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Chapter 341 Because of you and me reconciled with myself
Yan Han's throat rolled and rolled, and her heart ached again and again, but she didn't have a suitable word to say.

"Master, you...you..." Yan Han spoke softly, wanting to comfort Xuan Yi, but knew that any comfort would be useless to those losses; wanted to explain, but felt that no one's heart could be explained clearly in this scene Woolen cloth.

However, Yan Han didn't know that as long as she was there, it would be a kind of relief for Xuan Yi.

After a long time, Xuan Yi spoke again, his voice was as soft as a feather.

"Yanhan," Xuan Yi called softly, all emotions eased, and he said slowly like a sigh, "You may never know that you are really important to me, an extremely important person .

My life looks so bright, born in the Xiangmen protoss, how majestic it is.

But why am I...why am I living in such a mess?

When they were young, other children were loved by their fathers and mothers. Some people knew how to feel warm and cold, while others knew how to be sweet and sour.

But although I have both parents, I look like an abandoned child in the eyes of my mother, like a thorn in my father's eye, and a poor family.

Fortunately, I still have my sister and Xuan Wanyan, which remind me of these years, and there is still warmth.

However, I don't even have the ability to protect my older sisters.

There were bad children since childhood, or there were evil servants who bullied the master, regardless of parents, among the three of us, sisters and sisters, Xuan Wanyan was always the one who rushed to the front.

She is my sister, the one who should hide behind my brother and be protected, but she has to protect my weak sister and useless brother.

I also want to protect her and my sister, but as you can see, no matter how hard I try, I'm just a piece of scrap, and I can't be carved into jade.

So later I also confessed, although watching my sister forced to marry a jerk for the sake of the family, and watching my sister walk day and night at the forefront of the sinister people for the sake of the family, I felt so guilty that I couldn't sleep or eat, but I had to accept it.

The me who used to be, for a long time, felt that my life was really boring. When I thought about the future life of being such a waste and hiding behind my sisters and sisters, I really hated, feared, despaired, and Want to end it all.

But I can't, although I'm useless, my sister and Wanyan are also very pitiful, they shouldn't bear the pain of losing their loved ones anymore.

So I just lived my life in such a daze, and every day was like chewing wax.

But fortunately, I met you, you who are full of light and hope.

The feeling in my heart, Wanyan, who is born with extraordinary talents, can't understand it. No matter how hard she tries to understand it, she still can't fully understand it.

But you will understand and accept this useless me.

Because I saw me in your eyes, I realized for the first time that I also have merits, and I was also recognized and cared by others, so I began to slowly learn to reconcile with myself, and slowly began to accept myself.

It is also because of you that I began to feel that I was not only living for my sister and Xuan Wanyan, I began to have my own fantasy about the future, and I wanted to spend every day with you.

As long as I think that you will always be by my side in the future, and we live a peaceful and stable life, I feel that the vigorousness I longed for is nothing more than that, and I realize that there is another kind of life besides making contributions and becoming famous. The way out is to live a stable life with the one you love.

All this is brought to me by you.

Maybe you think that our family backgrounds are too different, but you never thought that you are a tiny speck of dust, yes, but I am also, we are also two specks of dust that have never been happy and have nothing, so why can’t we let We two dust gather together to measure and warm each other's humble and lost hearts?
Of course, it’s also my fault for my usual sloppy, indifferent appearance, which makes you think that I’m such a bum who is good at talking nonsense, so that you don’t believe me when I show you my sincerity. , I can’t believe it anymore. "

(End of this chapter)