Jinyi champion

Chapter 990 Dream and Reality
Tang Yin's body couldn't hold on suddenly, and his condition began to deteriorate rapidly. Obviously everything was in Zhu Hao's expectation, but when it happened, Zhu Hao felt unwilling.

But it seemed that Tang Yin didn't care too much about it, as if he had already seen through life.

"Don't tell outsiders. I don't want others to think that I, Tang, will leave soon. Don't even mention it to Concubine Ning. You can tell His Majesty at most, and you can choose not to say even to Your Majesty."

The meaning revealed in Tang Yin's words, he wanted to leave the world quietly, and he didn't want to trouble too many people.

Zhu Hao nodded: "I understand."

I didn't express too much sadness, because Tang Yin was far from the point where he was going to die, and he could still be treated and rescued, although the meaning was only to let Tang Yin live a few more days.

"After the ceremony is over, the court will have to rely on you to support it alone. When you can't hold on anymore, I would like to advise you... It's better to retire early than to stay in the court and fight with others."

Zhu Hao would not listen to what Tang Yin said before.

I am young and vigorous, why should I listen to the opinions of you, an old man who wants to retire to the countryside?

But now what Tang Yin said, Zhu Hao would not argue any more, instead he felt that it made some sense, perhaps this was the experience that Tang Yin summed up after going through a lifetime of ups and downs, Tang Yin was sincerely admonishing him, just this kind of friendship Let Zhu Hao have no reason to refute.

"Okay, I've finished what I have to say. If you have a way, let the group of people blocking the gate of my house disappear. Otherwise, let them stay. I won't see you anyway! Don't ask me to ask for mercy. It's beyond my power!"

As Tang Yin said, he picked up a piece of drawing paper and spread it out on the table, then leaned over and began to grind it, probably wanting to make a few more paintings.

At this moment, Tang Yin may feel that the most meaningful thing he can do when he is alive is to leave more ink treasures for future generations. This is not bad for Zhu Hao, although because of his appearance, Tang Yin in his later years is not happy. Then there is the poor scholar, Tang Yin can study painting skills with the material foundation, and his painting skills will be more proficient. Keep a few more such paintings, and maybe they can be heirlooms.

Of course, this is not what Zhu Hao cares about. After all, as a time traveler, he doesn't need to think about those issues for his descendants.

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Zhu Hao came to the laboratory near the armor factory, asked his attendants to buy food and drinks, and sat in the yard alone to drink.

No matter what he has experienced in the past, Zhu Hao can accept it calmly. The experience of being a human being in two lifetimes has made his mind very mature. He even feels that Su Xigui is very similar to himself. All things in this world can be summarized as a business. He's just a businessman, a passer-by in history, so there's no need to put himself so fully into it.

This is also an important reason why he has been unwilling to consummate the house with Sun Lan.

But now, Zhu Hao felt that he had merged into a certain kind of emotion. For the first time, he had the urge to cry. This was a feeling he had never felt in the many years since he came to Daming.

"Even if I knew I was going to die, I wouldn't be able to cry, but I don't know why, but because of Tang Yin, who doesn't know the current affairs, there is a rippling in my heart. Sigh!"

Zhu Hao put down his wine glass.

Not far away, Lou Suzhen appeared at the gate of the courtyard with Ouyang Fei.

Seeing Zhu Hao drinking, Lou Suzhen probably understood something, so she waved her hand to make Ouyang Fei avoid temporarily, while Lou Suzhen came and sat down and poured wine for Zhu Hao.

"Why is the young master drinking so much wine here? But something is not going your way? Maybe I can help you with the details?"

Lou Suzhen always wanted to show the image of a caring big sister, but for some reason, she always gave Zhu Hao the feeling that she was too enthusiastic, and even a little meddlesome.

You've been messing around with your own affairs, why do you care what I think?
Zhu Hao said: "There are so many things going on in the court, it's rare to find a quiet place to have a drink, isn't that all right?"

Lou Suzhen smiled and shook her head: "This is the son's territory. You can be wherever you want, and the concubine didn't come here to disturb you on purpose. It's just about Miss Ouyang. I want to have a good talk with you."

It is still necessary to match Zhu Hao and Ouyang Fei.

"Concubine Ning, I want to ask you something, can you tell me the truth?" Zhu Hao said suddenly.

Lou Suzhen was very surprised.

Zhu Hao actually called her "Concubine Ning" to her face. You must know that it was a past she didn't want to mention. Zhu Hao himself knew this very well. Why did such a smart person suddenly mention this?
"After the concubine came out of Jiangxi, she cut off all contact with her family and kept her name anonymous?" Lou Suzhen was so clever, she immediately guessed what Zhu Hao wanted to say.

Zhu Hao nodded: "Have you ever regretted it? Is it better to take a leap in Poyang Lake and travel to the fairy world from now on, than continue to suffer in the mortal world?"

"Ha ha."

Lou Suzhen pursed her lips and said with a smile, "Young Master is used to doing big things and never sticks to small details. How could you think of asking this today? There is no need to regret what you have experienced. No matter how you think about it, the result can't be changed." , Isn’t it? Or is it that you feel that the matter of discussing rites in court has far exceeded your expectations, and now you want to stop but can’t?”

In Lou Suzhen's eyes, Zhu Hao is a rational person. To put it bluntly, he always considers the gains and losses in everything, and never acts emotionally.

Under such a premise, Lou Suzhen took it for granted that Zhu Hao would not feel sorry for the aging, sickness and death of people around him, so naturally he would not think about Tang Yin.

Zhu Hao closed his eyes, as if he was recalling something: "Yili, everyone is proposing the ceremony, the result of the ceremony is really so important? This is something that should be experienced, I don't even bother to think about it!"

Lou Suzhen asked: "Such a big event, is it not worth mentioning in the young master's heart?"

Zhu Haodao: "Compared to the changes of Ming Dynasty, which can make Huaxia stand in the forest of the world, and even dominate the world, what is such a trivial matter as discussing rituals?
"It's like, you always think that my goal is to be the prime minister and give orders to all officials, but even if I change the imperial power like Yang Jiefu, what is the result? Could it be that my purpose is just to be on the tombstone erected in the loess, Add a few words of praise to yourself?"

Lou Suzhen said nothing more.

Although Lou Suzhen felt that she was very knowledgeable and had been able to get a glimpse of Zhu Hao's state of mind, but she also knew that she could never compare with Zhu Hao's ambition.

That was a height she couldn't reach.

"That's it. Ma'am, go back early. I want to drink a few more glasses of wine. If I drink too much, I'll find a place to fall asleep. When I wake up, everything will be as before."

Zhu Hao's words meant that today he had to follow Tang Yin's example, indulge himself in fine wine, let himself get drunk, use the wine to drown his sorrows, let himself look down on the issues of life and death around him, and then go to welcome a new day.

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After Lou Suzhen left, Zhu Hao really drank a lot of wine again.

When he got very drunk, he really fell asleep.

When I was in a hazy sleep, it seemed like I was dreaming, and it seemed like I was experiencing something in person. The feeling was very real.

In this dream, he returned to modern times, back to the busy world, everything around him was so familiar, wide streets, bustling crowds, looking at the towering buildings, but there was a voice lingering in his ears: "Jingdao, where is this? Why am I here?"

It seems that Zhu Si also followed him back to the 21st century.

Zhu Hao was surprised to find that his illness had suddenly recovered, and he could enjoy life with peace of mind without having to stay in bed.

Zhu Si still wears the crown of gon and is dressed as an emperor, but in the eyes of outsiders, he is just a behaviorist.

"This is where I live, I went to your world, now it's your turn to come to mine." Zhu Hao explained to Zhu Si.

Zhu Si said like crazy: "No, you have to lead my soldiers and horses to conquer this place. I am the emperor! Even if this is the fairy world, I am the one with the most power!"

Zhu Si's voice is loud, and the paranoia of a young emperor is fully displayed, as if everything must belong to him.

Zhu Hao was awake in the dream.

So what if you are the emperor?
You are just a mortal, do you think you can be the emperor in Ming Dynasty, and want to have everything in modern times?It should also make you feel the feeling of loss...

"Over there, you can be an emperor, but here, you are just an ordinary person. If you can't even adapt to the life of an ordinary person, then you might as well never have appeared in this world!
"Over there, I will do things according to your wishes, but in my world, I will only treat you as a friend and stop sharing everything with you! I want to live my life. As for your future path, It's up to you!"

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The dream was very long. In his sleep, Zhu Hao returned to his previous life. As a doctoral supervisor in a top [-] university, he participated in TV shows, received variety shows and endorsements, and fell in love with female stars. His life was busy and fulfilling.

But when he woke up, the sun was shining on his face, and seeing the light coming through the window, he felt that he had returned to this Daming that he loved and hated.

"Master, the change of clothes has been delivered, do you want to go to court?"

It was just dawn.

Ouyang Fei brought Zhu Hao's court clothes over. It stands to reason that Zhu Hao, as the right servant of the Ministry of Rites, basically goes to court every day. This is his daily work. At this time, Zhu Hao waved his hand and said: "You don't need to go today. , I want to sleep again."

He was still reminiscing about the life in the dream, eager to get back that feeling, but unfortunately things backfired, not to mention having the same dream again, or continuing the dream, he couldn't even fall asleep.

But at this moment, Lou Suzhen's voice sounded from outside the house: "My lord, there is a Jin Yiwei who came to pass word that His Majesty summoned you."

Zhu Hao originally wanted to lie down for a while, but now he had to get up.

The way he got along with Zhu Si in the dream did not exist at all. In this world, Zhu Si is the emperor, and as a courtier, he must be there whenever he is called.

With the help of Ouyang Fei, he packed his clothes and walked out of the yard, only to find that the yard was full of snow.

It turned out that it snowed heavily in the middle of the night last night.

It was also a rare night for him to have a "beautiful dream". When he thought that in the dream, he could talk to Zhu Si as a friend, and he didn't even treat Zhu Si as an emperor, he felt that that was what he should be. the goal that is pursued.

Why should everything be considered for the interests of Zhu Si?

To change the world, it is not the only way to support others as emperor, everything should be controlled by oneself.

(End of this chapter)