too affectionate

Chapter 164

He thought he was going to die and Wanyan was going to be a widow.

But after an unknown amount of time, Heng Li actually regained consciousness again.

At this time, Heng Li was surprised to find that she was not lying on the bed, but was standing by a table, cutting vegetables with a kitchen knife in her hand.

Heng Li looked around and realized that he was in the kitchen.

While being puzzled, Heng Li restrained her panic, and carefully recalled the time when she lost consciousness in her heart, and found that she actually remembered it.

The self who has no memory left everything in the body completely during this period.

Holding a kitchen knife, Heng Li, who stood motionless on the spot, began to carefully recall every bit of what happened during this period.

Suddenly, Heng Li's silent eyes lit up, and her heartbeat accelerated several times.

At that moment, Heng Li was stunned for the first time in his life.

He remembered what Wanyan said on the roof that night when the stars scattered into the sky, and the stars healed all unwillingness and broken hearts.

she says:

"My lord, I love you more than just liking you.

If I had to find one word to sum up my feelings for you, it would definitely not be love and admiration.

I personally think that the term "refuge" is the most appropriate.

Because, you and Tianxuan's destiny are both my beliefs. "

What a little fool, I really thought I wouldn't come out with your little thoughts.

Just thinking about it, the corner of Heng Li's mouth inadvertently bent into an undetectable arc.

But before this joy lasted for a few more seconds, Heng Li's heart sank again, and his complexion was much more serious than before.

However, I restrained my emotions so much and cruelly hid all my love, but in the end, we still came to this point.

Take all precautions, but I still can't prevent Yan'er from falling in love with me.

There was a loud "click".

The kitchen knife in Heng Li's hand fell straight onto the cutting board, and the shiny knife surface reflected Heng Li's tense and heavy complexion.

Although being able to be in love with Yan'er is the only obsession in my life.

But how could she fall in love with me.

Falling in love with me will make her full of worries and pain when she chooses to be me in the future.

Even, it is very likely to make mistakes.

And this choice was something she had to make.

And this mistake will ruin her forever.

At that time, it will be the best result to disappear.

To live with a thousand years of infamy is the real despair.

Just like that senior, the person who owed the most and will always be owed in the Jingshi family.

Heng Li sighed in his heart, the worry in his heart had never been so intense.

In this world where justice only exists in the word of mouth of the mob rather than in the hearts of the people, and is used as a weapon to safeguard self-interest, they are destined to be the two poles where good and evil can never be reconciled.

Even if they are tied together by destiny, they are destined not to have a happy ending.

Compared with allowing her to achieve a moment of happiness, and then fall into eternal hell.

He would rather that she pursued nothing in her life without the so-called love, and only hoped that she could retreat from this absurd world where good and evil were never distinguished.

In this world where everyone speaks out for fairness, and all beings are eager to show favoritism, the heartbeat will fall.

He knew this, but he still fell down the cliff of eternal pain without hesitation.

But he couldn't know that he was Wanyan's cage for the rest of her life, and he could still cruelly lock her in.

He still said that night, I don't want her to convert, I just want her to be happy.

From the very beginning, Heng Li made up his mind that no matter how injured he was, he must not let her fall in love.

He doesn't want her to fall in love, he only wants her to go well.

So even though Heng Li has been by Wanyan's side for the past 14 years, she has always forced herself to appear in the coldest image.

Time and time again, he looked at her passionate eyes and chose to avoid them, pretending not to see, pretending not to understand.

He naively thought that as long as Wanyan didn't get a response, she would definitely retreat in spite of the difficulties.

But he didn't know that in this world, there is a word called love.

Heng Li can avoid Wanyan's eyes.

But she is in crisis, Heng Li absolutely cannot not come forward.

Wanyan has already become an existence that is much more precious than his life.

So in the end, Heng Li tried not to show her love, but was cut off by herself who had lost her memory, and explained all her thoughts.

Let Wanyan walk into his cage by herself.

Now that the matter has come to this point, we can only stop the loss in time.

Just thinking of this sentence is enough to make Heng Li feel heartbroken.

He really couldn't bear to part with her. He had hoped for a lifetime to be in love with her.

Just when Heng Li frowned and thought about it, she actually made a bowl of cold soup with her own hands.

Heng Li looked at the bowl of soup that looked good on the chopping board in surprise, and couldn't believe that it was made by herself who hadn't even washed the fruit.

He remembered that before his memory recovered, he wanted to make a bowl of cold soup for Wanyan to dispel the heat.

Before going to find Wanyan with the soup, Heng Li did a long time of psychological construction for herself.

Heng Li made up his mind, no matter how Wanyan cried and made noises, no matter how hoarsely she scolded him for reneging on his promises and breaking promises, he must be ruthless and be as indifferent as he could.

At this moment, Heng Li suddenly remembered the night when he and Wanyan were in the cabin in Xiyuan Village when the rain was pouring.

Wanyan asked him, what kind of person is that person who is him but not Hengli.

He said that he is an unkind person who can't help himself, and he only hopes that Wanyan can understand one ten thousandth of his involuntary in the future.

Indeed... Heng Li stood still at the door of Wanyan's house, but didn't go in for a long time.

Jing Sakyamuni is the most compassionate, the most holy, and the most involuntary person in this world.

But now, Heng Li no longer expects Wanyan to understand him.

All he thought about was that she was safe.

In this way, Heng Li had fully armed himself with indifference before going in.

Apart from his own heart, he is powerless.

"Dong dong dong."

He knocked on Wanyan's door.

However, the moment he walked into the door and saw Wanyan who was sitting by the window lattice, comfortable and quiet, Heng Li lost.

All the psychological construction he had done just now, all the firmness, all collapsed the moment he saw her, and even the shadow of ashes disappeared.

It doesn't matter if you arm your whole body with indifference, as long as she raises her eyes, he will lose completely.

At this moment, all the longing, all the heartache, and all the guilt rushed into Heng Li's heart, stirring up his already calm heart, and shattering all his rationality.

In order to save him, the girl who put herself into desperate situations several times without turning back, without regrets, the girl who had been waiting for him to come back, the girl who was the only thing he longed for in his life, just sat there like that, How could Heng Li have the heart to ignore her.

(End of this chapter)