too affectionate

Chapter 158 Wen Ruan Jiao Hong betrays all her heartbeat (2) ([-] more)

Heng Li stretched out her hand to rub Wanyan's fluffy hair, smiling helplessly but affectionately.

"Sometimes I really want to bang your head and see what kind of messy things are in your little head."

It was only then that Wanyan realized that her question was indeed too stupid, and she fully expressed the little hypocrisy in her heart, she felt embarrassed in her heart, but she didn't want to lose her face on the surface.

"You're such a mess!" Wanyan retorted angrily, and waved her hand softly to knock off Heng Li's hand, looking angry after being wronged.

After finishing speaking, Wanyan crossed her arms and turned her face away without recognizing her relatives, and turned her bulging side face to Heng Li.

However, Heng Li didn't speak for a long time, and Wanyan could feel Heng Li staring at her intently out of the corner of her eye.

Wanyan sneaked a few glances at Heng Li next to her, but finally she was stared numb all over, so she had to turn around.

"Why are you looking at me all the time!"

Wanyan cursed and pouted forward suddenly, with a vicious look on her face.

Heng Li completely ignored Wanyan's provocation, her bright eyes stared at Wanyan very intently, as if she was exploring some mysterious mystery.

Just when Wanyan was so stared at, and began to wonder if there was saliva, eye feces and other horrible residues on her face from sleeping, Heng Li suddenly stretched out her hands and grabbed Wanyan's little face, shaking it up and down, left and right .

"Xuan Wanyan! Why are you so cute and cute! I really don't know what to do with you!"

Heng Li shouted with a smile, with sweet helplessness in her tone.

When Wanyan heard this, the sweetness in her heart could almost turn into a sea, and the smile on her face and the joy in her heart were about to be revealed.

"You're so annoying! If you mess around again, I'll beat you to death!"

Wanyan threatened ferociously, pulled Heng Li's hand away from her chubby face with her fingers, and then threw it away with a "swoosh".

Ferocity is indeed a sharp weapon for the hunk to hide his joy.

Wanyan summed it up happily in her heart.

"I'm not making trouble." Heng Li smiled and turned her head away, but her expression became serious.

After a long silence, Heng Li suddenly said something without thinking.

"Will do."

"Huh? What are you smoking again?"

Wanyan didn't understand, she frowned and asked.

Heng Li looked at the twilight in different shades of the sky, she didn't intend to play around just now, her expression was serious and serious.

"I mean, everything I said tonight, and everything I'll say in the future, was spoken to you by this person sitting next to you right now.

Whether it is the person you call Heng Li, or the person you call Heng Li, or the Mr. Heng you mentioned, the difference between them is whether they have memories or not.

Whether there is memory or not changes the relationship between Hengli and the world, because memory will affect Hengli's views and attitudes towards the world.

But whether there is memory or not has no effect on the relationship between Heng Li and you.

Because he always remembers you.

Because what they grow is a heart. "

Heng Li explained it eloquently, sincerely and seriously.

Wanyan couldn't help but be convinced and moved.

"I know! I was just asking casually, but you still explain it so seriously..."

Wanyan pursed her small mouth and muttered, she just refused to express the emotion in her heart easily.

"Although your question is indeed extremely stupid," Heng Li commented mercilessly, "but if I don't explain it clearly, what will you do if you keep thinking wildly with your weird little brain?"

When Wanyan heard this, she immediately raised her small fist high, bluffing and intimidating: "Hey, it seems that if I don't give you a fat beating today, you won't know what being weird is!"

Heng Li squinted her eyes and smiled brightly, stretched out her fist and gently bumped into Wanyan's small fist, as if the two kittens reached a consensus and struck their paws.

"You beat me fat!"

"Hmph...you are so boring and naive..." Wanyan withdrew her fist and muttered softly.

After a few more seconds of silence, Wanyan suddenly raised her head again and asked her doubts.

"But to be honest, you really don't want to get your memory back?
The great heroes in the picture books I read, after losing their memories due to some accidents, one or two were in pain, racking their brains every day to restore their memories.

But I see you, why do you still look like you enjoy losing your memory and are not at all eager to recover your memory? "

"Where did you see this mess..." Heng Li shrugged and asked, "Is there anything wrong with losing your memory?"

Wanyan was stopped by the question, and after thinking for a long time, she couldn't figure out what is good about amnesia, and what is bad about it.

"Also... there's nothing wrong with it, but it's a loss of 19 years of experience.

Although these experiences are not all good, but these experiences have made you who you are today, without a little bit of them, you will not be what you are today.

Having recovered them, perhaps you will be more complete. "

After Wanyan thought for a long time, she struggled to express the obscure thoughts in her heart in words.

In all fairness, Wanyan actually doesn't want Heng Li to recover her memory at all.

Such a cheerful Hengli, although incomplete, is also far away from the things that make his life hard and painful.

Only an incomplete hat can do whatever one wants, be free from scruples, and be happy.

"Is that so?" Heng Li asked softly, but obviously didn't need an answer.

"But today's me is not the best me, so what is there to cherish?"

Heng Li said lightly, without turning his head, his eyes wandered in the sky, free and firm.

"This..." Wanyan bit her lip, not knowing how to reply.

"Actually, I don't know the Lord Heng you mentioned at all, other than knowing that he loves you to death, I don't have the slightest impression of him.

But through this body, this body that he has existed for 19 years, I can feel that his life during this time is really unsatisfactory.

Because of this body, it is so tired that sometimes I feel that I can't move it.

It is obviously a healthy young man's body, but it seems to be carrying several mountains on his back all the time. Every gap in the body is filled with burdens without leaving room, and there is not even a little room for breathing.

I really can't figure out how he was able to drag such a body through so many years.

So I don't want to go back to that at all.

Those memories that people can't hold back, since they have been forgotten, let me forget them forever. "

As Heng Li said, there was still a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.

But his wandering eyes between heaven and earth brought his body to recall the past, which came from an instinctive chill.

(End of this chapter)