looks very good.

"Come on."

"Um"

"Let's go."

"it is good."

Bai Zhi, who went to the appointment completely in the mood of dating, looked very happy.

But after these two sentences of dialogue, she always felt that something was wrong.

Man is a kind of amazing creature. If the air pressure is low and the mood is bad, it seems that others will easily notice it, even if they do nothing, they will be clearly perceived.

What's more, Chen Zui and Bai Zhi have been sitting at the same table for three years, and they know each other very well.

"what happened to you?"

"It's okay."

"Then where are we going to eat?"

"Let's go and watch."

"it is good."

Bai Zhi watched Chen Zui walk forward again, without any intention of holding her hand, as if she understood something in an instant.

She wasn't sure if what she felt was right.

But she didn't try to hold Chen Zui's hand.

The two of them, one in front of the other, suddenly lost the intimacy and intimacy of the past three years.

The topic is holding on.

The atmosphere is a little frozen.

Randomly found a stir-fry restaurant in front of Xuemen, the two sat down to order food, and ate. It was much quieter than before, and it looked much stranger than before.

When a meal that is neither salty nor light, the parties concerned are not in the mood to eat it is coming to an end.

Chen Zui wiped his mouth with a napkin, and took a deep breath facing the already lit street lights: "Yesterday."

Bai Zhi lowered her head and was still picking up the vegetables, and said as cheerfully as possible in her words: "What happened yesterday?"

Speaking of which, she raised her head, looked directly at Chen Zui with a pair of obviously dim eyes, and frowned the eyebrows that she painted today, and added another sentence pretending to be puzzled:
"Nothing happened yesterday."

Chen Zui looked at her long eyelashes and blinked, and there seemed to be mist in her eyes.

But in the next moment, she lowered her head, buried her face on the table, picked up the chopsticks, and seemed to be picking up some rice grains left in the bowl, but the topic in her mouth changed: "Oh, yes, yesterday your roommate knew about us. Did you see him?"

Chen Zui looked at her slightly shaking shoulders: "Got it."

"Ah, I lost my eyes."

Bai Zhi muttered to herself, lowered her head and picked up the napkin on the table, wiped it and said, "It's so windy."

Chen was the most noncommittal, and now he was being scolded by the screen full of barrage.

It's just that he has always been a person who will resolutely implement the solution once the problem is clear.

So no matter what the barrage says, it can't change his decision.

But today.
just now.

He had prepared a lot of words, but he didn't seem to need to say anything.

Because Bai Zhi understands, there is no need to talk about it.

So, he also picked up the tissue in his hand, and handed one to Bai Zhi: "Yeah, the wind is really strong..."

In the outdoor dining area, a young couple who was eating next to them looked sideways. The girl flicked the air in front of her with her hand. Where is the wind?

They don't understand, the pretty girl at the next table thought the wind was coming, but it didn't.

But sad, she believed.

The wind always comes.

(End of this chapter)